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I Secretly Hope That One Day I Will Marry My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    Teenage True Love

    My story begins 15 years ago. Since I saw him in the library he took my heart. Most girls were attracted to him. We then graduated & attended different universities. It seem we were closer in those years than in high school. Any holiday we'd always find time to hang out & or...
    masrea00 masrea00 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2013

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    It Might Happen...

    Almost 40 yrs ago we lost track of each other. Recently I learned he moved back to the area and thought, "Why not?" Just an innocent call to find out how he was and how his life had turned out. I was shocked - and not just a little flattered - that he reacted so warmly and with...
    luckydog5780 luckydog5780 61-65, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Another Shot...

    i've started a blog as a pep talk to myself about my attempt at weight loss, among other things, but dont yet have any followers/supporters. if this sounds interesting to you: "I'm on a quest to stop saying "Tomorrow I will..." and actually start my "tomorrow...
    2morrowiwill 2morrowiwill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2009

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    I Can't See Myself With Anyone..

    Except for the boy I'm with now. Here's my story- in 5th grade I started at a new elementary school. For some reason I, as a ten year old, was deciding who in my class I saw as 'cute' and I remember seeing this boy. He had longer hair, same height as I. Dark hair with the most...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2013

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    Just a Dream

    wish i could find him. 
    saggy saggy 41-45, F Dec 16, 2007

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    Robert Northrip

    He is the man of my world. I love him and his kids so much.
    jemrdn jemrdn 36-40 Sep 26, 2012

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    The Story Of My Life (silver Spoon)

    I came from a family of politicians. the moment i was born up to this moment we have been in power. I was a brat growing up, i get what i want when i want it and how i want it. i was living the life many would call perfect. people would often come up to me and say "i wish i have...
    nosujanit nosujanit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9, 2013

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    I Love Him

    I love him so much. I've known him for years, and people always said how we would end up together and how they could see us getting married... I was disgusted. Then something changed, my best friend turned into someone I was totally in love with. I know him through our church, it...
    Neonfish Neonfish 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2013

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    I Only Sorta Hope This..

    well marriage is kinda big. so i dont really think about marrying my first love. yet. though it was talked about. but as for being with him.. later.. life long. i sometimes secretly wish i will be. we went thru 5 years on and off of none stop hell. cheating lying everying...
    heathergatlin heathergatlin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3, 2009

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    He's Doing Fine

      Known him since 1st grade. He was my first crush. It wasn’t till 3rd grade I notice how much I liked him. We were both so innocent. I moved to another school and didn’t see him till freshman year (during those awkward years). I liked all his friends. Totally...
    AkA007 AkA007 26-30, F Feb 22, 2009

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    To Be Or Not To Be...That Is The Question.

    I met my best friend & more the 1st day my freshman year. He was wearing a Mr. Potato Head shirt that said "I'll show you mine if you show me yours". This sparked our intense connection & the many amazing years to follow. We were constantly on the phone, computer, and hanging...
    Lillabell21 Lillabell21 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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    My Story

    i want marry erika one day i have loved her for many years we met on facebook and plan to meet soon i love her i was away from her foe a few years and met up again and she asked me to marry her we have a bond that is unreal i love her with all my heart
    buggie220 buggie220 22-25, F Jul 8, 2010

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    My First Love Doesn't Realize How Much I Love Him

    Me and my boyfriend seem to be having some problems. Our anniversary is in two weeks, on January 7. He is sort of the first guy that I KNOW I love, the only one so far that I don't just automatically say 'I love you' to out of habit. In fact, we haven't even said those 'three...
    ConnieWhoHurts ConnieWhoHurts 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I Miss Him.

    The one thing I cannot stand, is when people question themselves... "Am I inlove?" because clearly you would know if you were/weren't. There will always be that one person, that you wish it would've worked out with. You know that feeling that you get when your around...
    OneLastBreath OneLastBreath 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2009

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    I Wish!

    I split with my g/f over 15 months ago and even now am still thinking how much I want to marry her, its mad at times as she has moved on and has another partner, I just feel like the time we had together was a waste and everything that was said was meaningless? I just dont know
    Killer84 Killer84 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8, 2008

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    12/5/2011 Exactly three years

    since I started dating the love of my life. Three years of laughs, movies, road trips, arguments, dates, school dances, tears of sadness, tears of joy, other hardships, and the rest of the beautiful memories we share. Three years with someone who makes me happier than anything...
    Dancedancedance Dancedancedance 18-21, F Dec 5, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I will not go into the details bcuz its rather complicated So after the long message he sent me, it got me feellin pretty down. I realized I must accept the fact that this online...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F Jan 8

