I So Wish I Would Have Been Born With a Female Body

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    Hi, my name is Jordan.

    First time using this site. I'm 17 years old and honestly I feel like I should have been born a girl. I dress in girls clothes and put on makeup. I want to be addressed as she rather then he. I like boys and well... I'm transgender. My patients hate my guts, I have lost all my...
    JordanMiller JordanMiller
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Dec 6, 2013

    Mostly But Not All

    Being a man with a very petite body 5'3" 115lb it is not attractive as a man. As a transvestite I am much more comfortable with my body when dressed in womens clothes. I love vintage lingerie and feel very fortunate that I can buy anything I want and it will fit. My problem...
    silkydrawers silkydrawers
    46-50
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2012

    My Strong Wish

    ~I want to be a girl~...so bad...I thought I was normal, but I'm not. I'm unique abnormal, weird and ugly boy.I want to be a girl! This is always in my mind every minute and every second. It feels like you're not living the way you want and you want to escape to this life yet...
    Mirai13 Mirai13
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jun 13, 2013

    If I Was God

    A song i love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rqxxa6SzkY&feature=related Would you love me If you found out I never had No clothes, cars, money No clothes, cars, money Would you still want me If I told ya I was not a somebody (somebody) Nothing special (nobody) Yeah, I've been...
    TIrgra TIrgra
    41-45, T
    Jul 30, 2012

    Wishing I Was Who I Truly Am A Girl

    I think we all go through it wanting to be a girl from day one. when we experience being a women. But I have always wished I was a girl.  I don't know why but even when I was young I would lay in bed at night wishing I was that girl I felt I should be.  Whether it was because...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 13, 2013

    The Feeling Inside

    It is really great to read all the stories and realise one is not alone.I used to pray all the time for the same thing.I just always thought i was alone.I'm married 15 years,may wear panties and pantyhose,but thats as far i can go,Sex change has popped up but that has never led...
    Megan172 Megan172
    36-40
    3 Responses Jul 10, 2012

    If Only!!??!!??

    I dream constantly of being a woman! i know i was born a man and that's the life i live! i have a wife, two teenage boys, and "the picture perfect life" soooo, why am i miserable???? i want to be a woman that's why!! i'm your sterio typical "guy" 6'2" 260#, hairy, goatie and all...
    JessicaMann JessicaMann
    41-45, T
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2012

    I sometimes get so frustrated

    and angry that I'm not a girl completely... I'm so desperate to have the perfect female form for all of my fantasies and outfits :(
    subladyboy subladyboy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    We all make choices in our lives.

    I have accepted just recently I feel I have more feminine personality than male. its accepting who you truly are. I have alot of feminine energy and feel at times I want to wear knee length leather boots with leggings or women's jeans maybe with thongs or french knickers. it's...
    GsyBTBBoots GsyBTBBoots
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014

    Christmas Eve Service

    It's Christmas Eve, and my nerves are standing on end. Clock is counting down... 6 1/2 hours away. As tradition when I go to my sister's house for Christmas, we start things with a Christmas Eve service at her Unitarian Church at 5pm. The church is all very cool people, so that...
    nybabygirl nybabygirl
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 24, 2012

    Forever

    I have felt this way since I could think clearly. always beilieved that at some point my body would match my mind but sadly .........   Too late now?
    Victoria51 Victoria51
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Dec 3, 2009

    Trapped

    I have desired this since before I knew what the difference even was, except they got to wear beautiful clothes, look pretty and have a lot more fun, or so it seemed. As I grew, I used to watch the girls envying them and felt so cheated. I liked to do the things that they did...
    Becnme Becnme
    56-60, F
    10 Responses Jul 25, 2010

    I always considered myself

    as a man. Except for one thing, I wanted to have women's breasts. 11 months ago I came across Transfemme resource. I decided to try this product for a short time to get a small breast growth with no other consequences. The first two months were almost no results, I ordered...
    Orlan89 Orlan89
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    Oh, Yes.

