I Scare Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 59 People

    Ooooh Yeah...

    I have scared myself a time or two. This is silly-not scary. But I DO have some darker stuff.
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    10 Responses Oct 7, 2008

    I want to kill myself too often; I never want

    to kill myself at all. My personality is slipping through my fingertips, was it there to begin with? I feel weird, different most of the timeā€¦ my friends are not my friends; my house is not my home. I am constantly torn between the two questions: Is my heart too big for this...
    teacupgoddess teacupgoddess
    18-21, F
    Jan 27, 2015

    Random Crap

    I do scare myself. All the random crap that goes through my head on a daily basis makes me more certain I'm certifiable. What's worse is when I see that same fear in someone else's eyes, because then I realise the random crap has been said out loud instead of just as my usual...
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    Feb 10, 2012
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Jan 14, 2008


    I don't even want to go into details. Sometimes my thoughts freak me out and I don't know who else has those and for how long. "Am I a terrible person for thinking that? No one can say that out loud anyway. There's no way to know!" Then I think too hard and I start...
    Geza Geza
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Dec 1, 2007

    Well when ever I get angry at someone my mind

    goes insane and I can't help it like this is what came to my mind one time I am gonna kill you and rip your arms out and put u under a car there's more my mind if mad alot takes over ;( but that's when I try and control it this just happend to a family member not the kids never...
    daggerthewolf daggerthewolf
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2014


    OMG! *runs away... ...know what's scarier...you can never successfully run away from yourself...  
    Tekkamaki Tekkamaki
    4 Responses Oct 7, 2008

    Evil Woman

    I call this a lil scare shot...this is my hair and someones eyes.... peaceout  
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Oct 19, 2008

    walking into a dark room,

    which i do everyday really shouldnt scare me at all, but for some reason i always imagine something that will pop out at me or something. i dont know why this happens in my head, but every morning it happens
    ablonddude ablonddude
    18-21, M
    Oct 14, 2014

    I Do, Quite Often

    There are times when I get so angry, that I become self destructive. Not that I am attempting to harm myself, but I just don't stop to think about what I am doing. I will rush out and cross streets without watching; say things that are provocative to the wrong people.I know that...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    Oct 12, 2012
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