I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not

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    I wanted this chapter to end

    and wanted to close that door. Now it shut feeling like everything hit me at once. I don't understand it. I also thought that being on my own best and concentrate on my child. I feel emotional. Like now I just need a holiday away.
    stupid28 stupid28
    31-35, F
    Feb 22

    Why Is It That I Cannot Be Happy?

    At one point in my life, I discovered I had HPV, didn't have a job, my ex had left me, I was alone at home, and my University was refusing to give me my degree. To say I was devastated is to make a huge understatement. I was suicidal. Something I never wanted to admit to anyone...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 8, 2013

    I know I should Be happy

    that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you trying to make me jealous!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014

    I feel like I have a good life

    but it's just seem like nothing exciting happens ever. I just wake up go to school then come home, talk to my family and read and that's about it... I know boring.
    BigBadW0lf BigBadW0lf
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015

    What Happened?

    Hi there everyone I'm new and kinda shy. I was 10 days sober, then i drank like an idiot and now 3 days sober again. I feel like crap. I know that admitting i am an alcholic and goin to meetings are good for me, but i wan the cravings to go away. i want to be happy again, and i...
    wellesleya312 wellesleya312
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

    secure job. nice home.

    partner of 8 years. no real problems. but i can't help thinking that i am useless, worthless. i have no real marketable skills. i am smart but not good enough at anything to be 'successful'. i am tired of feeling this way. tired of not having a shoulder to cry on or someone who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 14, 2015

    Should Be

    I should be happy but I am not.  It is hard to find happiness anymore.  I do have so much to be happy for.  We own our house and land that is a start.  I have two beautiful kids.  I have a husband I love so much and who loves me.  I have food in the...
    rondat rondat
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Dec 11, 2007

    I Should Be Happy

    I should be happy,Oddly,I'm not,Been through hell,Escaped without a scratch,I should be happy,Could have been dead,Maybe one day,Things will change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 2, 2012

    Right now I have so much good

    for me. Getting a nice car soon. Getting a better job. My other job (work every other weekend commission pay) I'm starting to get more and more money from. My home life is improving some. Weathers getting better. But I've lost so many people lately. So many friends... And i, I...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 4, 2014

    Everyone Tells Me So

    I will admit there are times when I cannot be consoled... when I cannot find a reason to live no matter what. So everyone feels free to remind me of what I have. I have a job in this terrible economy. I have a nice apartment. I am in good health. I have disposable income...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
    26-30, M
    Apr 28, 2011

    I graduated from college with honors,

    got a job, bought a house, paid off my car. I have no friends, I can't find a woman who will date me. Oh the joy.....
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Feb 23

    is it true that most of the battle is fought in

    the head? is it true we can become anyone we want if we beleive we can? need help
    leonardhofstadter13 leonardhofstadter13
    22-25
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2015

    I Started This So I Should Share

    I started this "group" so maybe I should share why. I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't...
    kizziekitty kizziekitty
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2007
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