    I have had this wish on my mind, on my lips and in my heart as long as I can remember. I still do today ... guess that's why in my dreams I'm always a woman, can't remember ever being male in one.      
    Josie06 Josie06
    56-60, F
    9 Responses Jul 11, 2008

    Wish I Would Have Been Born

    with a female body as long as I can remember. Since I were very young and learned there were bodily differences between the sexes. With the years I've learned what that longing is, it's the feeling of being transgender. I'm still trying to just accept it as a wish and try to live...
    lillasandra lillasandra
    26-30, T
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

    A Sex Change Is Not A Genetic Female

    I to wish that I was born a girl especially growing up in this time I would of had so much fun and not need to worry. And I thought of that stuff to. I don't want to get a sex change though because I don't see that as female I would of liked to be born a female. I don't care...
    Elizabethamber Elizabethamber
    18-21, T
    7 Responses Jun 18, 2011

    Thing that I must wonder day

    after day, is that why I always wish that I have female body, and not wish that I should have male brains to coup rest of my body... Oh well boobs, here I come.
    PigletThinksPink PigletThinksPink
    16-17
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2013

    He Jumped Out...!

    It was soon after my college days. By that time all the people in our locality could accustom with my female side. They were all calling me "Madhuri". I by that became expert in wearing saree and blouse, chudis and all other fem dresses...Only very few people used to remember me...
    madhuraa madhuraa
    31-35, T
    1 Response Jul 8, 2012

    I Have Never Shared One Of My Stories With Anyone Till Now.

    I want to be a writer. I have so many stories and characters running around in my head that I desperately want to share with the world. The problem is being extremely shy when it comes to sharing the things in my head, with the people around me. Here on this website I can be...
    xxxsabrynaxxx xxxsabrynaxxx
    16-17
    13 Responses Oct 30, 2010

    Oh To Be A Girl

    Im a guy and im in a happy relationship with my girlfriend of 10 year. But if i was granted 3 wishes, well id want to be a sexy 18 year old girl and a lesbian. Cant think of anything better, beauty and a wonderful body. Id make so many women happy
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 18, 2012

    I Wish I Were A Girl

    I have always felt that I should have been born a girl. I was a boy that was born between all girls and I am just a year and a week apart from the sister that is just older than I. The doctor that delivered me couldn't believe that I was born a boy because all the indications...
    bigdaveforsex bigdaveforsex
    51-55
    1 Response Nov 2, 2012

    Everynight, I Would Wish And Pray That When I Woke In The Morning

    I had the body and presence of the girl my mind kept telling me I was. It was the early sixties. I'd guess I was about 5 or 6 when these dreams would manifest themselves. My mom has confirmed that I did girlish things as young as 3 (move towards sparkly thing and satiny materials...
    JoanieNewHampshire JoanieNewHampshire
    61-65, T
    5 Responses Feb 1, 2012

    I Want To Be A Girl But...

    So the reason i cant or will have a very hard time is, well i waited to long. I'm 21 and my physical appearance is to manly. I am 6-1 and muscular from all my activities. like rock climbing and swimming. Also i have been balding slowly since 2009. is there anything i can do...
    Newchef2005 Newchef2005
    22-25, T
    1 Response May 10, 2012

    I so wish I Was born woman I thick about it

    everyday I do have beautiful breast but I want the rest of the female parts I feel better as a woman I hate men clothes pray when I go to bed to wake up a real woman but it doesn't happen
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 2

    He Would Be Better Off As a Girl

      That's what my own mother would say to those who saw me and who commented on my feminine traits.   What is a boy to do when he hears that over and over. I remember one time in the locker room at camp I was standing naked next to another boy whose mom owned the...
    deleted767 deleted767
    46-50
    9 Responses Nov 10, 2008

    It Would Have Made My Life So Much Better

    As I go through my hormonal therapy that is self monitored and is done with real hormones and herbal pills that emulate hormones it has been so hard for me to just wonder if I would have had my sex re-assigned at an earlier age and I would have been the happiest person in my...
    Lyndsey2u Lyndsey2u
    61-65, T
    9 Responses Nov 25, 2008

    Sex Change By Force Not Fate?

    Of course, many of us wake up sooner or later and realize it's much better to be a girl. That's the way I feel too. But few of us consider what it's like to be a little old lady, or granndmother. Our attention is usually directed to what it's like to be a young woman, 16-30...
    alkibiades alkibiades
    61-65, M
    5 Responses Aug 9, 2011

    Being Female Is Freedom!!!

