I Screwed Up

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    I Screwed Up And Can't Forgive Myself

    I often find myself looking back on my life and remembering the bad times, especially the things I've done wrong.  Although I've taken the time to apologize to the people that I've hurt, and mostly those apologizes have been accepted, I still can't forgive myself...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    Jan 8, 2010

    I messed things up badly with some people,

    but I hope I can rectify everything. I just want to start with a clean slate and become a better person.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2015

    I binged. Almost purged.

    I knew that I didn't want to wake up the next day with a swollen sore throat and enlarged lymph nodes. All I could think about was him. My amazing boyfriend in which I have hurt so many times that I'm surprised he is still with me. "You can't let him see you like this." Echoed...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2014

    October ending. I began to care less.

    November begins. I start drinking in class. Friend tries to get me drunk during class. Ha. Funny. I drink three times during November. I began to eat less during November. I care less again. I begin to run away from my responsibilities. December comes around and things have...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Feb 7, 2016

    Yup once again a screwed up like always kill me

    know...... Is it illegal to hire a hitman to kill yourself ?:(
    waverunner94 waverunner94
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2014

    I totally messed up! I tried to give myself a

    haircut and it did not go as planned at all!
    FleshEatingBacteria FleshEatingBacteria
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 11, 2015

    Ok so I was helping this boy out with my friend

    because he really really liked her but she didn't like him. So I was trying to persuade her but she wasn't going to budge. This goes on for about two weeks then all of a sudden he tells me that he had given up and moved on. I told him I was happy for him because it was...
    staygoldenbaby staygoldenbaby
    18-21, F
    Jan 22, 2015

    Ok um I really don't know how to start this

    so I guess I'll just go into it. I started a suicide prevention profile on this one app called ifunny it started out really nice I was helping people and it made me really happy, I felt like my life finally had meaning. But obviously it didn't end so well it grew to big for me I...
    Cornerguy Cornerguy
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015

    Today I Suck At My Job...

    Why is it that when you plan so hard for something everything goes wrong? I got a big job and planned for weeks leading up to it and on the day I had a big argument with my bf and everything just didn't go according to plan. Well not quiet, things started out ok at first then at...
    forgetmenots forgetmenots
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 30, 2010

    I forgot my dog in the car

    for 48 minutes. We went out to run an errand and right when I pulled over I got an important phone call and got out of the car. And forgot my dog inside the car. I turned on the tv and watched a show, and didn't remember my dog until 48 minutes later. When I went back to the car...
    loneliestgurl loneliestgurl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    First I think I'm gonna screw up,

    then I screw up, then I know I've screwed up
    PigMonkeyHybrid PigMonkeyHybrid
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    I got so excited, I finally was able to get my

    credit card debt down to £1,000. So, I went nearly to the bottom of my current account overdraft limit to do it. But some PayPal payments didn't go out until next day. And a cheque to HMRC also went out. So now I'm £3.48 over my current account overdraft. No doubt there will...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    31-35, M
    Apr 2, 2015
    amyrebel31 amyrebel31
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Aug 16, 2014


    I ran out of my usual sleepers and bought a different kind. Didn't know it at first but they are double the strength so you only have to take one of these. The others weren't always working so I would sometimes take four or more to get to sleep... c'est la vie I'm sure I'll...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2009
    deleted deleted
    Jul 10, 2015

    I screwed up by losing my virginityat 13.

    Me and the person I lost it to have been fighting lately over stupid ****.
    alyssanar123 alyssanar123
    16-17, F
    Feb 12, 2016

    Thought I made a really good friend on here

    which I did they where so nice but like every time I manage to screw up good friendships :(
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 5, 2015

    Has Major Problems With a Girl Who I Really Care For

    ok i have a problem that wont leave me i cant forget about her it bothers me so much and i dont want to be a pain to her but it turned out to be that way and this whole thing is so twisted so if you have ever had problems ware a girl has taken every thing the wrong way please...
    smog smog
    18-21, M
    Aug 17, 2009

    Now I sit and stare wishing I could go back

    and be me stop hiding behind an illusion
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Jan 22, 2015

    Last summer, I was with the guy i like (my

    bestie's brother), and we were joking about people you would date. Then i asked what he thought about dating me (jokingly) and he said he didn't see me that way. So I didn't say anything. Then i found out from my bestie that her brother does like me but he didn't know i liked...
    BoredClara BoredClara
    13-15, F
    Feb 27, 2016

    i don't think anyone really understands how i

    feel. i screw up so many times i cant count my parents are telling me "your always thinking about yourself" but who else will if i don't?
    pizabgl123 pizabgl123
    16-17, F
    Mar 15, 2015

    I had a chance to be with the only person I can

    trust and I ****** it up why can't I be normal
    bloodynightmares97 bloodynightmares97
    22-25, T
    4 Responses Mar 30, 2015

    So there is a boy whom I met in school in

    September, he's year older than me. And so handsome and kind and nice. And he actually talked to me first! It was in September too. And then when we've met we just said "hi" and that was all, I was (and am) too shy and afraid to speak to him. And things were the same until three...
    Shaniex Shaniex
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2015

    Had my graduation last night all was well I

    think until I get a text from my mom at 4 am telling me to come home asap I came home around 9 after I got some sleep and now I'm grounded ... Yep bc if I'm living in her house she's allowed to ground me Anyways she found some stuff in my room that she shouldn't have Oh well I...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Jun 6, 2015

    Okay so I am grounded BIG TIME.

