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I Slip Deeper Into Insanity

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    I fall deeper into insanity everytime something

    wrong happens, when I get into trouble, when I get into fights with my family, when a girl I like hurts me, it's no difference I'm just falling into the hole of endless despair. I want to vanish from this hell hole. I want to become dust and float away in the wind. Just burn me...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Aug 4, 2014

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    Cry On The Inside

    i don't know why i am posting this my brain wan't turn off i can't go out in public i can't communicate verbally i can't finish a sentence without it reversing on itself i can't make a decision, i can't say no i can't say yes.i can't look after my kids .my teenage daughter...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 8, 2012

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