I Sometimes Cry When I'm Alone

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    Lately I'm Not completely alone.

    This little guy sits with me and loves me
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2015

    It's the middle of the day & you're rehearsed

    smile hasn't faltered yet ...then that old song comes on & all the memories flood in with every lyric. Your eyes water, face gets warm & you excuse yourself to the restroom. You look in the mirror take off the headphones & listen to the music as the waterfall starts. The song...
    Mikuarikashi Mikuarikashi
    16-17, M
    Feb 18, 2014

    So lately I have been very.

    .. Empty. Yeah I guess I can say that, it's been getting worse. I started crying today, just suddenly, I felt so incredibly lost. I can't be in my room anymore, the walls reminds me of all I have lost, all the tears I have cried. It feels isolated and narrow. I can barely be in...
    LoneFox29 LoneFox29
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 20, 2015

    I sat outside in the rain tonight

    and cried my eyes out I have no idea why I was crying i just I felt horrible inside but every once in awhile you just need to have a good cry
    nate4452 nate4452
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 16, 2014
    shaunahall shaunahall
    41-45, F
    May 4, 2015

    **** you! I hate you!

    Thanks for ignoring me when I needed you most.
    AfireLove AfireLove
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 25, 2014

    Tears Speak To You

    There is sacredness in tears. They are not the marks of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tounges. They are messangers of overwhelming grief.......and unspeakable love.
    topflitedmale topflitedmale
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2010

    Me Too

     When I was little, I used to think I'll never cry when I grow up because I'll be able to live my own life and will be so much happier. I was so wrong!  I cry a lot nowadays, a lot more than I ever did as a child. The only difference is now there is no one to see me...
    bushiebushie bushiebushie
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    When The Mask Slips And I Am Alone.....

    I cry at times. Not always and not often but I do cry. It's only when I am alone. Whether that is the bathroom or in bed at night in the early hours of the morning. Sometimes the shame, confusion, upset and pain just get too much. I haven't cried in front of anyone for years...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 11, 2011

    Tears Ducks..

    are a beautiful reminder of the natural faucet ready to express the joys and pains!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 29, 2013

    Like Tonight...

    I sit here trying to be strong but it is not easy. Most the time I hide my hurt deep down but on nights like tonight it's almost impossible. I try to live for the moment but most the time I live for the future, it's easy to be happy looking at the future but looking at the moment...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2013

    These last two,years have taught me to be

    strong from outside but to be a very weakling from inside. no matter what you do for others,,no matter how much problems you face to make others smile, even if its your family or friends,,,no one really cares about me. I did everything for my family, my father my mom,my sis,,my...
    divich420 divich420
    18-21, M
    Jul 29, 2014

    I do, most often than not nothing comes through

    and I'm forced to endure till the next time my emotions overflow
    Zurea Zurea
    26-30, T
    Aug 4, 2015

    I never used to cry much,

    then I lost my dear wife and soulmate to cancer. I now cry when I'm alone, every day. Sometimes it helps to relieve the loneliness and despair.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 12, 2015

    crying at the moment✌🏻️ i don't know

    what to do with my life i'm not beautiful enough to love i'm not intelligent enough to talk or even think #lifegoals
    lookforfood lookforfood
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2015

    Today's is one of those days.

    Tearing up in my office. Tearing up in the car. So emotional today.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 13, 2015

    cried a lot yesterday

    and guess what I feel like crying today
    shawny97 shawny97
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

    it's hard to continue show

    if you can't get time alone to feel the sadness and loneliness you feel all the time
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 27
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2014

    Sometimes its a silent cry,

    like I'm crying and screaming but nobody hears me. Sometimes i cry really hard to the point where i can barely breath. Loneliness is something I've been battling with since 4th grade. I hate feeling lonely but i like being alone. It doesn't make any sense, it really doesn't...
    deviness deviness
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 12, 2014

    It is hard to live alone.

