I Smile Even When I Feel Like Screaming

Hidding the pain from deep inside 89 People

    It's a whole lot easier to just smile

    and pretend rather than having to explain to people the crazy shot that goes on in your head especially when you barely even know your self what going on.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25
    31-35, M
    Jan 10, 2015

    That's like all the time.

    Especially these last few Weeks and tomorrow. Too often >_<
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    1 Response May 2, 2015

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    blondiesmilez blondiesmilez
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2012

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    Singingbutterfly Singingbutterfly
    16-17, F
    Apr 29, 2015

    I Dont Understand Whats Inside Me

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    dman314 dman314
    18-21, M
    Jun 14, 2012

    I Am Trying To Hide

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    lunnas lunnas
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2009

    Sometimes I Do Both

    But only if some heavy bass riffs are pounding out of my speakers and i am trying to keep up with Mister Hetfield! There are other artists/songs i like to have a scream smile with as well.
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    Nov 17, 2010
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