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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Many of my veiws in recent times on relationships have been along the lines of, and I will quote a song here "Run away, make hate, and get laid". Mostly I have run from any form of...
    Smaugthestupendous Smaugthestupendous 22-25, M Sep 8

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    I have a few different feelings that are similar and I can't stand feeling the way I do about it. First, my real family; I miss them all so much but especially my sister and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Aug 31

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    Damn waiting anxiously for the next time he will text me It sucks
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F Sep 5

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I am laying down currently high and tipsy. And I just got home and my night is over.. I was with a few friends but I thought I had to babysit and turns I didn't. And while I'm...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wrote this as my final message. You have me blocked but I know you still come and view my profile. I know you hate me and I know why. You are being misled and that is ok...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Someone asked me why I have this experience. No, I am not suicidal, that's just life. We are all gonna die one day. It could be today, tomorrow, or even 50 or 60 years from now. No...
    EvanTheWeatherKid EvanTheWeatherKid 13-15, M Sep 12

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I don't believe in love and I believe I will never find love. But there's this feeling inside me that hopes someone would find me and love me and then suddenly I believe in love...
    LostGirlWanderer LostGirlWanderer 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 14

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F Aug 31

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    "The only exception" by paramore. I always connected to the song because i saw how much pain my mom went through with my dad. Then i met someone who made me happy, and i couldnt...
    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I often think about getting married one day. He would have to be my lover and best friend. A small intimate ceremony with only close friends and family. Our colors would be red and...
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I would like to be married one day, but I don't think it's written in my stars.
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Long story short. I met a Nigerian man on a website. Very attractive. But he didn't have his papers. And was in graduate school. Things were ok at first. I loved that he loved how...
    SW4225 SW4225 36-40 1 Response Aug 30

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    This isn't a certain thing, but all my cousins are nice, kind hearted, people. Blood or not, I'd marry them.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Someday I hope to look back on it all. In my days of old age I want to be comforted by the memories of my life. I hope to lay to rest knowing that I was a good moral person, and...
    Zayyyy Zayyyy 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    Now hear is heavy raining.... and i miss him so much his hug and we drink coffee and eating corn on his bike.... i wish now you r wid me... plzzz come bake in my life.... i hope...
    NivyaSurani NivyaSurani 16-17, F Sep 1

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    Just as it say i will be the first :) Okay today is September 25, 2014 and so i have been thinking a lot, and so i want to say this, when people are running to be president they...
    AwesomePossum17 AwesomePossum17 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Rappers delight. The Sugarhill gang. I remember we were at a disco. (Yes children. Clubs were called disco's back then) and the girl I really loved asked me for a dance! As I get...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    22 long lonely years since she was taken from me so violently. 264 months wondering what could have been, 8035 painful days wishing I could get my hands on the drink driving c**t...
    SmokBFG SmokBFG 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I have so much to write , and will when I'm home alone. I'm so relieved that this is here, thank you
    myfavoriteteacup myfavoriteteacup 56-60, F Sep 12

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    I have always wanted to be a father since I was a child. My father was very abusive and made sure that we always doubted ourselves and our worth to the point of attempted suicide...
    shadowpaw88 shadowpaw88 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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