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    Why Can't I Be Truly Carefree?

     I miss escaping the idea of reality by traveling/ living abroad. Sure it was "wasteful" and now I am "paying" for having been just a little bit carefree ( I am not all that capable of being truly carefree as I am too much a worrywart at heart and bound...
    Alwaysahotmess Alwaysahotmess 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    Just In Case...

    somewhere, someone is talking about me. whenever my ears start to burn im right here looking! not really, but its been known to happen, to see if anyone is thinking/ talking about me
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7, 2008

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    But Don't Seem to Find Myself

    You know the expression "be yourself", fine, but who am I? I've been searching all my life, looking for "it" or at least something. Rather soon I lost any religian I had, I don't believe. And Darwin is soooo logical, evolution is sooooo obvious, I don't...
    denTom denTom 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Yeah, this one is vague right now, lots of people have happiness as a goal in life, and they strive for it, and it often eludes them, but it struck me - or I remembered - what is...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Hello! I moved to another place, for work, job, possible advancing, but it does nto seem I was accepted and one of local authorities told me humiliating that "I had no friends...
    DogBlog1 DogBlog1 41-45, F Sep 30

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    Hello everybody, is there any one from Pakistan, i am searching for a Pakistani here... plz knock here
    mushtaak mushtaak 18-21, M Oct 6

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    I'm not searching for somewhere to belong. I believe I'm in the right place right now. But being here seems wrong to other people. I'm alone. But this is where I feel I belong.
    Bumblebeat Bumblebeat 66-70, F 3 Responses Oct 11

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    Sometimes in your life you can meet some people that give you bad vibes. You feel uncomfortable with either their action, or their words, then you play down your feelings, and...
    ChicaAudaz ChicaAudaz 18-21, F Sep 29

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    I figure if I can't forgive myself why not look at things on the bright-side. I've lost a lot of weight now I have to buy new clothes. Shopping spree, yay! My mom's happy I've...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Due to a mental disorder, I experience extreme mood swings, not unlike bipolar disorder. When these happen, I tend to lash out and hurt people, not physically but through words. I...
    angels16 angels16 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I use to back down to people and let them walk all over me . Now , I don't take people's ****. Not only do I stand up for myself , but for other people as well.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F Sep 29

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    So I made this group for myself alone.
    pabloalcr pabloalcr 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    Last year, my boyfriend and I had some tough times and it led to me saying a lot of hurtful things I didn't mean... And I can't ever forgive myself bc I didn't know until this year...
    heeheedragon97 heeheedragon97 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have always been a free thinker, if someone tells me something I don't always accept it. I need to see it for myself in order to accept and retain it. There is many...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 20 hrs ago

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    I don't know what I want to be. That's the hardest thing for everyone in which I think... Or is it what will I do now once I'm a grown up... Or what college or am I ready for...
    AndyX3 AndyX3 13-15, M Oct 6

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    Blue12345a Write me please, can't search by username
    Chucklesh Chucklesh 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Close to 300 applications (if not more!), 20+ interviews, and it's now over a year later. How on earth do people keep motivation up to keep looking? I feel like just giving up...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I don't know if a "soulmate" exist. I hope it does but it's still a matter of right time and place condition. I think there are people we can get along with better than others. If...
    LeahNl LeahNl 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I'm looking for a Grimm. I know you probably won't answer but please when you have a chance I need to talk to you.
    Khaleesi1Regan Khaleesi1Regan 13-15, F Sep 24

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    Do you ever catch yourself, sitting alone, relaxing, and thinking about certain questions? I don't know if happy is the right term, but, I guess I sometimes wonder why I feel the...
    lacedup77 lacedup77 26-30, M Sep 26

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    I am seaeching for true love......weather the girl is 13 or 45 .....but girl shud be perfect lover ...❤
    gautamkeshu1989 gautamkeshu1989 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 28

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    Hello! Im Nozomu. I just wanted to tell everyone that a new UK pack has been born! Me and Misty are the leaders of the new Blizzardclaw pack and we are inviting you to join us in...
    Nozomu Nozomu 18-21, F Sep 28

