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I So Wish I Would Have Been Born With a Female Body

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    Thank You God For Making Me A Transexual Woman.

    I was born in 1952. A era when most people were not as tolerant as they 'may be' today. When my mother gave birth to me I was a healthy baby boy; as far as anyone could tell. However I was not boy, I was a girl. As soon as I was able to relay to my parents how I was, I showed...
    bshatm2f bshatm2f 56-60, T 5 Responses Dec 22, 2010

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    Affinity, Attraction

    and Empathy Before getting into the subject of this entry, I have this desire to share what I experienced, am experiencing, and what I am expecting in the future. I share these things using this medium because it is often easier to take my time to articulate my thoughts this...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 1 Response Dec 7, 2013

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    Forever

    I have felt this way since I could think clearly. always beilieved that at some point my body would match my mind but sadly .........   Too late now?
    Victoria51 Victoria51 56-60, F 3 Responses Dec 3, 2009

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    He Jumped Out...!

    It was soon after my college days. By that time all the people in our locality could accustom with my female side. They were all calling me "Madhuri". I by that became expert in wearing saree and blouse, chudis and all other fem dresses...Only very few people used to remember me...
    madhuraa madhuraa 31-35, T 1 Response Jul 8, 2012

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    Sex Change By Force Not Fate?

    Of course, many of us wake up sooner or later and realize it's much better to be a girl. That's the way I feel too. But few of us consider what it's like to be a little old lady, or granndmother. Our attention is usually directed to what it's like to be a young woman, 16-30...
    alkibiades alkibiades 61-65, M 6 Responses Aug 9, 2011

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    If I Was God

    A song i love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rqxxa6SzkY&feature=related Would you love me If you found out I never had No clothes, cars, money No clothes, cars, money Would you still want me If I told ya I was not a somebody (somebody) Nothing special (nobody) Yeah, I've been...
    TIrgra TIrgra 41-45, T Jul 30, 2012

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    Frustrated and Not Female!

    I'm 40 something, still a virgin and male! ...Sound familiar? I so wish I had been born female (flooded with estrogen when in the womb), with the capabilty to have two nice firm bumps on the top and your repro organs INSIDE! My bits getting in the way is really getting...
    nickydesired nickydesired 41-45, M 4 Responses Dec 8, 2008

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    Body Parts

    I was warned by my genetic female friends. However, I did not see any warning on my Spiro and Estrogen bottles fine print: "Warning! These meds can ruin your thermostat! You could argue that all of my sarcastic years of making fun of women being too cold on a warm summer day or...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 2 Responses Aug 24, 2012

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    Oh To Be A Girl

    Im a guy and im in a happy relationship with my girlfriend of 10 year. But if i was granted 3 wishes, well id want to be a sexy 18 year old girl and a lesbian. Cant think of anything better, beauty and a wonderful body. Id make so many women happy
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 18, 2012

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    Oh, Yes.

    I have had this wish on my mind, on my lips and in my heart as long as I can remember. I still do today ... guess that's why in my dreams I'm always a woman, can't remember ever being male in one.      
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 10 Responses Jul 11, 2008

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    The Feeling Inside

    It is really great to read all the stories and realise one is not alone.I used to pray all the time for the same thing.I just always thought i was alone.I'm married 15 years,may wear panties and pantyhose,but thats as far i can go,Sex change has popped up but that has never led...
    Megan172 Megan172 36-40 3 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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    Hi, my name is Jordan.

    First time using this site. I'm 17 years old and honestly I feel like I should have been born a girl. I dress in girls clothes and put on makeup. I want to be addressed as she rather then he. I like boys and well... I'm transgender. My patients hate my guts, I have lost all my...
    JordanMiller JordanMiller 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 6, 2013

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    I Wish I Had Been Born With A Female Body.

    Ever since I was 12 years old I knew that this life as a boy/man was wrong for me.I knew that deep down in side i was a girl.I was weird at first because I had crossdressed at my mothers a couple times and I was afraid of the truth but I know now that its what i feel in my heart...
    sterlingsoul sterlingsoul 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 8, 2011

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    I Was

    Seriously guys female bodies suck we have to give birth have seriously stomach pains once a month for a week not that I would want to be a boy I love shoes too much but still
    abbey2011 abbey2011 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    I Wish I Was A Girl

    play this music if u don't mind I hope, one day, my wish will come true. I hope I will be a real and beautiful girl one day. I have a completely different life, a happy life that I wished for. A good and normal life that I wished for. I hope, one day, I'm now controlling a new...
    Mirai13 Mirai13 16-17, T 2 Responses Apr 26, 2013

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    My Story

    My earliest memories, I always new something was different about me from the other boys.  I didnt enjoy "boy" things as much.  Well maybe more than a girl my age but I enjoyed "girl" things a lot more than a typical boy.  I always thought that girls were lucky to be able to...
    AmandaWhyte AmandaWhyte 41-45 3 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    Or Would The Grass Just Be Greener On The Other Side?

