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I Smoke and Hate It

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    It Is a Love-hate Thing

    I hate that I smoke but I love smoking.  Probably only because I am addicted, I'm sure.  It stinks.   It makes my teeth brown.  not to mention what it must be doing to my health, over all.  It is my one demon.  The one I can't seem to shake...
    hippieheart hippieheart 41-45, F Dec 17, 2007

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    Sick of Smoking

    I wish I would never pick up another cigarette again.
    violinangie violinangie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Smoking

    Where does it get? Put something in your mouth and light it on fire, no good will come of this! So why can't I quit? I have tried and tried but there is always a reason to start again.
    claysorrow claysorrow 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    Brokeamy Brokeamy 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have school in 20mins...I ******* hate the place ughh!!
    Krystal666 Krystal666 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    they both smoke. my mom constantly... i hate when i hear their lighter, see smoke in the kitchen. they smoke by the hood, so it's not so dangerous for me, but who are they kidding...
    KatieRosess KatieRosess 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    OverWorkedWoman OverWorkedWoman 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    This was way back in freshman year, I'm a senior now. Since about 8th grade I wanted to smoke weed, I actually wanted to become a pot head. It's kind of sad but I was in 8th grade...
    Anonymous446 Anonymous446 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    The way I smoke weed, comparable to how people take cigarette breaks at work. I just spark, get high and continue to live. I recently smoked and felt like it was laced. I felt a...
    CJCA CJCA 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    Okay, hate maybe abit extravagated. I am not sayings its not dumb. But it does not make one dumb dumb. I could easily come with an counter attack of how dumb the other person is...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 31

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    It's not okay to blow smoke into a non smokers face. Like I respect your decision to smoke, but it's not mine. Be more respectful of that 👎✋
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    So my friend out of nowhere asks me if I asked a guy we go to church together if I asked him to smoke. **** him lieing. I quit that ****. Then people judge me for ever doing it. Ya...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Aug 25

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    So my friend out of nowhere asks me if I asked a guy we go to church together if I asked him to smoke. **** him lieing. I quit that ****. Then people judge me for ever doing it. Ya...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I hate the fact that you've had sex with 4 girls and one of those girls had sex with 15 other people. I hate the fact that you smoke that stupid e cigarette. I hate the fact that...
    ADayToRememberForever ADayToRememberForever 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I hate my brothers immature girlfriend so much that it has now caused a hole in my own family. Let explain why: My little brother ( almost 3 years younger) has this girlfriend...
    Gingerlocks813 Gingerlocks813 18-21, F Aug 25

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    I hate living in a culture that promotes that being fake as positive. I live in a bubble set up with a hierarchy dependent on perpetual fakeness. I don't hate them but I hate their...
    LIZard0121 LIZard0121 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I used to smoke all day everyday. I'd smoke before school, I'd smoke during school, and I'd smoke before bed. It made coping with my depression and abusive relationships so much...
    lilHuman lilHuman 22-25, F Sep 2

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    It's not sexual, don't get the wrong idea. I have no idea why but some brands I guess I like the smell of. Others smell just gross. I hate smoking it's self because it has killed...
    omutsukimi omutsukimi 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    Who smokes Mary Jane? ;) I dont need any hate or lectures.
    Stardust6 Stardust6 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Right now, I am pretty much going through a hard time. Yesterday, my mom found out that I started smoking and honestly people think I am a bad guy just for doing it. My mom said...
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    My "real" father. When I was little. My father and me were very close. My family were. We are seen as a perfect family and i thought it is. My dad is Japanese and my mom is a...
    azyleak azyleak 22-25, F Aug 31

