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I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not

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    Right now I have so much good

    for me. Getting a nice car soon. Getting a better job. My other job (work every other weekend commission pay) I'm starting to get more and more money from. My home life is improving some. Weathers getting better. But I've lost so many people lately. So many friends... And i, I...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777 16-17, M 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    What Happened?

    Hi there everyone I'm new and kinda shy. I was 10 days sober, then i drank like an idiot and now 3 days sober again. I feel like crap. I know that admitting i am an alcholic and goin to meetings are good for me, but i wan the cravings to go away. i want to be happy again, and i...
    wellesleya312 wellesleya312 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    Why Is It That I Cannot Be Happy?

    At one point in my life, I discovered I had HPV, didn't have a job, my ex had left me, I was alone at home, and my University was refusing to give me my degree. To say I was devastated is to make a huge understatement. I was suicidal. Something I never wanted to admit to anyone...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Everyone Tells Me So

    I will admit there are times when I cannot be consoled... when I cannot find a reason to live no matter what. So everyone feels free to remind me of what I have. I have a job in this terrible economy. I have a nice apartment. I am in good health. I have disposable income...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 28, 2011

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    Should Be

    I should be happy but I am not.  It is hard to find happiness anymore.  I do have so much to be happy for.  We own our house and land that is a start.  I have two beautiful kids.  I have a husband I love so much and who loves me.  I have food in the...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    I Started This So I Should Share

    I started this "group" so maybe I should share why. I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't...
    kizziekitty kizziekitty 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    I Should Be Happy

    I should be happy,Oddly,I'm not,Been through hell,Escaped without a scratch,I should be happy,Could have been dead,Maybe one day,Things will change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I know I should Be happy

    that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you trying to make me jealous!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20, 2014

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    Hey i am 21 years old and.dissapointed with life. First let.me start and say my.life has always been like this i was raised in a dysfunctional home where my dad abused my.mom,my...
    wallay56 wallay56 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I haven't been happy with myself for awhile. It started with my ex, I became very self conscious about myself. I used to never care, I was very care free but then I started to...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am ******* done with school I am ******* done with life I am ******* done with being me I would give up but then where would I get? But keeping doing is killing me so what's the...
    Itscaitlin Itscaitlin 13-15, F Mar 16

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    Naturally, I would have a video with this since I love to post audio. EP ******* blows, I swear. Once you are here, I want to burn this site off my computer....lol. But anyway, if...
    HalfOfMeIsYou HalfOfMeIsYou 41-45, F 10 mins ago

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    I have lived a very sober life with no much loaded tensions in my life. I am married for last 2 years & my life has changed. I am married to a huge family which comes with lot of...
    MYLIFEMYVIEW180 MYLIFEMYVIEW180 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I went through a couple of, hmm i dunno lets say.. sadder years, and for the last year and a half i have been so happy. I am studying at the moment so i experience a lot of stress...
    OneOfTwo96 OneOfTwo96 18-21, F Mar 3

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    I always thought that things can make people happy, and I've ticked so many of the boxes. Good grades Good uni Good degree Good work experience Several top grad scheme offers...
    so24601 so24601 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, so I know it's dramatic but idec. What's the point? I mean, you stress out about school until you're in tears. You spend most if your life doing this over and over. You go...
    Xbr0Kenx Xbr0Kenx 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    Nobody really understands that I'm not happy. I may not act like it but when i'm alone I just curl up into a ball and cry. I hate my life so much and worst of it all I have no one...
    olivia2296 olivia2296 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have been picking here and there article that our young teenage community may benefit from. The below was chosen fom an article of the gay Advocate magazine, if you are specially...
    Iamaboytoo Iamaboytoo 26-30, M Mar 13

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    Dear future hubby, At the moment I have no idea what your name is, but I do hope it won't be something too odd as I'm not sure of being Mrs...
    ladyPlum ladyPlum 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 17

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    It's as simple as this....we both know it, feel it....yet here we are, together but not as we each want to be....wish we could be.
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I am 22 year old female 5'4" 45kg/100lbs, I have barely A cup boobs, cellulite all over my bum and legs since I hit puberty , which is getting worse with my age , I haven't been...
    MissLizy MissLizy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I fake my happiness, so ppl will leave me alone. Sometimes it feels like ppl try to act like they are there but but they never are they a ppl always have an excuse not to be around...
    Curieln Curieln 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think a lot of people do, I guess don't judge a book by it's cover. But we are all still awesome
    Bryona Bryona 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Chase. Chase for the remaining seconds, make the minutes last longer, turn hours into decades and days into forever. How to do that? I don't know. Chasing the years, counting the...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F Mar 1

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    I hate myself for it but i do it everyday I leave for work, hold open doors, and wish everyone a good morning with a smile When the truth is i feel like id be better off dead im a...
    TheLastOfMe TheLastOfMe 22-25, M Mar 13

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    I am currently struggling as an 18 year old with a mind of a much older, wiser person. I seem to know what is and what will be but I can't wrap my mind around why I exist and why I...
    mossi96 mossi96 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    The meaning of life is love according to the bible and all religions. Although, I consider myself spiritual over religious, I I too believe this. However, we spend most of our...
    imustdevourthysoul imustdevourthysoul 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I never felt comfortable knowing someone is spending their money on me. I was raised by a single mother of 4 and money has always been an issue at home and knowing my mother has to...
    prettyboo711 prettyboo711 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I'm only 20yrs old but I feel so old. I feel like there's so much I have to accomplish right now so I'm not late later on in life. Why do I feel so old at 20yrs...?
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I am sick. I have a neurological disorder which causes agonizing, crippling pain the majority of my waking hours (and destroys my sleeping hours, as well.) Because it's also an...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 10

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    Very few people know that I'm in a relationship. People post stuff about relationships on facebook. And most of it is utter ignorance. You can only imagine. Most of the topics be...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F Mar 10

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    I keep on asking myself what did I do wrong? what did I do to deserve like this? Am I really a bad person to feel and experience all of this? How about those really bad people out...
    msj02 msj02 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    My life is meaningless.
    HeterosexualTransexual HeterosexualTransexual 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Giving up on life, I quit ........................
    eaj2088 eaj2088 26-30, M Mar 12

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    Atm I feel like complete ****..I've been vomiting all day and most of tonight because of my cancer..the doctor came around and said Im not getting enough fluids..im over this..why...
    Imacrazybiatch Imacrazybiatch 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I used to be REALLY shy when I was younger...but have grown more...extroverted (thought not a lot) as I have gotten older. Yet I still find that I can say more things & do more...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Im done. More than done. I already have my suicide plan done. I even have a song I want the person to kill me with. I'm so through. Nobody cares. If I died nobody would care. So...
    IILoveHarryII IILoveHarryII 13-15, F Mar 1

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    I hurt sometimes and thank God I have friends there for me. They hurt and I pray that I can be there for them as much . We don't have to like the hand we are dealt but with hard...
    Bob12100 Bob12100 26-30, M Mar 4

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    And I'm done with people...
    nettiemoore nettiemoore 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Does anybody else get this: when I go into social situations I break down. I don't know when to get in the convo or when I say something there is an awkward silence right after. It...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I feel out of sorts for 4 days I'm running away idc if my husband gets mad at me...but I'm running away . I'm tired of the world ...and annoying people who say the same dumb jokes...
    imissdnce imissdnce 26-30, F Mar 13

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