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I Seriously Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    Fuckkk It's Back

    OK so like 2 months ago, I think i was having anxiety attacks. I was obsessed with labeling myself and came to a conclusion: borderline personality disorder, hung on to that for like a month and it went away. Meaning my self image/confidence, and overall feelings where great...
    maniachick maniachick 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2009

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    Apparently There Is Nothing Wrong With Me?

    That's what people tell me. I've tried to get blunt answers from people that know me but the general consensus is that there is nothing wrong with me. I don't know if they are too scared I will get mad or what. Or... I just haven't found the right one, huh? Hmm... Shouldn't...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    Doesn't Really Bother Me

    I've never really been normal, I've always been at least a little strange. It doesn't bother me all that much, it bothers me when other people notice. Some people notice more than others; my art teacher from last year sees a lot of the things, while my old english teacher didn't...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 Mar 31, 2012

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    Am I A Man, Or What?

    The older I get the more it seems like I missed a crucial turning point in my life. Maybe it was more than one crucial turning point. I look around at the guys I know. They seem to have this innate sense of themselves as being about more than one thing. That's the only way I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 21, 2009

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    There is something wrong with me,

    I screw everything up in life. I can't make heads or tails of things and when I finally do it's too late.
    virusvines virusvines 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    I am not gay but I like Justin Timberlake.

    He's funny a good actor and I like his style. Is there something wrong with me?
    toneetee toneetee 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Feel Very Defective......

    To be the eternal singleton, still living at home and to have no friends, that suggests to me that there is something wrong with me. It may just be bad luck, not being in the right place at the right time, but I can't help thinking that it's just me. Every morning I wake up and...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Forever Alone?

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2012

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    I'm stuck in a life that I'm destined to fail

    at. I've lost any ability I've had to make friends and can't figure out why. I'm unattractive sure. But someone could still hang out with me.....im sorry to anyone that I've done wrong.
    Kindalosing Kindalosing 26-30, M Dec 4, 2013

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    I'm Not Sure...

    But I know I'm not normal. I feel so out of place, and so...unmistakably awkward. It's a sense of floating, like I'm standing in thin air just waiting to fall. I just don't feel like I fit in with anybody. Everyone seems so...normal. Whereas everything I am, is...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    I Am No Longer Human, Really.

    Oh, this world just cracks me up. With your little gods, and your economies, and your countries, and your history. So CUTE! I look at things from a time-traveler's point of view, seeing everything that ever was or ever will be, while you lot just stand there and wonder about the...
    TheOneWithManyNames TheOneWithManyNames 18-21 1 Response Dec 10, 2012

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    Something Is Not Right Here...Oh, It'S Me.

    last weekend i was in a very badmood, and i thought perhaps a day away from paper works and phones would give me peace of mind. so i decided to waste my whole day at a nearby Starbucks. There i was, sitting at the most isolate seat in the cafe with my sugarless cappucino, reading...
    ideallover ideallover 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2013

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    Been Divorced 4 Times

     I was married around 12-18 years each time so it's not like casual relationship. I thought I loved each of them but after awhile, things just started to unravel and finally the twine was all over the floor and I moved on.  Looking back, I need to take responsibility...
    dorobo dorobo 70+, M 11 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Everyone says I'm the nicest person they've met.

    I don't yell at people, I never engage in fights, and can almost always be found on my computer or reading. But whenever I get really mad I just want to scream and yell and hurt someone. I'm afraid of myself and I can't talk to anyone about it, because my parents don't take me...
    LaurenHarris LaurenHarris 13-15, F Jan 30

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    I Can't Think Of A Better Story Subject To Write This Under, So Here It Goes...

    i'm experiencing a very strange thing. And it's getting worse as of recently. i know it's a long shot, because i've never heard of anyone experiencing something like this, at least no ones ever admitted to it, or mentioned it to me, but i've decided to write this story in hopes...
    anonymousgirl12345678910 anonymousgirl12345678910 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    It seems that I will have just spontaneous

    bursts in energy and happiness at the most random times, and they can last from minutes to multiple hours to even a day or two. But then I go back to being really depressed and having strong fatigue, and it feels like it can change at any minute. One minute I could be singing a...
    LaurenHarris LaurenHarris 13-15, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Laughing Is Not Normal

    I think there is something wrong with me because I can't cry at death in fact I do the opposite I laugh. I actually can't control my laughing fit at death. But I must add I can only laugh if the death is on TV or fake or if I"m reading it. But still to laugh at death. I used to...
    AsmayZora AsmayZora 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2010

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    I don't care. I can't stay upset,

    even if I try. Sometimes I don't even see people as people. I'm starting to get concerned
    LilLuigi LilLuigi 26-30, M Dec 20, 2013

