I Sometimes Feel As Though I Don't Exist

For the people out there who feel invisible. 615 People

    In my waking life and

    even now, I dont think it matters to write on experience project. No one cares. The situation is a penny to a one hundred dollar bill. When a penny is dropped to the ground, everyone misses it, just walks past it but with a one hundred dollar bill it's worth to fight over, to...
    LDll LDll
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    I Just Don't Know Why

    People seem to look straight pass me. I'm nice most of the time, I present myself well, I'm just quiet, I just don't know how to spark up a conversation or address them. They always ask other people about me instead of coming to me head on. I don't know why I'm so hard to...
    Dimples87 Dimples87
    26-30, F
    12 Responses Nov 27, 2008

    Not All The Time.

    Somewhere between often and occassionally. Then I remember the quote, "I think. Therefore I am."
    LawlessTranquility LawlessTranquility
    26-30, M
    Feb 27, 2013

    And I Don't Want To Anymore

    I keep to myself and I don't want to change I am happy to give everything I have away to everybody and I hope to get cancer and died suddenly and quickly I don't ask a thing from my country or people who I have known - who are all idiots and users I don't want to know anyone...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Apr 17, 2011

    Idk how weird this is,

    but sometimes I'll just be sitting there and then when I look at someone in get this sense as if I'm not there. Like I literally don't exist and I'm just watching everything. I can't explain it but it freaks me out ๐Ÿ˜ถ
    heyguysss heyguysss
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 17, 2014

    I have my friends, but

    so many of them treat me as though I'm not standing right there next to them. If I left, they wouldn't know. If I wasn't even there that day, they wouldn't care. Same goes with my family. Maybe I wasn't suppose to exist because that's probably why I'm invisible.
    J3llyf1shh J3llyf1shh
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 12, 2015

    It seems like I could take off tomorrow

    and no one would notice.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

    Invisible

    Most of the time I do really.. it's like I'm not here. People look past me like I'm invisible. People barely even glance at me much. No one really seems bothered by my exsitence. Even on the internet nowadays I don't feel like people are really taking note of me anymore. I'm...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 7, 2010

    Makes Me Mad

    It feels like as though i dont exist. When i was in school and when i use to talk,  no one would listen and i would think hello, is anyone listening me. Cant you see me?
    xxbrokendownxx xxbrokendownxx
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2009

    Who Am I?

    Although I hang around with a group of "friends", it feels as if I am slowly sinking into the depths of an ocean. While they are chattering on about a mindless topic, I am the awkward person sitting off toward the corner. Do they even see me? Think of me? KNOW me? Because quite...
    XxTINYAZNxX XxTINYAZNxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2012

    Such thing as too much change?

    Haha Christian to atheist, embracing bisexuality, and current transitioning vegan all in the last year and a half. ๐Ÿ˜‚ #exhausted
    Carolineexc Carolineexc
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 4, 2015

    well people being bullied is not

    as bad as being ignored because at least they now you exist
    bloodyscreams bloodyscreams
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2015

    I Dont Exist

    I dont feel like I exist anymore... I guess that sounds weird... But I feel like a dream... Perhaps its apart of being crazy..
    ShallowDreamers ShallowDreamers
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jan 23, 2009

    We all live in our own little worlds

    where only rich and famous people seem to be alive. We are the invisible oxygen that keeps them running. Kinda like slaves to the powerful.
    crookedjay crookedjay
    26-30, M
    May 17, 2014

    I'm Not Here

    At the moment i feel like this. Like no one can see or hear me. I don't feel like i'm living... i feel like i'm just BEing. Which is no life. I just need to get my life back on track. Sort out the money issues and get back on to a schedual and then i will be happy. I...
    jasminjane jasminjane
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2009

    A Stranger In My Own "home".

    I don't belong here, this place isn't mine. I feel like I'm the intruder, not her. I used to live with my mum in a flat, just me and her and the two cats. The cats were keep out of my room but it's not my room anymore. My mum's friend was kicked out of her home with her dog. She...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2011

    Its Like Im Invisible

    well ive been on my own since i was 14 which is when i came out pregnant with my son.. i have always been strong and independant, i owned my first apartment when i was 16, bought my first car at 16 and have always worked.. i never really ask anyone for help, because the one time...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Oct 1, 2009

    Sorry in advance for the sob story.

    Growing up, I was always felt as if I was the thrid wheel or tag along around friends. Like many children I was the subject of bullying up until I dropped out of college. Since then, I don't talk to anyone else besides my mum or stepdad. I have 29 facebook friends, whenever i...
    ToddleLoaf ToddleLoaf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    In a literal sense, sometimes I don't feel real.

    I feel like I'm without substance and my entire life is really just a dream I'm having in another person's sleep. I sometimes wonder if an event in my memory ever really happened at all. All of these memories seem so solid, but at times, nothing can assure me that they happened...
    justarandom justarandom
    22-25, F
    Aug 30, 2015

    I feel completely invisible.

