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I Seriously Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 552 People

    I Can't Think Of A Better Story Subject To Write This Under, So Here It Goes...

    i'm experiencing a very strange thing. And it's getting worse as of recently. i know it's a long shot, because i've never heard of anyone experiencing something like this, at least no ones ever admitted to it, or mentioned it to me, but i've decided to write this story in hopes...
    anonymousgirl12345678910 anonymousgirl12345678910 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 21, 2012

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    I hate how at night I feel like I see things in

    the shadows. I get angry at myself because I know they're not real, it's just my brain freaking myself out. still scares me to death. I don't like being alone.
    katalina22 katalina22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2015

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    aww it's good that I'm back to normal to the

    real me well for now after weeks of unreasonable thinking, I've made many things that I can't find a reason why I did, lack of focusing, abnormal happiness! but I'll try my best to stay with the normal me. i kept crying for things I did and I have no idea why I've made them or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 18, 2015

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    Everyone says I'm the nicest person they've met.

    I don't yell at people, I never engage in fights, and can almost always be found on my computer or reading. But whenever I get really mad I just want to scream and yell and hurt someone. I'm afraid of myself and I can't talk to anyone about it, because my parents don't take me...
    XmeganlindseyX XmeganlindseyX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    Every time I try and do something

    that I think is for the benefit of someone it always comes back and bites me so going forward I am just going to stop and not bother anymore.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 22, 2015

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    i hate taking showers ( i do it anyway ) i like

    to were boys clothes i spell words worng im VARY bad at math i easily forget ._.
    AkariMei AkariMei 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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    There is something wrong with me.

    I'm a crazy slvt :)
    PickledLily PickledLily 70+, F Nov 16, 2015

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    I got out of bed to let my dog out,

    next thing I know I'm on the floor with my head hurting. My mom said I passed out, so I told her lately when I stand I get light headed and it's hard to see cause either everything blurry or I start going blind. Now I'm sitting on the couch with a really bad headache (cause I...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 22-25, F 8 Responses Jun 19, 2014

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    Emotional Disconnect

    I can't really care about anyone new. I still care about certain people I knew before, but after some point in time I just wanted to keep myself closed from other people to avoid being hurt. I know this is a foolish reaction that ultimately keeps me from feeling anything good...
    instinct12 instinct12 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 13, 2010

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    one day i'm suicidal

    and one day i love life what's going on ??
    linadabaghie linadabaghie 13-15, F 2 Responses May 17, 2015

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    I am not gay but I like Justin Timberlake.

    He's funny a good actor and I like his style. Is there something wrong with me?
    toneetee toneetee 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    I don't fit in anywhere not

    even on here what is wrong with me
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 31, 2014

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    Fuckkk It's Back

    OK so like 2 months ago, I think i was having anxiety attacks. I was obsessed with labeling myself and came to a conclusion: borderline personality disorder, hung on to that for like a month and it went away. Meaning my self image/confidence, and overall feelings where great...
    maniachick maniachick 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2009

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    I'm social suicide to myself I feel like the

    way I act pushes people away from me , I'm scared I'm gonna end up alone if things keep going this way
    elinahowl elinahowl 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2014

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    Well their is a really big problem with me.

    I say things that's on my mind like cool story's, and the weird stuff comes right out like a paint ball coming out of a gun
    RyanLThomas RyanLThomas 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    I don't care. I can't stay upset,

    even if I try. Sometimes I don't even see people as people. I'm starting to get concerned
    LilLuigi LilLuigi 26-30, M Dec 20, 2013

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    It seems that I will have just spontaneous

    bursts in energy and happiness at the most random times, and they can last from minutes to multiple hours to even a day or two. But then I go back to being really depressed and having strong fatigue, and it feels like it can change at any minute. One minute I could be singing a...
    XmeganlindseyX XmeganlindseyX 13-15, F Dec 4, 2013

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    So basically my friend like Guy

    and then he used her and that stuff. But a couple of days ago he started speaking to me and now I always speak to him and today she found out and went off on one saying I need to choose her or him and I don't decide so...yeah I said I wouldn't speak till him till she's over it...
    Krystal666 Krystal666 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23, 2014

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    I lost my son to cancer in 2007.

    Ever since then I feel like I'm slowly going crazy. In 2014 I've tried 2 different medications. No help. I've tried to keep busy by learning acrylic nails (which I'm actually getting good at). I have a five year old daughter and I feel like I'm not a good mother because I have...
    ClickCloser ClickCloser 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 6, 2015

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    I think I have a mental disorder.

