I Smile Even When It Hurts

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    I smile all the time.

    I can't wait for the day that I mean it
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 8, 2015

    But there is nothing.

    Just a silent scream in the darkness an unending neediness that prevails through time and space and can never be rectified.
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015
    LanniLette LanniLette
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2015

    I can't hold it any longer.

    I mean my ex says "I should just kill myself, cause I don't deserve to live" so for now it's going to be good bye to earth and hello to my grave. Got my rope ready. good bye guys :'-(
    PreciousDiamond2 PreciousDiamond2
    18-21, F
    23 Responses Jan 8, 2015

    If they saw me now would they understand

    and be consoling? Or with they scoff and exchanging knowing glances at one another.
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    True story. Cracked my ribs in motorbike

    accident. Saw somethin funny on TopGear and laughed my head off. Was so so so sore but couldn't help!!!!!!!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 19, 2015

    I REALLY need a wheelchair.

    I started a gofundme to help with the cost. Any donations will be helpful:) https://www.gofundme.com/r9u3nyj8
    kikitaina kikitaina
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 7, 2015

    it hurts when I smile

    because there has been some things going on in my life,but my family and friends don't truly know how I feel. Even though I smile on the outside it feels lime I'm dying on the inside.
    submit00 submit00
    16-17, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    It was for you... And now.

    . I'm not smiling. It wasn't worth the effort
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    No like literally when I'm in physical pain.

    Like if I hit my shin on a table or something I start laughing in pain and then that laugh just stays in a permanent smile till the pain subsides.
    andialand andialand
    22-25, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    That bravado that hides the scars

    and the wounds with salt in them
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015
    shethia shethia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2015

    Do I deserve this? I would bellow with pain in

    my voice, do you see how far I have gone inside my mind and soul to feel this
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    I just stopped.. and let the pain each over me.

    I'm hurt and embarrassed. I'm aching inside. I'm caught in a trap like a wounded deer. When the walls come down and the inner child aches for something to comfort them from the world.
    jiggy4545 jiggy4545
    26-30, F
    Jan 7, 2015

    This is sooooo darn true

    for real :/ I am bi I said it many times I have crushed on my besties and Internet besties and my lesbion friend and I have a bf I smile threw the pain and confusin)
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears
    13-15, F
    Jan 7, 2015
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