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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 92 People

    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    My family was moving

    since my grandparents had passed away. The only reason we moved there anyway. My father hated that town, so my parents began to discuss moving to another state and I was OK with that since I hated that town too. They had to get into the new house before I could finish school, so...
    still4him still4him 31-35, F Nov 28, 2015

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    12/5/2011 Exactly three years

    since I started dating the love of my life. Three years of laughs, movies, road trips, arguments, dates, school dances, tears of sadness, tears of joy, other hardships, and the rest of the beautiful memories we share. Three years with someone who makes me happier than anything...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F Dec 5, 2014

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I still think of him quite often ,even though I haven't seen him in 10 years.. I still really care for him and I would like to know how his life turned out.. "PLUS IT'S PRETTY EASY...
    lovelee83 lovelee83 26-30, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I would like to get married for that forever life , partner, life, love life struggling, fun, love everything with a person that has that same goal ...
    MrsNeedit MrsNeedit 41-45, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 16 hrs ago

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    ' i used to have a fantasy of marrying at 18 but im already 17 ????
    sxhidxh sxhidxh 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hope you find the life you want and deserve... just so so sorry it couldn't be with me...
    static499 static499 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    i am dying to go there. i would so love it, i am a tropic female so that would be great for me
    deejaygirl deejaygirl 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    If I ever decide to get children (which I hope will never happen, I actually hate children) A girl should be Luna and a boy.... well I cant think of any name!
    iSatan iSatan 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    He's the first person who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't...
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    im a mom and a wife. im good at it. my family, is by most standards, very happy, and im proud of that. only i know how much work goes into their maintenance. Im perpetually bored...
    degeneratemerfolk degeneratemerfolk 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I've been around almost 40yrs. And I've never missed anyone before. Never knew who my first real love was. Until December 18, 2014. I ****** up and hurt the only woman I loved more...
    Grimmfk Grimmfk 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    At one point in my life I wanted to be married before I was 30 so badly.It use to really bother me when my friends or cousins my age got proposed to by their boyfriends and moved...
    beautifulsinsxo beautifulsinsxo 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    If you love somebody, care about them, show interest in their business, say 'I love you' as many time as possible, never be jealous, easily forget the mistakes of the beloved one...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I learned age does not matter if you love them and I also learned don't lie to your boyfriend
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    i learned that you cannot make someone return what you feel. that remaining loyal to someone who didn't care about you was not something that gained you anything more than...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M a week ago

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    My love life has been awful I have been raped, abused sexually phisicly and emotionally... I'm young and a guy so most people think this can't happen well they can and they have. I...
    Nightpagan1994 Nightpagan1994 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    It's been 20 years since we parted ways. I've been married for 19 years. I spent the first 7 years of my marriage not even realizing how much I loved my husband until he came...
    ADixie4You2Know ADixie4You2Know 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    It's the hardest thing to live with a person with Paranoid personality disorder. The nights when you think all is okay and suddenly you are rudely awakened with vicious accusations...
    Witsend21 Witsend21 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Yes i still love her a lot,how can i forget her she was the first love of my life i will never forget her.She has a special place in my heart and no one else can take that place...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    My first love is my current girlfriend. There's something about helping her out during her days of depression that sparked our love for each other. Then I knew she desperately...
    DrapesOnFire DrapesOnFire 22-25, F Jan 27

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    We met in high school at 17 and we are still together. As such a young couple we were inseparable and became quickly involved in each other's lives.....We'll be married 10 years...
    RDELLA RDELLA 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have been looking for a group like this. There is a girl I still love no matter what, we met in an orphanage but I got adopted so I haven't seen her in about 10 years. As you can...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Really alone and confused at the moment.. i was dating a girl for a couple months, a few days ago she started giving me the cold shoulder. We live about and hr away from each other...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    My first serious girlfriend. Saved my life way back then, more than 30 years ago. She gave me a choice - either her or the drugs, and I chose her and cleaned up. We were together...
    egbertnosh egbertnosh 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I watched my first love marry someone else. I moved on, loved again, and built a new life with my second love. At random times, I still think about my first love, and mourn the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 26