    They say that if you think you're crazy then most likely you aren't but you know if there is something wrong with you. Anyone can dig into their thoughts and actions and see that it isn't right. I don't care who you are. Plus it runs in my family so that makes it even more...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2015

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    Feel Very Defective......

    To be the eternal singleton, still living at home and to have no friends, that suggests to me that there is something wrong with me. It may just be bad luck, not being in the right place at the right time, but I can't help thinking that it's just me. Every morning I wake up and...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    I think I might be an impulsive liar,

    I constantly think up of excuses and stories just to cover up my insecurities from others. Maybe I'm just in this point in my life, fresh out of college, still unable to find work. When one of my more successful friends checks on me, I immediately come up with a story. It...
    1092baker 1092baker 22-25, M Aug 15, 2014

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    So I've been at this new school

    for more than 3 months and I still can't get used to the rules and timetables, and my friends get mad because THEY get in trouble with the teachers for "not taking care of me." Wtf?! I don't need people to take care of me! It's just that I'm taking WAY too much time to learn how...
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 24, 2014

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    There is something wrong with me.

    But I can't fix it!!!! Ahhhhh!!!!!!!
    teaken2001 teaken2001 13-15, M 1 Response May 18, 2015

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    I'm Not Sure...

    But I know I'm not normal. I feel so out of place, and so...unmistakably awkward. It's a sense of floating, like I'm standing in thin air just waiting to fall. I just don't feel like I fit in with anybody. Everyone seems so...normal. Whereas everything I am, is...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 7 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    Maybe... Or yea it's

    so many things I don't even know where to begin. I just want to be better, I'm going to be better than I am today. It's sad how many people actually are sad these days, mental illness is killing us all. An old classmate of mine committed suicide a few months ago. No one even...
    Jessoka Jessoka 18-21, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    There is something wrong with me,

    I screw everything up in life. I can't make heads or tails of things and when I finally do it's too late.
    virusvines virusvines 18-21, F Dec 4, 2013

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    Ok so ever since my ex

    and I broke up, I feel like I have bad English now. I get lots of tongue twisters and I use the wrong terms sometimes. Before the break up (and before I met my ex), my English was almost perfect. Or maybe I'm just doing more talking to classmates, teachers and strangers this...
    SongSoMi SongSoMi 18-21, F Jan 25, 2015

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    I push people away when serious **** kept

    happening to me. I wish i didn't push you away..
    msphoebekaye msphoebekaye 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15, 2014

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    Pretty sure something is wrong with me.

    I'm not sure what it is. When I was in middle school for some reason I wouldn't let myself breath in the hallways, I would hold my breath and even if I was to the point were I felt like I would pass out I wouldn't let myself breathe unless I made it to my locker or class. Now I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 17, 2014

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    Over the years I've noticed I could t breathe

    well. I lose my breath quickly, and I can never get a full breath in. If I do it takes a few tries. I think it has to do with my parents smoking....but mostly with my dad. Also for the past month everytime I stand and I mean it it's literally every time. I get a huge head rush...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 22-25, F 4 Responses May 12, 2014

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    Itscookiemonster Itscookiemonster 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    I Am No Longer Human, Really.

    Oh, this world just cracks me up. With your little gods, and your economies, and your countries, and your history. So CUTE! I look at things from a time-traveler's point of view, seeing everything that ever was or ever will be, while you lot just stand there and wonder about the...
    TheOneWithManyNames TheOneWithManyNames 18-21 1 Response Dec 10, 2012

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    Apparently There Is Nothing Wrong With Me?

    That's what people tell me. I've tried to get blunt answers from people that know me but the general consensus is that there is nothing wrong with me. I don't know if they are too scared I will get mad or what. Or... I just haven't found the right one, huh? Hmm... Shouldn't...
    FonderAbsence FonderAbsence 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    starfire18 starfire18 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    I just fainted at work last week

    and my heart rate dropped to 36. I ended up in the ER ( I work in a hospital so I had to go - incident report since I supposedly collapsed and hit my head) . My resting heart rate was barely in my 40's even couple hours . A week later EKG still shows my resting heart rate at 40...
    romi777 romi777 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    I'm stuck in a life that I'm destined to fail

    at. I've lost any ability I've had to make friends and can't figure out why. I'm unattractive sure. But someone could still hang out with me.....im sorry to anyone that I've done wrong.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 4, 2013

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    I'm just gonna start with a little bit about myself. I'm 17, I play softball, I have battled depression on and off for the past four years, I am in love with my best friend and...
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