I Seem To Lose My Enjoyment Of Life

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    What's The Point In Life?

    I am begining to wonder what is the point in life? Would anyone miss me? Did I do anything in life that changed or helped others around me? I wish sometimes that Clarence could show me how my life impacted the world around me. Do I have a wonderful life or just a lousy life?I did...
    dydrmrcat dydrmrcat
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jan 14, 2010

    I Seem To Be Losing My Enjoyment In Life

    I don't know. Today, I went to the bookstore, and blew a hundred bucks. While I love reading, and will surely enjoy the books, I didn't get excited about it. I usually cream my jeans. I get all orgiastic about it. MM-MM, time to go jerk off, or MM-MM, this time I'll wipe it on...
    Socklord Socklord
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2010

    Since 1995 And Worse Since 1989

    I WANT THE ENJOYMENT OF LIFE BACKI WANT TO HAVE A LIFE AGAIN AND DREAM DO AND BEI WANT TO EXPERIENCE AND SHAREI WANT TO HAVE A DESTINY IN THE ARMS OF FREEDOM AND CHOICEI WANT TO LIVE AGAIN ... BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Feb 7, 2012

    I guess maybe I drove my excitement out of my

    ex significant other. Since we've lost each other he took my excitement with him. Even if we were to mend it, it would still be lost since he decided to take our trust throw it out and run it over. Tainted. Carelessly just went and killed my damn spirit.
    MissImperfect2122 MissImperfect2122
    26-30, F
    Aug 24, 2014

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