I Smoke Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 392 People

    What Can I Say

    I am an insomniac and up most of the night if not all night and day, I smoke too much.  I'm also home all day by myself without much to do, I can't work or drive because I have Epilepsy and the treatments are not working, so I also smoke a lot during the day.  When I...
    keyna keyna
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 29, 2008

    Way Too Much

    I smoke way too much. I feel like I always have a cigerette in my hand. Even at work I'm always outside smoking. When I'm on the computer I pretty much chain smoke. I really want to cut down but not give up altogether. At first I hated the smikning ban in pubs but I'm getting...
    AWUK AWUK
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2007

    Every Time..

    Every time I'm stressed out or want to think I end up smoking. I really don't know what got me started. Maybe it was the thrill of blowing circles or the intoxicating sensation of getting light headed at some point. Maybe it was so that I'd had something to do while I seemingly...
    ruidunhill ruidunhill
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2011

    After years of looking

    for Mrs right out there, i finally found EP. Now I know that there yre other people out there that love to smoke a lot. Still looking for mrs right, she should be a heavy smoker, should love the habit and understand the desires of a smoking fetisher as I am. Any girl out there...
    thomas281 thomas281
    36-40, M
    Nov 3, 2015

    Killing Myself One Puff At a Time..

    one smoke a day can kill you, statistically speaking. i am smoking anywhere fm 5 to 20 a day; pending how anxious i am. i don't want to want to smoke, but i do. i quit before and feel pretty bad that i am smoking now. i let down my family and myself. quitting is a decision...
    FeelingCrazy FeelingCrazy
    46-50
    1 Response Oct 28, 2007

    Im Only 18 and For a While ...

    Im only 18 and for a while between my first and second finger went yellow... that was scary... now im home and i cant smoke in front of my parents im down to about 5 a day. at uni about 15, until i go out. and if im at friends flats where we can smoke inside and we're drinking i...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 25, 2008

    During Pondering, Call Me Chimney...

    A whole pack today.. Bleh. I disgust the vile -and- the wretched, sometimes. The haze just calms me.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Aug 5, 2009

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    ennnnnix ennnnnix
    36-40, M
    Apr 5

    #1

    I air. I can't get enough of it. #2 48, but my lungs are 64.
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Oct 30, 2011

    Any smoking is too much. I smoke about a pack and a half a day, way too much if you ask me. When I'm in a lot of pain, I smoke even more. I guess that I kinda use them as a security blanket. I would give anything to quit, I just don't have the will power to do it.
    silvertears silvertears
    31-35, F
    Aug 9, 2007

    I Am Lost

    I AM GOING THROUGH A ROUGH TIME AND I AM FEELING LOST PLS I NEED TO TALK TO SOME ONE I DONT FEEL TO LIVE ANY MORE
    HOPE2222 HOPE2222
    41-45
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2012

    I Am Quitting Smoking This Saturday Again For The Last Time.

    I am tired of getting sick and washing my jacket. I am tired of everything to do with being a smoker.
    lauraeclectic lauraeclectic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 20, 2011

    Newps.

    i smoke newports all the time. they are so bad for you but i cant smoke anything else. like, other cigs just dont do it for me! i love everything about newports. i am really scared though. i want to quit. i am just taking years off my life! but i feel like at this rate i never...
    MissThang420 MissThang420
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    I Do

    I don't like too but it's hard not to. I have been smoking since I was 12. I'm now 24. It's been a part of my daily life for so long. And with my husband not around I get bored really easy so I go smoke. Plus I have a bad habit of almost chain smoking when I'm on the phone. I...
    marinewife24 marinewife24
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2007

    Yes I Need to Quit But I Need ...

    yes i need to quit but i need to work on one thing at a time once my depression and breaking down(crying)
    wtpoohbear19 wtpoohbear19
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2007

    Utah Is Where I Grew Up But Not Where I Belong

    I am not LDS. I am not plastic. My parents were not LDS so I am moving to AZ soon cause of My fibromyalgia and the fact that I am sick of Utah. People here take more Prozac than anywhere in the world for good reason.
    lauraeclectic lauraeclectic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2011

    Smoking - My Best Friend And Worst Enemy.

    I smoke too much, period. I need one after I eat, when I am on the phone, when I am in a car, before bed, after a shower, while bored, while stressed out, while anxious, while angry, especially double amount when I first wake up. I'm tired of pausing movies to go smoke, I hate...
    Banni Banni
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2011

    A Smoking Luv to Beat...

    I had not smoked for 3 years after High School then started back up again this year. It has a little to do with me dating a soldier and a way to cope. He does get concerned about it and I know he does but constantly tells me that it's my body. I told him and I know that if I...
    KateyG KateyG
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    I Really Want to Quit !!!

     and i really hope i do soon !!! im gonna  try again  For the five thousandth time !!! I want to feel healthy and find other coping skills !!!  So this is a goal of mine !! im just gonna  have to do it and  hope i dont bite to many peoples heads off...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 7, 2007

    Probably, But I Could Care Les...

