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I Should Be Happy With My Life But I Am Not

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    I should be happy but I am not.  It is hard to find happiness anymore.  I do have so much to be happy for.  We own our house and land that is a start.  I have two beautiful kids.  I have a husband I love so much and who loves me.  I have food in the...
    rondat rondat 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    I know I should Be happy

    that you have somebody else,,, butt I just can't be.. Butt I love you.. And I know you deserve happyness but are you happy with this person? Or are you trying to make me jealous!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 20, 2014

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    Right now I have so much good

    for me. Getting a nice car soon. Getting a better job. My other job (work every other weekend commission pay) I'm starting to get more and more money from. My home life is improving some. Weathers getting better. But I've lost so many people lately. So many friends... And i, I...
    Anonymousboy777 Anonymousboy777 16-17, M 1 Response May 4, 2014

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    Why Is It That I Cannot Be Happy?

    At one point in my life, I discovered I had HPV, didn't have a job, my ex had left me, I was alone at home, and my University was refusing to give me my degree. To say I was devastated is to make a huge understatement. I was suicidal. Something I never wanted to admit to anyone...
    thanatophobic thanatophobic 22-25, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    I Started This So I Should Share

    I started this "group" so maybe I should share why. I have a wonderful life. A husband who I love more than air, 2 great kids, one who will be graduating soon, the other is the light of the house. He has more energy and heart than any 10 people I know. I wouldn't...
    kizziekitty kizziekitty 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2007

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    Everyone Tells Me So

    I will admit there are times when I cannot be consoled... when I cannot find a reason to live no matter what. So everyone feels free to remind me of what I have. I have a job in this terrible economy. I have a nice apartment. I am in good health. I have disposable income...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale 26-30, M Apr 28, 2011

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    I Should Be Happy

    I should be happy,Oddly,I'm not,Been through hell,Escaped without a scratch,I should be happy,Could have been dead,Maybe one day,Things will change.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    What Happened?

    Hi there everyone I'm new and kinda shy. I was 10 days sober, then i drank like an idiot and now 3 days sober again. I feel like crap. I know that admitting i am an alcholic and goin to meetings are good for me, but i wan the cravings to go away. i want to be happy again, and i...
    wellesleya312 wellesleya312 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2007

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    In the past I have of course said this. My first real relationship lasted for about 5 years. In that time of course one would say I love you and I would be happy with you and...
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    a lotta things that bother me, I know God's given me a beautiful life and a lot to be happy about but well, you know.. the human nature, we're never satisfied! even I wish I had a...
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    it all started with Marc, I fell madly for him, his beautiful eyes .. I don't I just found him adorable. It took years before I actually met him. He never actually left but we didn...
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    JeSuisGay JeSuisGay 16-17, M 18 Responses Apr 20

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    Sometimes I wish I could cry, only the tears can't be found. I'm surrounded by a thousand screams, but I can't hear a single sound. I'm walking through a land of darkness...
    good4nothin1 good4nothin1 31-35, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Life is a bitter sweet pill I am forced to take against my will Everyone trying to pull me Back into so called reality Why, I ask, what does it hold? Don't they see I have nothing...
    1986shanet 1986shanet 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    Life is so amazing, so beautiful!!! Everyday I wake up with a pep in my step and ready to take it on!!! I feel so lucky to have The husband I do, the kids I do, and most of all the...
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    People in movies just seem to know when someone likes them (because of the director + producer, obv), but we really don’t have that help in real life. I never can tell if someone...
    kearaa kearaa 13-15, F Apr 24

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    Right now I am not me. Yesterday I wasn't me. Last week. Last month. Last year. I was never me. I was, am, and will be what my parents want of me. What my family wants of me. But...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 Apr 27

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    Sometimes you need to take a step back and find out who you really are.You wrote your own script and no one can play your role better than yourself.Know what makes you happy and...
    selfdiscovery101 selfdiscovery101 22-25, F Apr 6

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    my bf takes my breath away. I love how caring he is. As the time passes, I feel even closer to him. I was going to compare how things where with my ex;s but I won't. It's not about...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. Everyone in my family or associated always comments on how skinny I am. I've lost a lot of weight over the past two years (in a healthy way), but...
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I feel very anxious and depressed most of the time. I feel drained and tired. I made choices that became a life I nevef wanted to live anyway so now I'm trying to figure out...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    "Do you ever hear your silent cries. They call and call but fall on death ears, without knowing you are being consumed from the inside out. It's upto you to save you from yourself...
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    I seem to drive people away, I've been told also that I'm closed off, emotionally and generally just closed off. I don't see it though, this makes me feel like I'm not normal, like...
    Experiencezzzz Experiencezzzz 18-21, M Apr 23

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    My so called "friends?" Always making me feel bad about myself and constantly falling out with me. School is so hard. I cant even walk home without something happening. I have been...
    philex2014 philex2014 13-15, F Apr 24

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    If anybody can give me a reason 2 live I will listen, my heart n soul is destroyed n there r kids in the world who pass away everyday but I'm still alive for some reason n I feel...
    eaj2088 eaj2088 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Probably the worst thing you can be in life is ugly. Most people don't like ugly people. They may like them as a friend but never anything more
    toiletwater toiletwater 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Struggle is a simple word to say what I really feel right now. I doubt if anyone can understand what my problem is... Coz I myself wasn't so clear about it... Its like sometimes I...
    PS333 PS333 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There are some extremely horny,weird people on this app.... Makes me realize how normal I am....at least sexually...
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    I have almost no emotions just one, flat state of being.
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M Apr 16

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    Why does everyone say I am gay and from here anyone wanna date me
    jordan565 jordan565 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 18

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    i live in a ******* torment , how why and where , i just don't want to think about it
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    I am weak. I am pessimistic and I have nothing good waiting for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My past has destroyed my future. My only hope is to either a) develop amnesia b) develop Alzheimers c) become brain-dead.
    blondallover blondallover 61-65, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not on the right path, but which is? And this weekend consisted of my relatives giving me advice about how to behave and what to do when I'm over there. Everyone is looking...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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