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I Sometimes Can't Talk About Whats Hurting Me

When the words just won't come out 6,195 People

    Persephanie Persephanie 22-25, F Feb 11

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    lola992 lola992 22-25, F 11 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    I can't express the feelings I'm feeling right

    now. Maybe lonely, depressed, or overwhelmed. I usually go on ep to help others when they're feeling down, and I post when I'm feeling down. But I feel stuck in my life right now, and I feel like I'm in a never ending circle. Everyday I wake up go to school, come home and do...
    CSCE720 CSCE720 13-15, F Apr 30, 2014

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    You would think I'd have learned not to keep it

    in, after all I went through because I wouldn't talk to anybody (see my post in the I Suffer from Multiple Mental Disorders board). Today, I finally told my fiance about what has been hurting me mentally (see aforementioned post). I think I may be able to leave this group soon...
    dontyouunderstand dontyouunderstand 18-21 3 days ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    zoecc11 zoecc11 26-30, F Dec 24, 2014

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    The Words Don't Come

    I get quiet when I'm hurting...don't have a lot to say. I get lost inside my feelings and the words don't come.
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 9, 2012

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    Because I'm scared people are going to think

    I'm too sensitive and depressing to be around with...
    Letmebee Letmebee 22-25, F 3 Responses May 9

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    It's hard to express my feelings to others

    verbally because I can't really trust people . Find it easier to express pain and emotion through writing
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    You ask me how I am, I say I'm not feeling the

    best.. im not fine. it takes so much of me to answer that in honesty. But then you ask me why.. what happened... I smile my tears away... i want to tell you that if you've just been paying attention to me or even listening to me for all the times we've talked, then maybe you...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2014

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    my two sisters n brother always talking bad

    about my major clinical psychology that is n saying how it is not a real major or science bcoz one is a doctor n the other is a computer science n my brother is still in highschool. n always saying I am too judgmental n mean to be a therapist. and that I judge my patients which...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 2 Responses May 18

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    "Stick and stones may break your bones

    but words will never hurt me." but "The tongue can shatter souls". What contradicting things both is true but words really can shatter or bind someone's soul. Words can't hurt you physically but if you spend every day of your life being abused by words, it hurts more than being...
    middlechild274 middlechild274 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    If you believe in God,

    or nothing or some other deity, I feel like it's a cruel piece in our genetic make up for us to seek companionship. It's something we have no control over, someone else wanting us. It just leaves a hole in you where someone should be but no one wants to be, and the unfilled...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 3, 2014

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    I cant talk about it BC I dont

    even know people ask what's wrong, dude I don't know what the **** is wrong
    100BlackRoses 100BlackRoses 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    It's eating me up inside.

    And I can't talk about it. I know it's my own fault too. I never should've done it. And I'm getting exactly what I deserve. My heart broken to smithereens. It took on a life of it's own and became this panther ripping me up. So now it's time to pay and it hurts. Bad.
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    I never have. I don't trust anyone

    but me. And that's all I need.
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Always Put On A Front.

    No matter how I am feeling, I always put a smile on my face and bury the pain away. I am known at work for always smiling. People comment on my smile, they like it so much. Say it is nice when I come through work smiling every morning. Yet they would be amazed if they knew how...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2013

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    so stop asking what's wrong with me,

    cuz I'll have to lie to you and say that I'm ok
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 21, 2014

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    Because

    It's not because I'm not articulate. It's not because I don't understand. And it's not because of fear. It's because sometimes discretion is the better part of valor.
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 10 Responses Mar 18, 2011

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    carry11 carry11 26-30, F Dec 22, 2014

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    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F Mar 3

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    When Will The Hurt Stop

    I somehow manage to find something to feel hopeful, positive about where my daughter's health problems and all that goes with it are concerned.  I do it for two reasons.  It's the only way I can keep going another day and it's important to me for her to see me upbeat so I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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    and the fact that they won't call me

    for tea ever. we're two in a room and a girl will open the door, ask the girl for tea sitting with me and then shut the door. wow people have guts. and to call yourself my fuckking friend. Thank you for all that you are! I never show any response. I'm the same. But it hurts to...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F Nov 29, 2014

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    Sometimes I wonder what is the point of me.

    I can't remember the last time I felt truly wanted. I know I have family and friends that love me, and I know they would be there for me if I needed them. And they do invite me to do things with them sometimes. I also have a wonderful boyfriend, but he lives far away so even...
    rycbar10 rycbar10 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I tend to break down

    and fall whenever i try to explain stiff like this or i have an panic attack, its so hard to talk about it whenevere you feel like you might be judged for saying what you feel
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    to anyone but myself.

