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I See No Hope, My Life Seems Over

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    My Life Is Over

    i am married,living with my husband ,my family is in overseas i don't have anyone next to me when i married i got my stress started my husband lied to me and distroyed my life but he loves me to death but i can't forgive for him i lost all my friends everyday i live in my own...
    hamareena55 hamareena55 22-25 Aug 3, 2012

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    All I see are dark heavy clouds.

    My arms are physically weak from the thought of what i know is about to happen. But no one is listening. Every time He strikes it is covered up like nothing ever happened. I'm standing alone in the dark. I can't live like this anymore.
    gabby861 gabby861 26-30 Mar 21

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    Nothing To Tell

    I've done all I could on this earth. I raised a successful daughter, I've given everything I possibly could to my husband. Neither need me any more and I don't know how to live outside personal connection.
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6, 2012

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    My Life Is Over.

    When i was in high school u had to take the high school exit exam and i only past one part of the test. i past nath but did not pass english so have been going to adult school. And i just found that i cant take the cashee because i took the wrong class and they told me that i had...
    209army89 209army89 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 28, 2011

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    This Is Rich

    This is rich, I can not even do this right.
    yugofys yugofys 51-55 1 Response Sep 25, 2012

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    Ungrateful

    Ungrateful really, that's how it would appear to a stranger. I live in a nice home, in a good part of town. I have nice parents, and decent friends. I go to college during the week, and go out with my girls on the weekend. And yet, despite all this, despite the good relationships...
    brielladivine brielladivine 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 29, 2013

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    Hopeless

    Lost my job after 24 years, lost my home and then my wife filed for divorce on me. This all happened in a 90 day period. Still gave 3 kids at home, they live with their mom. Living with my brother at age 55, in different town. Totally depressed and I see no way to start my life...
    San4rd San4rd 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    Life Ruined

    So I am supposed to go visit my sister is Australia in January, I got a second job that I hate I took out a huge loan of a few thousand euro. I changed my college course to accommodate going in January, I paid out hundreds on gym membership to go and she informed me today that it...
    Torytoe Torytoe 22-25, F Sep 30, 2012

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    The End.

    I am a 29 yr old father of 3 boys, I work a full time job and pay my childsupport on time. Now I'm at my stopping point. With my lights getting cutoff next week and driving an unregistered uninsured car,no food and unable to get any type of government assisstance (I've tried em...
    Corlil Corlil 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    Why Not Me?

    My whole life I have wanted to be a famous country music singer. I have done all I can to get my foot in the door but I am ignored on all sides. Now I am 33 years old and my life is over. I'm too old now. They only want the 19 year old " Taylor Swift" type. I wish I was dead...
    FML1979 FML1979 31-35 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    LOVE IS LOST

    Okay so i was dating a 30yr old im 14 he acted so nice i meet him and he was so nice i didnt suspect anything everything was fine till the cops got involved long story short today they came to my house to tell me that he is a pedo and been convicted many times before and was...
    samitrailer99 samitrailer99 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2013

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    Just Meaningless

    life is just of no hope for me. once fine next moment it changes. this whole world is a very miserable place, full of lies and domination. there is no where reality and goodness, all bullshit and cheating, no forgiveness, if u try to over come and become a good person no one...
    divr divr 22-25 3 Responses Apr 21, 2012

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    Hope Is Burning Inside

    Perhaps hope is inside all of us, but locked behind a door. Hope is what we all want to have, with hope almost everything is possible. Without hope it seems that everything we all know and love is at an end (coming to it). Not being able to see it, touch it, smell it, taste it...
    TheMythLives TheMythLives 18-21, M Sep 28, 2008

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    It's not as dramatic

    as that. In fact, it feels pragmatic. Things are only shocking at first - if you think about something enough, it loses any shock it may have held. I'm 37. I don't want to die, necessarily, I just don't want to be alive anymore. I'm tired. I'm exhausted, actually. Long...
    idonotwantausername1024 idonotwantausername1024 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    Efil

    every winter its the same, stay in room all day and night, nobody want to give me a job because i duno they think im not worth it, i need money i need a place, my mom is the only one that helps me and the rest of the world is not helping me, nobody helps me, i wana get just one...
    crallex crallex 26-30, M Oct 11, 2012

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    Depressed And Pregnant

    I have a verbally abusive boyfriend who smokes pot everyday and does crystal meth sometimes. I was planning to leave next year as I don't do drugs or belong in his world. But now I've found out I'm pregnant with his child. I feel trapped and ashamed. I am employed casually ATM...
    Jaci121 Jaci121 22-25 2 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    A Real Man Gone To Waste!

    I was a down to earth aussie boy that loved sports the beach & everything else that life had to offer.Then I met reality! Go to work! Pay your tax! Find a wife! Buy a house! Harden the#%** up & get on with it! Being a ex surfboat rower & rugby league player I know what hard is...
    deano44boofhead deano44boofhead 41-45 1 Response Nov 17, 2012

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    I'm Soo Lost...

