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I Secretly Think I Have Gone Mad

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    For my friend. She is the cutest

    and hottest thing I've ever wanted to get into. She is on my mind constantly. I wonder how she tastes? Can't wait to make her mine. And she will be soon.
    loczgrl loczgrl 22-25, F Feb 28

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    Nowhere

    Run if you wish Pray your legs will save you Cry if you wish Pray your tears will clean your wounds Jump into the ocean if you wish Pray your soul will flee with the water But in all your passion for nonexistence I'm praying you would stay Us, nobodies Here, nowhere to go In my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    I don't have anything to live for.

    nobody truly cares or loves me. It's been proven to me. I'm a failure.
    societykillss societykillss 18-21, F 9 Responses Mar 18

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    You Say That Like Its a Bad Thing?????

    Actually I don't even bother to pretend it's a secret. I have begun to revel in it and I may be mad as a march hare ....But I'm lots more at ease in my own skin. This is not to make light of others pain . Just the reflections of someone who has been on this path for a long while...
    Mountainman923518 Mountainman923518 56-60, M 4 Responses Jun 6, 2007

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    CatWomen21 CatWomen21 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    I have a lot of friends,

    but I always think that they are all conspiring to emotionally crush me. Even if they are always there for me, I secretly believe that they are all up to something. These thoughts are really driving me insane. Any tips?
    CocoLikesCooki3s CocoLikesCooki3s 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    There are days were I think I could lose my

    mind! Between work drama, drama with my kids, and my family not supporting me, it would be quite easy
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23

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    What Is Happening To Me..?

    I've always had an assortment of issues but lately things have been getting weirder and weirder. I have been assessing myself and have noticed that I frequently have very strong ideas & thoughts about things and at the same time I have completely different thoughts that go...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2011

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    MikusWife MikusWife 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I'm more on edge than anything

    and I need to get this under control. Certain issues happen where a friendship ends or I tell some to get out of my face. I then begin to sit and think what I can do to them so they will understand that I want to be left alone. I analyze in my head and that damn devil comes in...
    BigPun311 BigPun311 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    Mad, psycho, creepy, je ne sais quoi.

    I don't quite know how to explain it. My attraction. There is no casual dating when it comes to me. I can't pick and choose. I don't meet people like most others do. I simply don't care to. I don't really like the majority of the population. I don't hate them, I'm just not...
    LifeIsBeatingMe LifeIsBeatingMe 26-30, M Feb 21

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    HELP PLEASE. I'm straght I thought I was bi

    but no I got super drunk and basically are a 69ed with a girl ! I have a boy friend! It was at an all girls sleepover ... The oy thing I told him was that we made out and it makes it even worse I have really bad anxioty and its a long distance relationship ! Help me .. Does this...
    helpmeplease8383 helpmeplease8383 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    My wife is going craZy

    and I don't know what to do. She doesn't trust me
    happiness1973 happiness1973 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I am feeling hopeless.

    ... going college at the end of semester lok
    Harsh94155 Harsh94155 22-25, M Apr 15

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    seriously it just feels like it.

    ...I don't know why but it just feels that my thinking is not normal...well as long as I keep my thoughts in my head I think everything should be fine. ( -.-)
    DarkKinkster DarkKinkster 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm 22 and I work as a teacher.

    Today I bought the toy "my little pony" for my collection. Now I'm super duper happy☺️ Others think that I should be more serious, but it's who I am and what I feel((( don't want to become old😔
    idontknowtf idontknowtf 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 9

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    It's actually not a secret.

    I tell people and then they laugh and say you're not crazy. If they can look around in the depths of my mind, they would take those words back.
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 15 Responses Apr 7

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    What Was I To Do

    spring break, I noticed she was always stealing a glance at me her boyfriend was a close new friend, we all went for a vacation together in a group i went with them just because one of my friends forced me all i wanted was to have a vacation on my own, to release some of the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 7, 2011

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    Yep. Im There.

