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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I truly hope one day I will able to forgive my ex for all the pain he caused me. I pray every night that god shows me how to let go of this hurt and angry I feel towards my ex...
    UpStateNyMom33 UpStateNyMom33 31-35, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    It's sad to me how many people you see running to the bars for satisfaction or to find something... One day I went in to make my own discovery about all this commotion and found...
    Incubusbunny Incubusbunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Boy big one!! That's a lil hard to do at times cause some ex have been so **** up in ways no one will get only you and God no what that person did and how they done they done it...
    marvel901jones marvel901jones 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I hope one day, because i love her with my whole heart and i can't see my life without my best friend and lover. I'm deeply in love with her she is my best friend for as long as i...
    xSkylerx xSkylerx 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    "When I Ruled the World" We were going to live forever! Nothing would ever come between us. We ruled the world together. So many were jealous of what we had, they hated us, but...
    blitzer850 blitzer850 36-40, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    It's been years since I left you, But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I am older. I hope to find someone who will love me as much as I love him. I want to find a guy who will always be there for me no matter what. I also hope that he will treat...
    ilovemrfitz ilovemrfitz 13-15, F Nov 6

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    I was best friends with her, and then in a dark time, when everything else had turned to ****, and she was still there, I let it go too far and I fell for her. Before I knew it my...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    One day I will stop crying about you. One day I'll wake up from a dream that wasn't about you. Or maybe, one day I will have a dream about you, but I won't feel disappointed and...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Guess I'm asking for too much- 50:50% kind of love. Once I even believed I had it...till I woke up from my fantasy and realized it was me giving more...always is. Guess that's...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    The sun rises, the sun sets...and the thoughts remain the same. Words unspoken, yet scream so loudly, with much intent. Years pass by, emotions suppressed, deep resentment built...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Coldplay- the scientist AAR- the wind blows The Fray- the fighter Switchfoot- Dare you to move (only a few will probably get that one) Maroon 5- beautiful goodbye To people...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    It's been almost two years since we've broken up and almost three since we started talking and dating. I'm in a happy relationship that has lasted longer than my previous one, and...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to Get Married one day to someone who will love me and care for me and I need him to know that I will be with him and I want to come and cuddle with me and kiss me and make...
    Chloe158 Chloe158 13-15, F Nov 3

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    Let Her Go by Passenger. Maybe not my first "love" but my first "love" doesn't deserve that title.
    TheComplication TheComplication 18-21, M Nov 3

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    first love we are not forgotten. Some lucky she grows into a strong and United family. Most - ends painfully, tears, emotional trauma, ready to develop complexes, and well, if this...
    xal13 xal13 22-25, F Nov 7

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    My second First Love - Oye Mi Canto and Ex Factor by Lauryn Hill
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I found out they my first love is dating my best friend I just feel so hurt I can't believe I believed everything he said it was just all lies
    Maria134747 Maria134747 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I was gonna ask this as a question but I have to tell the whole story. So just two nights ago, I had a dream about this boy. I used to date this boy when I was younger and I always...
    Cheerqueen01 Cheerqueen01 18-21, F Nov 9

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    LIFE ...up or down,it always is a challenge. I live life one day at a time...... 
    bigbustluver bigbustluver 41-45, M Nov 12

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    I look for the best in each person I may meet.I see the inner pain of a person with a frown upon their face.I see the honest joy of another who is smiling wide.I live to just Live...
    bigbustluver bigbustluver 41-45, M Nov 12

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    I was a good son to my mother.I'm a good father to my kids.I do the best I can from one day to another.Pain is an internal shadow that follows me where ever I roam.I have strong...
    bigbustluver bigbustluver 41-45, M Nov 12

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    My anxiety has taught me to just take it one day at a time.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Nov 12

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    without no rhyme or reason,everything you thought was good sometimes turns bad..take it one day at a time and have faith that in time one day you'll be HAPPY !
    bigbustluver bigbustluver 41-45, M Nov 15

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    Is it too much to ask for? Love? Devotion? Adoration? Respect? Companionship? I am capable of it so ( I hope) there must be someone out there who can return the emotions to me. I...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I would love to have a family of my own some day.
    kellywedgieknickers kellywedgieknickers 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    One of the first things I notice looking down the line of hopeless yet hopeful romantics is that they are almost all women. Weird, huh. Of course since I plan on getting married to...
    TheSocialOutcast TheSocialOutcast 13-15, M Nov 16

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    To my future husband I want you to know this. Please never hurt me, never lay an unkind hand upon me. Please treat me like your equal. Know that I am submissive and will do...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    15 and I thought I'd marry him.
    oppppeitsme oppppeitsme 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I remember how hard it was, saying goodbye to you for good because it was never going to work.. I will never forget how much you broke my heart that day and sat there and laughed...
    hopelessheartache hopelessheartache 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I hope. That would be nice.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Nov 7

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