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I Should Be Asleep, But I Am Scared Of Not Waking Up Again

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    When I was younger (7) my cousin (9) began molesting me. He would do it every time I went over to my aunt aka his mothers house. My family are pretty close, and so I went there...
    loudd03 loudd03 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Interesting header... Ill try to write to this but dont know if I could explain this well. It dosent even have to be holding them..though thats always a plus :) Its more spending...
    popuptarget popuptarget 46-50, M Jun 27

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    So to those who have messaged me and received a message a few hours later.. Don't take offense, I orobably fell asleep when I got your message. I rarely sleep as is so, when I do...
    TheAmazingSpiderJoe TheAmazingSpiderJoe 18-21, M Jul 9

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    Below is a write up I have just finished compiling. Bride of Christ is to leave behind materials that will guide those who shall become believers during the tribulation period as...
    stepkamau stepkamau 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Yup I fell asleep in class before. It was in math,biology, and language art!!!! Those were the only classes I fell asleep in. I have never fell asleep in middle school so when I...
    FighterWolf FighterWolf 13-15, F Jun 30

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    Okay so I've been on here a while and I think I finally feel comfortable sharing my story. I lived with my uncle most of my life, from age 6 to age 17. I never felt comfortable...
    anonymous2396 anonymous2396 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 10

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    So, i'm 18 i don't drink, smoke or do anything you would consider bad or ever remotely bad. However sometimes i feel like i need to do something crazy or at least different. (I...
    WordsnMelodies WordsnMelodies 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I was 13 and me and her were inspereable. Me and her are straight or at least we thought. Well lately id had been noticing her. As in her body features . I tried to tell myself...
    learningdaily learningdaily 13-15 Jul 12

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    I look into eyes that lie, most times its me in front of a mirror... i lie to myself about being okay,about being at peace, being strong.... when does it all end.. I wondered the...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Jul 11

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    Mmmm my body is craving it. I need it soo bad! I don't want just someone to chat with. I want someone to make love with over and over and over again. Until our body's give out and...
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi again fellow married & lonely EP members, Well we are going to try it again. He (my husband) did not want to talk about last night. I did not press the issue. However, he was...
    Olivia2014 Olivia2014 31-35, F 11 Responses Jul 5

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    It's 4:25 a.m. And I haven't fallen asleep yet. I have a math test tomorrow and I'm super nervous because my parents always want me to have good grades and I haven't been trying...
    ScarlettVictoria ScarlettVictoria 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Well... It's past 4 am and once again I haven't fallen asleep...
    laultman78 laultman78 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I don't know why but when I hear rain outside or hitting my window it helps me feel relaxed and calm and I just fall asleep. :)
    DannyTheManny DannyTheManny 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I have to sleep with the fan on every night. When it's a stormy night however, I am able to fall asleep with just the rain. Don't know why it's like that, but I don't mind. I...
    flyboy84 flyboy84 26-30, M Jul 16

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    Last night I had a terrible migraine. I asked my husband to go to the store to get me certain medicines. He refused because we had other medicine here at home. He fell asleep in...
    cmcar cmcar 22-25, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    with insomnia you are never really asleep... and never really awake
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    When I'm cold I can control my nerves or something like that I can make myself warm, vice versa when I'm hot! I found out recently I can do the same in a room. Someone will say...
    mrmagnium mrmagnium 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    My first time falling asleep naked was when I was in 4th grade. I had a group of friend over cause it was my birthday weekend so I asked some friend to sleep over and okay games. I...
    thetheonly thetheonly 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    So I stayed up til like 3 watching TV, then I go to bed but never fall asleep, next thing I know, I look over out the window and it's 6 am and it's light outside. What is going on...
    FlipFlap98 FlipFlap98 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    People always suprise you..you try to understand them by looking at what they've shown you..but then you realise, its not even the tip of the iceberg..
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I know some people feel uncomfortable or nervous during a storm, but they've always given me a sense of calm and peace. It's like a lullabye :)
    fuzzynerd fuzzynerd 26-30, M 6 Responses Jul 8

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    ok so its been like hmmm two days and lets see 19 hours and a half so thats 48 + 19=67 if im not wrong hours and im so fuckign tired and sick and stomach sick and cold very very...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M Jul 11

