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I Slip Deeper Into Insanity

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    allie7777777 allie7777777 16-17, F Apr 3, 2014

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    Cry On The Inside

    i don't know why i am posting this my brain wan't turn off i can't go out in public i can't communicate verbally i can't finish a sentence without it reversing on itself i can't make a decision, i can't say no i can't say yes.i can't look after my kids .my teenage daughter...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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    I fall deeper into insanity everytime something

    wrong happens, when I get into trouble, when I get into fights with my family, when a girl I like hurts me, it's no difference I'm just falling into the hole of endless despair. I want to vanish from this hell hole. I want to become dust and float away in the wind. Just burn me...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Aug 4, 2014

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    When I was young I was always told that people come into your life for two things: 1. To be a lesson for life 2. To be blessing for life And, at the time, I scoffed at this - the...
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    They come so they can abandon you and teach you how cruel the world is. She doesn't feel like she deserves me and my "unending" love. She's forty years old and nobody ever rubbed...
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      This is also posted under "I Was Caught Crossdressing".  I started dressing in my mothers clothes when I was ten with her leotards and tights. By the time I was...
    MichelleTiedup MichelleTiedup 56-60, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I love my moms open toe slippers she wears them with nylons and crushes bugs with them
    slipperfetish slipperfetish 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Perseph0ne Perseph0ne 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    David1115 David1115 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    MisterGw MisterGw 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I got myself into trouble too often when I drank, so I don't drink much anymore.
    MeIncarnated MeIncarnated 70+, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    One of My Fake Mother's boyfriends and his entire family use some sort of drug to give me bodily itching, especially through fecal excrement. The only thing I could think up of...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F a week ago

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    Spitbak Spitbak 41-45, M Aug 25

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    Blackjacker Blackjacker 18-21, M Aug 24

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    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 24

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    waywardgirl98 waywardgirl98 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    AmberSmith13 AmberSmith13 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Mindfulness how much we remember when we are!!
    freefalling123 freefalling123 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    NaniStorey NaniStorey 18-21, F Aug 20

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    wizzboy121 wizzboy121 22-25, M Aug 20

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    I grew up in the north of England in the 60s, early 70s. Unlike today, when corporal punishment is often regarded as inappropriate punishment for children, in my youth it was very...
    billjacko billjacko 61-65, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M Aug 15

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    I'm from Cardiff - any young gay lads around there into wearing nappies - I'd love to explore this!
    WelshLad32 WelshLad32 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 15

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    Here is a letter reprinted from my magazine Christian Home: When I was 14, I was being raised by my mother, an aunt and older sister. My father had long ago abandoned the family...
    TeachingRespect TeachingRespect 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 14

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