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I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not

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    Right now I have so much good

    for me. Getting a nice car soon. Getting a better job. My other job (work every other weekend commission pay) I'm starting to get more and more money from. My home life is improving some. Weathers getting better. But I've lost so many people lately. So many friends... And i, I...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777 16-17, M 1 Response May 4

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    What Happened?

    Hi there everyone I'm new and kinda shy. I was 10 days sober, then i drank like an idiot and now 3 days sober again. I feel like crap. I know that admitting i am an alcholic and goin to meetings are good for me, but i wan the cravings to go away. i want to be happy again, and i...
    wellesleya312 wellesleya312 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    I Should Be Happy

    I should be happy,Oddly,I'm not,Been through hell,Escaped without a scratch,I should be happy,Could have been dead,Maybe one day,Things will change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Why Is It That I Cannot Be Happy?

    At one point in my life, I discovered I had HPV, didn't have a job, my ex had left me, I was alone at home, and my University was refusing to give me my degree. To say I was devastated is to make a huge understatement. I was suicidal. Something I never wanted to admit to anyone...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    I Started This So I Should Share

    I started this "group" so maybe I should share why. I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't...
    kizziekitty kizziekitty 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    Everyone Tells Me So

    I will admit there are times when I cannot be consoled... when I cannot find a reason to live no matter what. So everyone feels free to remind me of what I have. I have a job in this terrible economy. I have a nice apartment. I am in good health. I have disposable income...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 28, 2011

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    Should Be

    I should be happy but I am not.  It is hard to find happiness anymore.  I do have so much to be happy for.  We own our house and land that is a start.  I have two beautiful kids.  I have a husband I love so much and who loves me.  I have food in the...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    I know I should Be happy

    that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you trying to make me jealous!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20

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    On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can

    see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep? Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die -Three Day Grace
    gordythegecko gordythegecko 18-21, M Jan 22

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    I find it amusing hearing everyone ***** and complain about life on here, I sympathize with them, but I also want to tell them to suck it up and quit their wining. I want to post a...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Right now, I am beyond frustrated with life. I think that's why I have decided to write so much on my experiences on this site. I just need to talk/vent. Some people seem to...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F Sep 18

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    i am happy with my life but curious about everything.. how other people doing and why exactly are they here..
    wandererdreamer wandererdreamer 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    I've been feeling so damn ******* happy about life ever since last night like I'm so lucky to have the family I have....
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I really feel like my life has turn out for the better after that disastrous last semester. Flashback of last semester: Met a guy - have lots of fun - texting a lot with him...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Its not just an apple a day anymore. Its running everyday, laughing everyday, staying busy everyday It is be strong everyday and just going through the journey of life everyday...
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F Sep 11

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    A funny thing about years is that we only get one of each. After its done its put on a shelf called "forever". No matter how many we get its still not many at all. so maybe you had...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I'm gonna say I'm in a pretty good place with my life, finally. Got a wonderful husband to be who I love with every bit of my heart. Got 2 wonderful step sons in my life who look...
    mrsmitchell15 mrsmitchell15 22-25, F Sep 11

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    Move to America get a job move into my own apartment cut ties with a lot of people from my old life and finally live in the country I should have been a part of when I was born
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 11

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    It's imperative that I start a new life now. I'm mid 40's . I need to commit to learning from my mistakes.
    heathee heathee 46-50, F a week ago

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    once somebody asked me, what did i want and i told him that i want everything..... the issue is, that we are always thinking about what we dont hae and never pay attention to what...
    mrnut mrnut 36-40, M Sep 16

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    and I'm starting to feel okay with that pretty quickly. There's nothing as freeing as accepting who you are and finding yourself happy. But, when I say gain weight I just mean a...
    ktchubbybelly ktchubbybelly 16-17, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    ive felt this way about ppl before. thing of it is once i get them. it eventually fades away in the end. i guess im just one of those women that are like the men. i love the chase...
    SadisticBitch SadisticBitch 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    But how, I'm so insanely depressed right now.. The only thing I know to do it turn to drugs and alcohol.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 3

