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I Secretly Think I Have Gone Mad

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    and sometimes, not so secretly.

    ..lol....sorry which coat did you say ??? oh yes, this white one ....hehe
    boredintheuk boredintheuk 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I was walking through the woods

    when I saw two king cobra having a brutal fight, I immediately stopped to watch the action, unfortunately I could get on video as my iPhone 6+ was charging back in my ranch, a little far from the woods. How ever the fight got more brutal, both snake started eating each other at...
    Aamir316 Aamir316 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    ctaylorb ctaylorb 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Sometimes reality just doesn't seem "real"

    enough for me and I think I'm in a dream .... Have I gone mad
    Rapsest99 Rapsest99 16-17, M Jan 4

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    It's actually not a secret.

    I tell people and then they laugh and say you're not crazy. If they can look around in the depths of my mind, they would take those words back.
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 10 Responses Apr 7

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    Yep. Im There.

    This last year has been the absolute hardest and most traumatic years of my life thus far.And it literally has driven me insane.YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 13, 2011

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    So I found myself attracted to things I'm

    usually NOT attracted too...has this happened to anyone else?
    lemmygoo lemmygoo 66-70, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    This breakup is exhausting.

    I'm going thru different emotions..... I'm angry and then I turn deeply depressed and then I'm fine and the pattern repeats. I don't feel like this is real and I don't even feel like myself. It's like I'm watching a movie. I hate that I hate him now. I hate he pushed it over the...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 3

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    i gave names to voices in my head.

    .... i.e perv, anger, sadness, devil, angel, me, etc...
    CallMeLB CallMeLB 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    playr435 playr435 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    I was depressed in my early 20s

    and I felt like I could see this bottomless pit I was going to fall into. But it got better. I became a working professional, I have a beautiful life. But that pit just appeared out of nowhere and I am hanging over the edge. I just fell right in. I just called my doctor for an...
    hotwasabizen hotwasabizen 41-45, F 6 Responses Jul 31

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    i feel good around people

    who are as weird as me .. I am asking all the people out there , do u feel the same way??
    chaoticthoughts chaoticthoughts 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 23

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    the word "sad" can't

    even describe me anymore
    societykillss societykillss 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I've been thru soooo much hell my entire life.

    Especially the last ten years. But the very worst were the last two years. I used to be so strong and such a fighter. So sweet and kind, always putting others first. Now bc of all that's happened my entire life, always giving everything of myself to others and never getting...
    LongingForLove777 LongingForLove777 26-30, F 8 Responses Aug 23

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    I don't worry about all the crap I used to

    carry around that was useless anymore. I'm getting very forgetful. I feel good about letting stuff go, but sometimes I think I'm just losing my mind. Ah well, maybe it's just part of getting older.
    lylely81 lylely81 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    "Have I gone mad?" Mad Hatter "I'm afraid so.

    You're entirely bonkers. But I will tell you a secret. All the best people are." Alice
    Lelukiki Lelukiki 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm developing a crush on Rob schenider.

    .........so if anyone knows where I can get my head examined that would be great.
    janie94 janie94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Is it possible to go crazy from being

    so isolated? I don't talk anymore. I feel like everything I say is stupid. What happened to me? I used to be funny. Now I'm just a ghost. I feel like I'm fading away. I just want to hear someone say my name. I just want 5 minutes of personal conversation. I can hardly sleep...
    LeChatCurieux LeChatCurieux 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 3

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    What Was I To Do

    spring break, I noticed she was always stealing a glance at me her boyfriend was a close new friend, we all went for a vacation together in a group i went with them just because one of my friends forced me all i wanted was to have a vacation on my own, to release some of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    You Say That Like Its a Bad Thing?????

