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I Should Be Somewhere Else

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    For the past couple of weeks, every time I drive to work or back, I'm not seeing the world around me. Yeah, I know, that sounds dangerous. It's not that I'm completely lost to where I am but I see everything differently, like I'm seeing it through a filter. I live in Maine...
    KnightBlade KnightBlade 36-40, M Mar 22, 2009

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