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I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not

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    Right now I have so much good

    for me. Getting a nice car soon. Getting a better job. My other job (work every other weekend commission pay) I'm starting to get more and more money from. My home life is improving some. Weathers getting better. But I've lost so many people lately. So many friends... And i, I...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777 16-17, M 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    Everyone Tells Me So

    I will admit there are times when I cannot be consoled... when I cannot find a reason to live no matter what. So everyone feels free to remind me of what I have. I have a job in this terrible economy. I have a nice apartment. I am in good health. I have disposable income...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 28, 2011

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    I Started This So I Should Share

    I started this "group" so maybe I should share why. I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't...
    kizziekitty kizziekitty 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    I know I should Be happy

    that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you trying to make me jealous!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20, 2014

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    What Happened?

    Hi there everyone I'm new and kinda shy. I was 10 days sober, then i drank like an idiot and now 3 days sober again. I feel like crap. I know that admitting i am an alcholic and goin to meetings are good for me, but i wan the cravings to go away. i want to be happy again, and i...
    wellesleya312 wellesleya312 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    I Should Be Happy

    I should be happy,Oddly,I'm not,Been through hell,Escaped without a scratch,I should be happy,Could have been dead,Maybe one day,Things will change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Why Is It That I Cannot Be Happy?

    At one point in my life, I discovered I had HPV, didn't have a job, my ex had left me, I was alone at home, and my University was refusing to give me my degree. To say I was devastated is to make a huge understatement. I was suicidal. Something I never wanted to admit to anyone...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Should Be

    I should be happy but I am not.  It is hard to find happiness anymore.  I do have so much to be happy for.  We own our house and land that is a start.  I have two beautiful kids.  I have a husband I love so much and who loves me.  I have food in the...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    I haven't been happy with myself for awhile. It started with my ex, I became very self conscious about myself. I used to never care, I was very care free but then I started to...
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    I know there's people that actually care and all, but they're not here. They're all spread out across the globe away from me. I know my family cares but they can't help me with my...
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    I have lived a very sober life with no much loaded tensions in my life. I am married for last 2 years & my life has changed. I am married to a huge family which comes with lot of...
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    Nobody really understands that I'm not happy. I may not act like it but when i'm alone I just curl up into a ball and cry. I hate my life so much and worst of it all I have no one...
    olivia2296 olivia2296 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Am happy that's what matters
    sofiannedeer sofiannedeer 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Sometimes you need to take a step back and find out who you really are.You wrote your own script and no one can play your role better than yourself.Know what makes you happy and...
    selfdiscovery101 selfdiscovery101 22-25, F Apr 6

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    i don't know what happiness means i don't want to be happy any longer , i'm satisfied it's ok it's cool i'm who i'm , i'm where i'm so why should i put myself on others shoes...
    Hasmarika4ever Hasmarika4ever 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    I fake my happiness, so ppl will leave me alone. Sometimes it feels like ppl try to act like they are there but but they never are they a ppl always have an excuse not to be around...
    Curieln Curieln 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I think a lot of people do, I guess don't judge a book by it's cover. But we are all still awesome
    Bryona Bryona 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Naturally, I would have a video with this since I love to post audio. EP ******* blows, I swear. Once you are here, I want to burn this site off my computer....lol. But anyway, if...
    HalfOfMeIsYou HalfOfMeIsYou 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    my bf takes my breath away. I love how caring he is. As the time passes, I feel even closer to him. I was going to compare how things where with my ex;s but I won't. It's not about...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I am currently struggling as an 18 year old with a mind of a much older, wiser person. I seem to know what is and what will be but I can't wrap my mind around why I exist and why I...
    mossi96 mossi96 18-21, M Mar 24

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    The meaning of life is love according to the bible and all religions. Although, I consider myself spiritual over religious, I I too believe this. However, we spend most of our...
    imustdevourthysoul imustdevourthysoul 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm back to wonder again what's the point of it all. We spend all our days working for money and our nights just finding ways to pass the time. Spend time with people who mean...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I know it sounds pretty pathetic, but I do. Everything is a struggle, everything is hard for me. Because of where I live, the simplest things become problems, I think 7 times...
    ListenerTalker ListenerTalker 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I used to be REALLY shy when I was younger...but have grown more...extroverted (thought not a lot) as I have gotten older. Yet I still find that I can say more things & do more...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm 26, I don't have a job, I still live at home, no real social life to speak of, my future looks bleak. By now, you're supposed to have it all. But I don't. I'm truly a success...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 3

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    If you take a look at my life, everything seems perfect. I have a loving boyfriend, a very supportive mum, I enjoy the subject of my studies and my first novel has just been...
    WhiteTownGirl WhiteTownGirl 18-21, F Apr 10

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    Atm I feel like complete ****..I've been vomiting all day and most of tonight because of my cancer..the doctor came around and said Im not getting enough fluids..im over this..why...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    You still love him, there's nothing that can stop it. It never stops. It's killing you. Then you begin to kill you. The bad thoughts begin to arise and blood seeps from your wrists...
    mrswolverine mrswolverine 22-25, M Mar 21

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    Dont ask if Im ok. please just hug me without any words.
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Not only black people but other race too. I like men with a nice *** and a bubble butt. Message me if your one of them
    Jenn245 Jenn245 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Hey It's been Long since I've been on EP very long!! I'm glad to be back!!
    NamzyZizi NamzyZizi 16-17, F Mar 21

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    For about two years I was about fifty one kilos in weight. Recently I've been exercising a lot more, and I am surprised to have lost over two. And a half kilos. I feel much...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    I don't need or want your opinions on how i look anymore. They mean nothing to me. However i would like some suggestions as to how i could better myself. Thought id add a picture...
    NobodyCaresOkai NobodyCaresOkai 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    In a world where everyone seems to be unsatisfied of their image, I feel so grateful, even out of place, to love my body. I wish everyone could feel like this.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 30

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    I have almost no emotions just one, flat state of being.
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Why does everyone say I am gay and from here anyone wanna date me
    jordan565 jordan565 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Does anyone have those days when you don't feel like doing anything, and you can't be bothered anyway, and then you just think wayyyy too much?
    yournightmareishere yournightmareishere 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Most do. Some say its a gift. Me disagrees when enslaved.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 2

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    I'm terrified of not being successful in my future
    Ines77 Ines77 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I'm so done I can't take the pain anymore ima try attempt #6 bye pplz
    deadgirlcutter deadgirlcutter 18-21, F Apr 8

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    yes thats true , i am a big fan of cuddling , i really love it
    gamechanger000 gamechanger000 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Not on the right path, but which is? And this weekend consisted of my relatives giving me advice about how to behave and what to do when I'm over there. Everyone is looking...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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