I Sigh Thus I Feel

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    When i was 4 years old my BEST

    and only friend committied suicide... Blew his brains out with a shot gun...i was FOUR... Having to be told that my only friend in the world just killed himself....I grew up with my dad beating my mom and me as he forced her to **** and smoke pot. He would rather go out every...
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    Feb 22
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can

    see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep? Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my...
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    Oct 17, 2015

    *you hear crying behind the bathroom door*

    *when you push against it you see me looking down with a gun to my head and blood pooling on the floor from my cut wrists* *i look up slowly when i see you with tears streaming down my cheeks and i slowly point the gun at you* *whispering* s-........stay...back.........
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    Feb 22
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Feb 23

    She was built with a brain And some swagger.

    A little scream, little cry, Little laughter. She's a ten, I'm a joke in my own mind. But she still loves to dance With my punch lines. This love found us Now I see it. This love up down. Please believe. Baby, when I'm yellin' at you, It's not your fault It's not your fault...
    Cwdoyle Cwdoyle
    16-17
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015
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