I Should Be Dead

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 84 People

    It doesn't even matter how hard I try.

    I fail at everything I do. I no longer enjoy doing anything. I hardly get out of bed anymore. What is the point of a worthless blob like me? To make other people feel better by comparison? The only reason that I am not dead is that I was suddenly forced to think about the pain a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    an empty house doenst need windows,

    cuz no ones looking in, why would a house need windows anyway when no ones looking out again. that house will stand still, no laughter, no tears to spill, and no ones watching from the window sill. the house is abandoned, since they killed their small son, saying he was...
    NoraWilliams NoraWilliams
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    I tried to take my own life last year

    everything got ontop of me and i jusy couldnt cope i shoud of died but i woke up numb
    mustangkid2025 mustangkid2025
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2015
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 21, 2014

    not in a bad way. i just have been in

    so many situations where i should have died. like being stabbed 5 times. or going 25 mph on my longboard. falling off and hitting a car going the opposite direction at the same speed
    Skykilllers7 Skykilllers7
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    Groundhogs

    I was in a foster home as a child and I loved it there compared to my house, but there was one time I just wanted to be back with my family even though all we ever did was beat each other up. Anyway...When I was at the foster home I was the work horse and I liked it that way...
    Daredare10 Daredare10
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 20, 2012

    "motorcycles"

    Way back, in 1984. I had a motorcycle, didn't have it for long before I was hit by a van. I didn't have a helmet on, it wasn't required at that time. I'll admit that I was known to be a little "wild and crazy" and still am. I was out riding and when I was making a...
    seriousandfun seriousandfun
    46-50, M
    Aug 8, 2010

    2014 was a **** year.

    . i got arrested i had lost jobs over and over i was struggling with money and paying debts i thought..THATS IT i cannot do it anymore so in wales one night i felt so low to the point i didnt want to be here anymore i was staying in a hotel i had cut my arm the previous night but...
    mustangkid2021 mustangkid2021
    18-21, M
    Feb 3, 2015

    Mm... Why am i still alive.

    .... Why am i still breathing...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 31, 2015
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