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I Search To Find Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 207 People

    And The Search Continues

    Yeah it's true I am searching to find myself, and I am searching for myself high and low and I can't seem to find myself anywhere. But don't worry I know one day I shall be reunited with my sexy self and things will get a whole lot better for the future.And this was my very...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Feb 9, 2013

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    Lost And I Don'T Know Why.

    I’m lost and not sure why I know I’m standing here but where am I Where is here I’m lost and don’t know how I got here Lost and don’t know why Why I’m here Or how to get back to reality Which way is reality do you know? Can someone help me? I’m lost but I don’t...
    KisKat KisKat 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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