It's just sad this days, I don't enjoy being alone as I used to;in fact I am terrified of being alone the silence is deafening it forces me to think and thinking I s the last thing...
I act happy. I sound happy. so, that makes me happy, right?
maybe I'm just a great actress.
nothing is ever what it truly seems, look closer and you'll see, my dear.
There's no need to talk, I just want to feel close to someone and not be alone when I'm stuck down in that bad place in my mind.
So I like to listen to music when I'm in the shower an today I had it on my Lady Antebellum station on pandora an my mom texted me an said "Turn That Crap Off You Can't Listen To...
Even though we are over, I still read your love letters. I don't like lying to you when I don't say I am over you.