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I Search For Myself

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    Why Can't I Be Truly Carefree?

     I miss escaping the idea of reality by traveling/ living abroad. Sure it was "wasteful" and now I am "paying" for having been just a little bit carefree ( I am not all that capable of being truly carefree as I am too much a worrywart at heart and bound...
    Alwaysahotmess Alwaysahotmess 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    But Don't Seem to Find Myself

    You know the expression "be yourself", fine, but who am I? I've been searching all my life, looking for "it" or at least something. Rather soon I lost any religian I had, I don't believe. And Darwin is soooo logical, evolution is sooooo obvious, I don't...
    denTom denTom 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Just In Case...

    somewhere, someone is talking about me. whenever my ears start to burn im right here looking! not really, but its been known to happen, to see if anyone is thinking/ talking about me
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 7, 2008

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    Thinking out loud...I wish I knew where I placed that ... I have searched everywhere for it! Now I forgot what I was searching for in the first place. Oh well, someday it will show...
    Blodeuwedd1 Blodeuwedd1 56-60 Apr 6

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    I think n my life journey I am searching for love and acceptance for who I am and to know that I am worth someone's love and understanding. Maybe not in this lifetime but in...
    hapsoul hapsoul 51-55, M 2 Responses Mar 25

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    In high school I had bad depression. I had no idea what to do with myself or how i really felt. There were 2 guys. Guy 1: i ended up dating for a couple weeks and i knew it...
    emmysauraus emmysauraus 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I def need to start staying strong for myself
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx 26-30, F Apr 4

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    What would you do if you woke up so early then realize that you got a whole day for yourself?! O yes!! Today is holiday and i got no work. It's been a while since i got a free day...
    themoonstone themoonstone 18-21, F Apr 8

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    My life has not been a bed of roses. I have not always been treated very well. It happens and it is unfortunate, but I don't spend too much time feeling sorry for myself. It is a...
    Thatredheadchick Thatredheadchick 46-50, F Apr 10

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    I've always thought I was a pretty okay guy. A cut above average. But maybe that isn't so true after all. I made the choices that got me to where I am today. I had an awesome...
    sirloinsteak sirloinsteak 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I just want to express how I feel about myself and some other things without turning it into something dirty and use vulgarity, which some men enjoy doing. Some people will never...
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    It's always a constant search, because the spire of truth constantly changes. If you can't handle change, your in trouble!
    Maurelle Maurelle 22-25 1 Response Apr 4

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    I swear I get more calls from the edegree and continuing education people than the people I am filling out applications for. The online process is convenient but it leaves a lot to...
    PrettynBlack PrettynBlack 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm looking for a pack in Texas. (By the Dallas area)
    Brookiecookie2000 Brookiecookie2000 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    i am looking for men who turn on about giving money and gifts to ladies. not looking for a romance or relatiosnhip just someone who gives me money and gifts
    onlinesecretgirlfriend onlinesecretgirlfriend 36-40, F Mar 30

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    I ruined something amazing. It's a long story but I'll start on the night that we met. We'll just call him dd coz he was supposed to be the dd. Anyway, I was really drunk and didn...
    whitterz whitterz 22-25, F Apr 1

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    Sometime in the near future I'm going to leave my husband but first I need to get money together and make a plan. I have a son with him so leaving him is not exactly the easiest...
    VBLOVE1106 VBLOVE1106 22-25, F Apr 2

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    In the movies with a sad and tragic ending for the main character, I often cry, thinking "I would become like that" or "that's me, in 10 years". I just have that feeling.
    dysfori dysfori 16-17, M Mar 26

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    Reading things into scripture and making a sermon out of it. Brothers and sisters, So-and-So in the Bible did such-and-such, and he's an example to us all because he didn't have...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F Apr 1

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    High & Lonely Looking for another artist
    tarkovsky tarkovsky 26-30, M a week ago

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    I want to forget every little thing about me from my head to toe. My childhood and everything.
    deviness deviness 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've come to learn in these past years that you should never be a follower and always to think for yourself. To be independent in your thinking and actions is maturity and...
    musicislife00 musicislife00 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Now I'm unemployment. 2 week ago i get out of my Securities industry. I will find a new job. 2 week ago.
    mayheart mayheart 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    I feel like Ted Mosby from How i Met Your Mother. The way he is and he wants someone to love him like he loves. And the Mother, she is so amazing. I want that kind of woman in my...
    chris1712 chris1712 18-21, M Mar 23

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    I'm transforming. Please bare with me as I undergo a critical metamorphosis in my life. I'm beginning to listen to the faint, but bold whisper, you know, the one your soul speaks...
    Allissaxxx Allissaxxx 22-25, F Mar 29

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    I am happy in my current relationship, but I feel he is not fully committed. I have asked, and he has said he is in it, but why do I still feel Iam giving him my all and Iam...
    soulsearching84 soulsearching84 26-30, F Apr 6

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    hmmmmm are you out there mr. or ms. gumiho??? :3
    yaysandwich yaysandwich 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    My biological fathers name is Kevin P. Baughman and is from the Columbus, Ohio area...it's a complicated story that led to my birth and I actually don't know the full story. My...
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    I am tired of people misusing the Bible. Really tired of it. I'm a conservative Christian and I'm tired of it, enough to want to stand up on a chair and shout 'Nonsense!' if I...
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    God gave us brains, and we need to use them. If we don't use them, we are wasting them. It's not true that 'the Mind' is an enemy of 'faith.' It's not true that a person has to...
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    Soon I'm going to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. Wish me luck!
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    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I'm drowning in loneliness and confusion because no one understands what I feel or how I am, in this world filled with humans I feel so lonely. When I look in the mirror I don't...
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    spent my time watchin' the spaces that have grown between us. And I cut my mind on second best or the scars that come with the greeness. And I gave my eyes to the boredom, still...
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    The way I am right now is not who I want to be. I search for love in all the wrong places just looking for anyone to love me the way I felt I never was. I do it in all the wrong...
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    Message in a bottle parts 3,4 and 5 abridged. Well it takes 48 hours for my account to delete on ep, so I wanted to end my story for my own cathartic reasons rather than anyone...
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    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Naked and Scarred They found her on the mountains, a most unusual looking creature. She was wandering alone. Searching for something they think, singing or humming a strange tune...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 2

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    magcracken13 magcracken13 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Do you remember this hand, the one that fitted yours so well. The hand that held your face when I looked in to your eyes. The hand that searched for yours where ever we was, not...
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    I found this website today and yes it did make me feel like I should be a part of it. Today I left my job which I had wanted for some time,well it goes without reason'be careful...
    maxirie maxirie 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Today was a very special day.------------------------------------------The black bear had been sleeping for seven months.She had slept while bitterly cold winds whistled through...
    Orangetas Orangetas 51-55, F 16 Responses Apr 11

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    HI! I've been in search for a better life for as long as I can remember and its the ups and downs which have brought me here. I've been suffering from severe anxiety and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 15

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