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I Search For Myself

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    Just In Case... - somewhere, someone is talking about me. whenever my ears start to burn im right here looking! not really, but its been known to happen, to see if anyone is...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7, 2008

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    But Don't Seem to Find Myself - You know the expression "be yourself", fine, but who am I? I've been searching all my life, looking for "it" or at least...
    denTom denTom 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Why Can't I Be Truly Carefree? -  I miss escaping the idea of reality by traveling/ living abroad. Sure it was "wasteful" and now I am "paying" for having...
    Alwaysahotmess Alwaysahotmess 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    Thinking out loud...I wish I knew where I placed that ... I have searched everywhere for it! Now I forgot what I was searching for in the first place. Oh well, someday it will show...
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1 56-60 Apr 6

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    I think n my life journey I am searching for love and acceptance for who I am and to know that I am worth someone's love and understanding. Maybe not in this lifetime but in...
    hapsoul hapsoul 51-55, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    In high school I had bad depression. I had no idea what to do with myself or how i really felt. There were 2 guys. Guy 1: i ended up dating for a couple weeks and i knew it...
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I wish I could work for myself instead of giving my damn life energy to college. Graduating with a Bachelors Degree only to waste away to a multi-million dollar company with a...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I def need to start staying strong for myself
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Apr 4

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    What would you do if you woke up so early then realize that you got a whole day for yourself?! O yes!! Today is holiday and i got no work. It's been a while since i got a free day...
    themoonstone themoonstone 18-21, F a week ago

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    My life has not been a bed of roses. I have not always been treated very well. It happens and it is unfortunate, but I don't spend too much time feeling sorry for myself. It is a...
    Thatredheadchick Thatredheadchick 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    I seriously lack the discipline I need. I find myself being very forgetful often. I can't seem to do my household work on time, prepare dinner on time, and I continuously spend...
    ScorpioGirl41 ScorpioGirl41 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 17

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    I hate my current job but one of the most exhausting things i have ever done is job searching and applying to jobs. As an introvert i don't make a lot of friends at the...
    stryk stryk 31-35, M Mar 20

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    It's always a constant search, because the spire of truth constantly changes. If you can't handle change, your in trouble!
    Maurelle Maurelle 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    It is hard just to open up to someone, especially when the only grown up with small brothers, but our father weren't the one. I believe whenever I'm in love with a person, I'm only...
    toufie1 toufie1 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    i am looking for men who turn on about giving money and gifts to ladies. not looking for a romance or relatiosnhip just someone who gives me money and gifts
    onlinesecretgirlfriend onlinesecretgirlfriend 36-40, F Mar 30

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    I've got to stay strong. I've got to find a goal. I'm sure there are reasons for doing what I am doing. Right now, it's 3:25 in the morning. And I am trying to make sense of me...
    imprintedme imprintedme 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I ruined something amazing. It's a long story but I'll start on the night that we met. We'll just call him dd coz he was supposed to be the dd. Anyway, I was really drunk and didn...
    whitterz whitterz 22-25, F Apr 1

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    Sometime in the near future I'm going to leave my husband but first I need to get money together and make a plan. I have a son with him so leaving him is not exactly the easiest...
    VBLOVE1106 VBLOVE1106 22-25, F Apr 2

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    In the movies with a sad and tragic ending for the main character, I often cry, thinking "I would become like that" or "that's me, in 10 years". I just have that feeling.
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M Mar 26

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    Reading things into scripture and making a sermon out of it. Brothers and sisters, So-and-So in the Bible did such-and-such, and he's an example to us all because he didn't have...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F Apr 1

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    I feel like Ted Mosby from How i Met Your Mother. The way he is and he wants someone to love him like he loves. And the Mother, she is so amazing. I want that kind of woman in my...
    chris1712 chris1712 18-21, M Mar 23

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    I'm transforming. Please bare with me as I undergo a critical metamorphosis in my life. I'm beginning to listen to the faint, but bold whisper, you know, the one your soul speaks...
    Allissaxxx Allissaxxx 22-25, F Mar 29

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    kanak277sharma kanak277sharma 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    whimsicalsecret32 whimsicalsecret32 22-25, F Apr 2

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    I am happy in my current relationship, but I feel he is not fully committed. I have asked, and he has said he is in it, but why do I still feel Iam giving him my all and Iam...
    soulsearching84 soulsearching84 26-30, F Apr 6

