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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    12/5/2011 Exactly three years

    since I started dating the love of my life. Three years of laughs, movies, road trips, arguments, dates, school dances, tears of sadness, tears of joy, other hardships, and the rest of the beautiful memories we share. Three years with someone who makes me happier than anything...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F Dec 5, 2014

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    I really want to text him right now, but I know that would be stupid so I'm writing this instead. I've been constantly distracting myself, here goes another one. It stings a little...
    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    And it's amazing after 31 years!!!
    LotusLIL LotusLIL 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So I met my last girlfriend in late 2010. She had moved to my high school and we soon became close friends. After a couple months we decided to become a couple. We were inseparable...
    eman9523 eman9523 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Not sure how it happened. We were skyping one minute and the next he was gone. I don't know what happened. I just want to talk to him again.
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was 14 when we first met. It was a house party we didnt talk much but danced the whole night away. We felt the instant connection. But i was young n felt that I was too young to...
    berniefree berniefree 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    .....long long time ago. I'd had a crush on him for such a long time. We'd pass in the street and i'd get that fluttery feeling....he would occasionally smile at me.....but....I...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I think I will never be able to do feel what love (in a romantic way) is, I do everything I can to push away anyone who gets too close to me and get so scared when I start to get...
    RafaelaGsa RafaelaGsa 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I dated my live in girlfriend for 5 years, we adopted kids together, we're engaged and one day she didn't want to get married. She cheated, left and came back after a few months, I...
    Faunia Faunia 41-45 5 days ago

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm a very lonely guy. I'm 20, without a Job and still living with my parents. It's more than time for change. If only some day someone in my life would appear to help me change...
    Belgianbro Belgianbro 18-21, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    Do not be so desperate for a relationship that your spiritual life runs dry. Seek Jesus and let him lead you. He will provide when you're ready, not lonely! #godswill...
    elle0413 elle0413 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    its my dream also.. at my age im still single and never been married. its not too late for me to dream..hope i will find the right man for me..coz i wanna get married once and be...
    empire28 empire28 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I love my group here. It isn't loneliness, it's"me time."
    shynjdude shynjdude 51-55 a week ago

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    love is a wonderful feeling,am living the life i meant for me.thanks to dr faust a spell caster i met here..my love life is back..thanks Faust..if u are having issues in any issues...
    rosemyers rosemyers 51-55, F a week ago

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    I want to get married one day. I want to have a beautiful home to live in, a wonderful husband, and some beautiful children. I thought about this for a long time and I hope it will...
    spaghetti12 spaghetti12 41-45, F a week ago

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    We met in 2011 and I knew I loved her but we broke up after a year only three weeks ago we got back together and I miss her still being that she is so far away
    RedShiftBrady RedShiftBrady 18-21 1 Response Aug 21

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    Everyone thinks I'm crazy because I'm 19 and I want to get married to my boyfriend of 3 years. I'm not crazy! I'm in love, I'm happy and I know I can get a forever just like my...
    OnlyPersonInTheWorld OnlyPersonInTheWorld 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    He was my brother's best friend. I met him when I was around 8 and he was 12. He was the first person I really felt a connection with. Of course I had other crushes that meant...
    unfaiir unfaiir 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    She is not a good person, she knows, because if she were a good person then she would not be leaning into this boy. If she were a good person, she wouldn’t let him wrap his arm...
    calimaki123 calimaki123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    alicacc11 alicacc11 26-30, F Aug 19

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    Gosh I hate living this life without you! I miss you so much every damn day!!!
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    My boyfriend of 3 years just left for college last week to another country. The day he left I cried nonstop and although it felt like I had a tiny hole in my heart, I was ok for...
    ecuagirl ecuagirl 18-21, F Aug 18

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    Yes and I'm glad you are not sad now. You have move on babe :)
    Lexis91 Lexis91 22-25, F Aug 17

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    Growing up, (as I still am) when I think of getting married and becoming an adult.. I tend to imagine something like.. Getting married before 25 but no younger than 18. To a guy...
    angela1125 angela1125 13-15, F Aug 16

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    I can't drive without music playing, it's so calming and helps me get through a tough day when I just don't feel motivated.
    Blugenie Blugenie 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I believe finding love is very possible but true love is a different story 😒😒😒 yeah yeah come on here and say I'm too young I WILL ignore you
    ArtemistheHunter ArtemistheHunter 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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