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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    12/5/2011 Exactly three years

    since I started dating the love of my life. Three years of laughs, movies, road trips, arguments, dates, school dances, tears of sadness, tears of joy, other hardships, and the rest of the beautiful memories we share. Three years with someone who makes me happier than anything...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F Dec 5, 2014

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I'm getting my first tattoo this week! I'm so excited it's a link to my past, my heritage and a reminder of how far I've come. It's a landmark point to remind me and inspire me in...
    LizzyGallows LizzyGallows 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Ain't afraid to say so as maybe it will spark other offended lovers to stop their prideful behaviour. You need told.. Love won't stop if you feel it... if it's legit.
    JeremiahWitte JeremiahWitte 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    Some days I just want to be like decorate me up. Then I get scared and wonder what others would think of me and I'm still hung up in this caring about what others think thing and I...
    KayBee379 KayBee379 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Should I get a tattoo because it means something to me? Will that help me to pull through?
    sapioseksualninerd sapioseksualninerd 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm just afraid I'll marry the wrong person and have to get divorced. I only want to get married once.
    MrOwl77 MrOwl77 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    So my first love is amazing. she is the type of girl that goes well with me... the only thing is she refuses to see it. the first time we only were able to talk through texting. i...
    mrblue717 mrblue717 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    "In Case" Pictures in my pocket Are faded from the washer I can barely just make out your face Food you saved for later In my refrigerator It's been too long since later never...
    sisiyah sisiyah 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    i dpnt understand what purpose my life has. i feel like im taking air someone else needs to breathe. ive been mentally n physically abused for more then half my lifeso i feel im...
    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I can't wait til we have kids someday. I like to imagine we'd have twins, a boy and a girl, and their names will be Scarlet and Nathan, but there's a chance that will never happen...
    MrMenShow MrMenShow 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I cannot hold these thoughts on my own so I'm setting the weight of our dysfunction in the hands of strangers. I have been writing the letters I'll never ever send to you, l.i.n.e...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    When I was 8 years old at summer camp, I met this girl named Gwen. She was my first true love. You see, I never found girls gross. For as long as I remember, I have always liked...
    Account1138 Account1138 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My thoughts strayed from the burdensome weight on my chest and looked back stealing glances at me memories I hate to have unpacked. I sense your judgment as though you must know...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I miss you for the first time in a long time. I don't miss the idea of us and the many idle day dreams and lose pages of thoughts I call our story. I do not miss the man I wanted...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Some say u can't find a true love but when you do you can't have it because either she/he already loves someone else or u can't handle their family point is you can't have her /him...
    Maazizhere Maazizhere 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17. We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F a week ago

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    Soul mates aren't the ones who make you happiest. No. They're instead the ones who make you "feel" the most. Burning edges and scars and stars! Old pains and pangs. Captivating and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 26

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    I would love to get married One day in cyprus a country that I love
    uGSponge88 uGSponge88 16-17, M Jul 26

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    He's my first love because he actually loved me and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F Jul 24

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan. She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where...
    Lloydd111 Lloydd111 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Great. Now there are 67 people in my formerly cozy group of one. I might have to get up and move to a new place.
    shynjdude shynjdude 51-55 1 Response Jul 23

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    I'm realising that 30 years mean nothing against the spirit of a great heart. He loves me. I need to educate my soul to accept him utterly and completely into my mind. My heart is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I dreamt of my first love again. Of him confessing that he never stopped loving me. Me throwing myself into his arms. Sounds kind of desperate. I miss him and think of home very...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    "When I was a kid, Mum liked to make food for dinner & I remember one night in particular when she had made dinner after a long, hard day at work. On that evening, Mum placed a...
    khamooshi khamooshi 26-30, M Jul 22

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    I'm so scared of becoming a father. Really I want to have a kid so bad but I'm not sure I'll ever be mature enough to handle the responsibility. I hope I'm wrong about that though...
    ifearsnowmen ifearsnowmen 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I'm beginning to realize a little anxiety and fear is ok; that it's fine not always having control or knowing what will happen next. And I think it's good to permit yourself to be...
    MissFrosty MissFrosty 18-21, F Jul 21

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