I Scare Myself With My Thoughts At Times

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 532 People

    God, are you there????

    I just want to know if god really exists. If He does exist, then why does he just play the big role of being the patient viewer? Why won't He do something? Wait and watch, that what he likes doing......
    Rustypegasus Rustypegasus
    22-25, F
    Jul 16, 2013

    usually my thoughts are "okay"

    but lately they've been creeping me out, and my friends started to take notice, I think it'll be ok again in a couple days, meh.
    surgewaffle surgewaffle
    18-21, M
    Jan 27, 2015

    I'm Trapped!

    I'm freaking out I'm over thinking everything as always.I get this feeling that I'm trapped in a world that's not real. What am I doing here? Whats the point of all this? Why can't I get away? I wake up every morning and realize I'm still here, trapped in a constant nightmare...
    xBrickWallx xBrickWallx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2013

    I have dark thoughts I told my sister

    and she told my mom and ever since they lock me in a room ._.
    soullessnight000 soullessnight000
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2015

    Zip It

    There are some thoughts that I will never share with another human no matter how close they are to me . I have been lucky enough to have the odd person person in my life who is allowed to delve into my mind and see most of the sick stuff but not all of it is there to be shared...
    Smackhead Smackhead
    70+, F
    1 Response May 24, 2013

    I'm normally a cheerful person,

    so some of the things I think of or some poetry I write is kind of disturbing. Haha my friends have read some of my stuff and I'm preeeety sure they'd agree
    lifesize lifesize
    22-25, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    I would never ever hurt anyone

    but I find myself thinking terrible thoughts because I let my anger get out of control. My mouth utters terrible things when I'm angry or defensive. The other day I found myself thinking how nice it would be if Jaqen H'ghar were real because I would love to whisper three names...
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990
    26-30, M
    Nov 19, 2014

    'Weather or not you let me bábe isn't the case,

    I'll fûćk you regardless' I can see myself saying this someday. Thats bad.
    3st3ll3 3st3ll3
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    "What if" thinker!

    Sometimes when I am alone I think of things that I don't want to face, things that scare me like my 3rd grade teacher! But that one is kinda dumb! I also think "what if" all the time! My friends tell me I scare myself with my thoughts and I know I do! I mostly have these thoughts...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2013

    My dreams are getting pretty weird these days.

    .. Remember the guy I'm crushing on? I dreamed that we had sex. That isn't the weird part. The weird part is that he bled (I have a thing for blood) and how it dripped on me. He dipped his finger in that puddle and smeared it on my lips. I don't know how it came to it but...
    TrentKandinski TrentKandinski
    22-25, M
    Feb 6, 2014

    I think we all have "strange" thoughts,

    some more than others, but simply put - everyone shows it differently.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 9, 2016
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