I Seek to Know the Truth of My Being

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 299 People

    The Kabbalah

    You may have read I am a Jewess, nineteen years old, and thinking about training to be a rabbi. Yes, well, this choice of career is a reflection of the love I have for my rabbi. I also have a great deal of love of the Kabbalist Yehuda Berg, whose books I have been reading avidly...
    Anuledroan Anuledroan
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 14, 2013

    God

    I stumble aimlessly in the darkwithout you near merummaging my small hands through my despairbut a crack in the stone lends your light to meand I once again yell your namebut I am like a frog living in a wellcan you still hear me?Oh Eternal, lift me out of the well of...
    BodhiSvaha BodhiSvaha
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jan 7, 2010

    ??????

    Who and what am I truly? Who and what have I beenin past lives? Did I commit so atrocity to deserve this life? Or am I going through all of this for some greater purpose? Maybe to learn from it, maybe I need to have these lif experiances in order to be in the right state of mind...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2007

    The Fall Of Mankind

    To introduce this story, I should say that this is very new information, through the researches of an advanced initiate whom I know personally, and it complements my story about Preparing For Ascension. For those interested in why Mankind is in such a pretty (ugly) pickle as a...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    Jan 11, 2010

    Dancing Evergreen

    I checked the number on the incoming call vibrating in my hand. It was a call I was required, by law, to answer twenty-four hours a day seven days a week.I practice walking meditation and breathing exercises around an old historic State Penitentiary long since closed and turned...
    gsparky22 gsparky22
    41-45, M
    Nov 5, 2012

    Mirage In The Middle Of The Road

    Your Love is so beautifulI stand in awe and let it swell up inside of mesuch is your lovethat I can feel it even in the darkbut my only possible mistake on this roadwould be to not go all the wayso my illusion of you fades awaydrifting off into your endless seaand I once again...
    BodhiSvaha BodhiSvaha
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2010

    Jamie Lee - Someone Just Sent This To Me...........................

    I read your recent story, and I remembered a story that I read a read from an indigenous tribe in the rainforest. It was told by a shaman medicine man telling of the most powerful shamans that ever existed. And they were saying that by far the most powerful shaman were ones that...
    JamieLee1 JamieLee1
    51-55, F
    Apr 24, 2012

    Preparing For Ascension Initiations

    First of all, what are we talking about here? Initiations? And ascension? Ascension is that process by which one refines and upgrades one's physical and other bodies and consciousness, to become more able to express "Who You Really Are" - your Spiritual, Essential Self...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    11 Responses Jun 27, 2009

    Life's Journey

    I do not think that I will ever find the reason for our living or the purpose of our life in the cosmic sense.  We each bring a purpose to our life to be good, bad, healthy, caring, etc.  There are philosophers and not philosophers who have written their treatise on...
    nudeinva nudeinva
    51-55, M
    9 Responses May 5, 2008

    I Really Want to Know

    I wanted to really share my story on spiritual awakening here.  And I will share it but not now (Technically i am still not fully awake spiritually).  It is a long story and small details of it are important for my own understanding so I assume they would be for others...
    JoyBelle JoyBelle
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2007

    Perfect

    How              do you define a word without concrete meaning? To each his own, the saying goes, so why             push to attain an ideal state of being that no two random people will agree is where              you want to be? Faultless. Finished...
    waitingtoberecognized waitingtoberecognized
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

    God's Whisper

    When I've got God whispering in my earI don't need to think about a thingI mean that metaphorically of courseHe's not literally whispering in my earbut He is whisperingyou just got to be quiet to hear Him
    BodhiSvaha BodhiSvaha
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2010

    Love, Show Me The Way

    I get tired of looking for reasons to love and then I remember that I should stop looking for reasons and let love show them to me
    BodhiSvaha BodhiSvaha
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Nov 27, 2009

    My Search For the Meaning of Life

    By birth I have the Sun in Sagittarius, which gives you a clue to my nature - scientific, truth-seeker, likes to understand things, "religious" (really more "spiritual") - but not the typical "sporty" type of Sagi, though I do like to walk in Nature...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    12 Responses Jun 30, 2007

    Consciousness Found Versus Consciousness Lost

           I've always tried to look past the illusion of Maya.  From an early age, I knew that there had to be more to life (and whatever happens after) than working a 9 to 5, raising kids, & growing old.  I joined different churches...
    johnnybliss johnnybliss
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Nov 9, 2009

