I Smile Even When I Am Crying On the Inside

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    I cry. But I'm just tired I cut.

    But I've just had a long day I hate myself. But I'm fine, don't worry.
    LittlemsA LittlemsA
    16-17, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    Life

    Hello everyone, LifePoet here.  I'm having a really hard time lately and it has made me do some things that i regret and it has made me try to do some more idiotic and stupid stuff.. I'm suffering from a really serous depression and its only getting worse every day and I'm...
    LifePoet LifePoet
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2011

    I'm an expert, I could cry my eyes out,

    but when people asks I'm all fine.. I'm putting up an mask and pretend all is ok.. Why cant i just let my guards down and let the people who cares help..
    0happycamper 0happycamper
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

    Many times my feelings make me cry on the

    inside. But I have learned that I need to hide my feelings. Most people I've met could care less how anyone feels. I keep my feelings hidden. When I meet someone and they ask you how you are I just tell them fine and smile. They don't really want to know. That has just become a...
    gambler920 gambler920
    51-55, M
    1 Response Dec 22, 2014

    I'm getting accused of **** I haven't done.

    Like really why I didn't do it but nobody believes me and I've never lied to them. Everyone wants me to get better but nobody will listen to me. I'm almost 100% sure I'm going to relapse again, no matter how much I try to hold myself back
    Muppo23 Muppo23
    16-17, F
    Dec 2, 2014

    Dr phone appointment this morning I tried

    but dr went into overdrive and says I need a 24 hour heart monitor thing. He didn't have time to listen.
    alijo2012 alijo2012
    46-50, F
    Feb 8

    I'm gonna let him destroy me from the inside

    out. I'm gonna take the pain and keep it locked away. no one will ever know. just deal with it, I tell myself everyday. because I know there's nothing I can do to make it stop. I am gonna put myself in horrifying situations because I deserve the fear. I don't deserve...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 16

    I often smile and cry on the inside.

    I have learned as a child that people or strangers aren't concerned about how you feel. At least most of the time. If I want help I either help myself or find it myself. I've learned to just smile. A person must create their own happiness. You must depend on yourself. Anything...
    gambler920 gambler920
    51-55, M
    Nov 16, 2014

    Smiling Faces

    I smile even when I am crying on the inside.  I try my best not to wear my feelings on my sleeve.  Everyone does not need to know my business.  Even people who you think are your friend's and confidants, you'd better not tell them anything that's going wrong in...
    Insomniac Insomniac
    51-55, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2008

    Great Pretender

    I always try my best to hold it together mainly for my kids.I can be crying on the inside but they would ever know it.I try to teach them to be strong and deal with the problems that life throws at you and keep your head up, I can't be caught crying in the corner if I expect them...
    diamond33 diamond33
    31-35
    1 Response May 13, 2008
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