Personal Stories, Advice, and Support
I can't wait for the day that I mean it
because there has been some things going on in my life,but my family and friends don't truly know how I feel. Even though I smile on the outside it feels lime I'm dying on the inside.
and the wounds with salt in them
my voice, do you see how far I have gone inside my mind and soul to feel this
Like if I hit my shin on a table or something I start laughing in pain and then that laugh just stays in a permanent smile till the pain subsides.
I started a gofundme to help with the cost. Any donations will be helpful:)
I'm hurt and embarrassed. I'm aching inside. I'm caught in a trap like a wounded deer. When the walls come down and the inner child aches for something to comfort them from the world.
. I'm not smiling. It wasn't worth the effort
Just a silent scream in the darkness an unending neediness that prevails through time and space and can never be rectified.
and be consoling? Or with they scoff and exchanging knowing glances at one another.
for real :/ I am bi I said it many times I have crushed on my besties and Internet besties and my lesbion friend and I have a bf I smile threw the pain and confusin)
I mean my ex says "I should just kill myself, cause I don't deserve to live" so for now it's going to be good bye to earth and hello to my grave. Got my rope ready.
good bye guys :'-(
accident. Saw somethin funny on TopGear and laughed my head off. Was so so so sore but couldn't help!!!!!!!!