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I Search For Myself

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    Just In Case...

    somewhere, someone is talking about me. whenever my ears start to burn im right here looking! not really, but its been known to happen, to see if anyone is thinking/ talking about me
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7, 2008

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    Why Can't I Be Truly Carefree?

     I miss escaping the idea of reality by traveling/ living abroad. Sure it was "wasteful" and now I am "paying" for having been just a little bit carefree ( I am not all that capable of being truly carefree as I am too much a worrywart at heart and bound...
    Alwaysahotmess Alwaysahotmess 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    But Don't Seem to Find Myself

    You know the expression "be yourself", fine, but who am I? I've been searching all my life, looking for "it" or at least something. Rather soon I lost any religian I had, I don't believe. And Darwin is soooo logical, evolution is sooooo obvious, I don't...
    denTom denTom 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    SEARCHING FOR BIRTH PARENTS LOUISIANA I WAS BORN DOB 10/13/1978 shreveport La Adoptee date10/17/1978 Beautiful healthy baby girl Drk blonde blue/green eyes Addopted to a...
    Mrscking Mrscking 31-35 1 Response Jun 25

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    Searching? Hmm I don't know. :P I love playing with the authority! Whether it is the teachers, my parents or any adults, I test them and try to reach their limits. I don't know...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Well a year has come and it has also passed , since I've found out my wife was having an affair , yes we talked and tried to make it through everything together but a lot can and...
    juniorjohn juniorjohn 31-35 Jul 12

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    I feel lonely at times. It's because I don't have anything to do. Sure there's my sister and all but I'm talking about something to enjoy. I don't have a talent so I don't really...
    AnEverWonderer AnEverWonderer 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Everyone needs a reason to feel it's worth breathing in the air around them. For myself, it looks like it'll take something unexpected and extraordinary to feel I have a purpose...
    SolitaryFriend SolitaryFriend 31-35, M Jul 2

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    Do you ever feel that you are searching for something ? For a long time I was searching for happiness , I thought that maybe it was a place , a thing or a person . It was an...
    ManitobaRain ManitobaRain 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I've done pretty well on my own. It just gets difficult at times when there isn't anyone right there with you. Online friends are great. But they don't suffice the close connection...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    I think my family probably taught me to think for myself. Even if they didn't send me to school or teach me the usual stuff that children are supposed to learn, at least I learned...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Hi. I am 27 years old. Diagnosed with MS at 21; and have struggled with the disease since 12. I have decided that I need to get up, push through, stop feeling sorry for myself and...
    jvanderv jvanderv 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I think this is hard to do especially being 4 ft 8! As everyone looks down on me so it's awkward to shout up and stand your ground!I find it awkward having to look up but whereelse...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 6

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    I just can't :'( I can't forgive myself for losing my love :'(
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Not having any success in my dating life. And so frustrated I'm overthinking all my past relationships. I feel bad at the same time because I was talking to a guy and I'm pretty...
    radisglad radisglad 22-25, F Jul 6

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    I realised how freedom from much anguish and pain comes, and many people might not like. Freedom comes from being thankful and content. I have struggled with my life because I saw...
    GodAlwaysLovesMe GodAlwaysLovesMe 18-21, M Jul 11

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    My entire life I've been told how/what to think and to not question things (esp. religious/political matters) by my parents, leaders, teachers, etc... Aside from the 'Gay issue...
    dukelostboy25 dukelostboy25 26-30, M Jun 27

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    I seem to struggle a lot with the same issues even though the people or circumstances change. I would love to learn how to stop attaching myself to outcomes that invariable make me...
    Shellbelle21 Shellbelle21 36-40, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    Composition The instructor asked why I won't turn anything in. I did. I turned in two of the five essays that were due. I also only turned in three of the ten reviews. I passed...
    meincarnated meincarnated 22-25 1 Response Jul 1

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    I can but I don't. When it comes to just myself I am fine with a sandwich. Not a very long story but I'm bored and am passing time.
    IWishIUnderstood IWishIUnderstood 22-25, M a week ago

