Often Feel Like I Am Being Judged..... - It can really hurt me sometimes. I post on EP for an outlet but at times I do feel patronized or judged. It can be hurtful when someone makes a cutting remark, makes assumptions or judges me. There are several areas of my life which I feel...
Jenni855 3 Responses 4 Apr 29, 2012
I Am Disturbed - I have been posting some seriously disturbing stuff in stories and in my blog lately. At least it's disturbing to me. I still don't feel quite right about it. It's still haunting me. I've been thinking about deleting everything. I could and make everything nice...
WhoisChaff 0 Jan 1, 2012
I Feel Bad - I might feel bad after venting, Running something down, I know we all do, Once it's out there, I've used my steam, It may help, Or warn someone else, I will never ever run people on this site down.
lazycrazybasket 1 Sep 25, 2011
Blah - There are times when I write things that I do feel really bad for saying. I know that somewhere along the EP trail I would have offended someone, I would have upset someone or sometimes I wished that I didn't say so much as it brings back memories for me. It's not...
deleted 3 Responses 0 Dec 9, 2008
I Think Everyone Does From Time to Time - But if you feel that bad about it...delete it
Hockeynut5 1 Response 1 Nov 25, 2008
But - ultimately, for me this is my place, and part of my healing, and I will use it how I need to. I am never cruel or unjustly harsh or rude, and I dont mean to hurt or offend anyone, I am just trying to find myself, and heal from things Ive been through.... you can...
Tesse 1 Response 0 Dec 9, 2008
I Always Feel Better After A Shower - i always feel better after a shower because i take my time especially if water is hot,then i get out dry off,and put my all over,and sometimes shave,
bluesky50 1 Response 0 Nov 27
Always Feel Better After A Shower - There is nothing better than getting into a shower feeling that warm water and the various shower head spray settings sending water to various parts of your naked body from mild to ruff and it feels good hitting certain body parts that...
huntmar 0 Nov 23
Love My Mornings Alone! - I have to agree that I always feel better after a shower. When I first wake up I the morning I just don't feel like doing anything, and I have five kids to get around for school. My day always starts off hectic and ends the same way, lol. When it is time...
Sapphirebaby000 1 Nov 20
I Get Lonely Sometimes - I get lonely sometimes because my real friends live far away. My sisters is often away at college. My younger sister works a lot because of the holidays and my brother moved out. Im home alone a lot now. Everyone lives so far away. My boyfriend lives...
KiannaJ 0 Nov 18
I Feel Like No One Cares - I feel none existent, I get more attention here than anywhere, I've made so many new friends, I love it here,
Bflyboo14 1 Response 2 Nov 16
Always Feel Better After A Shower - if the water is right i can stay in for an hour or more,using good products,i look for ward to taking a shower everyday,
bluesky50 1 Response 1 Dec 2
Insert Cliche "I'm In Love With A Married Man" Story Title Here. - "I love you as certain dark things are to be loved; in secret, between the shadow and the soul." I told you when I first met you that I did not believe in love. I told you, "love" fills people with emotions that...
asphyxxiated 1 Response 1 Nov 20
Not wanting to eat even when I'm hungry is a major symptom of my depression. Sometimes I'm too depressed to bother. Sometimes even the small amount of energy it takes to get up off the couch and go heat up some soup is just to much. Other times it feels like by not eating when...
gwynhefar 1 Response 2 2 days ago
nothing like standing under the hot water, feeling it wash down your body. lathering up my long hair, and washing every inch of my body - feels so good to be clean - so refreshing. sometimes I shower twice a day! I always empty the water heater - makes dad a little mad. LOL
daniellaf 7 Responses 6 2 days ago
My side of the family always finds a way to make me feel like a worthless useless pile of nothing. My folks treat my sister and her man like gold, salt of the earth, worthy of their time. But they treat me and my husband like we're nothing. When we try and talk to them half the...
HouseWifey25 0 10 hours ago
Being Independent Can Be Exhausting. - Always having to rely on yourself, in addition to having friendships sometimes be one-sided, makes me feel lonely. I always wonder when can it be my turn to have someone care and think about me as much as I do for everyone I know and love.
