I Sit Here and Think I Have No One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 134 People

    Alone In A Crowd

    I think it's because I've been judged too much everytime I share a piece of myself to someone. I prefer the isolation now than being judged. I know it's not helping, yet it's not damaging either. Choosing the lesser evil I suppose.
    InSilence2012 InSilence2012
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2013

    My So Called Friend

    I have this person whom i have known for a while. She's been nice and accomodating. She give's me fruits from their apple tree and things like that. We shared a couple of stories every now and then. Was nice to have someone to talk to sometime. Then slowly I kindda noticed...
    InSilence2012 InSilence2012
    41-45, F
    Oct 11, 2013
    Alijumah Alijumah
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 15, 2015

    Know It's Not True...

    I have people to talk to. It still doesn't keep me from feeling alone. The only logical reason I can think of for feeling this way is the chronic pain and depression. That is something when it boils down to it I have to overcome with my own inner strength. It is a constant battle...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 31, 2009

    Hmm

    no one to fall asleep on the couch with.
    AnOwlOverhead AnOwlOverhead
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 28, 2011

    Then Friends Come Out Every Where

    Hi, I sit here all alone . And no one calls me up. Boyfriend . No more . And then people on here come and talk to me and sure is nice . And I don't feel all alone. I just can not keep boyfreind . I don't know I am not made for it. So if you need some one to talk to . I...
    lashanda lashanda
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Nov 15, 2008

    Going To Sleep Soon...

    and i hate feeling like, i have no one to climb into bed with, and fall asleep in their arms. i miss that so much. *sigh* a hug will do =/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 16, 2010

    Alone

    Ultimately we are all alone. We naturally find others to associate with.  Those that I find while looking around on this site have the potential to be special to me in the way i desire.  I have begun to reach out to others on this site, and may eventually find...
    MontanaBill MontanaBill
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2010

    I Am Amazed

    So many people come and go, or are around me, yet I do not have that one person, just one, the constant yearning to be together, because you just can't help it and every moment you are apart you feel incomplete.  I met someone a while back, who makes me not feel alone...
    RedheadJolene RedheadJolene
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Nov 23, 2008

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