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    I have never smoked any kind of tobacco or narcotics & I will never start. Smoking is a massive turn-off for me. They are for people who want to die quicker. I hate the smell...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I cant help it, I feel like I don't belong at all. My parents split up when I was around 7-9, and then my dad got a girlfriend who hates me with passion and has an older daughter...
    anonymouschicky anonymouschicky 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    People who get tired of Northern winters tend to move to Florida looking for paradise and a place without snow. The problem is, it's too extreme of a change. Unless you LOVE hot...
    Georgie0324 Georgie0324 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Her is the part one for this story EP Link Morning (1,2) My alarm goes off at 5:30. I wake up and start coughing. The wonderful smokers cough. Mine lasts anywhere from ten to...
    40yrSmoker 40yrSmoker 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    who doesn't smoke nowadays? it's easy to get and very common now, plus people tend to use it properly and know how to control themselves. unlike the people who act all duhhh and...
    julianbeyonce julianbeyonce 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I do not want to start up college this year with a bad attidude , but I have nothing to look forward too. My classes are pretty much exactly like last year, and I will most likely...
    EyeOfLight EyeOfLight 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I now know i hate my boyfriend, we just moved in together and he does absolutely nothing, when i ask for help he acts like I'm bothering him he's lazy no ambition n hopeless he...
    puncanel puncanel 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    my step dad smokes and when i go to school i smell like it and i have no friends no one talks to me and one girl said out loud it stinks in here...... i just hate it so much
    bae13 bae13 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    This is my first time posting and I need to get some stress out since I feel there is nobody around me psychically to communicate with in terms of my experience. I live in a medium...
    cbkmc24 cbkmc24 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I remember my younger self being a willing secondhand smoker. I would stand behind my grandfather whenever I caught him puffing away, dabbing the lit end against his half-full (or...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I love to smoke just started 7 months ago and would like to talk to a fellow smoker but mostly a person who smokes 2-3 packs a day
    alexjohnson28 alexjohnson28 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    My chest is tight I cannot breathe Someone get this weight off me…please Oh, how we take the things for granted That come at no price, with ease In 26 years I haven’t touched...
    melbourneonly melbourneonly 46-50, M Sep 3

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    Though I was a chain smoker at a point of time in my life, today I can't stand the smell of it while standing near a smoker after his puff. At the same time I love to breath the...
    vin123123 vin123123 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    It's just awful. My parents both smoked (my dad quit a long time ago thank God) but I never really got used to it. They never smoked in the house because I have bad asthma. Still...
    thegiggleatafuneral thegiggleatafuneral 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I believe it should be made legal and available to everyone, including teenagers. It may strike people as odd to legalize it for everybody but here is my reasoning: It will not...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    i recently got a cigarette from a friend and smoked it since i had no access to one. it was my first time smoking a cigarette. let me tell you something, it's the best feeling on...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    In actuality I used to smoke for about 10 years. I recently quit January 2nd and why the 2nd? Because I bought a pack on New Years eve and thought that it would be a waste of money...
    ImToolazyforaWittyUseName ImToolazyforaWittyUseName 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I never really got into it in the first place anyway. I was a social smoker. But now that I don't smoke I don't have much of a social life. Funny how that works
    LadyRubenesque LadyRubenesque 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Or, at least I try to do.... Martika, my madam, insists that all her prostitutes smoke and they have to look sexy and act sexy too.... That goes with the smoking too.... Amber...
    SarahTheHooker SarahTheHooker 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    That's the way I've been taught; deep drag of your cigarette and hold the smoke down and then either exhale through your mouth or your nose.... Either way, it much better than...
    SarahTheHooker SarahTheHooker 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I did this as a dream about smoking heaven but will share it here now I've worked out how to... Smoking heaven where everyone is a chain-smoker and there is an endless supply of...
    chrismarlboro chrismarlboro 51-55, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I did this as a dream about smoking heaven but will share it here now I've worked out how to... Smoking heaven where everyone is a chain-smoker and there is an endless supply of...
    chrismarlboro chrismarlboro 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Filling my lungs with toxic breath is not very alluring. When I need to fuel my anger or make real the feeling of being suffacated by life do I actually ever smoke. I smoke maybe...
    Steffi627 Steffi627 18-21, F Aug 29

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    I am a former smoker. I don't like the smell of smoke just because it gives me a headache.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    Hi my name is Macy I am 19 and a chain smoker. I smoke 3 and a half packs of Marlboro Menthol a day and love it. I have been smoking since I was 15 and always loved it.
    macyisalesbian macyisalesbian 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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