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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 88 People

    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    12/5/2011 Exactly three years

    since I started dating the love of my life. Three years of laughs, movies, road trips, arguments, dates, school dances, tears of sadness, tears of joy, other hardships, and the rest of the beautiful memories we share. Three years with someone who makes me happier than anything...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F Dec 5, 2014

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    It's been 10 years for me. I am married to a great man and have 2 beautiful boys. My ex and I dated for 18 months when we were 17/18 and broke up because he began a lifestyle I...
    Stricken1016 Stricken1016 26-30 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i miss my first time when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
    shujakhan14 shujakhan14 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want to get married one day but the guy I am dating thinks marriage is a waste of time and that they normally don't last...but we are also only in our 20's and guys tend to...
    tyeshamari tyeshamari 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
    phunguy13 phunguy13 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My first love i was with for god knows how many years and i had pretty deep feelings for her but on our anniversary i made a great dinner and she never showed. i ended up going to...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was a long lasting infatuation. Everything about him was golden, carrying a certain warmth. His hair, his eyes, his smile. The way he held me close, his breath tickling my ear...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M a week ago

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    I really don't even know how to express this. This is something I have never felt before, I never even thought it was something that I could even feel. I feel like I'm stuck. I...
    TaintedBlueberry TaintedBlueberry 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's like someone is playing a sick and twisted game with my life where anything that could lead to me being loved is prevented. I spend a lot of my time alone due to depression...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Music takes you away from all the rat race stuff. & make the day go by much better ! 😎🎸🎢🎼
    BCRichWarBeast BCRichWarBeast 51-55, M a week ago

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    My wife just remembered its fathers day... my son is going on 2... she shows no affection for me anymore. Sometimes I wonder why I even try.
    abandonedman abandonedman 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I don't thing I will be good enough for anybody.
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 2 Responses Jun 21

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    i had my chance at love but i always felt i wasn't good enough for him. he ended up marrying someone else and passed away in 2005. basically, i know that i will be alone for the...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    it's always this way for me and it always will be
    bradley600 bradley600 16-17, M Jun 20

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    Amen! I'm looking for my soulmate. Where are you?
    wonderfulgrayce wonderfulgrayce 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    We are still in love despite of the long 14 years that we have not seen each other. No communication at all. It's like nothing happened. We're still the same us! We are the...
    ShadowNash ShadowNash 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    To the woman who believes that she needs to teach her daughter to "be obedient and know her place," this is part of my response to you: I hope one day, maybe you can see the...
    MyEpochStory MyEpochStory 18-21, F Jun 19

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    Just to call it my own. I want it too look like me and listen to me. I want it to act like me when he/she grows up. As it grows I want to control my baby so that it learns to...
    SmileyFaceJenn SmileyFaceJenn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for about a year and we have talked about getting married to each other, is that too soon? For me the long term goal of dating some one is...
    Greengurl22 Greengurl22 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    A month ago today we met again. Spent a few hours together and it was bliss again! I really loved spending that time with you it was so good. It was like time just stood still for...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Jun 17

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    Married my first girlfriend based on sex vs real love I care about her but not like I should. I was clueless about relationships as a lot of cases here on EP. I married for status...
    midlifeknot midlifeknot 36-40, M Jun 15

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    okay, i want to get married, i really do. i've always wanted to, but i was engaged till feburary and now im standing alone with my son and i dont believe i will ever get over it...
    emilije emilije 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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    I'm starting to feel like anything will do..that, or just give up completely.
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    I met a business man but he is from India we have been talking for about 4 mouth and I really like him. We are about the same age without any children plus he coming to visit in...
    brownsugar1400 brownsugar1400 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I want to have a boy and a girl. but I want my first child to be a girl.
    yrnjojo yrnjojo 16-17, M Jun 11

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    i wish i can take different bits of qualities from diffrent men mash them together and make this one amazing person
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 10

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    yeah, one day. Not today, not tomorrow, not next year. I would want to get married but I am scared as heck. I have never seen a good marriage. They say all marriages are like that...
    EmotionJammer EmotionJammer 22-25, F Jun 10

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    My sunshinethat i enjoy waking up to evryday and it will never change - monkey loves you "D". πŸ’•
    Robgeez562 Robgeez562 22-25, M Jun 10

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