    So, I've got issues, lol. Physically, i'm a male, always have been. But 'inside' go back and forth between being male and being female, usually I fall somewhere in the in between. I was chatting with someone about this recently, and popped off with "I soo should've been born a...
    sarahdavids sarahdavids 31-35 6 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    Yes...but?

    Like many of you, I too desperately at times have wished for a genetic female body. Those of you who know me from a few of the other groups here on "EP" know I started hormone replacement therapy the first of the year. My regimen was slow. basic and monitored. I wanted to see if...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 3 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    Christmas Eve Service

    It's Christmas Eve, and my nerves are standing on end. Clock is counting down... 6 1/2 hours away. As tradition when I go to my sister's house for Christmas, we start things with a Christmas Eve service at her Unitarian Church at 5pm. The church is all very cool people, so that...
    nybabygirl nybabygirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    Being Female Is Freedom!!!

    I am not a gambling person, but even at a casino, I have better odds than I did in life. They say, you have to deal with the hand you  have been dealt with, well you know what people, the house won. Life has played a cruel joke on me, and girls like me. I had a fifty...
    vanessa34 vanessa34 26-30, F 9 Responses May 21, 2009

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    He Would Be Better Off As a Girl

      That's what my own mother would say to those who saw me and who commented on my feminine traits.   What is a boy to do when he hears that over and over. I remember one time in the locker room at camp I was standing naked next to another boy whose mom owned the...
    deleted767 deleted767 46-50 9 Responses Nov 10, 2008

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    Unable

    I always wish i was born female, at school people seem to think i do girly things because i'm a little queer but they have no idea, i'm unable to to tell anyone espicaly my family, i come from a strict muslim family, i know for sure this is who i am , i've tried many things like...
    AmmarG AmmarG 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 19, 2011

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    My Strong Wish

    ~I want to be a girl~...so bad...I thought I was normal, but I'm not. I'm unique abnormal, weird and ugly boy.I want to be a girl! This is always in my mind every minute and every second. It feels like you're not living the way you want and you want to escape to this life yet...
    Mirai13 Mirai13 16-17, T 1 Response Jun 13, 2013

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    All My Life

    I have always wanted to be a girl. I play the boy part instead. I have decided after years of being a male it is time for me to be the female I have always wanted to be. I wear feminine lingerie all the time and dresses and skirts at home. I love being the girl I am today and...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M Dec 8, 2012

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    The Day Is Coming

    in 3 days the day the biggest mistake of my life is coming the day i was born into the wrong body. my wish is ill wake up on that morning to find the last 47 years have been only a dream
    spaz1177 spaz1177 46-50, T May 10, 2012

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    Trapped

    I have desired this since before I knew what the difference even was, except they got to wear beautiful clothes, look pretty and have a lot more fun, or so it seemed. As I grew, I used to watch the girls envying them and felt so cheated. I liked to do the things that they did...
    Becnme Becnme 56-60, F 10 Responses Jul 25, 2010

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    A Sex Change Is Not A Genetic Female

    I to wish that I was born a girl especially growing up in this time I would of had so much fun and not need to worry. And I thought of that stuff to. I don't want to get a sex change though because I don't see that as female I would of liked to be born a female. I don't care...
    Elizabethamber Elizabethamber 16-17, T 9 Responses Jun 18, 2011

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    Mostly But Not All

    Being a man with a very petite body 5'3" 115lb it is not attractive as a man. As a transvestite I am much more comfortable with my body when dressed in womens clothes. I love vintage lingerie and feel very fortunate that I can buy anything I want and it will fit. My problem...
    silkydrawers silkydrawers 46-50 1 Response Jul 22, 2012

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    I Have Never Shared One Of My Stories With Anyone Till Now.

