I Should Have Known Better

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 171 People

    bethany444 bethany444
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    What to Do With Her

                                     I love my Mom so much but, shes soooooooooo negative . I am trying to have a great...
    flourlady111 flourlady111
    46-50, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2009

    ...

    i reach out. i start to open up, and a door is slammed in my face.... stupid little girl.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2010

    Really? Okay, Thanks.

    Ooooh, Christmas morning! Waking up, running to your tree, opening presents, parents taking ppictures, hugs going around, wonderful isnt it? Now, before I start, unless you hear my reason as to why, your going to think I am the biggest brat out there, but if you keep reading, you...
    Thelittleblogger Thelittleblogger
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 25, 2012

    I should have noticed the signs they were all

    there i was just to blinded by your sweet meaningless words. knowing i have trust issues knowing i am hurt and broken! i feel you took advantage of it my trust only to find out weeks, months later that you are married...i have never ever been the other woman and i would never...
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35
    31-35, F
    Mar 4

    I Missed Them ...

    I missed the warning signs and i should have known better than to let you in and trust you. I should have known you would change ... all the early warning signs were there i just chose not to see them i suppose. It was one rule for me and another rule for you. I hated that...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2013

    Family.

    Family first. Family is the single most influential thing in your life. They mean everything to you. Did I bother to get to know them?? I'm an idiot.
    farmallcub51 farmallcub51
    31-35, M
    Nov 11, 2013

    I think from today on I have decided to give up

    on the dreams I've wanted for so long. I'm tired of waiting to meet whom I'm suppose to meet and sick of mind games. There's no one waiting for me. No one that's in love with me and definately no one looking to come find me so **** it what's the point!!!
    Squirrelgurl39 Squirrelgurl39
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 28

    I should've known that you'd use me.

    Your such a *****! I was just your play toy and that's it, you said you "love" me we'll guess what...that's complete sh*t!!! I'm done with you and your BS go find yourself another girl to pleasure you that you can use because I'm not her and you can't hurt me anymore! Go f...
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    Apr 11, 2014

    How Did I End Up Here?

    I grew up in Florida and moved to North Carolina when I was 23. I met someone and got married when I was 26. We were married for 8 years and then had a son and two years later, we had another son.  I was content with my life. My husband was good to me, I had a great job where...
    pamelakay71 pamelakay71
    36-40
    May 2, 2011

    I should have known better

    than to let my emotions overpower my logic, but it felt too good, and too real, and i heard the phrase "i love you", and i couldnt see her true aspirations...The new me studies for these things ahead of time, but even in high school, considering not all of my friends were...
    KW444 KW444
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 13, 2015

    Shareing With Others Is a No No!

    Too many times I have thought that I could share intimate moments and feelings with others only to find that they were just being friendly to get the dirt on me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses May 11, 2008

    OH My Goodness!!!!

    The woman who I helped get away from her abusive, controlling husband, that I THOUGHT was scheming to go back to him called me at 330am to ask me to come get a dresser out of her house.  She's giving me EVERYTHING I want minus the TV.  Her house is almost empty and I...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 17, 2008

    Christmas.........very Disappointing In the End.

    My Christmas day was great spending time with my sister , her partner and kids, and my parents.  The one thing I was looking forward to the most was talking to this guy which to cut a long story short , didnt happen.  Comes down to why I joined this group "I...
    NewDay NewDay
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Dec 25, 2008

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