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I Should Be Somewhere Else

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    For the past couple of weeks, every time I drive to work or back, I'm not seeing the world around me. Yeah, I know, that sounds dangerous. It's not that I'm completely lost to where I am but I see everything differently, like I'm seeing it through a filter. I live in Maine...
    KnightBlade KnightBlade 36-40, M Mar 22, 2009

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    Aka a diary. Lol. I have had several diaries and all of them were pretty much risky to have. At my house I had no safe place for expression. My diaries would always be opened up...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I fall in love anew every day with you your words and who you are are amazing I never thought I would ever love another but you made your way into my heart and just in time you...
    meltingicequeen meltingicequeen 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I am proud sure it has everything to do with my heart. it doesn't talk to my head anymore. my head does all the rational thinking, but it is always after I think about something...
    Serendipitydoda Serendipitydoda 36-40, M 7 hrs ago

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    It's probably the only way in my life that I can make a difference in someone's life. I have always wanted to go out this way.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 16 hrs ago

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    The house is quiet, the only thing you can hear, is the air conditioning, going off, and me typing away on my laptop. I Love it like this, its so peaceful, so quiet. Its downtime...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    If it were possible to turn off my life for someone else's to get saved I would definitely do it right now. I see no bright future for me. It I could bring someone back to life and...
    nowherewego nowherewego 16-17, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I'm not sure exactly what it was or maybe I do, but I don't want to admit it to myself. I lost who I was. I lost my close relationship with God. I lost my cool BC I snap at people...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Look at me. Notice me. Is this person ME? Understand why I'm doing this. Hug me. Tell me everything will be alright. Tell me you are sorry. Tell me you are going to be here for me...
    Extrano Extrano 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Friends, family. ..they want to see singles happy and bring hope because they believe in it and because they feel value for that person, but when I look around and views all sorts...
    SeekingLovetrust SeekingLovetrust 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I was 13 when I first became a catfish. I had barely understood what being gay meant, and I was still in the process of figuring myself out. I thought of a 'genius' way to talk to...
    rileyzander09 rileyzander09 16-17, M Jun 26

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    I used to think that I took a wrong turn with life somewhere along the lines. That was because I couldn't be bothered to ask for some directions or some help. Yeah I know before...
    Jericho7 Jericho7 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    to myself im very too outspoken easy to talk to always comes off pleasant, talks hella a lot, very childlike ( only close friends see that side) serious when needed...what id wanna...
    apperentlyicanthavemynameagain apperentlyicanthavemynameagain 18-21, F Jun 22

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    I've always wanted to see myself from a different point of veiw. When we look at ourselves we always see the imperfections. Do people see an akward girl? A dumb blond? What do they...
    Lalaloopsiebabe Lalaloopsiebabe 13-15, F Jun 21

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    My image of myself is not as others tell me I am. Intensely flawed, broken and worthless is often what I see when I look at my reflection. I struggle with the compliments that...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    Yes..i would love to have someone in my life who would know me, understand me much more than i know my own self to tell me about the flaws i have, the good as well as the bad...
    Elaina12 Elaina12 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    More like to see how i look and act... and if I'm attractive 😂 but yeah
    DQcountry DQcountry 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    This I think would be interesting. Then I could see what I need to fix about myself. And what I'm really like.
    kRypt0lite kRypt0lite 22-25 Jun 21

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    Or do I? What if met me and thought I was a *****? That would be awkward!
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    I'd probably find out some stuff about myself that I didn't want to know.
    LonerToMost84 LonerToMost84 16-17, M Jun 20

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    Well, I'm in love with the groom but I'm not the bride. How do I forget you!? Your wedding was really nice, goodness gracious this is messed up.
    VictoriasSecrets24 VictoriasSecrets24 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I'd take a bullet for my best friend. He is my rock if anything happened to him I'd be gone.. He means a lot to me.
    wanttobeokay wanttobeokay 13-15, F Jun 20

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    I actually wouldn't want to meet myself. we'd have so much in common it would get pretty boring pretty quick.
    dnikalee1 dnikalee1 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    that would be cool..........
    bmorev bmorev 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I think I'm awesome, but I'm probably biased. I would like to know what it's like to talk to me.
    WalkingMyOwnPath WalkingMyOwnPath 41-45, M Jun 20

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    I honestly believe I have a low sense of self-preservation, if I love anyone enough I do believe I would give up my life to save theirs. It's not that I want to die or I am...
    LeeWalker06 LeeWalker06 18-21, F Jun 20

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    Just because I am white, I don't feel that I am any better than anyone who is black, Hispanic, Asian, or any other race. I am humble enough to admit that I am just as helpless as...
    ashlynparker2001 ashlynparker2001 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I already did. A girl was gonna kill herself and I promised to love her if she stopped. She did and now has no intention of ever letting me go
    Catariean Catariean 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 19

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    I'm always filled with such worry. So many racing thoughts. So much emotion. I'm overly critical about myself so I'm never satisfied with myself. My head is just a self-abusive...
    InvaderNice InvaderNice 18-21, M Jun 18

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    I'm different. Very different. I may be human, yet I don't understand other humans. I don't understand why they feel love. Why they are scared of death, and other people dying. I...
    XxAshexX XxAshexX 18-21 Jun 18

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    I'm not supposed to miss you, but that doesn't change the fact that I do!! You're so brilliant, and honestly a little out of my league. But all of your amazing ideas and plans and...
    VictoriasSecrets24 VictoriasSecrets24 22-25, F Jun 18

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    Bluebirds flew away, The sky turned dark gray, fell and hit the ground. The thick fog rolled in, the feeling of being lost and alone raised it's head and looked me in the eye, It...
    knightedone1 knightedone1 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Bluebirds flew away, The sky turned dark gray, fell and hit the ground. The thick fog rolled in, the feeling of being lost and alone raised it's head and looked me in the eye, It...
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    Bluebirds flew away, The sky turned dark gray, fell and hit the ground. The thick fog rolled in, the feeling of being lost and alone raised it's head and looked me in the eye, It...
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    Bluebirds flew away, The sky turned dark gray, fell and hit the ground. The thick fog rolled in, the feeling of being lost and alone raised it's head and looked me in the eye, It...
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    Bluebirds flew away, The sky turned dark gray, fell and hit the ground. The thick fog rolled in, the feeling of being lost and alone raised it's head and looked me in the eye, It...
    knightedone1 knightedone1 41-45, M Jun 16

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    so do I lol end of the world
    Tarmigan113 Tarmigan113 61-65, M Jun 16

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    But I am unique I'm me and proud to be self sufficient
    mister3484 mister3484 46-50, M Jun 16

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    Met another beautiful loving married woman fell in love with her had an emotional affair. Now I cannot stop thinking about her. I know she will never cheat. I know waste of my...
    midlifeknot midlifeknot 36-40, M 5 Responses Jun 15

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    For real though I hate when guys think they're better than me because they have nice eyebrows or they think some interchangeable part of their body is better than mine. Sit down...
    Jmorales7503 Jmorales7503 16-17, M Jun 14

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    If they were into it and had a waterproof mattress cover because I wouldn't want to wreck someone's bed. I would pee all over them
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 14

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