I Smoke

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 306 People

    I Smoke, I'm Disabled, I Can't Drive and I'm Married

    I have been a smoker for about 20years , give or take . I've been married to my current husband almost three years and he's the love of my life. I truely love him with all of my heart and soul. But if he were home right now I would probably choke him untill he turned blue. I was...
    aintjomomma1970 aintjomomma1970
    36-40, F
    Feb 27, 2008

    I smoke when I'm drunk

    and I'm sober tonight and I feel like smoking but I can't.
    Provinceana Provinceana
    22-25, F
    Oct 24, 2014

    Some People Know And Some People Don't

    I have been smoking since I was 12. My mother was and still is a smoker. She was very much the "do as i say not as i do" type when it came to smoking. She had always told me never to smoke and said she would be upset if i did. She caught me once when I was 13 and was angry and...
    ctx413 ctx413
    31-35, M
    Jan 16, 2012

    Take a hit from the bong with good hash in

    and start coughing you haven't done it in a year
    Miki828 Miki828
    18-21, M
    Oct 8, 2015

    Count Me One

    I smoke too, but not a lot ppl know that, not even my parents (or shall I say especially not my parents...) I started smoking due to stress and depression. I'm not addicted, I do it because smoking make me feel relaxed. I tend to smoke more when I...
    olivejuice olivejuice
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

    Take a hit from the bong with good hash in

    and start coughing you haven't done it in a year
    Miki828 Miki828
    18-21, M
    Oct 8, 2015

    I bought a pack and a lighter today.

    I work in a smoker environment and I picked up smoking at 17.
    epicanimelover epicanimelover
    18-21, M
    May 10, 2015

    Why I Smoke and How I Started

    I smoke because it makes me feel refreshed, relaxed, and comforted...although slightly crappy in a i-have-a-cold sort of way. For me it is trading the physical health for the mental and emotional health. I started at 18 because I wanted to do everything I couldn't do before I...
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18
    26-30, F
    Jul 19, 2009

    I do smoke weed its a habbit ive had

    since i was young for many reasons not particularly a bad habbit i think but i will eventually quit but it helps and i enjoy it and it doesnt effect my education or anything at all no matter what people say ive been smoking for years so dont try amd tell me other wise but i do...
    26-30, M
    Feb 22, 2014

    My Dirty Little Secret

    Alright, you found me out.. I have a flaw!  I smoke *gasp*  ok.. was that shock that I smoke or just needing the oxygen?    I've quit several times in the past, but when life gets ******, I hit the smokes again...   I get pissed when I do.. but...
    BlasphemousAngel BlasphemousAngel
    31-35, M
    Jun 18, 2009

    Your First Smoke

     I remember when I first started smoking. I'd bought one from a kid at school and was sat in a train station, determined to light it. With every puff, I spat on the floor. I kept mentally apologising to my dead grandfather, who had previously died due to lung cancer as a...
    Meeoko Meeoko
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2009

    I just smoked 4 packs of cigarettes within the

    last 2 days. And drinking on top of that. Its been a perfect week. Just some sex and we should call it a week.
    brennon1 brennon1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    My First Smoke.

    I never thought I would smoke.  I never even tried a cigarette until I was 21.  My dad is a "secret" smoker and I've always hated the smell of smoke.  But I've always been the curious type.  Two Januarys ago one night I was hanging out with my...
    PippyPunk PippyPunk
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2008

    ... and I love it too.

    The sweet smoke of *cerain death filling my lungs is making me *feel alive. ;)
    Tedermaan Tedermaan
    31-35, M
    Feb 19, 2014


    Lol. Well, I used to, but I'm drug free! (for now) But, today I feel like going to get at least 3 ounces of it...Maybe. Should I? Nah...Well yeah. Hmm.. Maybe I should just settle for spice.. AHHH! I DON'T KNOW!!! Someone needs to share with meh!!
    deleted deleted
    Apr 12, 2011

    Whew! As i wait for the visitors to go home,

    i was waiting patiently to smoke, can't wait to puff these sticks inside my pocket.. Inhale exhale.. They are gone.. Take a stick, sniff it sloooowwwllyyyy watching the cigarette burn faaaassttt and fill my lungs, swallow some smoke and exhale slowlyyyy looking at nowhere.. I...
    noxicillin noxicillin
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2014


    I smoke more under stress and it is a one habit my family can't stand. I won't give it up despite the warnings and all the health concerns because i want to smoke.
    scarecrowe scarecrowe
    22-25, M
    Sep 16, 2010
    deleted deleted
    Aug 6, 2015

    For those who message me asking

    if I smoke and what I smoke (if the picture alone doesn't tell you that) here's a pic of what I smoke lol *cigarettes* enjoy!
    143ily 143ily
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Feb 18, 2014

    On My Way to Copd

    i am 26 years old and i have been smoking for 13 years. wow...not proud of that. i currently smoke basic full-flavor in a box, and i go through a carton a week. lots of money and precious oxygen wasting away, yet no desire to change.
    scooper scooper
    26-30, F
    Nov 20, 2008

    Love To Smoke

    I started when i was 16. Well, it was not only cigarettes..hehe.. started occasionally but when i started working abroad and live alone, the chain starts.. It relieves my sadness and change my mood.. I know it was just a wasting time but who cares?! It gives me a lot of of...
    noxicillin noxicillin
    26-30, F
    Nov 17, 2013

    I was 12 when I started,

    swiping them from my parents. Didn't think the odd one would be a problem and that I'd smoke for a few years then quit. I soon got addicted and am still addicted now...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 15, 2016

    A Pack A Day Smoker At 14

    I had my first smoke when I was 13, took a puff of dad's cigarette when he left it on the ashtray and left the room. I did not really like it but felt great anyway. A couple of days later I took one of dad's open packs and really started smoking, soon I did like it especially...
    dwayned dwayned
    Nov 26, 2013

    Everybody Smokes (nobody Admits It)

    I am old school when it comes to smoking.  I love it, don't apologize for it, and don't fear it.  I think the dangers of smoking are way overblown.  And I think way more people smoke than anybody admits. When I drive to work each day, I commute 24 miles...
    panasonic panasonic
    1 Response Jan 1, 2009

    Few People Know It.

    My best friend knows. A few other friends know. But there is no way in hell I'd tell my family. They'd kill me. But really, I don't see what their problem is. I mean, it's me who's smoking. I don't smoke around them. So what's their problem?? If I'm ruining anyone's body, it...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 24, 2008

    Well, not always, it's not like a craving

    everyday like people say it is. That's just a mind set. When offered a cigarette I'll take one no problem, I also vape every now and then. I've not told anyone yet, but I'm sure they'll learn about it soon. Yes I know it's bad for me. I can stop anytime it's not an addiction...
    Jaylaska Jaylaska
    16-17, F
    Nov 3, 2015
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