    I am not a gambling person, but even at a casino, I have better odds than I did in life. They say, you have to deal with the hand you  have been dealt with, well you know what people, the house won. Life has played a cruel joke on me, and girls like me. I had a fifty...
    vanessa34 vanessa34
    26-30, F
    9 Responses May 21, 2009

    I'm 14. If I start HRT

    now what can I expect?
    Mastixz Mastixz
    13-15, M
    1 Response Nov 23, 2014

    I Wish I Was A Girl

    play this music if u don't mind I hope, one day, my wish will come true. I hope I will be a real and beautiful girl one day. I have a completely different life, a happy life that I wished for. A good and normal life that I wished for. I hope, one day, I'm now controlling a new...
    Mirai13 Mirai13
    18-21, T
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2013

    I'm Not Asking Too Much...

    To be the person on the outside that I feel I am on the inside. To go through life and the world as a tall, slender, curvy (curves, not rolls), very well endowed woman. Think Lynda Carter in her prime, or Jeri Ryan.
    ebt12 ebt12
    46-50, T
    1 Response May 29, 2012

    Life Story

    simple story ive known since i was little that something wasnt right but it wasnt till i was older and started hitting puberty that i realized what was wrong was that i was in the wrong body i thought bout sex change but my body is definitely that of a man im too broad to ever be...
    fatesux fatesux
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Apr 23, 2012

    Coming to a realisation

    that I feel I have more female personality in me than male. I feel stronger for being able to express this outwardly. Feel alot happier too :)
    GsyBTBBoots GsyBTBBoots
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

    Sugar And Spice And All Things Nice

    I was a good little boy when I was growing up. The only problem was that actually I wanted to be a good little girl. I can remember that feeling from before I was seven - possibly the earliest feeling I can still remember - but I thought that it could never happen and I learned...
    clairemeredith clairemeredith
    46-50, T
    5 Responses Aug 6, 2012

    I Want To Be A Girl But I Don't Know If I Always Have?

    I'm a straight guy and I'm pretty attractive I mean I've had my fair share of gfs and they've all been pretty attractive, but for sometime I've wanted to be a girl….dreamed about it, daydreamed about it, crossdressed. However I know I'm not really attracted to guys in a sexual...
    ghicks91 ghicks91
    18-21
    13 Responses Feb 12, 2012

    I Was

    Seriously guys female bodies suck we have to give birth have seriously stomach pains once a month for a week not that I would want to be a boy I love shoes too much but still
    abbey2011 abbey2011
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 9, 2013

    Depression!

    Why is love so hard to find? Why does every woman turn on me the instant I ask them out? Am I just destined to be alone? Why do I feel so wrong when I do finally get a date? Is it because I have known I am a girl at heart since I was a small child? Is this why my ex left me and...
    Rose35 Rose35
    36-40, T
    1 Response Dec 16, 2012
    TheRose202 TheRose202
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    Being Born A Girl Would Have Been So Wonderful

    It was not until I was about three that I realized how much I wanted to be a girl.  My parents dressed me in plain shorts and a plain shirt with a buzz haircut that left nothing to comb.  My female cousin was just a little older than I, but wore cute Shirley...
    grauaugen grauaugen
    61-65, T
    4 Responses Apr 8, 2010

    ​So the other day I had ordered some breast

    forms because they were significantly on sale. I wasnt sure if they would help or hurt and just be a reminder that I dont have breasts.They came in today and oh my god. This is so amazing! I feel so amazing wearing them! Being able to look down at myself or look at my self in...
    Napeti Napeti
    22-25, T
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    The Day Is Coming

    in 3 days the day the biggest mistake of my life is coming the day i was born into the wrong body. my wish is ill wake up on that morning to find the last 47 years have been only a dream
    spaz1177 spaz1177
    46-50, T
    1 Response May 10, 2012

    i think about this alot.

    wish i were the Mom instaed of the Dad
    slavesindee slavesindee
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Feb 25

    Thank You God For Making Me A Transexual Woman.

    I was born in 1952. A era when most people were not as tolerant as they 'may be' today. When my mother gave birth to me I was a healthy baby boy; as far as anyone could tell. However I was not boy, I was a girl. As soon as I was able to relay to my parents how I was, I showed...
    bshatm2f bshatm2f
    56-60, T
    6 Responses Dec 22, 2010
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