I Smoke and Hate It

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    Smoking

    Where does it get? Put something in your mouth and light it on fire, no good will come of this! So why can't I quit? I have tried and tried but there is always a reason to start again.
    claysorrow claysorrow
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

    It Is a Love-hate Thing

    I hate that I smoke but I love smoking.  Probably only because I am addicted, I'm sure.  It stinks.   It makes my teeth brown.  not to mention what it must be doing to my health, over all.  It is my one demon.  The one I can't seem to shake...
    hippieheart hippieheart
    41-45, F
    Dec 17, 2007

    Sick of Smoking

    I wish I would never pick up another cigarette again.
    violinangie violinangie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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