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    Let's make an cyber-robot: how should I be that U would take me for Yr firend? What would U dislike on me, that wooul dmake U not to want me among yr closest friends? Does it...
    DogBlog1 DogBlog1 41-45, F Oct 4

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    for dirty girls on snapchat Add kiltor5
    kiltor5 kiltor5 18-21, M Oct 5

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    Hey my name is Samantha but you can call me fallen I am one of the descendent of the originals im an alpha female and I'm looking for members to join my pack called night star any...
    fallenstar14 fallenstar14 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    So its still happening til now. its not something that i made up, nor it is something from 1950s. its basically just my life in highschool. I just graduated from middle school...
    barbie13 barbie13 13-15, F Oct 11

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    I'm beginning to feel like I'm at a crossroad. I work part time in a shop and part time as an artist. Well barely feel like an artist right now. This is the first time I've sat...
    Guilaxaw Guilaxaw 22-25, F Sep 25

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    All I see is an alcohol relapse, getting hooked on pills, and never going back to college. I have always felt like I would end up killing myself one day so it didn't matter what I...
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I could not have said it better myself! If you are just looking for five minutes of fun. Keep on scrolling! I'm not here to entertain pervs
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Oct 10

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    I have a crush on a lot of people at once because I can't stand being alone at all. I'm sorry, the people who's been kind to me who's not interested. I'm sorry, the people who...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Tomorrow October 21st I will be 47 year old. When I look back on the life I've wasted and the unforgivable things I did in the past it pushes me to make a fourth attempt at ending...
    ATroubledLife ATroubledLife 46-50, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I am playing the cards i was dealt and not feeling sorry for my situation. I am happy as is and life DOES get better despite the struggles.
    lovelybutterfly123 lovelybutterfly123 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    I have never backed down to someone. But I never use aggression or violence unless absolutely necessary. I always maintain the goal for mutual agreement and it acceptance.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Sep 29

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    I know exactly what I want to be. But my current situation is holding me back . I applied in a very big company for the position of laboratory scientist, the hiring committee gave...
    kyrielee kyrielee 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    A friend once told me, that people must learn to look back to their past, because it defines them of who they are. But she added, God placed our eyes in the front of our head and...
    kyrielee kyrielee 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 6

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    sorry men - but it's true. I am here for me... not you. I have a man, a wonderful husband and father of my son so...if I want to chat with you, l will make the first contact...
    Mirais31 Mirais31 31-35, F Oct 9

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    I just want a good job, my own place to live, a hotter body, and someone to love forever. aw what a nice life... but the future is so unpredictable, I'm trying so hard to reach all...
    gracejay gracejay 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 9

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    PLEASE LISTEN GUYS I'm so tired of getting **** pics and getting creeped on or asked to do certain things Im not interested i didn't go on here for that thanks i get enough...
    WendyDarlin WendyDarlin 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    I use several highly restrictive browser addons for parental controls at maximum settings and save them with a deliberately mistyped password. This blocks me permanently from...
    waterfoxer waterfoxer 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    Mostly all the painful memories working for many creeps, and one time getting severely ill from working for horrible people. I used to think of ways which I could have deferred...
    bettygingham bettygingham 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    One who will share life experiences, anything at all. I'm all ears to listen and to share too. :)
    LuwieKabuwie LuwieKabuwie 22-25, M Sep 28

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    I would rather hear the truth even it will hurt me. U treat me like S....! Is it right???? what is the truth....?
    hanitears hanitears 22-25, F Oct 2

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    I swear it seems like I'm never going to find a mentor there's always something
    Tajuquania Tajuquania 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I want to become as girly and ultra feminine and physically and mentally possible. If any one has any advice or would just like to talk about it that would be awesome ^^
    wildwolf94 wildwolf94 18-21, T Oct 4

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    Master seeking a female slave.
    Idesireyou Idesireyou 56-60, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    too many people are trying to find the person instead of being the right person
    6ABEBABE 6ABEBABE 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    No reason to lie on here since I hardly know you anyways and we will both speak faster , clearer and with more depth than if we "lag time"our thoughts with lies we will get tripped...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M Oct 12

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