    Yesterday, I skipped school with my friends to out of town for a concert. It was only a half hour away. We wrote excuse letters to our teachers and all that. We enjoyed the concert and we got stuck so we didn't go home until like 5pm. The ride broke down. Here's the thing, my...
    ariannaelizabeth ariannaelizabeth
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    At the age of 10 at a restaurant

    that I forget its name.The waiter approached and my mother said ill be right back,as she slipped into the restroom the waiter set down a bowl o butter and bread(seperate bowls) and me being a 10 year old ate it thinking it was ice cream .
    TheRichGuy TheRichGuy
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    Yes I did. I screwed up

    because I care too much and don't know when to mind my own business and just let things take their course. I wanted to help and I just made things worse. :( live and learn.
    deleted deleted
    Feb 12, 2015

    Screwed Up And Had Sex.....

    I screwed up and had sex with a good friend.  I'm not in a relationship or anything, so there wasn't any cheating going on.  It's just that we are friends and I know she wants to be more than firends and I don't.  I'm afraid that she will be really hurt now...
    jack1970b jack1970b
    31-35, M
    9 Responses Dec 23, 2009

    I thought that no one cared about me anymore

    and didn't care about me living in a cheap hotel room for a few days but my mom just proved me wrong
    harmonycurry1 harmonycurry1
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    OK so I wanted to Skype my bf

    and we made a specific time to talk. Well... I fell asleep 30 minutes before we were supposed to talk. Not only did I sleep through it, he was really cold considering it was 34 degrees. Sooooo yeah I screwed up BIG time ....great just what I need right now
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2014

    My experiences with drinking.

    I remember being 3 years old and my dad wanted me to get his beer in the refrigerator. I took it for him and he gave me a sip. I became a alcoholic ever since. Kidding. I've drinker here and there. But. Around this time in February 2015. Three months after my ex and I broke...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 29, 2016

    got blocked AGAIN so sad

    and things were going well I thought
    Aireagoir94 Aireagoir94
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2015

    I had a huge argument at home

    and just when I needed my friend, she shut me down with just one line. I want to cry but I won't. I want to hug a friend but I won't. I want to hear soothing words- that someone cares and understands my sensitivity but now I'm too scared to get anyone close to me.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 20, 2015

    In brief, I made a stupid quiz on the internet

    and I thought nobody would find it. It's about something super taboo. Well, users found it and posted some pretty mean stuff. Oh well.
    anonandeveryone anonandeveryone
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2014

    When i am screwed, i want to be left alone

    and laugh at myself, lol.
    Aaaashton Aaaashton
    26-30, F
    Dec 15, 2015

    when I was 15 yrs old I took my parents car out

    late one night and I Totalled it. I had to sneak back into the kitchen window and put the keys back where I got them. I went back to my room... closed the door and went back to sleep. Not realizing the damage that I had caused.. That's the day when my whole entire life changed...
    TiMeGuOd TiMeGuOd
    46-50, M
    May 11, 2015

    I always screw up. I try

    so hard not to. As even when I don't try I do anyway. I barely hold on to anything anymore. I always die on the inside and I always screw everything up. I try so hard to not screw up. I try and try. And keep trying.....
    bacon3000 bacon3000
    18-21, M
    Jul 10, 2015

    I recently just got out of a relationship

    that meant the world to me. I loved him and cared so much bout him. we had something to special. I was friends with a girl, who brought me down in a bad way. she was a negative influence and gave me advise on my relationship. I knew she was wrong, but she manipulated me in...
    Faith851 Faith851
    22-25, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    I am not afraid to admit my wrong-doings,

    but this one really hits home hard. I like this guy a lot, and well we are good friends and he was gaining my trust. However, a few days ago we had a mutual friend go to the hospital. I had found out at 4am she was there, I picked her up and hadn't told him. I totally forgot...
    ajl04 ajl04
    18-21, M
    Nov 11, 2015

    Flunked an exam yesterday.

    I should have studied harder. I can still pass the course, but it will kill my GPA, and more importantly, it means I pretty much have to be flawless for the rest of the semester in that class.
    deleted deleted
    Oct 7, 2014

    Relationships Just Never Work Out

    All the time I feel like I'm screwing up my relationships with people. I'm always afraid to take that leap of faith and trust someone and spill my soul to them but even as I'm taking that leap of faith, I'm drawing back. Whatever's the person's reaction may be I always feel as...
    FallenOnceAgain FallenOnceAgain
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2011
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