OSUbabe99 1 Response 2 Nov 18
when i take a shower i feel like i wash away everything bad that happened before and i can start again!
zeezee669 0 Dec 3
Awesome - I can be having the worst day ever, where everything and anything goes wrong but all it takes is a hot shower. I am instantly in an amazing mood, I feel like I can do anything. A hot shower is also awesome for sore muscles, I know baths can be great too but there is...
lostgoth 1 Response 1 Nov 17
Aaaa - I feel as tho I have a hole were my heart should be I feel as tho my life is fake and it's all a dream that I can't wake up from and even death won't stop it all I can do is wait for answers and hope they will make everything all right and even then I won't find true...
prettyface1996 1 Response 1 Nov 17
I - turned my shower to full pressure mode, sat down in the tub, hugging my knees, facing the opposite way and feeling the pressure of hot steamy shower on my back. It simply felt like the water was boiling away my stress, making me think of absolutely nothing except of how good...
firefly0serenity 2 Responses 1 Nov 18
Is It Just Me? - It absolutely astounds me how low of an intelligence my roommates girlfriend has. I know this seems like the typical, bitchy post, however I assure you. I have never found myself in the situation where someone who is meeting this girl for the first time, doesn't...
colbyw93 1 Response 0 Nov 21
Does anyone else just get this insane feeling of numbness. It doesn't hurt or anything I just don't feel anything unless it's extremely painful. I kinda like it though better to feel nothing than to be in extreme pain...right?
thegroundisup 2 Responses 1 Dec 1
There is just something about a hot shower. It can wake you up in the morning, relax you in the evening, and lead to other things with your spouse ;) if the mood/timing is right lol. Seriously thigh, showers are just amazing :)
flyboy84 1 Response 0 6 days ago
I think the worst part of social, emotional loneliness, is knowing that there are so many other human beings in the same position. This is not reassuring; it's disappointing. Is it pride or lack of confidence that causes us to maintain a certain personal distance? We begin to...
ianmightknow 0 Dec 4
I know that someday I will. It's inevitable. That day will come when I feel I have had enough, that the battle is over and I will lie down and die. It's what happens when one battles depression. We get tired of the fight, of being knocked down over and over. We give up.
KittenHasaWhip 2 Dec 4
I don't feel disposable. I am disposable. I always have been. It's how it always has been. That's why I am more cynical than ever about people. I won't get too close anymore. It never ends well. I always get thrown away in the end, so why bother.
KittenHasaWhip 1 Response 0 Dec 4
Going to bed all alone again... Some nights im perfectly ok with it other nights i feel extremely sad and lonely... Tonight is one of those nights... I just remind myself that i will be fine... Goodnight
momlove14 1 Response 2 a week ago
There's nothing like a shower after a long hard time outdoors with exercise, gardening or anything that requires exertion and sweat. To see the dirt, perspiration and oils go down the drain is one of the best feelings in the world as you feel that clean exuberance that comes from...
cards3 0 4 days ago
I love taking showers. I love how relaxed and refreshed I feel afterwards. Its a good way to begin and end the day. I especially love getting showers at night because I can get into my warm pjs and hop right into my bed. And as for getting my morning one...It helps to wake me up...
Smileeboo 3 Responses 4 4 days ago
Life is weird.When your you're young, all you want to do is grow up. But when you're an adult, you just want to be young. But, where am I? I'm just a senior in high school. Like my favorite of all time(Britney Spears) said in a song, I'm not a girl, not yet a woman. I know I'm...
oreosnow 1 3 days ago
There are ups and downs in everyone's life but I feel like I messed up so many times that I want to start all over. My life is so far off from where I want it to be. I believe that starting over is better than fixing it. My first year in college I started with 5 classes couldn't...
arosecox 0 1 day ago
After a nice long shower... I think that's when I feel relax.
superderfcrazybitch1000 2 Responses 0 5 days ago
I Love It - I love crying in the shower to let everything out I'm so use to do it even when my day was great I'd still cry in the shower. After I get done with the shower I gather myself and put myself together and become strong again.
kimberly3286 1 Response 0 Nov 19
Showering Cleanses In More Than One Way - With the hot waters you not only wash away the dirt and sweat of the day, but also all the energy residue people have left with you during your interactions of the day. That is why you feel brand new. :-)
Desiderius 1 Response 1 Nov 23
Oh Yes - sweating the whole day, sticky, and the dust all over,thats when you ***** naked stand under the shower and let the water run over your body. you feel better the moment went the water starts running. then . . . . . . PJ and in bed lol
Blesskop1 1 Response 2 Dec 2
Yes it is such a great feeling. It always makes me feel 100 times better no matter what. So relaxing
Colton94 1 Response 0 Dec 2
I can't go to sleep without taking a shower. I feel dirty and grimy without one. I also like to take that time to get my embarrassing urges to dance and sing out of the way. Showers are wonderful.
Lynzee13 1 Response 3 5 days ago
The momentary rush, jolting through every point of my body. All my thoughts and concerns just aren't as urgent anymore because I feel like I'm drifting off on a heavenly cloud of blissful relaxation. Ahhhh... Yes! Now I want to take another shower.
debaser28 1 4 hours ago
All The Time . - I don't know why . it happens almost everyday . I can't help it . Idek what to do.