    This last year has been the absolute hardest and most traumatic years of my life thus far.And it literally has driven me insane.YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
    Punk1n Punk1n 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 13, 2011

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    leon46drago leon46drago 13-15, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I dont wanna believe it ,

    i have to type more than 25 characters this isnt good
    misssixtylime misssixtylime 16-17, F Apr 16

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    Callistowed Callistowed 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I don't know that it is much of an secret,

    and pretty sure I was just born this way. I have a hatter to keep me in check, who am I kidding the hatter Is as mad as I am. So curious as this soul. I must not be impassible. So I am indeed entirely bonkers, let me give you a lil smidgen of a secret- ALL OF THE BEST PEOPLE...
    Orchidspetals Orchidspetals 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    I wonder just how much hurt

    and emotional pain the human heart can actually take...before it just ceases to beat.
    tenderhearted1 tenderhearted1 46-50, F 6 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I constantly feel like I'm on acid :/ like right

    now it feels like the room is moving young getting bigger and smaller. Expanding like a ballon then shrinking again... I think I'm going crazy again.
    drawmysmile drawmysmile 16-17, F Dec 24, 2014

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    Mike3569 Mike3569 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Now these days, I think I have lost my

    inhibitions of my mind. I want to drive really fast in streets, I blow all my money just because, I did my GF in Wal-Mart, and I almost drank alcohol last night. I think It's my depression or whatever. I can really look down on a guy and be friends with him the next day. I feel...
    SpiritualStoner SpiritualStoner 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 3

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    Sometimes reality just doesn't seem "real"

    enough for me and I think I'm in a dream .... Have I gone mad
    Rapsest99 Rapsest99 16-17, M Jan 4

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    The things I said I ll never do are the ones I

    do first I ve been curious about life in aspects that I never thought I would How programmed we are we ve been pretty much conditioned to be that that was accepted and ok... but are we happy?
    livingtruthfully livingtruthfully 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Some days don't u feel like u want to give up?

    To not do anything.. To be away from the world? To not talk to people or text them anymore... Sleeping is worst because then you think so much and it gets to you... And idk some days you just want to forget every memory you have
    fragmentsoftheheart fragmentsoftheheart 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    nelizabth292 nelizabth292 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So, who's to determine who's gone mad

    or not? Much like every other emotion, the individual dictates if they have gone mad. I feel nothing anymore. To the point where I'm suffocating and I don't care. I don't blend in with this cruel world. I don't feel I belong. Who's to say I've gone mad and that I am just...
    inkedmommy inkedmommy 22-25, F Dec 17, 2013

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    it's not particularly a secret.

    It's been a long time coming and now I'm just to a point where I'm incline to let the crazy flow free.
    MyCircus MyCircus 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    I don't know how other people think,

    but based on what I can observe I don't think people think how I think. So I think my thinking must have deviated into a kind of destructive mess without me realising it and now I'm slowly getting madder and madder with time. I wonder where I'll be in 30 years.
    ImNabooThatsWho ImNabooThatsWho 18-21, T Apr 8

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    Shut Up....no You Shut Up....

    so i have been having this conversation for the last two hours,before adding here , in depth ....discussing every possibility, checking facts, just talking it out first  .... with myself. we have come to the conclusion... im just fine.awesome stuff!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I used to and maybe still get paranoid

    when I overhear random bits of conversation and think people are talking about me instead of to me like I am Mr. Scrooge in the Christmas carol when he's out and about with the ghosts. It's very weird.
    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    Mines no secret all my friends think I'm nuts
    teemonkeysocks teemonkeysocks 22-25, F Oct 22, 2013

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    the word "sad" can't

    even describe me anymore
    societykillss societykillss 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    Crazycakez

    I dont think its so much of a secret anymore honestly.
    EdieQuinnz EdieQuinnz 31-35, F 31 Responses Sep 22, 2011

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 25

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    why do it be like this?

    when I speak English, some American can understand me clearly but some others can not. I just wonder that why they come from same country but... I feel mad when a native speaker could not understand my English, it make my spirit completely down.
    tranglib tranglib 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Something is trying to force me to go crazy.

    It knows everything I despise and makes sure that my life is full of it. It has a number, and I see that number when I'm most vulnerable - like it's reminding me it's there ready to screw me over again. One morning I woke up and I could feel it hovering over me like a black...
    Prisoner111 Prisoner111 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 2

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    Bloody Nightmare

    I had this dream last nite, the entire length of the dream I was hoping it was only infact a dream. But the entire time i thought that " no this is it.. its not a dream and this is crazy" My dream took place outside of a house, just like every other dream I have. My...
    ginger ginger 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 11, 2006

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    when I get really upset

    and angry. or when someone really hurts me (mentally or physically) I break down, cry. then my mind forgets things. like.. what just happened. why I was upset in the first place. it scares me
    Krisxo Krisxo 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    Sometimes really late at night.

    . to get really fast to another room in my house, I run full speed laughing like a maniac!
    lilmissdgaf lilmissdgaf 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I Do Not Understand "normal".

    I'm a smart person.....i can tell you what an Atom is made of, what a quark is, what a gluon is, about all the earth like planets we have discovered so far, the largest star, the smallest particle, binary star systems or about how color is actually just a reflection.....etc...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 2, 2012

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