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I See Myself As A Winner Even When I Feel Like A Loser

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    my mother keeps saying i'm not good enough. she gets angry with me easily and keeps me in my room cleaning things i can't even see wrong. It hurts to feel like i will never make...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel like nobody will ever live me like I want them to love me. It sounds crazy right, like I want them to love me. But I was neglected and emotionally abused as a child and I...
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    When I compare myself to my friends and peers around me, it seems as if they get over or move on within a fair to quick manner. I on the other hand get stuck on a person for so...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    I always hate when I'm someone's second choice. I feel like I'm being used. And I don't like that. I feel like you only wan me around when something fails,It makes me feel like...
    AshCakes AshCakes 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I feel so alone in this world. Go to school all your life for what? Get a job.. Marry? I don't even get good grades. I'm sick of being the stupid, ugly loner nobody likes. My...
    Holeale Holeale 22-25, T 2 hrs ago

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    When trials turn into tribulations when waves seem ready to crash over you a torrential downpour of life is ready to sweep you away when you are left pondering what in the world...
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan 18-21, F Oct 31

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    I feel the same way as all of you, that no one listens or takes me seriously or even if they do they're pretending and full o crap, even my supposed good friends and family...
    Aybawt Aybawt 31-35 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can't remember a point in my life I ever felt like I was understood. From a very young age, I had always felt very misunderstood and exceptionally curious to understand. And now...
    Imlostintime Imlostintime 18-21, F Oct 21

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    I feel like writing, so I wrote this. (10min or so to make) Thoughts, opinions, suggestions? Please leave them below I sit, gazing at the melancholy world around me. Mourning...
    Superpoke Superpoke 13-15, M Nov 10

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    It's like I can see myself from other peoples view points.. this is so crazy but it's like I just know what they're thinking of me… like if I'm acting like a happy pretty girl...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I just feel pushed to a dark corner... There is nowhere out, there is no hope...my first university major was in marketing. I spent over 6 years looking for a job in the field... I...
    SweetBrazilianLizzy SweetBrazilianLizzy 31-35, F a week ago

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    I have friends, that's true. We're like sisters and hangout all the time. But sometimes I feel like I'm the odd one out. We never talk about the same things, they tend to talk...
    AntiSocialBookworm AntiSocialBookworm 13-15, F Oct 28

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F Oct 24

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    I think I have an exceptional body and I accept that others think I'm pretty- but it doesn't do me any good. I don't like to see myself in the mirror. I don't like being...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like no one will ever love me because I myself, am incapable of being lovable. I am ugly, dumb, overweight, lacking in everything a man looks for in a woman, and I always...
    unlovable5 unlovable5 13-15, F Nov 1

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    I'm not ok. In fact I feel as if I'm imploding. I'm mad at my husband for not wanting me. My Dom for abandoning me. I'm mad that the two of them are sleeping fine at night and I'm...
    lonelybrandi lonelybrandi 22-25, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Having one of those nights when everything hits me, all I can do is cry and hate myself. I hope you never see me the way I see myself.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Nov 2

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    I hate it when I just have a breakdown during school and feel like ****. I feel like no one is around and nobody cares when in reality there are people around who want to help. it...
    AnotherDumbProfile AnotherDumbProfile 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 7

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    I know I'm not perfect, so I try to make up for my imperfections with other things, like putting myself second, so that the people I love and care about will feel like I'm still...
    TheAlbinoGirl TheAlbinoGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    people think that I'm so gorgeous. I have a boyfriend and lots of other people who feel the same. I see myself as pretty sometimes but not like everyone else... help?
    taylorrose99 taylorrose99 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I just don't find myself that pretty. I'm very average in my opinion. I wouldn't say I see myself as ugly. But I don't see myself that attractive. Though, I am nice and kind and...
    masmelo masmelo 16-17, F Nov 9

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    I feel like no one trusts me with responsibility. I am at a point in my life where I need to figure out who I am going to be and I feel like I am going to end up waitressing or...
    ImOnTheOutside ImOnTheOutside 22-25, F Oct 23