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    Only 2 days and a wake up and I get to fly home for my days off! Can't wait!
    Eechay Eechay 31-35, M Jun 28

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    Have spent 25 years working to improve the human condition. Been lied to, stolen from and manipulated by political and economic forces. Lost everything. All I have left is my...
    speedo369 speedo369 56-60, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    Because nobody knows gow i feel about my situation and if they did they'll just laugh at it not knowing how it has taken a big part of me..i wish i can go somewhere i can be alone...
    lezia88 lezia88 26-30, F Jun 29

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    and it's indeed a great way to live. Especially if you're working on online for Fortune 500 companies like me and I can tell you how you can achieve this too
    brianhowson brianhowson 22-25 1 Response Jul 1

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    I love cooking and I seriously would rather cook than go out to eat. At least I know how my food is being handled and exactly what I'm eating. It's way better and healthier so I...
    PepperX PepperX 22-25, F a week ago

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    Started cooking with my mom when I was really little making cookies and now I started making mini dinners for my self
    alexann4ever alexann4ever 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Don't judge. I go to college across the country from home. I joined a fraternity i rushed into joining without seeing my options. I got drunk at initiation and got a brand on my...
    truechamps truechamps 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I believe in God, but not in the image painted by the religions of the world. I don't believe in the man who sits on a throne and is surrounded by singing beings. I don't believe...
    kalila37 kalila37 18-21, F Jul 1

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    There's no harm in this and it will entertain me.
    nocturnalhound nocturnalhound 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated. Confucius
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have never felt so...so alone. I need love in my life...any interested boys?
    Moonywolf Moonywolf 13-15, F Jul 8

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    Ex only wanted sex ! So I dumped his *** 👏👏👏
    komjd komjd 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    God hate working all time to live *** that lets hope I get into some money so u can retire and do wot I like
    gsejam gsejam 22-25, M Jun 28

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    Be the person I want to become!
    deanl deanl 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    I am on my way to doing God's will :)
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jun 29

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    Yaaa......Take the Negative Aspect....Add the opposite to Neutralize the Energy....(in this case it would be the Positive Aspect of the Negative your judging as such).....Soooo...
    uniqueperception uniqueperception 46-50 Jul 3

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    I kind of do, but wat I wanted to say is I'm tired as ****
    baconassassin baconassassin 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    Coq au van anyone ...........
    ash18bmth ash18bmth 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have learned to enjoy cooking, it is fun to be creative and it's funny how easy some things are to make. Once I learn the basics like what spices and herbs go with what and go...
    Vaoav Vaoav 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Needless to say, my to start with recommendation is to really consider your reason behind starting off school; massage therapy is this kind of a personal and strongly interpersonal...
    Mica4014qgx7 Mica4014qgx7 31-35, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I'm suffering from lack of focusing & doing things for a VERY long time. Till I left my family for my high school education, I was simply living in my bed. I was intelligent, I...
    tewkel59 tewkel59 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    "I am always improving myself." I hope so. The least I try. I study, exercise, observe as much as possible and most important, search for answers to my wonders. I try to do new...
    laughingsoul laughingsoul 41-45, F 4 Responses Jun 27

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    I check search engines for myself at least weekly, if not more depending on my mood. I look for me, my address, people talking about me, employers/past employers... anything. Then...
    MooMooKittyKat MooMooKittyKat 31-35, F Jul 5

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    I watched a movie about something like this. The whole premise of it is that the kid says on camera that he is going to kill himself and gets the reactions from his parents and...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    thatguy218 thatguy218 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    If your searching for a Tough, fun we*dgie mas*ter, then your search is over! Teenage EXPERIENCED Mas*ter who is great at contr*olling slav*es and has extraordinary wed*gie...
    thatguy218 thatguy218 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    This is my feeling sharing first time ever. I had my one best friend. We enjoyed a lot with one another 1 year. We used to love one another companies. I used to search for a chance...
    SweetMemories25 SweetMemories25 22-25, F Jun 26

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