I Seriously Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 542 People

    Well their is a really big problem with me.

    I say things that's on my mind like cool story's, and the weird stuff comes right out like a paint ball coming out of a gun
    RyanLThomas RyanLThomas
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 31, 2014

    one day i'm suicidal

    and one day i love life what's going on ??
    linadabaghie linadabaghie
    13-15, F
    2 Responses May 17, 2015

    Emotional Disconnect

    I can't really care about anyone new. I still care about certain people I knew before, but after some point in time I just wanted to keep myself closed from other people to avoid being hurt. I know this is a foolish reaction that ultimately keeps me from feeling anything good...
    instinct12 instinct12
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2010

    I don't fit in anywhere not

    even on here what is wrong with me
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 31, 2014

    Over the years I've noticed I could t breathe

    well. I lose my breath quickly, and I can never get a full breath in. If I do it takes a few tries. I think it has to do with my parents smoking....but mostly with my dad. Also for the past month everytime I stand and I mean it it's literally every time. I get a huge head rush...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 12, 2014

    Feel Very Defective......

    To be the eternal singleton, still living at home and to have no friends, that suggests to me that there is something wrong with me. It may just be bad luck, not being in the right place at the right time, but I can't help thinking that it's just me. Every morning I wake up and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 14, 2011

    i hate taking showers ( i do it anyway ) i like

    to were boys clothes i spell words worng im VARY bad at math i easily forget ._.
    AkariMei AkariMei
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Aug 15, 2014

    I think I might be an impulsive liar,

    I constantly think up of excuses and stories just to cover up my insecurities from others. Maybe I'm just in this point in my life, fresh out of college, still unable to find work. When one of my more successful friends checks on me, I immediately come up with a story. It...
    1092baker 1092baker
    22-25, M
    Aug 15, 2014

    I Am No Longer Human, Really.

    Oh, this world just cracks me up. With your little gods, and your economies, and your countries, and your history. So CUTE! I look at things from a time-traveler's point of view, seeing everything that ever was or ever will be, while you lot just stand there and wonder about the...
    TheOneWithManyNames TheOneWithManyNames
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 10, 2012

    There is something wrong with me,

    I screw everything up in life. I can't make heads or tails of things and when I finally do it's too late.
    virusvines virusvines
    18-21, F
    Dec 4, 2013

    Maybe... Or yea it's

    so many things I don't even know where to begin. I just want to be better, I'm going to be better than I am today. It's sad how many people actually are sad these days, mental illness is killing us all. An old classmate of mine committed suicide a few months ago. No one even...
    Jessoka Jessoka
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 25, 2014

    Every time I try and do something

    that I think is for the benefit of someone it always comes back and bites me so going forward I am just going to stop and not bother anymore.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015

    Ok so ever since my ex

    and I broke up, I feel like I have bad English now. I get lots of tongue twisters and I use the wrong terms sometimes. Before the break up (and before I met my ex), my English was almost perfect. Or maybe I'm just doing more talking to classmates, teachers and strangers this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 25, 2015

    I just fainted at work last week

    and my heart rate dropped to 36. I ended up in the ER ( I work in a hospital so I had to go - incident report since I supposedly collapsed and hit my head) . My resting heart rate was barely in my 40's even couple hours . A week later EKG still shows my resting heart rate at 40...
    romi777 romi777
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2014

    Apparently There Is Nothing Wrong With Me?

    That's what people tell me. I've tried to get blunt answers from people that know me but the general consensus is that there is nothing wrong with me. I don't know if they are too scared I will get mad or what. Or... I just haven't found the right one, huh? Hmm... Shouldn't...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

    Fuckkk It's Back

    OK so like 2 months ago, I think i was having anxiety attacks. I was obsessed with labeling myself and came to a conclusion: borderline personality disorder, hung on to that for like a month and it went away. Meaning my self image/confidence, and overall feelings where great...
    maniachick maniachick
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2009

    So I've been at this new school

    for more than 3 months and I still can't get used to the rules and timetables, and my friends get mad because THEY get in trouble with the teachers for "not taking care of me." Wtf?! I don't need people to take care of me! It's just that I'm taking WAY too much time to learn how...
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 14, 2014
    starfire18 starfire18
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2014

    I Can't Think Of A Better Story Subject To Write This Under, So Here It Goes...

