I Sometimes Can't Talk About Whats Hurting Me

When the words just won't come out 6,746 People

    its odd how it happens.

    you open up to people. you trust, you care and they care too. but then it happens. you realize you start holding back because you dont care to cause pain to those you have come to care about. you begin to use the two most missused words "im fine" thats when even tho you...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 17

    What is the point? no one wants to hear it

    or see it, o I push all deep down inside.When asked what is wrong, I will try to explain and begin to the see the non interested looks of whom I am to confide in, so I just stop and say nothing, walk around like every thing is just peachy keen....give people what they want...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 29, 2014

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    norahcc11 norahcc11
    26-30, F
    May 25, 2015

    It's hard. But I eventually tell someone

    trustable about how I feel.
    Music4Us Music4Us
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2014

    Strangled

    I don't bottle things up... not intentionally at least. I have somebody that I would like to share everything with, someone whom I trust completely, but it seems that sometimes the words just won't come. As much as I trust this person, I find that I can't even trust myself...
    hacky2012 hacky2012
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2012

    i wish from my heart

    that i have brain tumor so that i can see who realy cares for me and loves me
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    Heart is just like a mirror,

    once it is broken, it will never be fixed. So handle it with care :)
    EmotionallyStrained EmotionallyStrained
    18-21, M
    Jan 11

    i love her more than I love myself,

    we fight so much about little things and I'm tired. there's no more "faults" or any more "blame games", both of us equally contribute to tearing each other down. we can lay in the same bed for hours just making each other angry. I'm tired. I want peace, just emotional peace and...
    rastaflip713 rastaflip713
    22-25, F
    Nov 30, 2014

    actualy lookin for a group

    that expreses . i dont know what to talk to others about . i dont know how to encourage others to talk . then again when i say talk i mean talk . not be a jerk or impose your oppinion or advice . talk . give and take . share but listen too . not challenge . talk .. converse .. i...
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle
    36-40, T
    1 Response Feb 21

    When Will The Hurt Stop

    I somehow manage to find something to feel hopeful, positive about where my daughter's health problems and all that goes with it are concerned.  I do it for two reasons.  It's the only way I can keep going another day and it's important to me for her to see me upbeat so I can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Feb 10, 2012

    I agree with most people on here

    that I feel like a burden when I talk about my emotional issues, I feel like I'm complaining, and I feel confusing and like I'm going crazy. But sometimes I literally can't talk about what's hurting me because I don't actually know why I'm so sad or in so much pain. It's...
    trytostealthisname trytostealthisname
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 28, 2014

    I want to talk about it

    but I wish I had someone to talk to that already knew the backstory of the other characters involved. And could just listen and maybe offer advice without thinking of benefitting themselves or another particular person.
    BadGirlLost BadGirlLost
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2015

    i cant cuz sometimes I'm afraid what they might

    say or think.... cux when i do say it.... someone hurts my feelings saying that i just want attention when all i want is someone to talk to not judge me
    Rosmery003613 Rosmery003613
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2015

    Always Put On A Front.

    No matter how I am feeling, I always put a smile on my face and bury the pain away. I am known at work for always smiling. People comment on my smile, they like it so much. Say it is nice when I come through work smiling every morning. Yet they would be amazed if they knew how...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 20, 2013

    I can't talk about any of it,

    ever. I can tell you what it feels like. First the chills come, when night falls. Quiet, cold, dark room, and I'm utterly alone. My stomach sinks and I sink further on the couch, using blankets as shelter from the pain. Still, my heart starts to slow, and cramp. Emptiness...
    yaweitree yaweitree
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 3

    Talk about your feelings.