    I want to be a writer. I have so many stories and characters running around in my head that I desperately want to share with the world. The problem is being extremely shy when it comes to sharing the things in my head, with the people around me. Here on this website I can be...
    xxxsabrynaxxx xxxsabrynaxxx 16-17 12 Responses Oct 30, 2010

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    Wish I Would Have Been Born

    with a female body as long as I can remember. Since I were very young and learned there were bodily differences between the sexes. With the years I've learned what that longing is, it's the feeling of being transgender. I'm still trying to just accept it as a wish and try to live...
    lillasandra lillasandra 22-25, T 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    If God Exists And Is Responsible For Me To Be Born A Man, I'll Curse Him

    I've been in war with myself for almost ten years now, since puberty when I was 14-15. My therapist thinks I should just try to be gay, but even if I like men, that feels very unnatural to me. I get constant hard-ons that make me feel nauseated and disgusted with myself, and...
    Hidenow Hidenow 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 21, 2012

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    Being Born A Girl Would Have Been So Wonderful

    It was not until I was about three that I realized how much I wanted to be a girl.  My parents dressed me in plain shorts and a plain shirt with a buzz haircut that left nothing to comb.  My female cousin was just a little older than I, but wore cute Shirley...
    grauaugen grauaugen 61-65, T 3 Responses Apr 8, 2010

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    I Want To Be A Girl But...

    So the reason i cant or will have a very hard time is, well i waited to long. I'm 21 and my physical appearance is to manly. I am 6-1 and muscular from all my activities. like rock climbing and swimming. Also i have been balding slowly since 2009. is there anything i can do...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005 22-25, T 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    I Have Always Imagined Myself With A Female Body

    Hi, I can recall well before starting school that I was in the wrong body. Over the years I have always felt more comfortable in female clothes & hiding my birth gender by any means possible using what tricks or prosthetics available at the time. Being unable to go to surgery at...
    michelesimmons michelesimmons 51-55 6 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35 36-40, T 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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    It Would Have Made My Life So Much Better

    As I go through my hormonal therapy that is self monitored and is done with real hormones and herbal pills that emulate hormones it has been so hard for me to just wonder if I would have had my sex re-assigned at an earlier age and I would have been the happiest person in my...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u 56-60, T 10 Responses Nov 25, 2008

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    I Want To Be A Girl But I Don't Know If I Always Have?

    I'm a straight guy and I'm pretty attractive I mean I've had my fair share of gfs and they've all been pretty attractive, but for sometime I've wanted to be a girl….dreamed about it, daydreamed about it, crossdressed. However I know I'm not really attracted to guys in a sexual...
    ghicks91 ghicks91 18-21 14 Responses Feb 12, 2012

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    Everynight, I Would Wish And Pray That When I Woke In The Morning

    I had the body and presence of the girl my mind kept telling me I was. It was the early sixties. I'd guess I was about 5 or 6 when these dreams would manifest themselves. My mom has confirmed that I did girlish things as young as 3 (move towards sparkly thing and satiny materials...
    MrsJoanieBNH MrsJoanieBNH 56-60, T 5 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    Thing that I must wonder day

    after day, is that why I always wish that I have female body, and not wish that I should have male brains to coup rest of my body... Oh well boobs, here I come.
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink 13-15 2 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    Emerging And Finally Living The Truth

    I live in the Tri-State area of Arizona along the Colorado river and I am 63 years old, married almost 28 years, with two children in their mid 20’s. I am the person in your neighborhood or office that has gender identity issues. I've stopped running from this issue and...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T Nov 27, 2013

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    Life Story

    simple story ive known since i was little that something wasnt right but it wasnt till i was older and started hitting puberty that i realized what was wrong was that i was in the wrong body i thought bout sex change but my body is definitely that of a man im too broad to ever be...
    fatesux fatesux 18-21, M 4 Responses Apr 23, 2012

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    But I Didn't And Decided To Date

    Genetic and Trans Women unfortunately share many dating problems. The Canadian National News recently published 7 tips on transgender on line dating. The tips are pretty simple stuff (no they aren't). In the so called hetero normal dating world. it's not a cake walk either and we...
    cyrsti cyrsti 61-65, T 1 Response Aug 10, 2012

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    Girls Just Wanna Have Fun.

    i,ve always wanted to be a woman ever since i can remember.i love dressing and acting feminine.in a perfect world i would be a happy,free girl.
    kerrilynn38 kerrilynn38 36-40, T 3 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    Looking To A New Outlook

    This morning I thought I share this with others who have thoughts and dreams of changing and becoming the woman you've felt and wanted to become. A few day's ago as I was walking my two dogs down a sunlit dappled trail, where eager leaves were leaping from the trees to show off...
    Trisha60ts Trisha60ts 61-65, T 2 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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