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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Change hope for will hoping gets u no wear closer to ur dreams just means u believe u Want them to come true u got to work an take take take x
    10hayleigh85 10hayleigh85 26-30, F Aug 1

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    When I was a teenager, my dreams were about music. Being accepted to the Conservatory of Music. Being a professional musician or a teacher. That dream came true. I DID get accepted...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Jul 30

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    I'm feeling totally and utterly blank right now. But I want to write this speech, come first in the Oratory Competition and go onto Nationals. My mental illness will not override...
    emiveritas emiveritas 18-21, F Aug 14

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    Honestly, i feel absolutely no emotion right now, I think about my suicide thoughts and I don't feel sad, I think of all the pain I have felt and I don't feel sad, I think of the...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 13

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    If all my dreams came true I'd be a mermaid fairy living in a castle full of hot men and women with all the ice cream in the world to eat. This castle is also on the moon. So I...
    MsM1620 MsM1620 16-17, F Jul 30

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    HAtE is a strong word but I hate feeling like this.
    supamom supamom 41-45, F Aug 12

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    No feeling is worse then guilt, shame, anxiety & embarrassment
    lostsoul1726 lostsoul1726 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Oh how i need someone to hug me and kiss my forehead and tell me im going to be okay
    amazing97 amazing97 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 14

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    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I was 16 when I found my first love, from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen. Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp 18-21, M Aug 8

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    My favorite movie is The Notebook, and I cry every time I watch it, because it speaks to my heart and makes me want to have a relationship like Allie's and Noah's.... Am I really...
    Sandalwood3 Sandalwood3 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    I have been contemplating for quite some time, if I’m going to tell you things I should have told you. I’m thinking if I told you will I hurt you? If I told you will it helps...
    VoiceLessMe VoiceLessMe 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    She was the girl I had my first long term relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    One day I hope to be a mum. I would very much like a daughter. The whole thought of falling pregnant is a scary one....but I'll be with right guy when it happens, we have spoken...
    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F Aug 10

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M a week ago

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    We met up the other day for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    :) I posted experiences on the topic before...so I will not go into details. Follow your dreams is something I always say to people. That is how I live, that's is how I breathe...
    rockstin87 rockstin87 26-30, M Jul 27

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    First off. None of you know how old I am, and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    In 1991, I met a girl in another province when I was 16. We stayed in touch by writing letters back and forth regularly for about a year. We were close friends and she met up with...
    countryboy204 countryboy204 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    One day. I'll be only his (or hers) and he (or she) will be only mine, until we have kids and then we'll belong to them. I don't want this today or tomorrow, but one day.
    CleverName94 CleverName94 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F Jul 28

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    I dated a girl for one day, and it was on valentines day, a lot of my buds think it was stupid and i never should hav done it( i asked her out) but all the girls that know the...
    Lonelyboyjay Lonelyboyjay 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'll marry the guy that can guess what kind of rock I would like on my ring
    twelvesquare twelvesquare 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Since a very young age I've known that I am precisely what the other girls with their average faces and silky hair full of potential whispered about to their carbon copy friends...
    pretendingagain pretendingagain 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Her name is Hanna. We went out for 3 and a half years. It's been 2 years now with other females which I don't see myself with for a long period. Hanna and I did everything together...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    No post has been more confusing or time consuming to write than this one. I've written about my ex-boyfriend before and if you look back at my stories I'm sure you'll notice the...
    belovely belovely 16-17, F 5 days ago

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