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I Should Know Better

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 126 People

    But I Don't

    Not only that but I probably won't ever learn because I am a boy and boys never freakin learn their lessons!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 5, 2011

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    You look at me like it's love You talk to me

    like I'm the only one And I believe you for that moment But once I'm all alone I replay it in my head And it just doesn't feel right My mind screams that you're too good for me But my heart just won't let you get away from me We're not together but I wish we could be We're not...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Sheesh.

    I should KNOW better than to let myself start falling for him. I should know better. I'm doing everything in my power to fight it except for just not talking to him. Its not helping...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2010

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    I Should Know Better Than Writing This.

    I should know better than loving a depressed person who can not be with me. I should know better than arguing with my parents about everything that is unimportant in this life. I should know better than always wanting the last word. I should know better than buying things I...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30, 2009

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    I Should Know Better But...

    I keep digging myself into a hole even though I know it's wrong.
    IcarusWishes IcarusWishes 16-17, F Jan 19, 2012

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    I Should....

    I should have known better to let you back in after you hurt me that one time. I should have know better than to trust you like I did before. I should have known better than to be friends with you again. I don’t know why I let you back it, but now I am kicking myself in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Shoulda Coulda Woulda

    this is the ******* story of my life ..... when will i learn?
    ava12982 ava12982 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2009

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    ...

    I was stupid to believe I could trust you again, I was stupid to believe the words, "I'll never hurt you and throw you away again" actually were the ******* truth, and not something just to be said. I should have known better to let you back in, and start to trust you again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 26, 2010

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    I Should

    I should know better than to trust people! Gotta keep my guard WAY up, that way I won't get hurt.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 27 Responses Oct 25, 2010

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    I'm never gonna fall

    for a girl who flirts with a lot of guys again. It will get you no where but make you feel like your out of place. I'm leaving my options open for long as I can until I know I'm worthy of their time.
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 6

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    This won't do. I'm trying to fix me,

    but I'm in a cage. I want to be free, but my tethers hold firm. What happened to ME? How did I get so lost? Is this happiness I have found even real? Sustainable? Am I looking outside when I should be searching inside? I don't need saving, but I do need to feel like I'm ok. I...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold 31-35, F Mar 24, 2014

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