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I Smoke and Hate It

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    It Is a Love-hate Thing

    I hate that I smoke but I love smoking.  Probably only because I am addicted, I'm sure.  It stinks.   It makes my teeth brown.  not to mention what it must be doing to my health, over all.  It is my one demon.  The one I can't seem to shake...
    hippieheart hippieheart 41-45, F Dec 17, 2007

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    Smoking

    Where does it get? Put something in your mouth and light it on fire, no good will come of this! So why can't I quit? I have tried and tried but there is always a reason to start again.
    claysorrow claysorrow 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    Sick of Smoking

    I wish I would never pick up another cigarette again.
    violinangie violinangie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    You don't understand how much I hate my boring, pathetic, pointless life. I miss put on everything. I have no experiences. I thought I had a good school friend then she hurt me too...
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    I was 27 and happened on a little secret that my BF was attracted to women who smoked.... being a non-smoker I asked a co-worker to teach me the basics so I could spice up our...
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    I really dislike it.. My parents smoke, basically everyone around me smokes, even my crush. I don't judge anyone on why- or because they do it's their choice. I just tell them not...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I started smoking tobacco my 10th grade year not because I wanted to but I was at a party and someone offered I always wanted to know what would happen when you smoke what effect...
    Sheslikethewind Sheslikethewind 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
    funkybones funkybones 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I never smoke cigarettes. EVER. Cigarettes are just too nasty for me, they smell horrid and the odor of them gets everywhere. In your clothes, in your house, in your own body and...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    The harmful outcomes of cigarette smoking have been the national health problem since the 80's. Though the number of smokers has dropped from 50.1% in 1990 to 19.8% in 2007...
    electricproducts electricproducts 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I do smoke and I am not lucky enough to live in a state that it has been legalized. I need to vent for a few moments, like I put in most of my experiences please do not be negative...
    Fearsomekitty Fearsomekitty 22-25 3 Responses Mar 28

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    My sister . This is the story. She has a sugar daddy who she sleeps with. She's pretty but has a man about 39/40 years old who pays for everything down to her nails up to her...
    Jackie192019 Jackie192019 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    Haven't smoked in a week :( uggggh hate not having any. Anybody wanna help me? Haha
    highforthis10 highforthis10 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I want to ******* to smoke.. Like it's making mad that I have no weed or money to get any.. I hate sitting in the house on punishment with nothing to do. Weed saves me from boredom...
    iamj iamj 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 28

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    Smoking, the most disgusting habit. I can't stand the smell, I do hold my breathe when I past someone smoking. You will never find a cigarette in my mouth, lit or unlit. My friends...
    pappa94 pappa94 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I started smoking as of a week ago. My best friend committed suicide was the trigger that made me start but stress at work and curiosity was getting the best of me as well. I...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    When people look at me, they often say they can't imagine me smoking. Which is weird because, why does it matter what you look like? But yeah. I do smoke. I know it's bad for...
    SwimmingDarkness SwimmingDarkness 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 21

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    I have, many times, and I like it. It's been so long though. I'm sensitive to it's effects because of how little I smoke. I can literally smoke at noon and still be high the next...
    XioBlue XioBlue 22-25, F Apr 12

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    Jared1494 Jared1494 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I know im young but at this moment i feel like im never going to be happy. I have no motivation, no drive. I've realized that the only thing that makes me really happy is really...
    Justdoitessay Justdoitessay 16-17, M Mar 28

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    First time I smoked was the summer after 6th grade. I really had no idea what I was doing, but I wanted to try it. I don't remember being baked, but I know I got a little high. I...
    highforest highforest 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I seriously can't deal anymore. My father smokes cigars and cigarettes. The house stinks, his clothes, and it gets on me. How the hell is he still trying to quit after all these...
    Blatinasrock Blatinasrock 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It is fun to see them smoke when they don't really smoke, and to see how many you can get them to smoke. Cruel, yes.
    Onetruenutcase Onetruenutcase 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Im a recent smoker as of 2011. Although people look at me as if ive smoked forever. My smoking is my way of "killing the pain" of my anxiety and depression. This however has...
    simpleman79 simpleman79 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I used to look up to her, she was my playmate, my sun, my moon, and stars. How could she not she was my big sister. Of course we fought and made up like any siblings would, but its...
    kianaadir kianaadir 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I hate falling in love when i don't have money. If i have money, it would be okay if i get dumped again and again for another person. I'm that loving, understanding and generous...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly 46-50, F Apr 9

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    My stepdad is lower than garbage. His belated wife died "mysteriously" of a drug overdose. He has been the subject of domestic abuse implications numerous times in the past. It is...
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    mrbless mrbless 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    holyallyssa holyallyssa 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I was 9 when I tried smoking my dad's cigarettes... He caught me smoking and I was terrified. He asked me why am I smoking and then I answered: "I'm just making the room smell good...
    iamawildchild iamawildchild 16-17, F Apr 11

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    I am a 40 year old man who started smoking weed seriously about 3 weeks ago. I've smoked sporadically in the past. Most of my prior experiences leaned toward being negative...
    Mcluvinassman Mcluvinassman 36-40, M 4 Responses Mar 29

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    I never smoked a cigarette my whole life, and I never plan to. Nor have I ever did any kind of drugs, either. When I was 12, my dad had a heart attack, and I've come to learn that...
    SamHarris SamHarris 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Weed is awesome. I smoke it everyday. Stress reliever. ❤ I get beaten daily and at the end of the day just smoke a nice long good blunt and pass out.
    MissJazmineeeee MissJazmineeeee 13-15, F Mar 31

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    i really enjoy smoking weed. it's the ONLY thing that makes me happy and motivated. but every morning i wake up with regret and feeling gross like i shouldn't of smoked the day...
    zannarzz zannarzz 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    Everytime I pass someone who smokes I cough cause my lungs hurt and I feel like I am being suffocated. Having asthma I avoid the smoke by just holding breath and passing by.
    Ermacz Ermacz 18-21, M Apr 4

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    I did smoke a pack Once I did once and after that failed experiment - I don't smoke them for over 35 years. And, never, ever looked back and feeling good for not having any...
    StarSphere StarSphere 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    shaybaby213 shaybaby213 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 8

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    kitcat2013 kitcat2013 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    DelicateLion29 DelicateLion29 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I never did and never will. As if my natural aversion to the smoke isn't enough I have first hand experiences with people who died because of it. I've had uncles who died of cancer...
    silvershadow2099 silvershadow2099 26-30, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i,m a smoker and i've been smoking very long time. i smoke benson & hedges. they are expensive and obviously they are bad for health but still i couldnt quit. on the other hand im...
    netpoison netpoison 22-25, M 23 hrs ago

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    I'm 20 years old! 20!!! & my dad will not let me stay out later than 11pm. I have always been a good student (straight A's) good girl, don't smoke, don't drink, (even though I have...
    genieinthebottle7 genieinthebottle7 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    My violent father - My dad, although he has mellowed considerably with age, is a violent, psychotic, nasty piece of work who grew up tough, lived tough and will die tough. He's the...
    HPeterson HPeterson 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    Walkedinblind Walkedinblind 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    And regret it i hate cigarette now but when i was a teenager that was "cool" how dumb
    FunnyEnglish FunnyEnglish 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Nothing ever seems to work out for me. It's been **** ever since my grandma died in August after that it all went down hill. All of my so call friends stopped talking to me. The...
    Dakota169 Dakota169 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Jaimedee Jaimedee 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    It seems that all she does is insult me. She stays out all night and comes home at around 4 am, she smokes even though she knows I have asthma, and she's always calling me names...
    karenoohhh karenoohhh 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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