    Like a living ghost. Every word I say is an echo everyone ignores. With everyone else around me, they laugh and have a good time and enjoy life. Why does it seem to me that I can't have that? The more I think about it the more I honestly think about suicide. I am just crying...
    LeaderOfThePack LeaderOfThePack
    13-15, M
    Mar 4

    Am I Real?

    store clerks are the worst.  especially when its a young pretty girl.  they usually hate their job so they barely acknowledge you, and when they do, its this fake nice crap.  it feels like i could be standing there in a clown costume, honking a horn and they...
    zebunomicon zebunomicon
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 25, 2009

    I Feel Like No One Cares

    I feel none existent, I get more attention here than anywhere, I've made so many new friends, I love it here,
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 16, 2013

    90% of the time that I'm at work,

    nobody really talks to me and I have no desire to talk to them. Whenever my coworkers do strike a conversation it's usually about work and nothing else. I feel left out when I see them all laugh and share stories to each other while I sit there pretending like I'm enjoying...
    koojo129 koojo129
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2015

    I have people around me

    but I feel like I don't exist because I have Borderline Personality Disorder and this is a symptom of the illness. It's a strange feeling. It's because I feel empty a lot and like I don't connect to anyone.
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse
    26-30, F
    Apr 6, 2015

    A Series: Chippy Whiny Post Numero Dos

    Hmm.I have those days.Days when I feel like I'm on my own. Days when I realize that in this life, I'm really not that important. The only person I am of use to, is to myself. If that makes any sense O.o And yet knowing I don't matter that much, I still hold onto life. It's good...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    1 Response May 21, 2011

    I'm Nothing More Than A Fading Memory

    People can see me every day, talk to me frequently, get to know me, and yet I still disappear and become a stranger. I walk through crowds and don't even get a little notice. I have to dodge people so they don't run into me. It can be fun when I want to be alone, but when I want...
    drastunir drastunir
    18-21, M
    2 Responses May 13, 2011

    Scared Of Being Forgotten

    I don't know what it is, but I have a fear of being forgotten. Mostly to the people that have been in my life for a significant amount of time. Some of you may have this fear and it's completely normal because if you feel forgotten, you feel invisible which makes you feel worse...
    JJSapphire JJSapphire
    18-21, F
    Jul 23, 2013

    Often

    I often feel like I don't exist. Its sad, because the people who mean the most to me are the ones who make me feel that way.:(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 30, 2013

    I try to reach out. To talk to people.

    Make friends. I try to engage in conversations with my family and the people around me but it's like it never works. I feel people distance themselves from me. When I hide my face, people care. I hide it easiest on the net. When I show people what I look like, they pretend to...
    BellsproutDigsIt BellsproutDigsIt
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    Getting Better I Think

    I used to have a superpower. I could be invisible. However, this superpower only worked on Sunday nights. The power of invisibility was granted at church immediately after the service ended. It was most powerful and painful at an inner city church I used to go to five years ago...
    59timesthepain 59timesthepain
    36-40, M
    Aug 26, 2012

    Cant Wait

    i cant wait to go away to college soon and be around new people who wont have the assumptions about me people had back home who never even took the time to talk to me
    thisorthat thisorthat
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2010

    I Don't Even...

    Sometimes I feel like I don't exist, life rushes around me. People exchange brief glances, gestures, and general acknowledgment while I seem to stand in the eye of the storm, unconnected and unaffected. The wind blows hardest downhill as I walk up hill, but it passes right...
    identitytwo identitytwo
    36-40, M
    Dec 16, 2009

    I Sometimes

    I Sometimes, Feel I donโ€™t exist, Left out, On my own, Invisible, The way people act, I wonder, Do they care at all?
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    May 23, 2012

    Am I Invisible?

    Does anyone really see ME?  I think my kids see the maid, the cook, the learning coach, the scout leader.  At church, they see a potential committee member, a mom, a soprano.  I'm a volunteer, a voice. My husband says he does, but even he doesn't see what's...
    K626 K626
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2010

    I seem to be a ghost among the living.

    I might as well live the (after)life of a ghost. It's just so hard to go on
    Sinfool13 Sinfool13
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    "why Do I Exist? Why Am I Sick? Whats Really Wrong With Me?...........

    Don't know what to do with myself? I don't know why I exist? I feel angry and confused all the time..do..I really exist or what? I have "No" purpose. I feel no one cares. The Voices inside my head are driving me crazy???..................
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2011

    Inconsiderate People Are the Worse

    Inconsiderate people make me shrink for some reason. Whether intentional or not always seem to make me feel less than what I am. These people are the absolute worse at making me feel as though I don't exist. I don't really know what people are thinking when they treat others the...
    Dimples87 Dimples87
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2008
    idontgetthislifething2 idontgetthislifething2
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2015

    I Am Nothing - My Life Does Not Matter

    I have no hopes and not dreams left. They have all been shattered. I am a shell of the person I used to be. At one time I was happy and had dreams that is all gone. People at work think I am an upbeat happy person and often comment on how they envy my kindness...
    whyme40 whyme40
    36-40
    Aug 26, 2012

    Reality

      One day reality hit me; i basically have no FRIENDS. I mean..if i were to have a party-it'd basically be empty. If i were to die-nobody would really be there. I'm to afraid/shy to break free and join things on my campus. *just wanted to share*
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 31, 2009

    Invisible Man

    I am invisible, No one would notice if I was dead, seriously, they wouldn't unless a junkie friend came knocking on my door but then he would just think i weren't in but then when am i not in unless i'm at college? anyway i want some attention, would love some but then i feel so...
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2011

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