    The Universal Need For Guidance In Life

    A few days ago, I asked myself "What do I really want for myself most of all in this life? I have a reasonable flat to stay in, enough food, a moderate amount of money coming in... what do I really want that would make a big difference in my life right now?" The thought came to...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    3 Responses Jan 27, 2011

    Lifelong Journey

    I know this it is cliche to say that getting to know one's self and the truth of one's being is a lifelong journey but it is probably true. Still, I can't help but wish there were a quicker way. And besides I am not sure a single life time is long enough. I want answers to the...
    sixflint sixflint
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2008

    Equanimous Days

    New meaning can redefine past experience, just as time heals all wounds.Shortly after becoming familiar with this term, I noticed when it was used to describe the response from a crew of deep sea fishermen caught in high winds as they pulled together to weather a storm.Equanimity...
    gsparky22 gsparky22
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jul 27, 2012

    Getting Guidance For Our Lives

    For much of my life I have wanted to have some true method of getting the spiritual knowledge and guidance for life in this world that I felt I needed... My searches have led me on a long road... The latest of my findings are pointed to by the following essay that I felt I must...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    4 Responses Jun 20, 2009

    My Experience Of The Ascension Process

    If you have been reading my posts about ascension, you may be interested to hear more about my experiences of the process. I first became aware of the concept of ascension as a human evolutionary pathway in the 1950s,when I was in my 20s, while living in a University town and...
    Waiwera Waiwera
    70+, M
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2011

    A Lighter Look At Life

    Not to be flippant, but I got this in a joke e-mail and it made me chuckle; I hope it does the same for you: The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get in the end of it? Death. What's that...a...
    nudeinva nudeinva
    51-55, M
    3 Responses May 10, 2008

    Human Nature

    Human nature reminds meof a man desperately hanging on to a cliff edgelooking down to see what waits for him belowall he see's is a menacing thick fogif only there was a way to clear the foghe would see that if he let gohe would fall right into God's waiting arms Don't be...
    BodhiSvaha BodhiSvaha
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 12, 2010

    Science Meets Religion; Ascension

    My boyfriend has recently over the past couple months gotten me increasingly interested in the concept of spiritiual awareness and acsension. The thing that I find most interesting about this whole concept is that it is the most realistic and relatable when looking into where...
    charlottefaye13 charlottefaye13
    18-21
    2 Responses Jun 15, 2011

    I've decided the only truth is the truth you

    make for yourself. If you accept other people's truths without question you cannot learn about yourself or your place in the world.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 27, 2015

    Interesting Reading

    I have been reading Eckhart Tolle.  I am still trying to grasp it all completely.  Searching and keeping an open mind to find the meaning to my life.  How to use his teachings to help me.  Trying to figure out how to use these teachings in my everyday...
    Cassandra Cassandra
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Feb 9, 2008

    Radient Gift In a Box

    As i appeard too be awakening, there was a radient light. Ajusting my eye's in focus. there was a beautifuly rapped box with a bow. Like a child on the holidays i ripped the paper and bow as if i never recieved a gift  before. Opening the ...
    ayyub123 ayyub123
    36-40
    1 Response Jul 21, 2008

