I Search To Find Myself

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    Lost And I Don'T Know Why.

    I’m lost and not sure why I know I’m standing here but where am I Where is here I’m lost and don’t know how I got here Lost and don’t know why Why I’m here Or how to get back to reality Which way is reality do you know? Can someone help me? I’m lost but I don’t...
    KisKat KisKat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 11, 2013

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