I Shouldn't Drink When I Am Emotional

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 65 People

    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 12, 2015

    I Plan Not to

    ...because I know I'd be a mess. I'm sure I'll mess up a few times. But that will only reinforce keeping this promise to myself. lol *cross fingers* Sometimes the hardest promises to keep are those you make to yourself.
    anadude anadude
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    My Suffering For Belonging to Him;

    I shouldn’t, but I do. Starting at the 23rd, I got drunk everynight. Im not even 21 yet-im 16. But when I have stress and pain in my life, drinking seems to be the only way to get rid of the pain. Right now, im having boyfriend problems. The love of my life, the guy I did...
    BellaVara BellaVara
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2009

    Wondering

    I don't why but whenever i start drinking, my thoughts and feelings tend to flow out of me so easily...I'll say whatever is on my mind whether it makes sense or not. I know that it is bad to not be able to control one's emotions/impulses but i like being impulsive. Most of the...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 2, 2011

    Self, Repeat After Me....

    I won't drink when I am emotional because I end up making a foolish azz of myself... I won't drink when I am emotional because I end up making a foolish azz of myself... I won't drink when I am emotional because I end up making a foolish azz of myself... I won't drink when I...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    16 Responses Oct 3, 2009

    Think I'm gonna stop drinking more

    than 1 at a time. Never get violent but Become very impulsive and say/think things I didn't think through. Don't crave it anymore than anybody else but I'm pretty lightweight apparentlyˆˆ and it's as though I become someone else. I don't like who I become.
    ylvager ylvager
    22-25, M
    Jan 23

    Drunkard

    I have a little warning I think you might agree Ya better count your blessings and stay away from me I'll stuff my fist right through your face And tear off your ******* head Don't ever dance with misery Remember what I said You may scoff or you may laugh But you just best take...
    Spitbak Spitbak
    46-50, M
    Jul 29, 2011

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