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I Smoke Meth

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 135 People

    Sex On Meth

        Being high on meth brings out urges within me that are so strong.  I want to stroke and suck *****, group sex where everyone is stroking , sucking or ******* another man or men.  This is still a secret amongst my friends and family.        My car stalled out on a...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 27, 2013

    I'm involved in what feels like a lifelong

    love/hate relationship with Meth. I used to smoke meth to get high. now that my tolerance has built up, I smoke to feel numb. meth helps me forget. meth makes me not care. meth helps me escape from reality. when I smoke, nothing else matters. meth is the friend I don't have. it...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2013

    Meth Helped Me Take It Hard For Hours!

    Damn i never knew...he told me to keep my eyes closed and after several slow deep inhaled breaths, i was ready and he delivered! he put me on my knees and started to use me as his submissive bottom and boned me deep for over 6 hours of great fun! it was an awesome time and i'd...
    whtbtm4topbbc whtbtm4topbbc
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2011

    I' Hearing Voices Again Because Of It.

    i am diagnosed with sichzoaffective disorder and it's a mix of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. i also smoke meth but just go on three day binges. i know the brain works and it's chemicals, and i know the reason i'm hearing them again is because i've been using again. i know...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 9, 2013

    Blowing Foggers

    I love to smoke it everyday and if it is good it goes straight to my *****. I will clear out my place, and begin a 4 hour jilling session. webcam, lesbianism, meeting women from adult stes for discreet meetings. met some of my best jilling buddies that way. we smoke together...
    ocpuzzylvr ocpuzzylvr
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jul 5, 2011

    Fell Off Track - Day 0

    i'm high i won't lie. i'm on one i won't lie. i'm working and i get high here i won't lie. i cut a ew fat fat lines with my step sister on the other side of the room i won't lie. i was 7days sober and then i relapsed. i've been high the past few days on the meth and i feel out of...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2013

    Secret Meth Fan

    I tried amphetamines for the first time when I was 14. My friend had given me one of his dexedrine 15mg spansules, and from that moment; I was in love with amps. I obtained a prescription for, and used dexedrine for years. I thought that nothing could ever make me feel better...
    shardster shardster
    31-35, M
    Sep 13, 2012

    Am Spunout

    been doin meth off & on for the past 16 yrs & loving every min of it. love the way i feel & the crazy **** i do. i have dealt for 10 yrs & been close to bein busted 3 times. ive been smoking almost everyday the past month so yeah am FUCKN SPUNOUT!!
    kingspinnr kingspinnr
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    It Spilt On Me

    When i was with all my friends, and we were all smoking, it was my hit to of course i did. After i blew it out i looked through the bottom(because i like to look at it when it's melted), and i kept rolling it because it was a small bowl and it spilt out the top hole onto my right...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2013

    Lonely Tweaker

    I love Tina. She's my best friend, The only one that can put a smile on my face, But i have lost her, Will someone please help me find her again ?
    Lexilovely Lexilovely
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

    High On Meth And The Fantasies I Have

        When on meth I ***** naked and lube my **** and begin to **********.  A few times I have partied with other guys, we stroked and sucked each other for hours on end. I like to take hits as someone strokes and sucks my **** then I do the same for whomever.  As you said it...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 26, 2013

    You Bring This Poor Dog In From The Rain, But She Just Wants Back Out Again..

    I am a life longer. Twentyseven, began at 14. I know what its like to quit. I did so off and on during my marriage. I know what its like to hide it, be ashamed of it. I am a pro a squeezing the fun out of it. My parents were addicts. No crazy abuse resulted. My father always...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 9, 2010

    From Dope To Dope

    Im 26 years old and have been smoking weed and BIG drinking for about 4 years my boyfriend has been Uuusing meth for 5 we hit a really bumpy patch in the relationship 3 months ago so I began using with him to become closer needless to say that didn't work and now im hooked I...
    Dramaticleo Dramaticleo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2012

    Now What

    almost out of **** to smoke & my hook up got busted over the weekend. trying to find new one at the moment. pretty sure i can go to main source just hope if i do they give me a good deal if not i will have to say now what
    kingspinnr kingspinnr
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 23, 2010

    They Say Mind Over Matter, I Say Otherwise...