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    The talk with my boyfriend went very well about some of the fantasies I have. Feels good that I can open up with him without the fear of judgement.
    Callipygian99 Callipygian99 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Oh man....Some people must think I'm insane, just absolutely mad. My life is a mess, utter chaos. And love every aspect of it. I'm constantly redefining what it means to live and...
    SleepyHead2123 SleepyHead2123 18-21 Sep 15

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    I swear, this has been the most pathetic run of dates... I meet these men, spend lots of time creating a relationship of just friends even.. and then when it is time to get...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F 15 hrs ago

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    I have lived and survived a life of poverty and abuse..all of them...emotional, physical, sexual etc. I'm also a product of my generation..smart and a late bloomer, life...
    khewster khewster 31-35, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Today I feel like I'm gonna break!!! I cannot believe I allowed myself to get this low. Those that supposedly love me are just sucking the life out of me. Taking & taking. Sad part...
    mylifeoutloud mylifeoutloud 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just threw in this group for people that have done so much with there life, they are burn out or bored with it. My goal is to use this experience we have to help others.
    starfoxACEFOX starfoxACEFOX 26-30, M Sep 2

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    I don't love myself and don't really want to live. But the people in my life wouldn't have the love I give them anymore and I wouldn't have the love they give me. As little as...
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M a week ago

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    I'm okay living with imperfect people and an imperfect life. We're human we can't explore without mistakes, and I'm okay with difficult people, or at least I try. ;)
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I love my life I have a loving and beautiful girlfriend. She is supportive, caring, and would do anything for me. I've been with her for 2 years we live together and I love her...
    g1rl1ns1de g1rl1ns1de 26-30, M Sep 4

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    I feel like everyone around is moving forward with their lives and have amazing achievements whilst I am just stuck in the same routine day in day out with nothing to strive for.
    hollypop hollypop 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I live in a very religious home and my family are all nice and sweet. But I guess I'm the black sheep here coz I never did anything right. . I keep on failing my thesis.. and my...
    jayshade jayshade 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I have depression, I have been diagnosed and prescribed the med necessary to allow me to function without breaking down in tears at every hardship. I also struggle with PTSD from...
    1lastcupcake 1lastcupcake 22-25, F Sep 17

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    As I sit down at my desk, room cluttered with clothes from the night before, a table lamp, fluorescently lighting the room. As I stare at the pen and a empty sheet of paper. An...
    WarzJack WarzJack 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Call me crazy butt I like soft jiggly butts. Not firm tight butts. Something about watching it move when it's bent over <3. Plus it's much better for spanking :) But, the...
    LustfulLion LustfulLion 22-25, M a week ago

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    Love to lick and kiss bubble butts
    Lovlic Lovlic 31-35, M a week ago

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    I just can take it anymore .. I don't want to be here ..I'm better off dead:)
    Nobody1000 Nobody1000 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I've never felt better. Healthy paleo diet no alcohol or drugs. People who use don't understand how much joy and happiness you get from being alive in a heathy way.
    WaterOx WaterOx 41-45, M 3 Responses Sep 11

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    Its not so hard to do! Get a better job, stop eating stupid sugarbomb snacks and be more patient to others U dont have to move another country etc. ...
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F Sep 11

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    I am so glad this experience is on here. There should be more posts! Hellz yeahz!
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I have hooded eyelids. This makes it seem like I'm half-asleep all the time even when I'm awake. It sucks, especially when I'm trying to take a good picture.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T Sep 13

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    I believe it says it all... Not much to add on this... You know who you are... <3
    EnchantingDream EnchantingDream 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    What the actual **** •_•!!!!!!
    SammySnm SammySnm 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    From a certain point onward there is no longer any turning back. That is the point that must be reached. - Franz Kafka
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 4 days ago

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