    Actually I don't even bother to pretend it's a secret. I have begun to revel in it and I may be mad as a march hare ....But I'm lots more at ease in my own skin. This is not to make light of others pain . Just the reflections of someone who has been on this path for a long while...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M 4 Responses Jun 6, 2007

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    There are days were I think I could lose my

    mind! Between work drama, drama with my kids, and my family not supporting me, it would be quite easy
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Imagine a nightmare where you're trapped with a

    serial killer but all your lights are clappers.. So you are running for your life from this psychopath while both of you are just aggressively clapping the lights on and off?
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    my lust is green rusted sheen on this machine a

    busted thing like a ruptured spleen life is mean my thoughts obscene time can bring healing, other times pain sunshine and laughter, stormy nights rain orphans are smiling rich men are crying parents and friends and children are dying we're all connected yet distant similar yet...
    greenrust greenrust 22-25, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I've been crying for months

    now (im lying...years) silently. oh, you could never tell by the way i carry on day to day. everything is just peachy over here (its not) today something different happened...today i sat in my car and cried. real tears. i don't know why i cried (i do), but i did. and i cried...
    surviving30 surviving30 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    i keep thinking about

    that guy who discovered honey, like how did he know? was he like looking at a beehive and said to himself " i know those bastards are hiding something!"
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    i love waving at random people,

    because i know for the rest of the day they will try figuring out who i was
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 30

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    can't blame sharks in these shark attacks cases.

    . like,imagine a bucket of fried chicken came skateboarding through your living room. what do you do?
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    lol.. That's a group

    as well *Exploring ep madly*
    Youtuberr Youtuberr 18-21, M Aug 17

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    I've always been depressed

    but lately it's gotten worse. Things from my past keep bleeding into my present simply because I thought I'd dealt with them but now I can't stop thinking about them. I'm having panic attacks again and I can't enjoy anything. I feel like I need to go to a mental hospital because...
    sallymander1120 sallymander1120 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 8

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    Its only 10 am on Tuesday morning

    and I am planing going for a drink. Funny cos I don't even drink normally. I think I am really going mad..
    Saule116 Saule116 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Hey😀 anyone want to talk about how we think

    we're mad. Curious in how others minds work
    Dahlia86 Dahlia86 26-30, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I don't know what's wrong with me.

    Heck, I've seen a counselor, a psychiatrist, and a therapist and none of them could tell me what's wrong with me. Either I have some kind of mental disorder that hasn't been named yet, or I have a mix of many. I get anxiety attacks that last for hours, I have periods of sadness...
    Corick Corick 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    i almost died in the shower today.

    .. i slipped and my dumbass tried to grab the water
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    I used to and maybe still get paranoid

    when I overhear random bits of conversation and think people are talking about me instead of to me like I am Mr. Scrooge in the Christmas carol when he's out and about with the ghosts. It's very weird.
    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I am seeing thinks who isn't here.

    .. and it sucks cause sometimes I cannot tell if the things I see is real or not.
    TheMadHatterWasHere TheMadHatterWasHere 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 4

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    ShantelH ShantelH 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 16

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    condoms dont really guarantee protection during

    sex.. one of my friends was wearing one and got shot by the girls boyfriend
    kunfirekun kunfirekun 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    I have an extra voice in my head thats louder

    than the other and it disagrees with everything I say/think unless I say that I want it gone. Its the same voice as the other but just louder and it responds without me having to think of what its going to say. I've had it for as long as I can remember, is it schizophrenia?
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 4

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    CatWomen21 CatWomen21 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Yesterday I managed to annoy myself with my

    thoughts. I was sitting an exam and began to think about what annoys me. I came to the conclusion that stupid people **** me off the most. Not intellectual challenged people, people who are ignorant to a point where it hinders a conversation with them. I began thinking about...
    Samue1White Samue1White 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I think of murder as a normal thing in our

    society. Like I can walk out my door slit someone's throat from ear to ear and people wouldn't react in fear...
    Chitz18 Chitz18 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    He has 3 shirts tucked into my box.

    ...oh i dont want to talk about my other box right now....but my other box. Was made for me...he has it cluttered up with his clothes....I wanted to take them out and throw them....I can see right now, i'm going to have to pull the nails out of it and move it.
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F Aug 18

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    I really do hate myself sometimes.

    I feel like I'm intentionally being a horrible person and it's killing me. I'm horribly mean to my family members but super nice to others.. I always blurt **** that embarrasses me later on and then I get angry about it. Gosh, I keep putting myself in these positions where I...
    PandaVibes PandaVibes 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I wonder just how much hurt

    and emotional pain the human heart can actually take...before it just ceases to beat.
    tenderhearted1 tenderhearted1 46-50, F 7 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    'But I don't want to go among mad people,

    ' Alice remarked. 'Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: 'we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.' 'How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice. 'You must be,' said the Cat, 'or you wouldn't have come here.'
    hotwasabizen hotwasabizen 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 9

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