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I Sometime I Feel Like I'll Never Find Someone to Love Me

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    I Thought I Found The One

    I did find the one. But God needed him in heaven. Now I feel like i'll never feel the feeling i felt with him with anyone else. It just seems impossible. Its like everyone I come across never understands me. It's depressing.
    southerngurl93 southerngurl93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2010

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    There's A Saying...

    "I'm always behind the scenes, never the star. I'm always the friend, never the girl." Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being "the friend". I like how my guy friends are more close to me than they are with someone they're romantically interested in. They're more carefree, not...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I Have Never Been "that Girl"...

    Yeah, so, relationships have never been a big part of my life.  One reason is because it was never an area that I seemed to thrive in.  School, sports, work, got that all under control.  But love...never.  There are girls out there that when I look at them...
    thesensitiveone15 thesensitiveone15 36-40 6 Responses Apr 12, 2010

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    "Have you ever longed

    for someone so much, so deeply that you thought you would die? That your heart would just stop beating? I am longing now, but for whom I don't know. My whole body craves to be held. I am desperate to love and be loved. I want my mind to float into another's. I want to be set...
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F Mar 21, 2014

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    “I have outlasted all desire,

    My dreams and I have grown apart; My grief alone is left entire, The gleamings of an empty heart. I live in lonely desolation And wonder when my end will come. -Alexander Pushkins ..extracts
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2014

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    Ha! So True

    It must be because I’m tired but I feel like I’m missing out on something by not having “someone”.  I have wanted to accomplish so much more at this point in my life.  When I see the good that couples share, I really feel like I am missing...
    Parthenopeaigle Parthenopeaigle 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2010

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    The Beginning Of The End.

    It all started a year ago when I (Erica ..15 years old then, Tall, tan, thin, medium thick long brown hair and dark brown eyes) moved to Montana from Connecticut . I was all alone when I and my family moved into our nice quaint little house In a nice little neighborhood . We are...
    Pasdionateformusic Pasdionateformusic 16-17 1 Response Jun 26, 2011

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    It Does Sometimes Feel Like That To Me

    it is said that there is someone out there for everyone. but how much truth is there in that. i dont know if i will ever meet that someone who will love me for me. iam unique and would require someone just as unique. in this world though it can at times be hard to find unique...
    echosofdarkness echosofdarkness 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2011

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    Well...

    Regardless of whether or not I find someone who loves me, I'll continue to live life to the fullest.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2011

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    Not Surprised That No One Loves me

    sure i have had guys after me.. but thats not the point. who would want to love me? just look at me, im annoying, drama queen, super sensitive, too romantic. i guess im just too much of everything. but i wish, i really wish some guy would just say, i love you and mean it but oh...
    UmbraEyes UmbraEyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Can Not Find Some One

    I feel some time I will never find someone to love me. And not use me . Then I get jumping in to the frying pan and wonder if it is right one that it is. I am looking for a freind. But wonder if I find some one in my life. I get unpationed . I can not deal with it. I am...
    lashanda lashanda 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 25, 2008

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    More Recently Than Anything Else...

    i feel as though all the things that have happened lately in my life are telling me "you expect to much" "you're not worth it" "the love you want does not exist" "you do not have a person just for you" i thought i had it, and then he...
    tanpopo tanpopo 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    I am kind of new to this website so I don't really know how this works but I'll take a shot at it. I just need to say how I feel and put it all out there. Long story short as you...
    anonymous321890 anonymous321890 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel like I am never good enough for him and that my ex best friend is better. But all she do is flirt with other guys, make love with another guy, and cheat on him. I don't want...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been with my bf 3 years I know he loves me but he sometimes makes me feel like i'm not good enough. Everything I say or do seems to be wrong or bad.I can understand his...
    littlerunaway littlerunaway 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I don't ever feel like I'm good enough.. When it comes to me and my relationship to walking around at school and thinking I'm nothing but meaningless and or worthless. The type of...
    MaayaOliivia07 MaayaOliivia07 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Personally, I feel like I am a great person. But it seems like others just don't see it. I'm rather attractive and a bit on the nerdy side (like anime and video games) so it's not...
    Jesxica Jesxica 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I keep wondering why I am a target for abuse, rejection, being shunned, and abandoned by many? I feel no matter what I do or say to people, I'm just not good enough to be their...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My parents have a really bad relationship. I feel worthless. They had an arranged marriage. Mom is depressed. My dad treats her like crap. And she wants me to go through the same...
    cord3lia cord3lia 16-17, F 4 Responses May 9