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    Here at [school], I am in a place of judgment. I am truly reminded of how I am not of this planet, not truly of this race. I do not have strong connections with any beings here; or...
    ansiktetledsen ansiktetledsen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    Post concert depression. It feels like I haven't seen my boys in years when it was only 2 months and 8 days. I never got the chance to get VIP tickets to meet my boys, and tell...
    QueenOfPunkRock QueenOfPunkRock 13-15, F Oct 24

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    I wake up every morning feeling like a waste of everyone's time. every time I ask a question at work or school they make it seem as if I am a burden. Then I will walk away and hear...
    lostguy19892014 lostguy19892014 22-25, M 2 Responses Oct 25

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    I don't know why, but I feel like I won't live long enough to see myself get old. I just know I'll die young. Eh, I don't want to be old anyhow.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F Oct 27

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    I am hoping someone older will be able to offer me some advice because I am a 55 year old woman who fell in love with someone for the first time in my life. It happened 2 years...
    Bethena Bethena 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    This is how I am currently feeling... No job, no boyfriend, in debt, going through a divorce and living under my brothers roof who wants me out by the end of the year... I know...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    When I was younger, everyday felt like something was going to happen, and events would unfold..it felt like an adventure going to school..and even my bad days were memorable. I had...
    DawctahTee DawctahTee 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 7

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    My friends wouldn't get it anyway. They don't understand what it feels like to not be ok. They know I'm not ok though. They have seen my wrists. They have seen me randomly break...
    MalleeMurphy MalleeMurphy 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    …to make me feel better to confide in...or to just talk to… and be myself with :( I feel like I have no one to talk to… my mum used to be like that… I'm sure of it… I...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 16-17, F Nov 13

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    I'm in my last year of high school and I feel like I'm failing at being smart, I haven't had this problem before, I was always the "smart one" but the last couple of months I've...
    elisasama elisasama 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I'm thinking with my head, I know they do, but when I'm thinking emotionally it feels like they don't. I can convince myself of absolutely anything and I do that a lot, which...
    xPrincessMia xPrincessMia 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Lately I have been feeling really fed up and depressed. I feel that both family and friends hate me being happy or having a life of my own. My parents are both really ill and have...
    galaxy3 galaxy3 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I feel like, there's no hope, one cannot simply be totally free anymore. I feel like, I was born to work my entire life pursuing an illusion. Whenever I buy something i think...
    scringerw scringerw 18-21, M Oct 21

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    I've been a career university student since 1992. I have quite a number of degrees. For the most part, I did it for something to do during the day because I worked afternoon...
    absolom absolom 41-45 3 Responses Oct 23

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    If you look at me, I appear fine, just the same person as I've always been. But that's only on the outside - internally, I'm not. My depression has eaten away at my identity - I'm...
    megmegmeggers megmegmeggers 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I am so depressed, I don't feel anything is going to get better. I hate myself very much. I get everything wrong, I literally do, in every sense. Everything is a mess and my life...
    Awhiteorchid Awhiteorchid 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    Yes I am only 17 and I'm still to young to be talking about "forever" but you never know I could walk outside and get shot or just die unexpectedly idk what's going to happen to me...
    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    I don't believe I'm attractive I need felt good enough for the people around me or my ex.. I feel like I'll never be good enough I compare myself to girls and wish I could change...
    kanashimi93 kanashimi93 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I feel like I've gone through a thousand break ups . . . my heart crushed into microscopic pieces. My chest so tight and heavy. I feel like killing myself, but I cannot leave my...
    SuriAnne SuriAnne 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I laugh although I'm crying from deep within, I make clear strategy even when my mind is drowning from whirlpool thoughts, I breath even I'm choking internally I keep standing...
    icedwithin17 icedwithin17 26-30, F Nov 8

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    Before you told me you did not love me as did you, I had only thought I had simply fallen for you. One of my fears in not telling you was; Would my love and care from what's left...
    shadowweep shadowweep 31-35, M