I Simultaneously Hate and Love Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 127 People

    And I When I Make My Mind Up

    it is made up and i will honestly mean every thought i think and every word i say...but then i might just change my mind. its confusing. one day i will be absolutely convinced about wanting to do something and believing in one way or the other and then... my mind is swayed and...
    notsoblackandwhite notsoblackandwhite
    22-25, F
    Jun 18, 2012

    I Simultaneously Hate And Love Myself.

    I am the only person who has control over my life. Both the bad and good that has come abt within my past have been MY choice. I may not have chosen the outcome but I chose the action that led to the outcome. My relationship with myself determines my present state. Whether...
    applescruffs applescruffs
    22-25, F
    Oct 24, 2009

    I just feel empty all the time,

    not empty in my stomach like I haven't eaten.. An emptyness in my chest :/ but the problem is is that I don't even know the problem, how the hell can I figure out something or even explain to you guys something I can't even understand myself. I'm just sad, but I don't know why
    Destinyeastwest Destinyeastwest
    22-25, F
    Aug 20, 2014

    I Will Tell You Why

    one morning, about 13- 15 years ago I woke up and realised that I was actually more important than anyone else! that's when the problems started! I couldn't live with knowing what I knew that I had forgotten. I knew something that I thought everyone else knew but infact...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Mar 23, 2011

    Learning To Love Yourself Is The Greatest Love Of All

    crooned the venerable George Benson. Haven't quite managed to, though. I'm good at the self-hate, picking faults with myself, but accepting myself warts and all is harder. On my good days, I can see that I have many things going for me and have many good qualities, but when...
    mizzen123 mizzen123
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2012

    Today I Am Trying To Love Myself More

    because yesterday i just felt complete self loathing. i really try not to let other people affect how i feel about myself or my life...thats usually best for me. but last week my ex boss said alot of really mean things to me about my personal life and he was so judgmental and he...
    notsoblackandwhite notsoblackandwhite
    22-25, F
    Jul 2, 2012

    I Am My Best Friend. But Also My Worst Enemy.

    One evening when I was like 9-8 years old it all started... I thought I was going to puke, I remember laying in my bed saying, " I'm not going to puke, not going to puke, no that's impossible " over and over again like some sort of ******* mental patient. Then I fell asleep after...
    Beepboop12345 Beepboop12345
    22-25, M
    Sep 9, 2013
    iamnothing99 iamnothing99
    36-40, F
    Apr 16, 2014
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