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I Sometimes Cry When I Think About Him

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    Pastlives

    my first love was egypt and later i discovered why, i had spent many lives there with various soulmates and primery and secondry soulmates aswell. all in all i can recall around 8 pastlives maybe more. i was a witch in the high lands in 1700.s but much before that i was married...
    trishkhb trishkhb 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Because I Love Him

    Sometimes the emotions overwhelm me when I hear a particular song, see a beautiful sunrise, certain flowers, or the beautiful sand on the beach.  Not all the time but sometimes I lose my self in melancholy remembrance and I feel the tears well up in my eyes. I blink to force...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    It's Always The Love Songs</3

     isn't that true though?  most couples have "a song". One they declare is theirs, and it always will be. It's the ringtones on the phones. The one they plan to play at the wedding.  Then something happens. He moves, he cheats, or he just. Leaves. And...
    lostlonleygirl lostlonleygirl 18-21, F Dec 7, 2009

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    "i Sometimes Cry When I Think About Him"

    Because he asked me so many times to be with him instead of the other guy. He promised to love me better and I couldn't see it until it was too late. I have realized now that I love him and the proof? I have a lot in fact. The proof is in every tear that rolls down my face every...
    Blue1484 Blue1484 26-30, F Nov 7, 2011

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    So Complicated

     I don't know how I got to this place. I never planned on caring so much- and yet it happened. He was the first to say those 3 little words the day after I felt them completely in my heart. I guess on some level it's wrong. Many women out there would say it is without a...
    zylastorm zylastorm 26-30, F Dec 7, 2009

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    I feel like I don't appreciate the people

    around me anymore, just because I think of him everyday. What hurts is that the person that occupies my mind doesn't even know I exist. He's like my goal. I do everything for him. Before, I never really cared about how I look, I never listen to what people say about myself, I...
    geenieinabottle geenieinabottle 16-17, F Jan 29

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    Nights Alone

    We spent almost every night this summer together... he would come over and we'd spend nights just wrapped in each others arms. Then summer ended and we both had to start school, me for the first time, and him far away. Some nights when I'm alone I cry just thinking about how...
    LiarGrl22 LiarGrl22 18-21, F Oct 12, 2009

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    Good Tears.

    Thinking of him brings me to tears sometimes. I miss him so much, and wish he lived here instead of almost 2,000 miles away. His voice, his smile, his laugh...it just turns my day around. I felt like absolute crap all day, due to freakin mother nature who hates me, yet when I saw...
    staystrong11 staystrong11 18-21, F Aug 18, 2011

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    Him,him,him,him

    I've had a lot of "him"'s in my life. and i've cried about everyone of them dang it. when i think about him#1 i get mad because of the unfaithfulness, the taking from me what was pure and irreplacable, and i stay mad and grudgeful. then i get jealous that he is engaged...
    sanderskid sanderskid 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2009

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    Trying To Figure It Out

    I know somewhat of how you feel. I too have had my share of guys that i cry over. One is also involved with my "friend". She knew how i felt about this gentleman, but still went ahead and started her "thing" with him.  Nothing more to do with either of them now.The next...
    beagles4me beagles4me 51-55, F Jun 27, 2011