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    I don't know if I'm physically attracted to him but he does make me feel special, and we just meet 2 weeks ago .
    mimilsu mimilsu 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    This guy sure has a way with his words but I feel that he is bad for me . lol
    mimilsu mimilsu 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I love it when it begins to storm. I like to get some wine and just listen to the rain pound on the rooftop.. I really enjoy listening to the rain with the windows open but of...
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I recently got a new girlfriend and it was beyond scary trying to tell her about my belly button thing but I did and she thought it was adorable. So a few days later I was half...
    Rosilla Rosilla 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My mom would be positive I was asleep. She would peek and I'd have the tiniest tiny sliver of an eye open. Was afraid I'd miss something
    thebigtexrock thebigtexrock 41-45, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    im going to see how long i can stay awake ok ive been awake since 730 yesterday morning so i have about 29 hours awake. Im going to post on here how i feel as the time goes by Im...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M Jul 9

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    I stay up way too late, I'm actually going to go to bed now. Goodnight EP :)
    HappyHart5 HappyHart5 16-17, F Jul 17

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    its almost 4am and guess what? i just realized i have a crush on a friend that i just saw for the first time in about a year.im fallin hard bruh save me
    hanhh hanhh 13-15, F Jul 17

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    Okay so I'm really stressed out right now because of family and such and so a good way for me to get that stress out is making lists, so que music "These are a few of my...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F Jul 15

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    Well, here goes. Today, I am angry, I woke up angry, I wanted to kill something. Full of hate and sadness that I just want to return to sleep. I want to smash every material...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Tonight... Second night in a row without sleep... Cause in the moment I fall asleep he comes to me, again and again. can't get rid of it these days, so I hope just write it down...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I've been annoyed with my mm this weekend.... We have a text fight on Friday night due to him calling me for 5 minutes then not speaking to me the rest of the day till like...
    Lilypad718 Lilypad718 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Every so often, I'll experience sorrow or sadness out of nowhere. I don't understand where it came from. One night I went to go lay on my mothers bed because it's usually cooler in...
    brittney280 brittney280 22-25, F Jun 28

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    I missed her today my baby girl Karianne we usally skype every night and she kinda just well she had something to do and that's fine I love her so much but it's just we usually...
    Pablo71214 Pablo71214 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I sit and watch my mum pick up another bottle of cheap cidar and neck it back, i can tell the alcohol is changing her mood already so i sit quietly because i know this is the time...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    I am currently on Day 11 recovery from a tonsillectomy. I have to say, a tonsillectomy is not for wusses! Having suffered for as long as I can remember with constant bouts of...
    anitarate anitarate 31-35, F Jul 11

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    My dad molested me from the age 6 till I was 13 almost 14 yrs old . He never was a good dad was never around and was a druggy and alcoholic . He would always come home drunk . You...
    Loneymexi3 Loneymexi3 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    most of the time i am really really really tired but i cant fall asleep and i hate it. all i want to do is get some energy maybe have a nice dream and wake up in the morning super...
    QueenPerez QueenPerez 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 mins ago

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    Why should it take role reversal for people to be more compassionate about what the other person does? I just got through reading plenty of posts on another social site about...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jun 27

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    Either I am suffering from SAD, or I'm near a full blown depression again.. I have some reason to believe it's the first. About 8 years ago I went through a heavy depression. Even...
    Jemoeder Jemoeder 26-30 1 day ago

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    A Morning with my Boyfriend (fictional short story with hopes of becoming true) The sun peaks over the window sill and exposes the white silk curtains restless in the breeze. He...
    IAmReallyGay IAmReallyGay 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A Morning with my Boyfriend (fictional short story with hopes of becoming true) The sun peaks over the window sill and exposes the white silk curtains restless in the breeze. He...
    IAmReallyGay IAmReallyGay 16-17, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am sharing one of the most terrifying experiences of my life. It was requested by one of the EP member that I share it so I finally decided to write about it. It was the year...
    PorcelainRose85 PorcelainRose85 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Today is a really bad day for me I had therapy, so had to drag up all of my childhood and everything else that has happened, I woke up in a low mood but since going over all that...
    kimmy24 kimmy24 22-25, F