When I feel overwhelmed I just want run and hide. I want to go in the woods or a quiet beach and sit a look at nature. I keep everything looking good on the outside (work) and...
Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
Always cheer me up. When I'm stressed when I'm sad music is my go to. Even when I am working I'll turn the music up loud and listen in one ear it really helps to calm me down.
yes I am normally logged into many sites at once even when I'm away
I should REALLY stop trying to comfort people when I'm drunk.... ****.
Literally! Last Saturday I was sooo high! Frigging loved it. When I'm high I block all my worries out. I just stay smiling. I absolutely love the buzz I receive from it.
When I'm upset I listen to music as there is no other solution. I just cry..nothing turns out the way I want. Listening to music is better.....
Being as I'm not of legal age, I don't drink often. But when I do, I go all out. Lol I remember the very first time I got drunk. I was 15 and after many shots me and my friend...
I get totally aroused when I am spanked..... there is nothing better then being over a knee bare being spanked by a man or women knowing that your totally exposed and getting...
Posting drunk is fun. :-D Wonder why they call it being lit... Actually it makes sense. Coz baby I'm a firework right now!
I'm about to do something stupid that's what's up. How dare her! Even though she's older than my deceased mother it doesn't give her the right to call her a "kid" does she...
Just miss being held n feeling like it's ok n I'm not fighting alone.
The last time was so long ago it feels like it wasn't real.
Honestly I'm pretty sure everyone does lol
And I'm always nervous too... :( I can't help, but sweat over the small stuff! Guess this is what it means to have anxiety..
Do you ever get that feeling that you want to be involved with your roommates friends and have a good time with them though it's like you aren't there? I'm just their with my...
Only a couple of times have I been so drunk that stupid happened. There's one that happened when I was 22ish, it mighta been new years... It's worth telling but takes a bit of...
I don't want to fill others with my problems there have been very little times I have said no I'm not okay most of the time I say I'm good or I'm fine or how about I'm okay I do...
I hope I'm not the only one :/ who does this. I rather punch a wall then go right up and punch a person in the face and hurt them and also get Suspended.
Thas not stricly true! I rarely post wen I'm drunk cos I don drink much!
"I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I wished would never end. I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend..... But I always thought that is see...
I've been trying to find new music. I have almost 400 songs of all genres and looking for more songs I can relate too. Any songs about depression, suicide, self harm, eating...
When i am drunk, i usually call a girl i try to flirt. then i call my best friends to ask them if i am a *******. It usually happens and I dont know why i do.
But really..? I don't understand why people think they have to pretend to care to boost my self confidence.
I'm a human being; Not a charity case.
I don't need you to flirt...
A few stolen moments
Is all that we share
You've got your family
And they need you there
Though I try to resist
Being last on your list
Coz no other man's gonna do
So I'm saving...
Not really sure what's going on with me lately but I keep forgetting a lot of things which is not normal and now it's affecting my job and I keep getting in trouble at work not...
Sat in bed watching Friends :) this is what you do when things are not right :( and you're too screwed up to go college. Friends make me happy :)
Pearl Jam - Footsteps - YouTube
If there was a reason it was you....
We had a party at our house and when it got late at night there was just me and 2 of my husbands friends still awake. I was making out wiht both of them. then we went skinny...
The looks i get help cheer me up.
Hard to believe I was once a fierce agent against drinking. What was I thinking?!
For my Sayed. I know these words and it's time. Bahebk forever my love.
Habibi Ya Nour El Ain
Habibi ya nour el-ain
Ya sakin khayali
Aashek bakali sneen wala ghayrak bibali...
i do..i act like im drunk or 4 years old ill put my hand on ur face and push, ill make werid noices and yah..
I liturally do. I don't want to fill others with my problems, but i do need to let it go at some point, and this is the moment.
Love. I hit replay 7X
Almost every conversation starts with a "how are you" (or, at least, words to that affect) and I almost always lie.
I threw a chair at a kangaroo
Screwed by best friends, abandoned by the one I love, sing it with me "Everything is Awesome!"
Note to my circle : I am getting drunk and am not responsible for my words. Or any bursts of mirth emanated from you based in my follies.
My man has actually came onto me while I was sleeping, which was my first time. He's sneaky like that.
I do this all the time. It comes more naturally now. I used to get in trouble for showing emotion. Now it's my default move.
I got really wasted one night and sent out d*ck pics to everyone on my kick... really awkward discussions the next day...
Trying out a new site... Met a new man... Blown away. Later, we were like two teenagers, necking in the car outside his house while his teenaged daughter was asleep indoors. It was...
Like right now... Ya. Just my luck. I come across this one while eating ice cream and listening to music feeling sad. Oh the irony.
I really do, especially now a days. I just don't know but I've been upset over little things lately and then the big ones hit me harder
Just have to remind myself that that phase of life is now over. I said my piece, it was unacceptable to him, I have to face the consequences. It was what I had wanted all along...
I am an amazing liar and people are so oblivious just look into my eyes ... Do i look okay ? No i dont but they never listen and they never look so they'll never know
I wont be the lonely one
Sitting on my own and sad
A fifty year old
Reminiscing what i had.
I miss my dad today. It breaks my heart knowing the feeling isn't shared.