    ...... Good or bad feelings need expression, freedom to reveal themselves it's not good to hide behind a smile when your heart is breaking, by letting out your feelings your pain is released and your able to reconstruct your life, think of other things that will make you happy...
    Lydia66 Lydia66
    46-50, F
    24 Responses Jun 23, 2014

    If you believe in God,

    or nothing or some other deity, I feel like it's a cruel piece in our genetic make up for us to seek companionship. It's something we have no control over, someone else wanting us. It just leaves a hole in you where someone should be but no one wants to be, and the unfilled...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jul 3, 2014
    Uku7777 Uku7777
    18-21, M
    Dec 26, 2015

    I can't ever. I find it

    so embarrassing that my friends might realise I have emotions. emotions are embarrassing. I'm not comfortable with letting people know I'm not indifferent. its embarrassing to know people know I might have cried about a certain thing or felt bad about a certain thing. that's why...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bethccaa bethccaa
    26-30, F
    Feb 21

    Because I'm scared people are going to think

    I'm too sensitive and depressing to be around with...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 9, 2015

    Putting it into words is the hardest part about

    talking to someone who wants to know why I'm hurting inside.. If I could, I would open up my heart and let everything gush out all at once, but something is stopping me. I don't know what it is.. It just makes me freeze up and push everything down deeper into the infinite, black...
    cynicalsmile cynicalsmile
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2014

    I just wanna escape my thoughts

    and numb them....... they're so strong..... nothing works...... which made me turn to suicide but that obviously didn't work...... I'm stuck...... I want my thoughts to dissipate.....
    InfiniteDreaming InfiniteDreaming
    18-21, F
    May 25, 2015

    I cant speak, I can't write sometimes.

    because I am starting to shaking and feeling cold. I feel like something is sitting on my chest when I remember what I am going through. hopelessness is all around me in those times. I try to breath, stay away from the razor, scissors and knives. I count to ten, then more breath...
    darklotus01 darklotus01
    13-15, T
    1 Response Feb 12

    coz I usually mis-interpreted

    whenever I am telling other what I really felt. They usually expect that I SHOULD understand anything and everything !!! So much that it hurts me inside but I have to be strong enough to accept that I am doing it for the love and care for them. But it's tiring for everybody's...
    myheartwants myheartwants
    36-40, F
    Jan 11

    Maybe One Day

    I wish I found it easy to talk about everything but I avoid talking about the things that really hurt me a lot of the time. I'd rather keep it inside, away from the people who love me so I don't bother or burden them. I don't trust easily, even less than before with what has...
    snowbunny1002 snowbunny1002
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Jul 22, 2010

    I'm not sure if people are

    unintentionally/unknowingly being mean and that i'm just so sensitive. That's why i had to bottle things up inside.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 1, 2015

    Yes, its quite offen

    that I can't tell people who are really close to me that they are hurting me ... just because I wouldn't want them to be hurt by my saying so.
    toohottoresist toohottoresist
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Jun 23, 2014

    You ask me how I am, I say I'm not feeling the

    best.. im not fine. it takes so much of me to answer that in honesty. But then you ask me why.. what happened... I smile my tears away... i want to tell you that if you've just been paying attention to me or even listening to me for all the times we've talked, then maybe you...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2014

    I am grieving..lost my grandma a few months

    back...and my Mom even though she is well and breathing. We haven't spoken for weeks now, she used to be in every minute of my day...now, she no longer exists in it. Not because we fought, nor because she's ill, only because that's the price of being with my Dad. No, not step...
    IndescribableAgony IndescribableAgony
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 5, 2015

    These memories are eating me from the inside

    out. Warnings are cruel. What is in my mind does not line up with reality. I can not be near anyone if my feelings just get in the way
    Redstrings Redstrings
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    I try to talk about what's hurting me.

    .. But I don't like talking about myself.
    ItzPuppeh ItzPuppeh
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jan 12

    I've been this way since I was a young child -

    from how someone reacts has made me be this way for the rest of my life. In some ways it can be the Pitt stop of friendships or relationships/ never being able to fully express my hurt. I've done this to protect myself, not to hurt anyone internationally, ever. I ignore...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 10

    When being forced to say something

    that comes from your head ,that emotionally scar you how am I supose to speak. It's harder to be open if they're trying to get it out of me.
    breakinghope breakinghope
    16-17, F
    Mar 10

    its just hard for me most of the time.

    sometimes ill go to do it on here and realize wait i don't want the people who have known or gotten to really know me to know whats wrong. so i don't.
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jan 29, 2014

    most people can't handle it,

    and I can't bear to see the pain, fear, confusion if I do start explaining. Sometimes I don't have the words, its only a feeling and too difficult to describe.
    goodwitchofthenorth goodwitchofthenorth
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 5

    It's a bit different though.