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    hmmmmm are you out there mr. or ms. gumiho??? :3
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My biological fathers name is Kevin P. Baughman and is from the Columbus, Ohio area...it's a complicated story that led to my birth and I actually don't know the full story. My...
    highhopes4baby highhopes4baby 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I am tired of people misusing the Bible. Really tired of it. I'm a conservative Christian and I'm tired of it, enough to want to stand up on a chair and shout 'Nonsense!' if I...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F Apr 1

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    God gave us brains, and we need to use them. If we don't use them, we are wasting them. It's not true that 'the Mind' is an enemy of 'faith.' It's not true that a person has to...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F Apr 1

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    Soon I'm going to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. Wish me luck!
    iiArial iiArial 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Around 2 days ago, in school, I was in science and a guy in out class shoved me. I basically stumbled backwards, hit a science chair and nearly broke my neck. I have a really...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm not gonna lie. I have thrown up. Multiple times. I'm not proud of it. But. I do. It's been 2 days since I last tried. I think about it often. Yesterday I was in the bathroom. I...
    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Message in a bottle parts 3,4 and 5 abridged. Well it takes 48 hours for my account to delete on ep, so I wanted to end my story for my own cathartic reasons rather than anyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I honestly would like to. The problem for me is that people don't come with a mute button. I'm fine with listening to other people and hearing their opinions on things, especially...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F Apr 2

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    When looking for love I find lust. With hope I always end up with distrust. When searching for faith I get misguided and when in search for you you're always hiding.
    Joselyn2 Joselyn2 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Hello my dear friends. I know, I know...I haven't respond to your messages but it is just too much of them and I don't have so much time to go through all of them. So how are you...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 3 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Life talks without saying a word.... If something isn't meant to be something will take place in order to prevent it from happening & thats exactly how it's been all of my life. I...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Hello guys and girls. I'm a theriantrope and am searching for a mate, if you're a girl and searching for a mate as well drop me a messege and see how it's going to work out. If you...
    bisolini bisolini 18-21, M Apr 2

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    Naked and Scarred They found her on the mountains, a most unusual looking creature. She was wandering alone. Searching for something they think, singing or humming a strange tune...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 2

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    I finally made it to the park. I walked the path along the river to see if my usual bench was available. Its tucked away from the others benches where most of the normal people...
    magcracken13 magcracken13 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    When people do not know something they like to fill the gaps. It gets to the point where you no longer know what to believe because different people that are saying different...
    thespectacularnow thespectacularnow 22-25, M Mar 24

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    Kid Cudi - Unfuckwittable❤️ "You could fly. Nobody can touch you… nobody. You could fly. Nobody can touch you." Ain't no questionin', ain't no conspiracy, yea Keep on...
    chillynights024 chillynights024 16-17, F Mar 26

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    Do you remember this hand, the one that fitted yours so well. The hand that held your face when I looked in to your eyes. The hand that searched for yours where ever we was, not...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F Apr 2

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    First and foremost I shouldn't judge as I'm not perfect neither are you. Today I understand that online friends can be wanting a little or a lot more than a friendship. I came to...
    RY0RY RY0RY 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I am looking for exceptional people. People who think. People who love. People who desire change. People who use emotions as a compass and logic as a map. People who are searching...
    oakenbras oakenbras 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I found this website today and yes it did make me feel like I should be a part of it. Today I left my job which I had wanted for some time,well it goes without reason'be careful...
    maxirie maxirie 18-21, F Apr 4

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    HI! I've been in search for a better life for as long as I can remember and its the ups and downs which have brought me here. I've been suffering from severe anxiety and...
    iylapotato iylapotato 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Here the past few days I've been dealing with a lot of insecurity and self esteem. I was talking with my best friend today and I think I have a really good idea of what I would...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I don't know were to begin. I feel like its an on going thing. Everyday. Every hour. I have to shake my head to let my thoughts go away. I try to ignore them. I realize I was...
    PrincessGobi PrincessGobi 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I hate that I prefer being by myself. Occasionally I force myself to go out with people but most of the time they reek of negative vibes and are Debbie downers. I get sad when I'm...
    mayvalentine mayvalentine 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    My birthday came and went without fanfare on Valentine's Day. Yes, I am a year older 57. While part of me feels young, my body still feels sluggish. I bought myself a new...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I decided to take some risks & do some things that I haven't done before this year. I want change in my life. I want to be a better person. I want to be successful in life. I want...
    TheQuietOne92 TheQuietOne92 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8