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I See Myself As A Winner Even When I Feel Like A Loser

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    Okay, so I have this boyfriend . we have been dating practicality since September of last year. but we broke up for a tad after new years. In between that time he was the most...
    IlyAAfaa IlyAAfaa 13-15, F 42 mins ago

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    She is getting more and more distant, turning to others for both excitement and comfort. It feels like the beginning of the end :-(
    nudealways nudealways 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    I like to be immature sometimes of course there's a time and place. I guess I don't really feel like a man more than anything.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    I've noticed that I've been expecting too much from people. I think I am worth so much and deserve love and romance and friendliness and caring, but I don't I hold high standards...
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I hate being sick, it gives me too me much time to think. I got shafted out of my first career, & with no formal/recognized qualifications to fall back on, I've had to forge my own...
    kvdm kvdm 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    I don't like this feeling. I wish I could just flash forward into the future where everything is fantastic in my life. I need some new friends, someone I feel comfortable talking...
    eagi eagi 22-25, M 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Sometimes.. I wish I wasn't born so that my mom could live her life the way she wants to. I mean she does anyway, but not to the fullest. I'm the youngest and the only one under 18...
    amazinghuh amazinghuh 13-15, F 14 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've experienced some very lucid and vivid dreams myself. Since this is my first post here, I'll start off with the most intense. Summer 1999: In this dream, I was standing with...
    Shiva9 Shiva9 36-40, M 1 day ago

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    every time I walk into public I feel like I'm not supposed to be there, like everyone sees me and knows I don't belong there, even among like minded people I feel completely out of...
    Azureal Azureal 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I feel like my stepmom hates me, her and my dad have been together since I was 16 months old and I'll be 20 in April, she's the one who caused my parents divorce, but I've never...
    harliedanielle417 harliedanielle417 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My mind seems to be racing through millions of thoughts tonight, and I can honestly say that sleep feels so far away at this moment. I often wonder about life, and about my purpose...
    theatreeyes theatreeyes 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate myself and I feel like a horrible fake girl . I told my friend a story that I have a boyfriend and kept talking about how much I love him , I also told her things we do and...
    serla12 serla12 13-15, F a week ago

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    First, a little about myself. I've never been married but have been with the same man for 10 years and have 4 kids together. I honestly don't know why he's with me. I try so...
    Snowqueen1 Snowqueen1 31-35, F a week ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel like the don't do anything right.
    zerofivenosh zerofivenosh 26-30 1 Response Jul 25

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    I feel like no one really sees me. They see parts of me but they never really take a close enough look to see the whole me. But I guess that's to be expected since I discover new...
    rycbar10 rycbar10 26-30, F Jul 24

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    my mum keeps saying to me that she doesn't see y I keep telling lies because she can always tell... but she's wrong... I go to sleep crying every night... I stop eating for 3...
    chloebirchall chloebirchall 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I want to die, I feel like inviting any possible form of death because I feel that if I were gone... people would be better off. ...I want to die because I keep letting myself get...
    DaffodilDeary95 DaffodilDeary95 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    Hi, gentlemen. I am 25 and I have prettymuch always been single, but I dated a guy online for 7 months after I graduated from college. I was stupid to think it would ever go...
    sweetbutterflywoman sweetbutterflywoman 22-25, F Jul 23

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    I feel like my true nature has been suppressed over years of conditioning by my parents and society. I feel like there is an intense frustration and fear at the core of my being...
    ThisAnimalIsFree ThisAnimalIsFree 22-25, M Jul 23

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    I feel like i'm wearing a mask for almost 7 years now and the show will continue. I the truth is i have a life full of problems and anxiety for starter my father he's the main...
    Jazz155 Jazz155 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I have been trying to maintain control over my life, but I'm starting to lose my grip on control. I see my school mates having much better and happier lives than me. They have...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M Jul 20

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    I too often find myself feeling like I don't fit in. At home,at work, pretty much anywhere. I feel like some people change or alter their personality or appereance just to fit in...
    YslcXO YslcXO 22-25, F Jul 20

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    A little background info first I am 24 years old, Hispanic, and come from a very traditional and very much practicing catholic family. Oh and I have a fear of confrontation. My...
    lnj1112 lnj1112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Lately I've been changing a lot. I do things I never would have done just two years ago. I don't feel the same way I used to, either. I'm having fun, and I think I'm happier. I...
    aj00000 aj00000 18-21 1 Response Jul 19

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    I dedicate this story to every member of this group. Have you ever felt simply unable to talk about how hurt you are? I've always had the feeling that the others will secretly be...
    LeapingToadstool LeapingToadstool 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 18

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    Have you ever been cheated on? That is the feeling that will never leave my chest, no matter how much I try and fill my heart with happiness, there will always be a dull pain there...
    RNgirl23 RNgirl23 22-25, F Jul 16

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    When I am with many people, sometimes I look around and I see me completely alone, It's like people are there, but there is no one who understands me.. or someone I can trust...
    Antonellaaa Antonellaaa 16-17, F Jul 15

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    it's more Like no one sees that probably I am getting hurt and i just dont show it probably because I don't tell it to anyone. Everyone "understands" till one point they do after...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M Jul 15

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    I really miss someone and I feel like such a loser. I am so alone right now and I feel so emo and I hate it. I have gone into hating myself mode and it sucks. It really sucks. I...
    namelessentity namelessentity 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    After I don't know how many years of bottling up my emotions and everything it feels like the bottle is near its tipping point. Like I'm going to explode but I can't even do that...
    LAlbertoG LAlbertoG 22-25, M Jul 14

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    Don't think my friends or family do understand. I'm seen as the strong one. I put up a face when I see them because I feel like I'll let them down. I cant be doing that. That's why...
    Toon009 Toon009 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    all this time I felt lost or abandoned , among people, but still feeling different , like not belonging I have a family sometimes I ask myself am I dreaming? when I'll wake up...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I don't feel like a woman at all. My Fake Mother treats me like I'm her husband, her man. This woman is not my real Mother. She molests me whilst I have seizures. I never felt...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I see myself calling my step-dad "dad" in stead of his actual name more often since I've moved to my mom's almost 2 years ago. It just feels more natural that way, but it feels...
    ZildjianZ ZildjianZ 18-21, M Jul 10

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    If I could have just one wish, I'd wish for a true friend. one that never abandons me, one that always has my back. i've realized that it's fairly easy to make some friends, but...
    Seraphine246 Seraphine246 31-35 6 Responses Jul 9

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    I'm a college student. Musician. I just feel, at home, like I'm nothing at all. I can't get a job (besides church music), I can't pay my school bills, I have no other skills or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 9

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    It's extremely hurtful when you love people but they don't love you back. I've been in such a battle with the uncaring attitude of so many, quick to judge and point fingers. Yet I...
    prettywomanNautumn prettywomanNautumn 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 9

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    So I asked my boyfriend yesterday night if he'd like to help me do a little grocery since he has a car and I don't. He ended up ignoring me and went to bed. When I asked him...
    mssuuugar mssuuugar 22-25, F Jul 9

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    Recently I have been having feelings of hopelessness about my current life and my future. I am practically obsessed with trying to improve myself so people would finally like me...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M Jul 9

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    As I walked out of his car feeling like **** for letting him use me just for pleasure, I got the undeniable feeling that I will never be good enough for anybody. It hurts me to...
    tatyana16 tatyana16 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 8

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