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    I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for a long time and only now after years of intensive therapy, high dosages of medications and being sectioned under the mental health act...
    thisisjuno thisisjuno 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Today is so bad, I just want to wake up and not think about suicide or death, but I just don't want to do this anymore, any of it. I keep waiting for my hormones to get regulated...
    mljenkins mljenkins 41-45, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Wel) i have tried overdosing hanging myself and cutting my wrists but i got caught everytime for me the easiest thing was overdosing or cutting my wrists but only if you have taken...
    wichita316 wichita316 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    today I went to get an abortion. I found out I was pregnant with identical twins. I decided to hold off on the abortion so I could think about things. my boyfriend of 5 years is...
    Kellies80 Kellies80 31-35, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    And I hate myself for not being able to let go. Here's the story; I was friends with my ex friend for 4 years and that's all we were. I never wanted to be anything more because...
    awesomefallenangel awesomefallenangel 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't stop! I cant wait to see him soon and give him a huge kiss on the cheek. I think about everything about him. :)
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I didn't expect this. This wasn't in my plans. This wasn't supposed to happen, I had my heart on ice, my walls up high, all I wanted was a little fun, distraction. I wanted to feel...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Disclaimer: I'm not actually going to commit suicide, this was just my thought process after I messed something up with someone I care for. I thought about suicide today, looked...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    The rumble of the heavy railcars is audible long before the eerie, drawn-out sound of the whistle echoes through my open window. Memories flood in, uninvited. Suddenly it's no...
    MandyWhat MandyWhat 26-30 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    I think about everything before going to bed. what has happened in the past, what I could've done to fix things, change things..I always overthink myself into a bad mood and I hate...
    chelsey1214 chelsey1214 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Bad Hair Day is a Disney movie and is based on very sensitive subjects. It is one of my favorite movies and I knew even before it aired the first time that it would be added to my...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I watched if I stay and the fault in our stars they were so sad especially the fault in our stars I was crying so much at the end of the movie... makes me think about life
    EmoMusicLuv EmoMusicLuv 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    about everyday lately. Idk why there's so much I could feel happy about. I also still have very good days sometimes, the joy that gives me than lasts for about 2 days. There are a...
    toughbaby toughbaby 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    Mane I be missing em like ah mf then I find a mirror
    TheAvenue TheAvenue 18-21, M Feb 2

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    I've been thinking about suicide quite a bit. Two weeks before Christmas I was Baker acted. Almost when through with it. Tried again a week later. My friends family took me in to...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    my ex I can't stop thinking about him, I don't want to be in a relationship with him but omg I want him to put his hands all over me so bad
    smashmouth4eva smashmouth4eva 31-35, F Feb 1

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    When I am at work, or away from my hubby, I think about him and I get all happy and warm inside! Then a big smile comes across my face! When i was at work on Friday I got that big...
    deedeebeebee deedeebeebee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    I can't stop thinking about past things, like embarrassing moments, conversations where I could've said something better, something more clever. I think about past problems that...
    PoetryApocolypse PoetryApocolypse 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Ive been living with my partner for more than 7 years now. We have 3 boys under 5 years old and we met when i was 18. 3 years ago we found out he has an Asperger, type of autism...
    superkates superkates 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm thinking about running away, running from my home and everybody I know
    anestacia anestacia 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I haven't been helping myself much. I haven't been taking my medication that my endocrinologist prescribed. It's been difficult to get with friends. I end up trying to do most...
    BloodMoonFlower BloodMoonFlower 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 30

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    It's true. I'm thinking about changing it. I honestly don't know why I chose it to begin with but I'm sure it had something to do with how I was feeling or what I needed from EP...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I think about it a lot Iv only ever been with my husband from are school days am I missing out
    wifemum wifemum 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    it's hard to continue show if you can't get time alone to feel the sadness and loneliness you feel all the time
    dolliebgirl dolliebgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I think about things to much it's starts ok then mind start to think of every and I mean every possibility then I freak out, and scream or cry in a pillow because I think some...
    Hohenheim1 Hohenheim1 22-25, M Jan 26

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    I can't stop thinking about you. My craving for you has become double fold! You’re on my mind from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Today, I felt you, in my most...
    jan25 jan25 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    You've been on my mind so here's a letter you will never see, because I need to get it out of my head. Dear J.T. It's been 9 years since I met you. High school algebra and I sat in...
    sbertram sbertram 22-25, F Jan 23

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    There isn't a single day that passes by without me thinking about death ... myself dying .... or my loved ones dying and leaving me forever. It makes me feel helpless, I hate...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Too busy trying to survive which means I have little time to think of or about people, I see no reason to think about people unless they're doing something for me, since most of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 31-35, M Jan 22

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