    Related Experiences

    Part 2 Second year is an interesting story. So much happened and yet so little. It started well, I returned to Uni and thanks to that final night out we’d all become friends...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 21
    There are a lot of people imprisoned. I do not know how many of them are innocent but a sizable number of them are framed. Many are those, about whom we are clear that they have...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman
    46-50, F
    Apr 20
    I have an ATM card from my bank. Whenever I used it in an ATM, it would give me some problems. The message was “your card was not properly inserted”. This message would come...
    aproudwoman aproudwoman
    46-50, F
    Apr 20
    No more a fitting a final ep story could ever be written for the one here who needs it most. Why did you lie to me? I was honest with you about everything? What did you think was...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    11 Responses Apr 20
    I asked something and pretend I don't yet know the truth. And he answered me a lie, he start making alibi that he's with his friends they did their thesis etc. I saw him with his...
    Fashionella Fashionella
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I don't know where to meet someone or how. I try to talk about it secretly seeking encouragement that it is "okay" because I've been shamed so much for admitting it. Its obvious I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 19
    This will be a long post but I hope you bear with because this is something that’s been eating at me for a while. I fell in love with the most amazing girl I’ve ever met. The...
    Tobey94 Tobey94
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    "All will return to your Lord."- Qur'an 96:8"Our Lord, forgive me, my parents, and the believers on the Day of Reckoning."- Qur'an 14:41"Creator of the heavens and the earth, You...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    You dreamed instead of did. You wished instead of tried. they kept all motives hid. You cry because they lied. We told you to awaken Your rights are being taken Your lives you have...
    SofiaLongino SofiaLongino
    46-50, F
    Apr 18
    The pulls, pushes, and prodding of this world make it so that there is no choice but to search for You, so that I can make it through my day. The fact that I am reminded of who I...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
    just tell me the truth. dont pad things. dont protect my feelings and dont lie by omission. discovering a lie does far more harm than the information itself. oh well. lives...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17
    With the end near and seeing some of the negativity that has been presented about EP, I wanted to take a few moments and tell everyone about the positive that EP brought to my...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Apr 16
    hurt me with a truth! cmon!
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    It's horrible when you know the truth but still choose to not confront them about it.
    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Stumped on what I would need or want in my day today. But the words that You know me and have great plans for me, has me lifting up my hands saying, yesterday is gone, and tomorrow...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 15
    There's a lot that people don't know about me and i'm sure that the truth might seem like a lie
    hidingfromthedarkness hidingfromthedarkness
    16-17, F
    Apr 14
    Whine less, wish less and just know that You are who You say You are, which is the I Am. Where I am not, You are. Funny how they say if you want things to turn out differently, You...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    the title says it all. most of my life has been pain and sorrow both mental and physical you think that eye patch on my eye is fake no its 100% real. I made sacrifices for people...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    It has been known that if I don't love myself, how can I love another. You Father love me, because, I am uniquely and wonderfully made. You are love, and because You loved me from...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    Most people will have something to say they'll always have something negative to say people will always talk me down even the ones faking to be my friend others will deliberately...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    I lost my Dad when I was 9 yrs old & have had a lot of issues with that which include the lack of male intimacy not in a sexual way of course, but in a way of wanting to be able to...
    TheAMan1988 TheAMan1988
    26-30, M
    Apr 11
    Christian Greed https://dochub.com/timesoftrouble/kWbzzO/christian-greed What can truly amaze a genuine believer that looks only to the Father is just how true his words on world...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
    56-60, M
    Apr 11
    My world, my ways and all my views are based on past, present and can either be exciting or fearful, when looking ahead by looking at what I believe You can do for me. Father by...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 11
    If I could I'd fly away. I'd morph myself and change my name. To find the one, my heart desires, Someone who really knows me. We'd be friends-- maybe more than friends. And we...
    ProxyVox ProxyVox
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    did you ever just want to kidnap someone, tie them to a chair, track down some truth serum, and inject them with enough to kill a horse? yeah, I'm feeling that urge right about now...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    useless human ive proven to be a truly useless human. im destructive. I'm a monster. i broke like a toy fell into a lonely void i lived for destruction as the only definite...
    demonsaint demonsaint
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I much prefer truth than Chinese whispers, hearsay or lies. It's like a band aid rip it hurts but doesn't last thing don't it gingerly & it takes longer to get over. It's the...
    junedrops junedrops
    26-30, F
    Apr 9
    I just want to know...if I put up a pic, would you be honest with me? I'm not seeking/expecting compliments... I just want to know if I look normal or if I look like someone you...
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe
    22-25, F
    12 Responses Apr 8
    I can't think of anything that will send me over the edge faster! Life is less complicated if you're just upfront & honest. If you tell one lie, chances are you'll have to tell...
    CherokeePrincess1019 CherokeePrincess1019
    56-60, F
    Apr 8
    I always desire the entire truth no matter the affect someone believes it may have on me… I've been lied to and backstabbed enough in my past so I would rather know the pain of...
    musicismyworld16 musicismyworld16
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    most girls only worry consider these things 1 if you are good looking they will lie they dont but its the truth 2 if you are rich money can buy anything harsh truth in my view...
    soul4 soul4
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    It is said, "Whatever I have learned or received or heard from You, or seen in You, put into practice, for the God of peace will be with me." Well Father, I've seen, witnessed and...
    meto2015 meto2015
    41-45, F
    Apr 8
    are the sort of people who wish to engage in mass exterminations by the millions. They are people who would seek to cause holocausts. https://www.ushmm.org/wlc/en/article.php...
    silmarilion456 silmarilion456
    41-45, M
    Apr 7
    I hate people that lie so much and it's so clear that they're lying, they really think they're getting away with it. There's no reason to lie to me I genuinely would rather hear...
    geeeonuh geeeonuh
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 7
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