I Should Know Better

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    I was stupid to believe I could trust you again, I was stupid to believe the words, "I'll never hurt you and throw you away again" actually were the ******* truth, and not something just to be said. I should have known better to let you back in, and start to trust you again...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 26, 2010

    got a call today complaining about money.

    i was told i need to think of others. to stop being selfish##?
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 8, 2015

    I'm never gonna fall

    for a girl who flirts with a lot of guys again. It will get you no where but make you feel like your out of place. I'm leaving my options open for long as I can until I know I'm worthy of their time.
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    I Should

    I should know better than to trust people! Gotta keep my guard WAY up, that way I won't get hurt.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    27 Responses Oct 25, 2010

    every single time. i cannot change this messed

    up person i am. i start to think i might deserve better and i get reminded that i dont. i write and write and write ....i try create but it all comes out a scream. ive shredded myself trying to find value but all ive found is pain. i cannot see worth in others eyes. i see a...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Nov 1, 2015

    I Should Know Better But...

    I keep digging myself into a hole even though I know it's wrong.
    IcarusWishes IcarusWishes
    16-17, F
    Jan 19, 2012

    Sheesh.

    I should KNOW better than to let myself start falling for him. I should know better. I'm doing everything in my power to fight it except for just not talking to him. Its not helping...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010

    Shoulda Coulda Woulda

    this is the ******* story of my life ..... when will i learn?
    ava12982 ava12982
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 16, 2009

    This won't do. I'm trying to fix me,

    but I'm in a cage. I want to be free, but my tethers hold firm. What happened to ME? How did I get so lost? Is this happiness I have found even real? Sustainable? Am I looking outside when I should be searching inside? I don't need saving, but I do need to feel like I'm ok. I...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold
    31-35, F
    Mar 24, 2014

    But I Don't

    Not only that but I probably won't ever learn because I am a boy and boys never freakin learn their lessons!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 5, 2011

    You look at me like it's love You talk to me

    like I'm the only one And I believe you for that moment But once I'm all alone I replay it in my head And it just doesn't feel right My mind screams that you're too good for me But my heart just won't let you get away from me We're not together but I wish we could be We're not...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2014

    I Should....

    I should have known better to let you back in after you hurt me that one time. I should have know better than to trust you like I did before. I should have known better than to be friends with you again. I don’t know why I let you back it, but now I am kicking myself in the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    I Should Know Better Than Writing This.

    I should know better than loving a depressed person who can not be with me. I should know better than arguing with my parents about everything that is unimportant in this life. I should know better than always wanting the last word. I should know better than buying things I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 30, 2009

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