    It's been a rough year for my husband and I. As soon as we got married my dad was diagagnosed with stage 4 cancer and ended up passing away very traumatically in April. About a month ago my husband wanted a divorce. Then he changed his mind and wanted to work it out. We went to...
    Lost1180 Lost1180 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2011

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    As Long As He's Happy

    My boyfriend and I were together since freshmen year in high school, and it ended a couple days ago, a year and a half. I was on vacation, and he told me straight up that he wanted to be single. I had no idea this was coming. So I told him to make the choice of what he wanted...
    Gabbygabs2797 Gabbygabs2797 16-17 4 Responses Jul 17, 2013

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    I Struggle Through Devastating Hopelessness On A Daily Basis

    I'm inherently a cheerful person - so now that I have been coping with depression for several years it just looks like I'm only a little bit down. Because when I'm happy - rarely so, I'm bursting with life, but in my depression I still maintain some of my original demeanor. This...
    megsays megsays 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2013

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    I Used To Be Trusting And Hopeful But It Was A Lie

    I'm 54, divorced in 2009, 2 adult kids who despite a couple of major setbacks are doing okay. I was an awkward & quirky (but sensitive and smart as well) little kid and teen with body image issues and some problems but I did okay for the most part. I chased a cute, guitar-playing...
    ajg58 ajg58 56-60, F 2 Responses Jun 20, 2013

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    No Hope

    some times its like life just isn't worth living . I fill like the most gutless person in the world i can't even talk to people in person I'm such a coward. I would love to meet someone nice who understands what  I'm going through but sometimes I fill like I'm all alone...
    katemum katemum 26-30 5 Responses Oct 28, 2011

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    Hopeless To Death..

    I had a bad relationship experience with a guy when i was 16, he was a jerk, he told everyone he had sex with me and that i'm a B**ch !  it took me 3 years to get over him and over the depression that i had, the first two years i was all alone struggling, but then i met a guy...
    teetol teetol 18-21 1 Response Oct 24, 2011

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    Marriage

    I loved a guy for 3 years. all my friends and parents were against it. they told he will never make me happy dont believe him and marry. but i was so in love that i married him. but as everyone told now i am very unhappy. i hate my life. i cant even talk to anyone openly as the...
    sandra90 sandra90 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 26, 2013

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    I Don't See Hope

    But I feel it. And my life doesn't "seem over," it is. It's been over for a few weeks now. I have watched many things die. Not living things, but things that meant a great deal to me. You cannot tell me I will get those things back. A lot of those things were irreplaceable...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    The End Is Nearer Then I Could Ever Imagine

    I will try to make his as simple as possible.  In 2003 I had two major surgeries and gained over 80 pounds, had o sell home and filed bankrupcy.  Have built my credit back, had good job unill 2 years ago, company sold out to horrible corporation.  Still haven't lost weight...
    Surrenderer Surrenderer 56-60 2 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    The Sense of Hopelessness I Feel Is Almost Too Much to Bear

     I've been in dark places before in my life and right now is one of the darker ones.  I feel like I have lost all hope.  Those on the outside would probably look at me and think I should be happy but I am not.  My life so far has not been easy, nor has it been happy...
    Ayla74 Ayla74 51-55, F 9 Responses Sep 28, 2008

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    The Sun Always Shines On TV

    Never give up . A long time ago someone told me that if we ever piled our troubles on a table to swap with someone else that we'd want ours back after seeing theirs - I don't know if that's true but let me tell you about what I've been and am going through not to evoke sympathy...
    Mojojojo1961 Mojojojo1961 51-55 1 Response May 1, 2013

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    My Life May Really BE Over...

    What do you do when you are a born again Christian who has backsided his way from God? I was/am a Baptist and we believe once saved always saved. I got away from the Lord for a few years and came back. But it's not the same. I started doing research and have discovered that "Once...
    LordIsJesus LordIsJesus 46-50, M 5 Responses May 18, 2013

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    My Life Really Does Seem Over

    I am just 14 years old. From being conceived my life have been ******.. My Mother was with my Father (a millionaire at the time) for nothing other than his money. He was just one year younger than her Father - My Grandad.. The day I was born no one was phased. Dad went to work...
    Laura30997 Laura30997 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    Im Finished

    i love her, she doesnt love me, and i just found out that the guy i was gelous of because she liked him more, also has feelings for her. All i ever wanted was for her to be happy, and she will be more happy with him. So im done, im giving her up, she is the only reason i even...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2010

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    As Long As There Is Life There Is Hope---

    OKAY EVERYONE, HERE GOES----I WAS BORN TO TWO PEOPLE WHO SHOULD NEVER HAVE HAD A CHILD--ONE ALCOHOLIC AND CONNIVING, ONE SCHIZOPHRENIC AND PARANOID. I HAD A SAD AND LONELY CHILDHOOD, WAS MOLESTED/RAPED AT AGE THREE BY OLDER KIDS, MOLESTED BY MY FATHER AT AGE 9, AND BY A SON OF MY...
    Gwenofcrowhaven Gwenofcrowhaven 56-60 Oct 23, 2013

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    Everything I love is being taken away,

    my family is making me move schools and possibly across the country in the middle of my junior year. I was so close to preventing all this. So close to coming out victorious. No lies. Freedom. So close to being free from the thing that's always pulling me down and has been for...
    livisdone livisdone 18-21 Jan 2

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    Wake up everyday with severe anxiety.

    So severe the only thing I can concentrate on is myself. It is not right. Can't take it anymore. I wish I was dead.
    kennyjay kennyjay 51-55 2 Responses Sep 27

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