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    Feelings effing suck. How can someone switch from bring so happy to feelings so hurt and depressed in an instant just by thinking of one dumb person.
    Mariyah22 Mariyah22 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    We've been together since I was 16. I'm 23 now, so that makes 7 years. For being so young being with this man has molded me into who I am today. I don't know my adult life...
    QLC23 QLC23 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been thinking about this much recently to keep me positive of my ex-boyfriend. I know that I'm going to find my ''Prince Charming'' one day and will marry him. I want my...
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    The first moment I saw him, felt a deep, passionate distain for him. It was the second day of high school, and he walked into our English class like he owned the place. He...
    missbehave1691 missbehave1691 22-25 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I suppose this is equally a question as it is an experience. I need to have the experience to express in detail what happened, and what has resulted -what I've become. I need...
    CatherineGray CatherineGray 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    My first love was my best friend. His home life wasn't as messed as mine, but not far from.. We were only 13. He knew I wasn't a virgin, but he was.. and i considered myself to be...
    megansunshine megansunshine 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Friday... the last date night with my husband, and the last time we would ever have sex together, also the last time I would have sex with anyone for six years, I was high and...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 1 Response Jan 12

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    If one day I saw you again I'd never want to let go again. It's one of these moments, when I'm feeling the most sentimental and am truly listening to myself is when my mind is...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Times like now in my life I seem to be constantly thinking about him.. Why did I fall in love? Why did I give him my time, my love, just everything I thought we would get married...
    LBNF LBNF 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Dont trust anyone. I mean anyone. People are not as kind as they look and even less kind than they act. Secondly, never tell a girl your true feelings, she will remember it and...
    sagard1994 sagard1994 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    There's this girl who I fell for like about two and a half year ago, I think that was the first time i feel for someone that hard. I knew she liked me and adored me but didn't know...
    natethecreator natethecreator 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    There's no love like your first love. So much false hope.
    JoeySavage JoeySavage 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    No, my first love wasn't a pretty girl or a pet. My first love was the open spaces. When I was a boy, I lived on dairy farm in New Mexico. From my house on the farm I was a mere...
    extant1 extant1 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    My husband, literally, will tell me that I am the best wife in the world, he can't live without me, and that he is the luckiest man alive one day & two hours later start telling me...
    Trapped5879 Trapped5879 31-35 2 days ago

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    I am having an affair with my first love. No one knows that this is happening not even my closest dearest friends. I have no one to talk to about this and a part of me says not to...
    laluna77 laluna77 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Back in the day the phrase "i love you" was used only when a person meant it, but now it is just thrown around like it's nothing. How can people just throw that phrase around like...
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F Jan 12

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    I actually thinked my first love was going to be my last love.. And nope, didnt happen.
    annaambrose annaambrose 13-15 3 Responses Jan 13

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    27 years and still single,i want to get married one day,i love blonde girls a lot.But im not a racist,till now no girl has proposed me i dont know why,i think im ugly i dont care...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It soothes the mind after a long day.......it pumps the mood up when needed......it lifts the soul when it needs to be lifted.....it creates fun among friends when they get...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Amazed by lonestar is the song that reminds me of my first love and she played it during our prom my senior year.
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    Me and my first love broke up 3 years ago because he was leaving for the army. He only ended up going recently and before he left he told me I'd always be special to him and he...
    bellarose1106 bellarose1106 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am a person who will never be loved. I do things that make people upset with me and I make people feel sorry for me. I hate myself for that. All I am is a dumb mewling quim who...
    Cgyan Cgyan 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    U all know I only get Sundays off.... You all know how much I value my day off.... In the early hours of Sunday morning ,, my phone rang... Yep 0230 in the morning...my mother rang...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 5 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M Jan 3

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    We were such fools in love. I haven't seen or spoken to her in over a year. In all honesty if I had one wish it would be to get one more chance. I'm fairly young and I know that I...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    I just saw a childhood best friend get married, she kept it a secret until it had happened. It just made me wish that i could have someone that in love with me that they want to...
    BeccyLouiseee BeccyLouiseee 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    keliscc11 keliscc11 26-30, F Dec 30, 2014

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    There isn't a time where you haven't came into my mind I loved you more than anything and you disappeared on me and I waited for you but I got nothing but my heart longs for...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    It was the summer before my senior year and I was seventeen. I didn't have any friends at the time besides people I may have shared small talk with in class or at lunch at school...
    cocoagirl95 cocoagirl95 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Reem.. She was my everything! She turned me into something. She made me what I am today, a functioning, strong person. I remember every little talk we've had. Every little...
    InnocentPigeon InnocentPigeon 70+ Dec 26, 2014

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