    Probably, but I could care less. It's my decision.
    xxkay xxkay
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2007

    I Smoke Alot, and Hope to Someday Be Able to Stop.

    I have smoked now for 30 years. Yes, 30. I hate it, yet smoking is one of the most pleasurable things I do. I use cigs for a pick-me-up, a calm-me-down, for let-me-think, for I-need-a-break, for ...almost everything. It's like punctuation in my sentence. I think I am ADHD, and...
    lifeisnoteasy lifeisnoteasy
    46-50
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2008

    I Know I Will Quit Before I Am 30....

    because I plan to quit before I start trying for kids but I have a good relationship with my smokes. When ever I have a particularly amount of anxiety, I will have a smoke because it forces me to breath in an even pattern. I know the health risks, how can I not with the pictures...
    randomdriftwood randomdriftwood
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2007

    Hi, my name is capone51

    after my white Persian cat that was given to me. I am 58 yrs. old and oversmoke bad. It seemed to just catch me when I never noticed it, I am now. I have lost two sons, one was 15 yrs. ago to homicide and my youngest 4 years ago at 23. The next 6 months that followed I had to...
    capone51 capone51
    56-60
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2015

    I Had Quit

    Right before my daughter was born I had quit smoking. I was doing good. had gone for about six months without a cigarette. Then I started smoking again when I drank. I was still doing good one or two ciggarettes and that was only one night out of the week. Now my daughter is a...
    Karalas Karalas
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2007

    I Am a Chain Smoker I Tried To...

    i am a chain smoker i tried to cut back but it did not work i ended up smoking more
    funnypinklady funnypinklady
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2007

    Now I Can't Breathe

    I've been smoking cigs for only a year and a half, but been smoking weed for about six years. I have asthma and due to the constant smoke I have had issues with my breathing the last couple months. I am getting good about quiting cigs, still have them at partys though because I...
    Keeponblazin Keeponblazin
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 10, 2010

    Because People Say I Do

    don't think i do but peeps tell me i smoke too much? not that it stops me :p anyway i like it, so it's their problem if it bugs them
    princessellie princessellie
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2013

    I smoke way too much

    even more when I'm stressed . I smoke about 2 packs a day .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 2, 2015

    Yes I Do. Way to Much. ...

    Yes i do. Way to much. I smoke about 20 a day and have done now for about 7 years. I really do want to quit but when you have alot going on in your life, especially if it is stressfull, then it can prove quite hard which is what i have come to realise.
    Lawz Lawz
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2007

    Too Much!

    I use to smoke when i drank and it wasn't often so i wasn't worried about it. I started smoking when i was 13 and now i'm 16. When i was younger it wasn't as bad as it is now. It started a couple of months ago. My neighbor who i consider a younger brother smokes a lot. He is into...
    xMiNNiEx xMiNNiEx
    16-17
    1 Response Sep 6, 2009

    Underage

    I am 15 and I smoke too much. My mom gave me my first cigarette when I was 6. After that I didn't have another until I was 11. Even though my mom had already given me a cigarette I was still nervous to tell her. She didn't find out until she caught me and a friend smoking in my...
    Annasaiko Annasaiko
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Sep 29, 2011

    Quitting

    i do smoke alot especially when i am stressing out about something....it so hard to quit ive tried multiple times and hasnt worked yet...hopefully soon i can really quit and be done with cigs completely.
    MissUnperfect MissUnperfect
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2011

    Underage Smoker

    i am 16, and i've been smoking for 5 years. although i did not have any growth complications, in fact i'm tall- 5'9.  i did not start smoking for acceptance o to look cool. infact i smoked my first cigarettes alone, and kept smoking a secret from my friends for about 2...
    stmingiux stmingiux
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 7, 2008

    Black And Milds Thats What I Smoke

    I quit smoking cigarettes only to start smoking blacks. For some you just hate the fact that something controls you. Well in my case I made a vow to not smoke to God and he reminds me of this vow. I feel like I'm trapped and helpless. Smoking is one of my few instant...
    AzulSkii AzulSkii
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 5, 2012

    The Pleague

    I started smoking at the age of 16, to the age of 24. Then I quit and I started again at 30, when my ex left me. I'm 31 now and I smoke like and engine, and it's been a real addiction. Mulder tells me it's easy to quit but I can't. I have so many things to do before quiting...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 28, 2012

    Ashes

    Soo, i just finished my last cigaret and it's only 10:00am, this morning i had half a pack left. it worries me to smoke so much because i dont want cancer. I went running at my gym though and that seemed to be good for my lungs
    kevin1080123 kevin1080123
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2013

    I have smoked six cigarettes in this past 2

    days. it's because my stress and anxiety. but I'm only 13... I think it's time to quit.
    madybreen madybreen
    16-17, F
    7 Responses May 1, 2014

    Feeling Disgusted

    I chain smoke. I'm really disgusted with myself, but i can't stop. Ever since i lost my job, a month ago, i've been smoking waaay too much. I am staying at home, lighting up a smoke all the time... I've been smoking since i was very young, never tried to stop it, never wanted...
    gemutlich gemutlich
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2008
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