    i'm experiencing a very strange thing. And it's getting worse as of recently. i know it's a long shot, because i've never heard of anyone experiencing something like this, at least no ones ever admitted to it, or mentioned it to me, but i've decided to write this story in hopes...
    anonymousgirl12345678910 anonymousgirl12345678910
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Oct 21, 2012

    It seems that I will have just spontaneous

    bursts in energy and happiness at the most random times, and they can last from minutes to multiple hours to even a day or two. But then I go back to being really depressed and having strong fatigue, and it feels like it can change at any minute. One minute I could be singing a...
    XmeganlindseyX XmeganlindseyX
    16-17, F
    Dec 4, 2013

    I'm social suicide to myself I feel like the

    way I act pushes people away from me , I'm scared I'm gonna end up alone if things keep going this way
    elinahowl elinahowl
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2014

    I think I have a mental disorder.

    They say that if you think you're crazy then most likely you aren't but you know if there is something wrong with you. Anyone can dig into their thoughts and actions and see that it isn't right. I don't care who you are. Plus it runs in my family so that makes it even more...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2015

    aww it's good that I'm back to normal to the

    real me well for now after weeks of unreasonable thinking, I've made many things that I can't find a reason why I did, lack of focusing, abnormal happiness! but I'll try my best to stay with the normal me. i kept crying for things I did and I have no idea why I've made them or...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    I lost my son to cancer in 2007.

    Ever since then I feel like I'm slowly going crazy. In 2014 I've tried 2 different medications. No help. I've tried to keep busy by learning acrylic nails (which I'm actually getting good at). I have a five year old daughter and I feel like I'm not a good mother because I have...
    ClickCloser ClickCloser
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 24, 2014

    I hate how at night I feel like I see things in

    the shadows. I get angry at myself because I know they're not real, it's just my brain freaking myself out. still scares me to death. I don't like being alone.
    katalina22 katalina22
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 6, 2015

    Everyone says I'm the nicest person they've met.

    I don't yell at people, I never engage in fights, and can almost always be found on my computer or reading. But whenever I get really mad I just want to scream and yell and hurt someone. I'm afraid of myself and I can't talk to anyone about it, because my parents don't take me...
    XmeganlindseyX XmeganlindseyX
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    I got out of bed to let my dog out,

    next thing I know I'm on the floor with my head hurting. My mom said I passed out, so I told her lately when I stand I get light headed and it's hard to see cause either everything blurry or I start going blind. Now I'm sitting on the couch with a really bad headache (cause I...
    BooBear99 BooBear99
    16-17, F
    8 Responses Jun 19, 2014

    Pretty sure something is wrong with me.

    I'm not sure what it is. When I was in middle school for some reason I wouldn't let myself breath in the hallways, I would hold my breath and even if I was to the point were I felt like I would pass out I wouldn't let myself breathe unless I made it to my locker or class. Now I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I push people away when serious **** kept

    happening to me. I wish i didn't push you away..
    msphoebekaye msphoebekaye
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2014

    There is something wrong with me.

    But I can't fix it!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!
    teaken2001 teaken2001
    13-15, M
    1 Response May 18, 2015
    Itscookiemonster Itscookiemonster
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2014

    I'm Not Sure...

    But I know I'm not normal. I feel so out of place, and so...unmistakably awkward. It's a sense of floating, like I'm standing in thin air just waiting to fall. I just don't feel like I fit in with anybody. Everyone seems so...normal. Whereas everything I am, is...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

    I am not gay but I like Justin Timberlake.

    He's funny a good actor and I like his style. Is there something wrong with me?
    toneetee toneetee
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 15, 2014

    I don't care. I can't stay upset,

    even if I try. Sometimes I don't even see people as people. I'm starting to get concerned
    LilLuigi LilLuigi
    26-30, M
    Dec 20, 2013

    There is something wrong with me.

    I'm a crazy slvt :)
    PickledLily PickledLily
    70+, F
    Nov 16, 2015

    So basically my friend like Guy

    and then he used her and that stuff. But a couple of days ago he started speaking to me and now I always speak to him and today she found out and went off on one saying I need to choose her or him and I don't decide so...yeah I said I wouldn't speak till him till she's over it...
    Krystal666 Krystal666
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2014

    I'm stuck in a life that I'm destined to fail

    at. I've lost any ability I've had to make friends and can't figure out why. I'm unattractive sure. But someone could still hang out with me.....im sorry to anyone that I've done wrong.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 4, 2013

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