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I Smoke Meth

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 135 People

    Again

    i keep bouncing between the "i smoke meth" and the "i used to smoke meth" a lot lately. another relapse this time i don't even know what day i left off on. on a binge, been on it since yesterday and continuing till tomorrow, at least i hope it ends then. i'm not disappointed i'm...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    Apr 15, 2013

    I Think I May Quit Because Of Love

    i'm falling in love with a guy i've been hanging out with. i hang out with two other guys and we all use, except the guy i like. he's been sober off meth(that's what we use) for over 5months now. i know he likes me too because it's obvious. we hold each other whenever he is...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    Mar 8, 2013

    From Dope To Dope

    Im 26 years old and have been smoking weed and BIG drinking for about 4 years my boyfriend has been Uuusing meth for 5 we hit a really bumpy patch in the relationship 3 months ago so I began using with him to become closer needless to say that didn't work and now im hooked I...
    Dramaticleo Dramaticleo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2012

    I'm involved in what feels like a lifelong

    love/hate relationship with Meth. I used to smoke meth to get high. now that my tolerance has built up, I smoke to feel numb. meth helps me forget. meth makes me not care. meth helps me escape from reality. when I smoke, nothing else matters. meth is the friend I don't have. it...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2013

    Am Spunout

    been doin meth off & on for the past 16 yrs & loving every min of it. love the way i feel & the crazy **** i do. i have dealt for 10 yrs & been close to bein busted 3 times. ive been smoking almost everyday the past month so yeah am FUCKN SPUNOUT!!
    kingspinnr kingspinnr
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    It Spilt On Me

    When i was with all my friends, and we were all smoking, it was my hit to of course i did. After i blew it out i looked through the bottom(because i like to look at it when it's melted), and i kept rolling it because it was a small bowl and it spilt out the top hole onto my right...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2013

    Meth Helped Me Take It Hard For Hours!

    Damn i never knew...he told me to keep my eyes closed and after several slow deep inhaled breaths, i was ready and he delivered! he put me on my knees and started to use me as his submissive bottom and boned me deep for over 6 hours of great fun! it was an awesome time and i'd...
    whtbtm4topbbc whtbtm4topbbc
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2011

    Loving My Meth

    I have been into speed since '69 and I have eaten it , snorted it , Shot it, shoved it up my ***, and for the last 5 yrs smoked it *,5
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010

    Day 6

    i'm 6days sober now off meth.if i can do it anyone can. i have hope for you all. and that's all i really wanted to share. i'm going to be tempted again in the next few days, but i know i'm strong enough to say no. wish me luck and i hope the best for you all who struggle even...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2013

    Waking Up One Day

    I woke up on the toilet, how many days have I been without sleeping? Everything i had in my pockets was on the floor!Dang, I jumped up uot into my room. my room is a blooody mess. At the doorway , i can see where i leave my stuff, its been opened cause the moinkey I put on top if...
    davdee619 davdee619
    36-40
    1 Response Dec 27, 2010

    Sex On Meth

        Being high on meth brings out urges within me that are so strong.  I want to stroke and suck *****, group sex where everyone is stroking , sucking or ******* another man or men.  This is still a secret amongst my friends and family.        My car stalled out on a...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 27, 2013

    High On Meth And The Fantasies I Have

        When on meth I ***** naked and lube my **** and begin to **********.  A few times I have partied with other guys, we stroked and sucked each other for hours on end. I like to take hits as someone strokes and sucks my **** then I do the same for whomever.  As you said it...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 26, 2013

    I Can'T Live Like This Anymore

    Hi every one! So here's how my life went from perfect to down Hill in a 12 month period ..... I'm 22 years old and I'm getting divorced well I can file for one (12 months from the day I left him). *** hole. Left me with every bill to pay! Now I've moved home, bankrupt, no job...
    MissC90 MissC90
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2013

    Tina

    I love getting spun out with sexy guys and edge our ***** for hours! Blowing clouds over another dudes **** is so hot. ;)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 13, 2013

    With A Friend

    A friend just came over, he cut a couple of huge lines, just did one about 10 minutes ago.  **** is playing; my friend is stroking my **** with oil as I tell you this story. He is between my legs; his hands ************ me.  One hand cupping my balls and pulling downward as...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 26, 2013

    Secret Meth Fan

    I tried amphetamines for the first time when I was 14. My friend had given me one of his dexedrine 15mg spansules, and from that moment; I was in love with amps. I obtained a prescription for, and used dexedrine for years. I thought that nothing could ever make me feel better...
    shardster shardster
    31-35, M
    Sep 13, 2012

    They Say Mind Over Matter, I Say Otherwise...

