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I Seriously Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    There is something wrong with me,

    I screw everything up in life. I can't make heads or tails of things and when I finally do it's too late.
    virusvines virusvines 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Everyone says I'm the nicest person they've met.

    I don't yell at people, I never engage in fights, and can almost always be found on my computer or reading. But whenever I get really mad I just want to scream and yell and hurt someone. I'm afraid of myself and I can't talk to anyone about it, because my parents don't take me...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Over the years I've noticed I could t breathe

    well. I lose my breath quickly, and I can never get a full breath in. If I do it takes a few tries. I think it has to do with my parents smoking....but mostly with my dad. Also for the past month everytime I stand and I mean it it's literally every time. I get a huge head rush...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 5 Responses May 12

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    I'm social suicide to myself I feel like the

    way I act pushes people away from me , I'm scared I'm gonna end up alone if things keep going this way
    elinahowl elinahowl 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Laughing Is Not Normal

    I think there is something wrong with me because I can't cry at death in fact I do the opposite I laugh. I actually can't control my laughing fit at death. But I must add I can only laugh if the death is on TV or fake or if I"m reading it. But still to laugh at death. I used to...
    AsmayZora AsmayZora 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2010

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    I push people away when serious **** kept

    happening to me. I wish i didn't push you away..
    msphoebekaye msphoebekaye 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I got out of bed to let my dog out,

    next thing I know I'm on the floor with my head hurting. My mom said I passed out, so I told her lately when I stand I get light headed and it's hard to see cause either everything blurry or I start going blind. Now I'm sitting on the couch with a really bad headache (cause I...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 9 Responses Jun 19

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    Forever Alone?

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    I think I might be an impulsive liar,

    I constantly think up of excuses and stories just to cover up my insecurities from others. Maybe I'm just in this point in my life, fresh out of college, still unable to find work. When one of my more successful friends checks on me, I immediately come up with a story. It...
    1092baker 1092baker 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    Am I A Man, Or What?

    The older I get the more it seems like I missed a crucial turning point in my life. Maybe it was more than one crucial turning point. I look around at the guys I know. They seem to have this innate sense of themselves as being about more than one thing. That's the only way I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    I seem to always make mistake

    and im not able to make up for them but i do try i really try.Also I have bad nightmares at night and I wake myself up and I cant stop seeing the nightmares, im litterally awake after them and cant wash the images from my eyes, they dont stop till the light is on and i foccus on...
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Dec 9, 2013

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    Feel Very Defective......

    To be the eternal singleton, still living at home and to have no friends, that suggests to me that there is something wrong with me. It may just be bad luck, not being in the right place at the right time, but I can't help thinking that it's just me. Every morning I wake up and...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Doesn't Really Bother Me

    I've never really been normal, I've always been at least a little strange. It doesn't bother me all that much, it bothers me when other people notice. Some people notice more than others; my art teacher from last year sees a lot of the things, while my old english teacher didn't...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 Mar 31, 2012

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    Pretty sure something is wrong with me.

    I'm not sure what it is. When I was in middle school for some reason I wouldn't let myself breath in the hallways, I would hold my breath and even if I was to the point were I felt like I would pass out I wouldn't let myself breathe unless I made it to my locker or class. Now I...
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    So I've been at this new school

    for more than 3 months and I still can't get used to the rules and timetables, and my friends get mad because THEY get in trouble with the teachers for "not taking care of me." Wtf?! I don't need people to take care of me! It's just that I'm taking WAY too much time to learn how...
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    I Can't Think Of A Better Story Subject To Write This Under, So Here It Goes...

    i'm experiencing a very strange thing. And it's getting worse as of recently. i know it's a long shot, because i've never heard of anyone experiencing something like this, at least no ones ever admitted to it, or mentioned it to me, but i've decided to write this story in hopes...
    anonymousgirl12345678910 anonymousgirl12345678910 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    Something Is Not Right Here...Oh, It'S Me.

    last weekend i was in a very badmood, and i thought perhaps a day away from paper works and phones would give me peace of mind. so i decided to waste my whole day at a nearby Starbucks. There i was, sitting at the most isolate seat in the cafe with my sugarless cappucino, reading...
    ideallover ideallover 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    I Am No Longer Human, Really.