    Although affection was sporadic in my marriage, I still miss the occasional snuggle, hand holding, and just having someone there. It is hard to be alone all the time.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 5, 2015

    Why do I cry? I cry because all of my dreams are

    so close to my fingers but unreachable due to a thin transparent wall of glass. I want to travel I hate being stuck here in this god awful country. I want to teach in several countries and live for myself and not for others. I want to be able to just say **** it and leave...
    Hypnotixtic Hypnotixtic
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2014

    Like Now

    Haven't felt wanted or needed in a long time I never get asked to hang out with anyone. I never feel loved and always feel alone.
    Amandakellyxoxo Amandakellyxoxo
    22-25, F
    Nov 16, 2013

    Im typing this while my tears are running down

    so silently, they don't want to disturb me,steady slow.. Slow slow cry..
    StillVentilate StillVentilate
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 8
    alexa22612 alexa22612
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2015

    well theres just those times in your life

    where nothing is right. people give you titles that arent even true but then eventually you believe them all. eventually you get to your breaking point and you just cry every night when youre alone. where no one can hear you...and thats basically the story of my life right now...
    stroiesofmylife stroiesofmylife
    22-25
    Feb 12, 2014

    I cry all the time when I'm alone I feel like

    that's the only way of getting through life right now
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 12, 2015

    I'm an introvert. It's difficult

    for me to confide and trust people. So when I feel sad, I cry by myself. I don't like crying infront of a lot of people because I don't like the feeling of being looked at as weak.
    huangzichen huangzichen
    22-25, F
    Feb 3, 2014

    Here I Sit

    Here I sit again..still, alone with my broken heart and tears running down my face I miss what I had what was taken away from me. No one understands what's wrong or why I'm so upset so long after my life fell apart . Every memory every dream for the future gone and now I sit...
    jodidoguy jodidoguy
    36-40, M
    Oct 27, 2013

    sometimes i just cry

    and I don't know why and that makes me cry even more.. its weird ik but for some ****** up reason i like it ugh
    coclata coclata
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Dec 24, 2014

    You think you know me just

    because you are my family or friend but you don't really know what I'm feeling inside you only know the outside me
    katybrown406 katybrown406
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    Watching this silly show.

    Some things line up with my life. Watching her cry over her dead relative with no support made me cry too about what I went through with grandpa.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2015

    I've always felt unloved by my family,

    it's always what I'm doing wrong and never anything I do right. They never ask me if I want to go out with them, even my father doesn't want to talk to me. I never noticed how lonely I felt when I'm at home alone, I sometimes cry when I just watch T.V., or I really cry when I...
    TheOneStuckAlone TheOneStuckAlone
    18-21, M
    Feb 3, 2014

    I can't help the emotions

    that come over me sometimes. I just break down and cry when I'm alone in my room or when no one is home in general. I cry about the past a lot, I cry about my present often. I just cry. I'm just plain sad, I don't think that I've ever been happy, or at least not in a long a...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    I cry almost everyday now.

    I think it helps, and it does for a bit, but a few hours later, I want to cry again.
    BlueMoon797 BlueMoon797
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2014
    shaunahall shaunahall
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 4, 2015

    I cry in different ways.

    Of course, crying is preceded by stories. The tears all feel different and I don't know, I've not kept a teardrop data, no way of remembering which tear belonged to which story. Sometimes it is just a welling up, the tears are just caught from overflow, but you can feel the...
    jeresey jeresey
    56-60, F
    May 18, 2014

    I just really want to be alone forever

    and just cry for hours until I fall asleep and never wake up again.
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Dramaqueen

    I cry over lots of things. It really isn't difficult to make me cry. I'm just emotional like that. I can't really help it.Over the years, however, it has become increasingly obvious to me that most people don't deal well with crying. Because of this I try to be less emotional...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade
    18-21, F
    Oct 23, 2011

    Inner Strength And Struggle

    I live alone and there are several days where I feel not good enough. I am tired of going to a friend just for her to say "Sure you are." That doesn't mean anything. It sounds lame Like "Sure, cool...I guess you are worth something. I don't know why. I just feel bad saying you...
    YouRaiseMeUp YouRaiseMeUp
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2012

    All my friends are in relationships

    or have been in relationships in the past, some are getting married. I've never been kissed, never been with a guy I'm worried I will die alone with ten cats in some dodgy apartment somewhere... And I don't even like cats.... I want a loving relationship and I want it soon or...
    freochick freochick
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 3, 2014

    I had to take my dog to the vet

    for of course shots, but when she leaves my side I can't help but to feel alone. I feel like she thinks I'm giving her up and that she's going to be alone. She's always by my side I can't think of a better dog or friend than her.
    BlueWings1 BlueWings1
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 23, 2014
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