    People have always used that quote, especially when the topic is on or about drugs... Being a tweaker, which is something I'm not and never will be ashamed of, I got my first encounter with Tina when I was 14 stole my sisters "pencil case" and tried to tango with her myself. I...
    MagicHuffNPuff MagicHuffNPuff
    22-25, M
    Feb 7, 2013

    Ice

    I'm a meth smoker and I love It been smoking few years Now skills keep growing my only thing is all the smoking accessories I m Urged to make lol
    PloGreen PloGreen
    22-25, M
    Apr 2, 2013

    So After I Got Bored Of Oxy... I Recently Switched To Meth...

    And when I say recently... I mean about 4-6 weeks ago. So far I'm not seek all the hype about how bad... But then again oven been a functional addict since 15 and I'm now just over 30... Maybe I'll get really bad soon... But who knows.... I guess we will see. Right now I've...
    MaleCA MaleCA
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013

    Fell Off Track - Day 0

    i'm high i won't lie. i'm on one i won't lie. i'm working and i get high here i won't lie. i cut a ew fat fat lines with my step sister on the other side of the room i won't lie. i was 7days sober and then i relapsed. i've been high the past few days on the meth and i feel out of...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2013

    throughout the years I tried it a few

    but that was it. last March while living in Denver, I decided to sell it. my wife's little sister has been an addict for 15 years and you'd never know. I gave her a call to get it for me. after I she took me to her dealer, I told her let's smoke and see if its good. I ended up...
    claytonspain claytonspain
    31-35, M
    Feb 12

    Meth And Sex

    I started doing meth 12 years ago. live in California. im not sure what the stronger of the addictions is ? the drug or sex sessions on meth? I have been in and out of relationships ad the common factor in all of them is he meth sex? I've been clean a few months here and there...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17, 2013

    You Bring This Poor Dog In From The Rain, But She Just Wants Back Out Again..

    I am a life longer. Twentyseven, began at 14. I know what its like to quit. I did so off and on during my marriage. I know what its like to hide it, be ashamed of it. I am a pro a squeezing the fun out of it. My parents were addicts. No crazy abuse resulted. My father always...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 9, 2010

    Lonely Tweaker

    I love Tina. She's my best friend, The only one that can put a smile on my face, But i have lost her, Will someone please help me find her again ?
    Lexilovely Lexilovely
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

    Oh So In Love With The Drug

    Meth...My drug of choice, my life long addiction, my enemy/lover, my weakness, my escape, my life depends on it, my one and only true friend. Meth is a powerful drug for me. When I am on it I feel as if I am finally happy, as if nothing can hurt me, as if someone just earsed my...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 8, 2012

    i smoke a bunch and than

    when I run out I take like 4 sleeping pills and knock the **** out.
    teekayy93 teekayy93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    Love To Jack Off On Meth

    can do it for hours ... get very anal too ... best is when I turn on my cam and ********** for an audience ... love it
    ericjorocks ericjorocks
    51-55, M
    19 Responses Aug 16, 2010

    I dont know about you guys

    but everytime i get lit i get super horny. I dont know how to calm this down, but i end up having to resort myself to ************. I have a beautiful girlfriend who has NO idea i do this. Can someone please give me advice or something? I'm not saying I'm going to quit but I...
    Kosmoe818 Kosmoe818
    22-25, M
    Dec 11, 2013

    Now What

    almost out of **** to smoke & my hook up got busted over the weekend. trying to find new one at the moment. pretty sure i can go to main source just hope if i do they give me a good deal if not i will have to say now what
    kingspinnr kingspinnr
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 23, 2010

    High On Meth And The Fantasies I Have

        When on meth I ***** naked and lube my **** and begin to **********.  A few times I have partied with other guys, we stroked and sucked each other for hours on end. I like to take hits as someone strokes and sucks my **** then I do the same for whomever.  As you said it...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    Aug 26, 2013

    Blowing Foggers

    I love to smoke it everyday and if it is good it goes straight to my *****. I will clear out my place, and begin a 4 hour jilling session. webcam, lesbianism, meeting women from adult stes for discreet meetings. met some of my best jilling buddies that way. we smoke together...
    ocpuzzylvr ocpuzzylvr
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jul 5, 2011

    I' Hearing Voices Again Because Of It.

    i am diagnosed with sichzoaffective disorder and it's a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. i also smoke meth but just go on three day binges. i know the brain works and it's chemicals, and i know the reason i'm hearing them again is because i've been using again. i know...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 9, 2013

    I Hate It When....

    Ok im a drinker.. I love my hennessy or vodka.. and i was doing that before smoking... I've been smoking since mar. 09 and now when I smoke before drinking i dont feel the alcohol very much.. mabey a little (depending on the day) overall it sux.. I tell myself im gonna drink...
    natashaluver1 natashaluver1
    18-21
    Apr 1, 2011
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