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F May 18

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    Every time I start a relationship things seem great for a little bit, and then everything immediately goes down hill. I keep trying to keep myself positive and keep trying to find...
    helsingrise helsingrise 16-17, M May 20

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    We are supposed to not value ourselves based on others'...but noone tell me how to do that. Now, 30 years down my life, I am lost in painful experiences, when friendS left me, when...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream 26-30, F 4 Responses May 8

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    To be honest it really hurts when you hear your best friend, who is the girl I'm also in love with tell you that she feels alone and unwanted.... It makes me feel not good enough...
    FFPower FFPower 22-25, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm not very good at getting rid of the old and letting the new come in. I'm sad that I will never meet anyone that will like me for me. And don't treat me like a stranger or...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F May 20

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    I am 40 years old and I have been through a lot in my life. From my mother wanting to leave me at the hospital when I was born to being in several abusive relationship. I even had...
    Jackiecarter Jackiecarter 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i am always the last one to be picked at every group activity possible and i was never anyone's first choice and i'm tired of feeling like that it's really tiring yknow why can't i...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    As a young woman growing up, I always liked guys that were my skin color even though I would've loved to be with a White guy, I just didn't pay much attention to them because I...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 53 mins ago

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    ...but then I find somewhere I belong...for a while... And it happens again and again. Besides that, I have my friends and my family.
    Clothed Clothed 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    A lot of people my age (16) already party like animals and they drink. Some smoke. They have dated and had their first kiss. Some of them have even had their first time ( I think...
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F 5 Responses May 8

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    Im trying to acept it 18 + no boyfriend (never)=i going to die alone
    antomg1 antomg1 16-17, F 6 Responses May 17

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    There's someone or something for everyone. Where's mine?
    AmberJW15 AmberJW15 18-21, F May 4

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    I haven't found that person but still looking
    ridleyswaq ridleyswaq 13-15, M 4 Responses May 11

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    I seem to have the worst luck with guys!
    MsNic1 MsNic1 22-25, F 3 Responses May 11

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    No one will ever love me. I know that now. I just wish it wasn't true
    KidNova45 KidNova45 18-21, M 5 Responses May 12

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    although I try to pretend I will.
    1LaVieEstBelle1 1LaVieEstBelle1 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7

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    All I seem to do lately is cry. I've cried for 16 days straight cause I missed my boyfriend who was in America and then the day he came back I found out he's been on here messaging...
    PrettyPrincess23 PrettyPrincess23 18-21, F 4 Responses May 8

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    Do you ever feel that there are enough people around you that seem to like you, but that no one seems to actually RESPECT you or take you seriously? Like you're this goofy little...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 1 Response May 6

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    I want to be a smooth talker ; I want to be taller ; i want to have better hair ... Sometimes I wish I was a man - a very hot dude with lots of money and sleep with as many sexy...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 2 Responses May 7

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    When I tried to commit suicide for like the millionth time I ended up in hospital. I was there for a long while and you are literally cut off from the world. I loved it. I really...
    petaltears petaltears 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Dammmmmn.... Messed up at work today and he saw me look like a fool :/ maybe next Thursday I can try again.
    TimeTravelingWomanOfJustice TimeTravelingWomanOfJustice 18-21, F 1 Response May 7

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    No matter my mood, no matter how much I try to do what everyone wants. No matter how much I allow everyone to have what they want when they want it I am and never will be good...
    rosesheart rosesheart 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am my own worst enemy. I battle myself everyday and maybe I am just blind to the truth. The self hatred drives me to always do better. Guess that is why I get comments about how...
    Whatdreamsarelost Whatdreamsarelost 31-35, M 1 Response May 9

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