    ...........
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 22

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    Scared shitless, alone I stand!

    Hurting for the answers that I will never have. Lift my head high and carry on, with or without letting it out.
    Froggy420 Froggy420 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 10

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    Yes, its quite offen

    that I can't tell people who are really close to me that they are hurting me ... just because I wouldn't want them to be hurt by my saying so.
    toohottoresist toohottoresist 36-40, M 6 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    I can't tell anybody about it,

    I have avoidant personality disorder and one of the symptoms are difficulties telling people about it in fear of rejection. I think my parents will just ditch me and tell the whole world 'ohmygosh, guess what she said! She thought she had apd, what a bullshit'. So why would i...
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    What is the point? no one wants to hear it

    or see it, o I push all deep down inside.When asked what is wrong, I will try to explain and begin to the see the non interested looks of whom I am to confide in, so I just stop and say nothing, walk around like every thing is just peachy keen....give people what they want...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    So me and my gf where in public

    and since she's not out but I kissed her in front of these girls that she try's so hard to impress so that the won't call her gay and now the mess with her and she's so depressed she was talking about if she was gone would I missed her and I don't know who to tell or talk to I...
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F Nov 29, 2014

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    Maybe One Day

    I wish I found it easy to talk about everything but I avoid talking about the things that really hurt me a lot of the time. I'd rather keep it inside, away from the people who love me so I don't bother or burden them. I don't trust easily, even less than before with what has...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002 46-50, F 7 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    Today I realized that I have a problem I've

    been putting aside since forever. But I can't ignore it anymore its ruining my life and making me so freaking depressed. I am so antisocial I push people away and don't socialize with anyone at all except one person because of fear of judgment. I always get into the same cycle...
    elly668 elly668 18-21, F Oct 16, 2014

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    I do not want your pity just understanding

    but you can't comprehend. So they say just move on, get over it, grow up and ect.. Which makes me want to cut their throats but I won't. So I keep all my pain inside and when I find a quiet dark corner I cry until I no longer have tears. Then I fake a smile and cover with...
    Notadickjusthonest Notadickjusthonest 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I suffered form this anxiety- importance

    deficiency anxiety. Yes I made that up! I don't know how I got this disease. But it was really painful. It still is some times. So what is this disease all about? It starts with the fear of losing importance among people. And then it becomes an insecurity. And the more you fear...
    im1whoknocks im1whoknocks 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F Dec 21, 2014

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    Swallow the words down.

    Keep breathing. Don't cry. Keep smiling.
    Brokenshadowwings Brokenshadowwings 31-35, F Feb 16

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    I can't ever. I find it

    so embarrassing that my friends might realise I have emotions. emotions are embarrassing. I'm not comfortable with letting people know I'm not indifferent. its embarrassing to know people know I might have cried about a certain thing or felt bad about a certain thing. that's why...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

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    I never can. I don't like admitting things to

    myself... I don't like thinking of myself as weak
    shygyal30 shygyal30 16-17, F Mar 28

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    Because some people just don't understand

    or take the time to understand it...
    khadij khadij 13-15, F May 8

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    I just wanna escape my thoughts

    and numb them....... they're so strong..... nothing works...... which made me turn to suicide but that obviously didn't work...... I'm stuck...... I want my thoughts to dissipate.....
    InfiniteDreaming InfiniteDreaming 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    i love her more than I love myself,

    we fight so much about little things and I'm tired. there's no more "faults" or any more "blame games", both of us equally contribute to tearing each other down. we can lay in the same bed for hours just making each other angry. I'm tired. I want peace, just emotional peace and...
    rastaflip713 rastaflip713 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2014

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    I'm hurting. .. I want out.

    .. why can't I snap out of it and move on.
    Blanche08 Blanche08 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 28

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    I would end up hurting others

    if I said what hurts me. I've learned to just keep my mouth shut.
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Strangled

    I don't bottle things up... not intentionally at least. I have somebody that I would like to share everything with, someone whom I trust completely, but it seems that sometimes the words just won't come. As much as I trust this person, I find that I can't even trust myself...
    hacky2012 hacky2012 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

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    I Can't

    And to be honest, I don’t want to.   I don’t want to see you, hear you or hear others speaking of you. I don’t want anything to do with you. For now.   I realize that that sounds extremely harsh, but I know no easier way to say how I feel: I, with the vocabulary I possess...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 17, 2011

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    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F 3 days ago

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