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    Why Can't I Be Truly Carefree?

     I miss escaping the idea of reality by traveling/ living abroad. Sure it was "wasteful" and now I am "paying" for having been just a little bit carefree ( I am not all that capable of being truly carefree as I am too much a worrywart at heart and bound...
    Alwaysahotmess Alwaysahotmess 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    But Don't Seem to Find Myself

    You know the expression "be yourself", fine, but who am I? I've been searching all my life, looking for "it" or at least something. Rather soon I lost any religian I had, I don't believe. And Darwin is soooo logical, evolution is sooooo obvious, I don't...
    denTom denTom 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Just In Case...

    somewhere, someone is talking about me. whenever my ears start to burn im right here looking! not really, but its been known to happen, to see if anyone is thinking/ talking about me
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7, 2008

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    I've always wanted to live in a place where nobody knows who i am. I've tried searching for a place where i truly belong, where i could start a new life & a new beginning.
    absinthe79 absinthe79 22-25, M Jan 6

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    I've been searching for a great online business to invest in for quite sometime. Then I happen to read an email from a safelist that was offering a free opportunity and I took it...
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    I am searching for a true friend. Who can understand me completely, Who I can talk with. Who I can laugh with. Who are ready to accept me for who I am like Jesus did. Jesus is one...
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    I am searching for true love ❤. For life time
    Ashwani5696 Ashwani5696 22-25, M a week ago

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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I am proud to say I stand up for myself. when I was younger I used to be shy and quiet and self conscious of everything but I am a totally different person now. I'm so social I...
    JessieJ16 JessieJ16 16-17, F Dec 26, 2014

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    A while back someone asked me a question when I responded on a sexless marriage forum. I never answered the question, but thought about it for quite some time now. They wanted to...
    sundancesoul sundancesoul 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I feel like I'm either missing out or being left behind. About 40% of the kids I graduated with went to school locally or moved somewhere else to go to school. I'm seeing and...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm someone who really enjoys seeing the good in everything and staying positive and I want everyone to stay positive too. I say nice things to people, I compliment them and do...
    kellyadele kellyadele 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    "We were never meant to, crawling for the bait we never will. I can think for myself, I've got something no pill could ever kill." metric - synthetica.
    valerietarrina valerietarrina 22-25 1 Response Jan 10

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    Last Monday i found a nice dating site for interracial singles. the url is Blackwomendatingwhitemen.net . I have registered a member...any interracial singles want to date me...
    x329091505 x329091505 22-25, M Dec 29, 2014

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    I wonder where i have to go? To find a home? Where do i go to find a place where i can always be with friends, with a family of my own. Where must i go so the moments will last...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Jan 4

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    I'm feeling human again not just feeling depressed. I'm taking my meds for my bi polar disorder,back in school as a dance major theatre minor... But today I just cried I had a...
    kpweant1 kpweant1 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    A male dom looking for a female submissive to own I will make you my slave, use you , you will do as I please with you and in return you will get the satisfaction of pleasing me...
    piyush93 piyush93 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Closing of souls. I think when two of people are feeling being close in soul sense of thinking it is more beautiful love than it seems to be at first sight. Somebody could say I...
    michalmos michalmos 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    3am in the morning .... No one online or up that I could speak to.... funny... today I felt like going out.... chose him over my friends.... or more like chose him over my middle...
    lovelyytroubledsoul lovelyytroubledsoul 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    To be honest...I can't stop thinking about you..I torture myself with you.. I can't write down what is true in my head for fear that it'll become a lie when I write it, but this is...
    thatrosegirl thatrosegirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Think for yourself Question authority Throughout human history, as our species has faced the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are, or where we are going...
    jac426 jac426 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    People think deaf people can't talk for them selves
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm not a victim I shouldn't dwell on it even if I was considered a victim I am forever grateful Because I don't deserve anything yet I have everything
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Would you still love me if I told you that the perfection you see is a veneer of perfectly formed lies created to entice you? Would you care about me if I showed you all the flaws...
    Incognitobae Incognitobae 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I worry about getting old. I worry about being sick. I worry about dying, I worry about not having any money. I worry about being alone for the rest of my life. Why do I even...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Jan 8

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    I lose track of who I am. What makes me ME? What do I want? What are my goals? What are my plain old desires? -- What isn't good for me? What makes me uncomfortable? What sends me...
    SheSaidx SheSaidx 22-25, F Jan 10

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    I hesitate so I can think before I answer. So sometimes people answer for me. Stop!
    seewhathappens seewhathappens 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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    Some days I just have my parents answer for me.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 Jan 10

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    Problems, pain, or just having sometime alone to think, I worry about what may be. Thinking how my life is now and how it will differ in 10 to 20 years from now. How Will it change...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Just today. Just for a bit. Just to get it out. Tomorrow is a new day.
    littlesadone littlesadone 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All men are the same! How many times each one of them just comes in to your life trying to convince you that he's different and all of that bullshit, he's here to fix your broken...
    Jessas Jessas 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    For my stupidity yeah. But I can't forget some people. Life is so damn cruel that it brings you people that are similar or that relate. Unless you're strong enough, it starts to...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    LOL , and what will you do when you find one ?
    amandahello amandahello 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I guess I qualify if I am being honest
    lindaishere lindaishere 36-40, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Has anyone here tried online dating? Care to share stories?
    k887 k887 26-30, F 1 Response 28 mins ago

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    I "have" the Intelligence to 'Be' the President OF The united states; I Only lack "a female" to Help me GET there. You MUST be Charmingly 'Attractive'; with a Willingness to love...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Dec 24, 2014

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    I'm not sure where I stand with you & I don't know what I mean to you. All I know is that every time I think of you, all I want to do is be with you
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Wishes you the vision to see what you truly need the courage to seek what your heart desires and the strength to endure til all your dreams come true.
    dmmotx dmmotx 46-50, F Dec 30, 2014

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    If you have written a book or are a writer, contact me. I am interested in finding out about your publication and perhaps obtaining your written material.
    RogersNursery RogersNursery 46-50 Dec 31, 2014

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    EP gives you good opportunities to know more about human nature and character . I am not judgmental I think each person has the right to act as they wish unless, of course if they...
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Why are we here? Is there a prupose to life? Is there such a thing as good and evil? Why do we have a "consciousness" that little voice in your head? There are answers to these...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 6

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    I've found a lady to discipline me! But she wants to train me as a sissy maid! Does anyone know what that would entail? Should I agree to it?
    sman9394 sman9394 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I am a scientist at heart, so my inherent curiosity always gets the better of me. I would do anything within the lines of benevolence to unlock such secrets.
    EvoxNeon EvoxNeon 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    i was just wanting to know if i could ask any of you any questions this is optional and im not expecting any responses but if you have the time i would love to ask any one of...
    blueninja9997 blueninja9997 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 14

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    By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Jan 15

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    why do we live? how do we live? and where did we start? i mean how can i move my arms? its like magic and how can i think of thinking? how can i stop thinking and asking questions...
    superjac superjac 13-15, F