    I do have someone I tell everything to and she knows who she is. Aside from that I really can't be bothered to talk about my problems. Sometimes I post them on here anyways. Typing helps me clear my mind
    Raptax231 Raptax231
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2014

    I miss my bed everyday,

    not because i can sleep, but that's the only place I can cry and hide from the world for awhile , before i put my mask back on
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 11

    I tend to break down

    and fall whenever i try to explain stiff like this or i have an panic attack, its so hard to talk about it whenevere you feel like you might be judged for saying what you feel
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2014

    i dont relly talk w ppl .

    i dont relly kno what to even talk about . i dont get to do much . n my inrests n levels n types of intrests are so .. far apart ish .. also . my life is full o problems . so . i obv end up havin problems to talk about . bleh .. anayz ..
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle
    36-40, T
    Apr 3

    I can't express the feelings I'm feeling right

    now. Maybe lonely, depressed, or overwhelmed. I usually go on ep to help others when they're feeling down, and I post when I'm feeling down. But I feel stuck in my life right now, and I feel like I'm in a never ending circle. Everyday I wake up go to school, come home and do...
    CSCE720 CSCE720
    16-17, F
    Apr 30, 2014

    So me and my gf where in public

    and since she's not out but I kissed her in front of these girls that she try's so hard to impress so that the won't call her gay and now the mess with her and she's so depressed she was talking about if she was gone would I missed her and I don't know who to tell or talk to I...
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland
    16-17, F
    Nov 29, 2014

    It's almost as if the walls of defence forbid

    any further assault on the maiden within.
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8
    46-50, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    I've been hurting a lot lately,

    and I can't talk about it to my friends because I already feel like a burden to them
    Sunbae Sunbae
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2015
    dissolution dissolution
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 11

    I generally don't. I have a therapist

    that I'm contemplating leaving because honestly I can't even talk to the guy. my mouth opens but no words come out. every time I've opened up to anyone they've ****** me over or worse. I don't think I'll ever get over it either.
    Nmetb Nmetb
    22-25, M
    Dec 26, 2015

    Scared shitless, alone I stand!

    Hurting for the answers that I will never have. Lift my head high and carry on, with or without letting it out.
    Froggy420 Froggy420
    31-35, F
    Feb 10, 2015
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    bellecc11 bellecc11
    26-30, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    I believe that the heart does go on the path,

    but once it is broken; the pain, scar and gaps between another's heart has been tearing apart and unable to seal back.
    EmotionallyStrained EmotionallyStrained
    18-21, M
    Jan 8

    Today, I'm going to try.

    My spouse is a narcissistic as*hole. When,he is angry, he verbally abuses me. I am the main wage earner. I work nights. I constantly have this used against me in arguments. His mental illness(es) are used, by him, as tools of guilt. I am not allowed to expect him to help care...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Feb 11

    My Dad passed away, suddenly,

    last year. The year before-I lost my brother and my grandfather. I have 3 kids and am married. When my dad died, I took off 2 weeks from a job I loved and when I went back, I just couldn't do it anymore. I was in sales. Always smiling. Always friendly. Always helpful. Always...
    justathought2014 justathought2014
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    "Stick and stones may break your bones

    but words will never hurt me." but "The tongue can shatter souls". What contradicting things both is true but words really can shatter or bind someone's soul. Words can't hurt you physically but if you spend every day of your life being abused by words, it hurts more than being...
    middlechild274 middlechild274
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 7, 2014

    It's hard to express my feelings to others

    verbally because I can't really trust people . Find it easier to express pain and emotion through writing
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 6, 2014
    lola992 lola992
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Jun 29, 2014
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