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I Sit In Bed And Cry, So No One Else Has To See My Tears

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    I do this every single night,

    while listening to sad music. None of my friends know that I'm this bad, only I know. I'm just so alone.. I'm so empty..
    josh2k josh2k 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Any Time Now

    It is a strange thing, my life I guess asking 'why' has become a cliche I'm not ashamed to admit that i cried though i'm a guy makes you wonder what could possibly make a grown man cry? Any time now, I could be leaving the only regret I will have is being reckless & inconsiderate...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    i cry every night silently due to myself

    sharing a room with my two younger sisters. i cry in the school toilets and whenever my parents arent around... i just cry and come out as if nothings happened... because people rely on me so i need to keep strong
    5203am 5203am 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    People don't think I notice,

    that I don't feel, that I don't care, that I'm not afraid, that I can't feel pain..... Maybe because it's true. I'm the demon of my nightmares, the shadowy figure. But nobody knows the real me. I cry alone And nobody knows I cry every night Tonight I'm having a girls night...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    My father raised me to believe

    that crying is a form of weakness. I've been feeling very alone for about a week now. Everywhere I go, I'm seeing happy ******* couples. It's driving me insane. At night I've been downright sobbing into my pillow. It hurts. I hate it. I feel weak and useless.
    Devinamaria Devinamaria 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 19

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    Is it right to cry myself to sleep?

    I do it every night. Hell, I'm crying right now. Why am I so strong in front of other people am never tell them my secrets so I have to deal with them alone, but I break down as soon as I am alone. I can't help it, if anyone was in my position you would cry too. I'm just crying...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 23

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    I hate my life... it's just too much!

    !! here i am... staring at the wall, crying once again... i dnt know how many days has it been since i started crying every night.. did i do something wrong?? why is my life like this?? why do i have to experience pain and hurt and disappointment over and over and over again?! i...
    kaaat101 kaaat101 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    U know what! I find myself sitting in this

    chair every night, on EP and crying my life out! Literally! Sometimes I think I can't cry any more and then more tears come out. I just can't control any of this! My life is driving me insane! I am insane! I don't know what to do! I don't think I ever have!
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I do this everyday, every night,

    while thinking about how I seem to chase nice and good people off. I cry because I am disparaged for my sexual orientation, and would be hated by family and friends that don't already know about it. I hate how I can't change anything in my life, and I am on the verge of losing...
    Drifter15 Drifter15 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Early morning. Just on waking

    before my guard is up. Yep... That sucks. Old guys aren't supposed to tear up..... Only I do. Oh well.
    popuptarget popuptarget 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I Hate My Life........One Blunder................Another Let Down.............No Success.............Always A Downer!

    There were happy times in my life but I can't remember any of them because they are clouded by all the unhappy times. By the way I am 35 years old and have been living a crappy life since I can remember. One of the things that I have always wanted to do was help people who were...
    jphinn jphinn 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2013

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    I Just Can'T Handle This For Much Longer.

    I was having a pretty good day. Got to see I got good grades and it was nice out. When i was walking home i noticed my dads car was there (My parents are seperated). I went inside and he looked pissed. Let me say that the kitchen was clean, the only thing was the pan cabinet was...
    lovelyjxox lovelyjxox 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2013

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    My Face Says One Thing But My Heart Says Another.

    I guess I have always cried on my own it's a way of hiding the pain. I am a young carer so I have learned to ignore people who make fun of my family but deep down I feel hurt. I seem to be stronger around other people as I don't want to burden them with what I am feeling so it is...
    A1107 A1107 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2011

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    I crying! I'm crying my heart out right now.

    I just can't do this anymore! It's hurts too much! I don't know what to do! Just when I thought I could shed no more tears, well I was wrong! Please help me. I'm always alone for this but I just can't anymore! Besides it's not like there's a meaning to life anyways! We meet make...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Been Taught That Its A Weakness

    i have always tried to cry alone, not even cry if i can my parents have told me since i can remember to not cry, cry was a sign of weakness and weak was not in our vocablury. also i cry alone, because i never had anyone to cry to, never anyone to share my feelings with. i hate...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    Pain

    I am in pain My family doesn’t realize I pull a straight face in front of them They wouldn’t understand why I am this way I am different at school My parents push me way to much I have gone through so much **** in just 4 years I was betrayed by my longest friend I was...
    RacerGurl16 RacerGurl16 16-17, F Feb 28, 2013

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    Of Course

    I don't want anyone to see me cry, I don't want anyone to have to suffer with me, or care about what's wrong with me. That's too much to ask of anyone. I sit in my bed so my pride remain intact and uninjured. I cry until I sleep, no matter what time of day. It's better that way...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 3, 2011

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    Sometimes I go in my room,

    close my door behind me, and just lay in my bed and cry. Nobody has to know. I call it silent tears. It's just between my pillow and I. There comes a point in time when you can no longer keep it inside.
    Rosieeeee Rosieeeee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    A Month

    For the last month, I been crying myself to sleep. I dunno why but i'm just crying...I just feel completely sad inside... never felt like this before. I cry every night and during the day I put on my brave face. I can't breakdown....I just can't...I don't want no one to see me...
    DamensWalker81 DamensWalker81 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30, 2010

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    My Brother Told Me To Save My Tears For Someone Better Than The Guys I Was Mixing With

    now I save them for myself really.... I have not met anyone who deserves my tears as much as me yet... even though I have cried for people I have never even met.... like Princess Diana when she died I cried.. I cried over Prince William having that accident... I cried for people...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Oct 22, 2011

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    I just feel like there is

    so much going on at times I cannot deal with it. So I just lay in my bed an cry. I feel like this is my story an one day it will be my song. Is it really possible to be happy an so unhappy at the same time? I am forever on a roller coaster an I ready for a different ride.
    tladybug tladybug 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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