    People have always used that quote, especially when the topic is on or about drugs... Being a tweaker, which is something I'm not and never will be ashamed of, I got my first encounter with Tina when I was 14 stole my sisters "pencil case" and tried to tango with her myself. I...
    MagicHuffNPuff MagicHuffNPuff
    22-25, M
    Feb 7, 2013


    I'm a meth smoker and I love It been smoking few years Now skills keep growing my only thing is all the smoking accessories I m Urged to make lol
    PloGreen PloGreen
    22-25, M
    Apr 2, 2013

    Love To Jack Off On Meth

    can do it for hours ... get very anal too ... best is when I turn on my cam and ********** for an audience ... love it
    ericjorocks ericjorocks
    51-55, M
    19 Responses Aug 16, 2010


    I love getting spun out with sexy guys and edge our ***** for hours! Blowing clouds over another dudes **** is so hot. ;)
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 13, 2013

    High On Meth And The Fantasies I Have

        When on meth I ***** naked and lube my **** and begin to **********.  A few times I have partied with other guys, we stroked and sucked each other for hours on end. I like to take hits as someone strokes and sucks my **** then I do the same for whomever.  As you said it...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    Aug 26, 2013

    I Can'T Live Like This Anymore

    Hi every one! So here's how my life went from perfect to down Hill in a 12 month period ..... I'm 22 years old and I'm getting divorced well I can file for one (12 months from the day I left him). *** hole. Left me with every bill to pay! Now I've moved home, bankrupt, no job...
    MissC90 MissC90
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2013

    Oh So In Love With The Drug

    Meth...My drug of choice, my life long addiction, my enemy/lover, my weakness, my escape, my life depends on it, my one and only true friend. Meth is a powerful drug for me. When I am on it I feel as if I am finally happy, as if nothing can hurt me, as if someone just earsed my...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Aug 8, 2012

    Day 6

    i'm 6days sober now off meth.if i can do it anyone can. i have hope for you all. and that's all i really wanted to share. i'm going to be tempted again in the next few days, but i know i'm strong enough to say no. wish me luck and i hope the best for you all who struggle even...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 13, 2013

    Loving My Meth

    I have been into speed since '69 and I have eaten it , snorted it , Shot it, shoved it up my ***, and for the last 5 yrs smoked it *,5
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 25, 2010

    throughout the years I tried it a few

    but that was it. last March while living in Denver, I decided to sell it. my wife's little sister has been an addict for 15 years and you'd never know. I gave her a call to get it for me. after I she took me to her dealer, I told her let's smoke and see if its good. I ended up...
    claytonspain claytonspain
    31-35, M
    Feb 12, 2016

    So After I Got Bored Of Oxy... I Recently Switched To Meth...

    And when I say recently... I mean about 4-6 weeks ago. So far I'm not seek all the hype about how bad... But then again oven been a functional addict since 15 and I'm now just over 30... Maybe I'll get really bad soon... But who knows.... I guess we will see. Right now I've...
    MaleCA MaleCA
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013

    Meth And Sex

    I started doing meth 12 years ago. live in California. im not sure what the stronger of the addictions is ? the drug or sex sessions on meth? I have been in and out of relationships ad the common factor in all of them is he meth sex? I've been clean a few months here and there...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 17, 2013

    Waking Up One Day

    I woke up on the toilet, how many days have I been without sleeping? Everything i had in my pockets was on the floor!Dang, I jumped up uot into my room. my room is a blooody mess. At the doorway , i can see where i leave my stuff, its been opened cause the moinkey I put on top if...
    davdee619 davdee619
    1 Response Dec 27, 2010

    With A Friend

    A friend just came over, he cut a couple of huge lines, just did one about 10 minutes ago.  **** is playing; my friend is stroking my **** with oil as I tell you this story. He is between my legs; his hands ************ me.  One hand cupping my balls and pulling downward as...
    suckingfantasy suckingfantasy
    56-60, M
    1 Response Aug 26, 2013

    I Hate It When....

    Ok im a drinker.. I love my hennessy or vodka.. and i was doing that before smoking... I've been smoking since mar. 09 and now when I smoke before drinking i dont feel the alcohol very much.. mabey a little (depending on the day) overall it sux.. I tell myself im gonna drink...
    natashaluver1 natashaluver1
    Apr 1, 2011


    i keep bouncing between the "i smoke meth" and the "i used to smoke meth" a lot lately. another relapse this time i don't even know what day i left off on. on a binge, been on it since yesterday and continuing till tomorrow, at least i hope it ends then. i'm not disappointed i'm...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    Apr 15, 2013

    I dont know about you guys

    but everytime i get lit i get super horny. I dont know how to calm this down, but i end up having to resort myself to ************. I have a beautiful girlfriend who has NO idea i do this. Can someone please give me advice or something? I'm not saying I'm going to quit but I...
    Kosmoe818 Kosmoe818
    22-25, M
    Dec 11, 2013

    I Think I May Quit Because Of Love

    i'm falling in love with a guy i've been hanging out with. i hang out with two other guys and we all use, except the guy i like. he's been sober off meth(that's what we use) for over 5months now. i know he likes me too because it's obvious. we hold each other whenever he is...
    Spilled Spilled
    22-25, F
    Mar 8, 2013

    i smoke a bunch and than

    when I run out I take like 4 sleeping pills and knock the **** out.
    teekayy93 teekayy93
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015
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