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I See Myself As An Anomaly

For Those Who Just Don't Fit - Period 45 People

    According To The Dictionary Folk

    According to those dictionary folk - an anomaly is defined as the following: 1. a deviation from the common rule, type, arrangement, or form. 2. someone or something anomalous: With his quiet nature, he was an anomaly in his exuberant family. 3. an odd...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    I Am A Freak But Not Ashamed

      I sometimes will refer to myself as “plain” or “normal” but neither word is in actuality true.  I am more of a freak or an anomaly. There is no one else on this earth that is anything like me. I know this and it is kind of a good and bad...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    "dear God, Please Don't Let Me Be Normal"

    Like that quote from "The Fantasticks", I always strove to be somewhat of an anomaly. And...in addition to having a physical anomaly...I've learned to live my life in my own way, just a little bit offbeat in some ways while conforming to the norm in other ways. I'm not a...
    Dragon56 Dragon56 56-60, M Apr 5, 2010

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    I don't see myself as an attractive or cute 15 year old male. I am just extremely negative about certain topics I suppose. xx
    danfield1836 danfield1836 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    I never tend to believe in what people said to me. Guy friends would tell me that I'm attractive but seriously, I just can't see that in myself. I have such a low self-esteem and...
    TwingleLittleStar TwingleLittleStar 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    https://fbcdn-photos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/v/t1.0-0/10988935_535216633286939_7344958759751188420_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=0ab879cf66956913def40426575e81d8&oe=558A717F...
    ashley35189 ashley35189 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I want to see what everyone else does.
    MyCrookedSmile MyCrookedSmile 22-25, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    Am i anorexic? i eat less than 400 calories a day. the past 4 days ive ate around 300 cals. i eat once a day, dinner or lunch. i dont eat anything i dont know the calories from...
    roselain roselain 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I don't get why people love me , I'm so ugly and fat
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    Im 15, female, and in high school. I have a slightly hooked nose, small green eyes, eyebrows that naturally droop badly, excess fat in my cheeks, and resting bitchface. despite...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I feel like nobody wants me. I feel alone ad lost.
    JustineMusey JustineMusey 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    The outside of me is not very attractive. But the inside, is even worse. It's dark and mangled with weeds growing everywhere. There is hate and sadness. Despair covers everything...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    I'm 100% Vietnamese. I think I look okay ish
    Ngatt1 Ngatt1 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    Sometimes I am afraid of myself... I am afraid that I will grow up to be a murderer. This is a legitamate fear that is on my mind constantly. Normal people don't worry they will...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F Feb 18

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    i hate myself i hate my body, my face,my hair i hate how i walk,how i talk i hate looking into mirror i hate how i cant talk to people like a normal person i hate that i see myself...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I wish I could see myself through someone else's eyes, not just see myself in the mirror, but feel what they feel when they look at me...I know that seems odd
    curvvyspice curvvyspice 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    On the floor where my locker is at school, there's a door and a mirror attached to the door so every time it walk by, I see myself, and it completely ruins the rest of my day...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    He pleaded with me, "I love you." I cried back... "Love shouldn't hurt like this." I'm afraid to look in the mirror. I will surely see myself fading, like smoke. Can someone...
    serendipity65 serendipity65 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    I'll give you the key to explore my body and discover my soul.  Let me see myself, fully, by you loving me.
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Am I the only one who sees myself sane? Is the rest of the world seeing a psychotic, criminal, pathological , ugly, liar? And how would I ever know for sure ?
    calichic calichic 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Sometimes I can’t see myself when I’m with you. I can only just see you...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    How do I explain something that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 hrs ago

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    *No connections to anyone really. Just enjoy. Its a fictional writing." Life is hard. We both know that. Life won’t be without challenges. We were taught that. Life may have...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    My 2015 goal involves bettering myself in ever way. eat healthier, be more financially stable, be happier and more social
    betterthanbono betterthanbono 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    I really do! I was in the store the other day and just started to laugh uncontrollably! I honestly can't remember why but my GF just looked at me and of course that made me laugh...
    Foreverk22 Foreverk22 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Well, I often find myself lost and bored All The TIME. But when That happens i put on my headphones and listen to music and it feels right. But i take the headphones out, it all...
    ZeldaNerd ZeldaNerd 13-15, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    YOUR EYES............. ........Are the most innocent and most honest eyes I've ever seen. .........Speak thousand words whenever you are silent. ........Have told me all the unsaid...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    Finding an inspiration that heals. Shes gone. It hurts but I will be okay. This past year has been phenomenally hard but I believe I'm exactly where I need to be. 2014 I was...
    mmn6134 mmn6134 22-25, F Feb 5

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    I hate my life so much, I really have been compensating whether or not I should kill myself, but I can never bring myself to it, like it's just thoughts; but seriously Life's...
    Krchan2 Krchan2 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Life is the ultimate gift. Love is a natural, wonderful part of it supposed to sustain us, make us happy. Yet so many people here are agonising over the absence or complexity of it...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 12 hrs ago

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    Today, I wanted to relax, but I couldn't. My mind was planning in detail some corner of some project which was technically interesting, but not even possible to do today, and not...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Feb 10

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    To be completely honest I truly hate myself. Just the way I look and act make's me absolutely sick to my stomach. I have no confidence in the way I look, I feel as though everyone...
    CarsonKid14 CarsonKid14 13-15, M 6 Responses Feb 22

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    ​Eye gazingI know full well, when I am truly looking at someone and when I’m not. So I went through a phase where I experienced my own disconnectedness from… my soul...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Tomorrow is going to be tough. I'm scared. Terrified. Utterly bare with no armor. When did I lose it? Did I ever have one to begin with? How do explain myself. How do I confess...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I don't know if he loves me. Could be some. I know it's not enough. Not enough to care if he hurts me, alienates me, drives me away. I think it's sad. I'm confused by the person he...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Feb 17

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    I can see through people in a way that I can't explain. In the past 8 months I've been really trying to find myself & I've realized the more I am in tune with my SELF the more...
    mzsimone52 mzsimone52 18-21, F Feb 25

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    So I've been dating this guy for almost two years and he's really amazing and we love each other. What makes things difficult is that he plays rugby, and his high school, and now...
    ShioriVO ShioriVO 18-21, F a week ago

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    When I was younger I used to compare myself to other people, but as I've gotten older and adopted a new way of thinking, I only compete with myself. I want to be the best version...
    NikkiTattooedHeart NikkiTattooedHeart 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    I just survived my first Valentines day after separating from my husband of 24 years. Yes, I am glad that sucker is in the rear view mirror. The day. Not the man, lol. You get the...
    littlecreekgirl littlecreekgirl 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Not all of them fail, at all.. But... It is weekend now, I promised myself the last god knows how many weekends, that id take an weekend holiday, Just drive somewhere, rent a...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Feb 20

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    **WARNING** This is pretty much a vent about my personal life I hate me. I just hate myself so much. I get so worried about the smallest things. Are my fingernails too big? Do the...
    winception winception 13-15, T 3 Responses 1 day ago

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