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    Emotional Disconnect

    I can't really care about anyone new. I still care about certain people I knew before, but after some point in time I just wanted to keep myself closed from other people to avoid being hurt. I know this is a foolish reaction that ultimately keeps me from feeling anything good...
    instinct12 instinct12 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    Wonder If There's Something Wrong With Me

    Throughout my life i've always tried to be a nice fun guy to be around. I'm usually funny and outgoing but unlike most i know when not to cross the line with things and i've always thought that i've had a good grasp on things. But when it comes to friendships people always seem...
    iamespada iamespada 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2013

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    Well I just started dating this guy so I guess it's not technically"boyfriend" but still... I met him through my internship, he's 8 years older then me, absolutely gorgeous, and a...
    erndo23 erndo23 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    With the type of work I do there is not one day when this thought does not pass through my mind.. I seriously wonder what the hell is wrong with people. It's a never ending WTF and...
    Jerseygirl72 Jerseygirl72 41-45 Mar 27

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    I really cannot comprehend how about half of my age group are in long term relationships and then there's me,who by the way I am a lesbian,and most of my friends (gay and straight...
    RidiculouslyJasmine RidiculouslyJasmine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    4/ 12/14 Something I read sticks with me. I cannot say who said it but I can relate. " What's wrong with my brain? On the Left side is nothing right and on the right side of my...
    minimeowz minimeowz 61-65, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I know some gays want me to be this or that, but I'm happy being just the way I am. There isn't a damn thing wrong with being gay and me being me. Same goes for everyone else gay...
    TanTwink TanTwink 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Very profound words, they are. I think therefore I am........a............something. o.O
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Nothing's wrong with you. You are an individual. A beautiful person. A piece of life. You are unique and you are your own person. Just because you are different from other people...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Mar 29

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    He makes my heart stop... He makes me daydream until dreaming isn't enough , he's the sun in my sky, and he makes me feel great... Doctor what's wrong with me ? Doctor: I think...
    internallybroken internallybroken 13-15, M Apr 9

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    I think there should be petticoat discipline. I think that because I love dressing like a girl. If I got punished I would love to have my punishment being a baby girl.
    Sarahismygirlname Sarahismygirlname 13-15, T Mar 30

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    I feel like I owe my old friends an apology. I feel like I’m the reason a lot of my past relationships haven’t worked out. I feel like I’m always wasting time...
    moorelove3168 moorelove3168 18-21 6 days ago

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    Why Believe God Exists? (Part 1)Are there any compelling reasons to think that God exists? Can we know with good reason that there is a God? If so, what counts as proof? If there...
    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M 1 Response Apr 11

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    Look I don't like to mess up, no one does, but I'm big enough of a person to take responsibilities for my actions and apologize. There's no point in dragging it out. They'll either...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Spiritual Self-AssessmentThe purpose of this activity is to help you in identifying a sense of your spirituality. There are no “right” or “wrong” answers...
    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M Apr 6

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    Don't get me wrong. The majority of the community here is friendly, supportive and respectful. Even protective if they think that someone is harassing you online. It's the people...
    writercookies writercookies 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    It ain't a thing wrong in the world with being gay!! It's worse things that you can be other than gay. EX: stupid, a bum, ugly, etc. I honestly rather be gay than stupid. Stupid...
    Addictivethickness Addictivethickness 18-21, F Apr 6

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    skyskiller83 skyskiller83 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Part 2The Argument from Design Second, the argument from design moves from what looks like design and order in the universe to a master Designer. It’s like moving from a...
    WilliamC WilliamC 61-65, M Apr 12

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    I'm new here, so when I look at the scrolling Experiences.. and see things like,"I like rough sex" or something yeah it creeps me out.
    Ruru88 Ruru88 18-21, F Mar 28

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    Do you ever wonder if what you believe in is right and not as pointless an chasing fairy tails in the moon light. How would you know if what you think is true or just something we...
    SnowBunny37 SnowBunny37 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Truth is everybody is a follower, they see a celebrity on TV or an athlete act out, and right away they think oh they are so awesome I must act just like them. How about just be...
    Ashleypaz3 Ashleypaz3 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I don't have any real friends my age. I quit all my sports. Im not anything special. Every time I find someone on here to talk to that I think could be a good friend they never...
    princesszoe13 princesszoe13 16-17, F Apr 1

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    yourdreamsoulmate yourdreamsoulmate 31-35, M Mar 31

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    i dont understand how some people can just be the way they are, it disgusts me and with others, just tests my patience especially with the younger generation and some of the oldest...
    storylover6 storylover6 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    No heaven no hell No God no devil No punishment no reward No sin no forgiveness No truth . .but there are lies No purpose . . but there are pleasures No answers, no patterns, no...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Ok so heres my story It all started when me and the school bully got into an argument he was trying to give me a texas wedge and i ran and hid in the jungel gym when he eventuly...
    wedgiegirl2939 wedgiegirl2939 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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