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I Seem To Lose My Enjoyment Of Life

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    Since 1995 And Worse Since 1989

    I WANT THE ENJOYMENT OF LIFE BACKI WANT TO HAVE A LIFE AGAIN AND DREAM DO AND BEI WANT TO EXPERIENCE AND SHAREI WANT TO HAVE A DESTINY IN THE ARMS OF FREEDOM AND CHOICEI WANT TO LIVE AGAIN ... BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 7, 2012

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    Often I Find Life Non-enjoyable

      The pleasure of life seems to often fade from me and I find myself resltlessly wanting to finish with this miserable little journey, to go on to the next stage and be done with all the suffering of my broken body, the loneliness that plagues me and the general...
    Dormantdrakon Dormantdrakon 22-25, F Feb 9, 2010

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    I Seem To Be Losing My Enjoyment In Life

    I don't know. Today, I went to the bookstore, and blew a hundred bucks. While I love reading, and will surely enjoy the books, I didn't get excited about it. I usually cream my jeans. I get all orgiastic about it. MM-MM, time to go jerk off, or MM-MM, this time I'll wipe it on...
    Socklord Socklord 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 9, 2010

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    I guess maybe I drove my excitement out of my

    ex significant other. Since we've lost each other he took my excitement with him. Even if we were to mend it, it would still be lost since he decided to take our trust throw it out and run it over. Tainted. Carelessly just went and killed my damn spirit.
    MissImperfect2122 MissImperfect2122 26-30, F Aug 24

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    What's The Point In Life?

    I am begining to wonder what is the point in life? Would anyone miss me? Did I do anything in life that changed or helped others around me? I wish sometimes that Clarence could show me how my life impacted the world around me. Do I have a wonderful life or just a lousy life?I did...
    dydrmrcat dydrmrcat 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 14, 2010

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