    Oh, this world just cracks me up. With your little gods, and your economies, and your countries, and your history. So CUTE! I look at things from a time-traveler's point of view, seeing everything that ever was or ever will be, while you lot just stand there and wonder about the...
    TheOneWithManyNames TheOneWithManyNames 18-21 1 Response Dec 10, 2012

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    Itscookiemonster Itscookiemonster 16-17, F 2 Responses May 25

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    I'm Not Sure...

    But I know I'm not normal. I feel so out of place, and so...unmistakably awkward. It's a sense of floating, like I'm standing in thin air just waiting to fall. I just don't feel like I fit in with anybody. Everyone seems so...normal. Whereas everything I am, is...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Maybe... Or yea it's

    so many things I don't even know where to begin. I just want to be better, I'm going to be better than I am today. It's sad how many people actually are sad these days, mental illness is killing us all. An old classmate of mine committed suicide a few months ago. No one even...
    Jessoka Jessoka 18-21, F 1 Response May 25

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    Fuckkk It's Back

    OK so like 2 months ago, I think i was having anxiety attacks. I was obsessed with labeling myself and came to a conclusion: borderline personality disorder, hung on to that for like a month and it went away. Meaning my self image/confidence, and overall feelings where great...
    maniachick maniachick 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2009

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    starfire18 starfire18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    It seems that I will have just spontaneous

    bursts in energy and happiness at the most random times, and they can last from minutes to multiple hours to even a day or two. But then I go back to being really depressed and having strong fatigue, and it feels like it can change at any minute. One minute I could be singing a...
    bandfreak26 bandfreak26 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    I am not gay but I like Justin Timberlake.

    He's funny a good actor and I like his style. Is there something wrong with me?
    toneetee toneetee 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    i hate taking showers ( i do it anyway ) i like

    to were boys clothes i spell words worng im VARY bad at math i easily forget ._.
    AkariMei AkariMei 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 15

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    Been Divorced 4 Times

     I was married around 12-18 years each time so it's not like casual relationship. I thought I loved each of them but after awhile, things just started to unravel and finally the twine was all over the floor and I moved on.  Looking back, I need to take responsibility...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 11 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Emotional Disconnect

    I can't really care about anyone new. I still care about certain people I knew before, but after some point in time I just wanted to keep myself closed from other people to avoid being hurt. I know this is a foolish reaction that ultimately keeps me from feeling anything good...
    instinct12 instinct12 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    I'm stuck in a life that I'm destined to fail

    at. I've lost any ability I've had to make friends and can't figure out why. I'm unattractive sure. But someone could still hang out with me.....im sorry to anyone that I've done wrong.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 4, 2013

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    Apparently There Is Nothing Wrong With Me?

    That's what people tell me. I've tried to get blunt answers from people that know me but the general consensus is that there is nothing wrong with me. I don't know if they are too scared I will get mad or what. Or... I just haven't found the right one, huh? Hmm... Shouldn't...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 3 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I don't care. I can't stay upset,

    even if I try. Sometimes I don't even see people as people. I'm starting to get concerned
    LilLuigi LilLuigi 26-30, M Dec 20, 2013

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    I was cutting fruit in the kitchen

    when my dog came up to me. An image flashed before me of me stabbing my dog.
    Nick1354 Nick1354 16-17, M 2 Responses May 25

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    I don't even know how to explain it without sounding majorly cliche. He's always there for me no matter what and he knows he can come to me about anything. I can joke around with...
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    Hey all. The problem I am writing about is very common, I just need your advice. I have a friend, She is really good person, I felt really good when she is around me, we are close...
    missworldever missworldever 16-17 1 Response Aug 5

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    I get into these relationships that seem to be going really well and then it's like as soon as we get serious, everything goes wrong. I live with my boyfriend who I've been with...
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    There has to be a developmental impairment that was overlooked. My brains made them excited so they failed to see how wrecked that made me.
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