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I Sometime I Feel Like I'll Never Find Someone to Love Me

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    The Beginning Of The End.

    It all started a year ago when I (Erica ..15 years old then, Tall, tan, thin, medium thick long brown hair and dark brown eyes) moved to Montana from Connecticut . I was all alone when I and my family moved into our nice quaint little house In a nice little neighborhood . We are...
    Pasdionateformusic Pasdionateformusic 16-17 1 Response Jun 26, 2011

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    There's A Saying...

    "I'm always behind the scenes, never the star. I'm always the friend, never the girl." Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being "the friend". I like how my guy friends are more close to me than they are with someone they're romantically interested in. They're more carefree, not...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I Have Never Been "that Girl"...

    Yeah, so, relationships have never been a big part of my life.  One reason is because it was never an area that I seemed to thrive in.  School, sports, work, got that all under control.  But love...never.  There are girls out there that when I look at them...
    thesensitiveone15 thesensitiveone15 36-40 6 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    Not Surprised That No One Loves me

    sure i have had guys after me.. but thats not the point. who would want to love me? just look at me, im annoying, drama queen, super sensitive, too romantic. i guess im just too much of everything. but i wish, i really wish some guy would just say, i love you and mean it but oh...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    Ha! So True

    It must be because I’m tired but I feel like I’m missing out on something by not having “someone”.  I have wanted to accomplish so much more at this point in my life.  When I see the good that couples share, I really feel like I am missing...
    Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2010

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    “I have outlasted all desire,

    My dreams and I have grown apart; My grief alone is left entire, The gleamings of an empty heart. I live in lonely desolation And wonder when my end will come. -Alexander Pushkins ..extracts
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    I Thought I Found The One

    I did find the one. But God needed him in heaven. Now I feel like i'll never feel the feeling i felt with him with anyone else. It just seems impossible. Its like everyone I come across never understands me. It's depressing.
    southerngurl93 southerngurl93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2010

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    More Recently Than Anything Else...

    i feel as though all the things that have happened lately in my life are telling me "you expect to much" "you're not worth it" "the love you want does not exist" "you do not have a person just for you" i thought i had it, and then he...
    tanpopo tanpopo 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    It Does Sometimes Feel Like That To Me

    it is said that there is someone out there for everyone. but how much truth is there in that. i dont know if i will ever meet that someone who will love me for me. iam unique and would require someone just as unique. in this world though it can at times be hard to find unique...
    echosofdarkness echosofdarkness 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2011

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    Well...

    Regardless of whether or not I find someone who loves me, I'll continue to live life to the fullest.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Can Not Find Some One

    I feel some time I will never find someone to love me. And not use me . Then I get jumping in to the frying pan and wonder if it is right one that it is. I am looking for a freind. But wonder if I find some one in my life. I get unpationed . I can not deal with it. I am...
    lashanda lashanda 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    "Have you ever longed

    for someone so much, so deeply that you thought you would die? That your heart would just stop beating? I am longing now, but for whom I don't know. My whole body craves to be held. I am desperate to love and be loved. I want my mind to float into another's. I want to be set...
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F Mar 21, 2014

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    Knowing one has a someone in your life who cares and puts them first validates and fulfills our basic need of receiving affirmation.
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    I wonder how long it would take for someone to notice I'm gone.
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    I lead the most boring life. No friends. A husband that ignores me. Is it suppose to be this bad after 17 years of marriage? Is this the norm. I want to feel alive.
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    I'll never be good enough for a man not matter what I'll always be **** to a man
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    A friend in university once said to me, "you know what everyone wants to do when they are done school? Make a difference." I brushed off his status quo comment and soon realized...
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    I come from a challenging background. I'm adopted, and my biological parents abused me. So I'm not very familiar with trust and love. Im broken, used and worthless. I cut myself...
    Bpadg Bpadg 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    not many people are capable of making me feel like i matter. idk if its just me not wanting them to or if its them just being self absorbed like everyone else. the world is full of...
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    I have sometimes felt like a burden to my family and friends. I tend to fight pretty we against those feeling now.
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just feel lol I'm pathetic and ad that I annoy people. When I'm not annoying them, they're annoying me--I'm there, bit not noticed, left to be isolated, left to fake it, and look...
    cincyboy cincyboy 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    my parents have just a hard time telling me they love me or even showing it. my physical form doesn't help it either with how I'm shown lies and pain rather than kindness and...
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    I recently moved back to my hometown where I took on a new job and relocated after my marriage ended. Emotions rose and fell with the speed and violence of a roller coaster, new...
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    I no this is me and I no I shouldn't do it but I do. It's all about being in a relationship with someone and I don't want to be a secret anymore all the sneaking about not being...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I hate that feeling, someone asks me something then they're clearly not paying the slightest bit of attention like they're waiting to jump in with their next fascinating insight...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    We were not made for this earth but a future better place. There will be two prophets soon that the world will try to destroy. They will bring fire down on the earth and they will...
    Taniasmania Taniasmania 36-40 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I keep trying to convince myself that I'm better. That I'm good. That I'm no longer the sad, depressed idiot I've been, but everytime I start to get even a little happy, I prove to...
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    When someone asks for advice so you give them some and Then they do the opposite of what you said annoys me
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    I have long periods of sunny days. . Then wham ! The dark days come in. . . . . Right now. . Slap in the middle of it. . . My focus is just placing one foot gingerly ahead of the...
    MissGotHerGroove MissGotHerGroove 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    As a somewhat religious person, I find that I talk to myself much more depending on how religious I am at a certain point of my life. The closer I get to God, the harder the wars...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Ever find yourself in a situation where you are sitting next to your friend and you say something to them, they don't hear you, you say it again, doest hear you... Whisker under...
    Bennyboo2000 Bennyboo2000 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    again my marriage is at its end and he won't give me answers I just want to die and then he can do what he wants and I'll be out of the way. but I'm catholic so I have to let god...
    tinytinytoes53 tinytinytoes53 51-55, F a week ago

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    I have clinical depression, so there is my reason, I am always in the dark trying to find the way to the light
    personalldemon personalldemon 13-15, F a week ago

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    emotions get the best of me. i need a blunt.
    ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 ForeverMyAlwaysREH3 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I don't know what to say because its been nearly 3 years since I have been on this site or expressed my feels of the wolf. I haven't abandoned the feel or my beliefs but felt it...
    JAZ1792 JAZ1792 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    i'm so scared. i can feel it. i can feel the darkness wrapping around me, holding me closely. i can feel it tinting everything in my life. all of the good things in my life...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Jun 24

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    I jineda few chat website in hopes to find some friend to webcam with,and all I get is ignored. Am I ugly? Is it because I'm biracial?
    whitterz710 whitterz710 22-25, F Jun 24

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