8o1o3o4 0 Nov 26
I hate nights when I'm alone and can't sleep. I'm hungry and nothing sounds good and nothing looks good to watch on Netflix. Ugh😒
hearthurt7 1 Response 1 Dec 2
I'ver been with my gf now for a little over 5 years. I lost my virginity to her and i love her with all my heart. But not one day goes by that i wish I can just be with another girl. She has cheated on me twice with her girlfriends but as the loving and caring bf i am, I forgave...
Kosmoe818 0 1 day ago
Even The Thought Of Him - Hey, I haven't spoken to my bf a lot all day and I'm in a good mood, so he text me about 5 minutes ago and my good mood is slowly fading... I really want to love him and I did at first but I just think he's not for me *sighs* I'm not good with break ups...
LilMissPhysco666 9 Responses 4 Nov 17
Relax - In my house I'll have a giant tiled room with a shallow lake the whole room will be full of steam and different fruit and flowers and chests with music in strange languages and an orchard, and a punching bag shaped like satan who melts away a bit everytime I punch him and...
Denzebarrrn 0 Nov 18
Quick And Refreshing - But for real relaxation I love a bath.
avatarunknown 3 Responses 1 Nov 18
Unfortunately... - Our bodies absorb dirt from the air, and secrete sebum and other oils and fluids everyday as we live in them. Having a shower controls this to a degree, cleansing the skin. I just live to shower, and I do at least twice a day!
aoutdouze 1 Response 1 Dec 1
Stressful job. Long hours. Early mornings. Late nights. Cooking. Ironing. Life. All can be forgotten with a nice, long, hot, steamy shower.
SirLaughalots 3 Responses 4 a week ago
I Feel Silly Sometimes... - I'm from Uruguay. It's a little country in South America. And it's sucks. And obviusly I speak spanish, not english. And I feel silly sometimes because I can't express myself very well in this lenguage. And sometimes I want to talk with someone from...
shineayelen 1 Response 0 Nov 27
Sometimes... - But sometimes, if bad things didn't happen to a good person, they wouldn't be the good person that they are today.
funnyface101 0 Dec 2
I Feel Different. - I guess it just me. I feel different from the people that surround me even my friends. I'm not the type of girl that demands a whole lot on clothing,boys or money. I'm just more of the casual type, more down to earth I guess. I rely on myself, because of the...
Tisel 0 Nov 29
Sometimes I Feel God Has Nice Sense Of Humour. - “ All week I had been battling with Sarah. Her emotions had been out of control. She had been destructive. I have seen her cussing at random people for the first time ever since her disorder. In a rage she had gone into her...
Laviedevantmesyeux 5 Responses 4 Dec 2
Hopelessness And Fated Loneliness? - I am 100% a tomboy, and I never think about being in a relationship or even consider marriage. You could say we're more of an independent kind. However, sometimes I can't help but be reminded of how I've never been in a relationship or had a...
ArrowPewPew 4 Responses 2 Nov 22
Misunderstood.. - Evere since I was a small child I've always had a fascination with sex. I think I had my first ****** at around the age of seven through rubbing myself up against a giant stuffed Garfield the cat (classy). I always thought this was kind of abnormal and kept it...
Iconica 7 Responses 3 Nov 14
Don't Feel Loved, Wanted Or Happy! - I liked to test people in my life. It comes from issues as a child when my father walked out and left us. If he can do it than why won't my husband? I try to ignore my insecurities but its hard sometimes. I spend my time being an employee, a...
Shortie82 6 Responses 2 Nov 13
Sometimes I Just Want To Leave. - Go far, far away, to a place where nobody knew me, where I would be a complete stranger, and where I would be free to do anything, anytime. My life has been very good, I can't complain at all, but... It doesn't feel like something that I deserve...
Matt200 0 Nov 18
After All These Years, We Are Face To Face Once Again... - I was raped at 11 years old by a 12 year old guy, but when I did get raped, I felt no pain at all. I am so afraid to this day. The guy attended the same church my Grandmother and I had gone to, and when he and his Mother...
HoneyFromTheSkySolAngel 2 Responses 0 Nov 25
Empty And Useless - I am almost 30 and I have been living with this feeling since high school or longer. Its just feels like there is something essential to me that is just not there. Its gets so bad sometimes that I can't take it, I want to walk into traffic. I have never been...
beereal4me2 2 Responses 0 Dec 3
The Dark Feelings I Hide Away From My Mother - I know I can be full on and I can act up! But there is a lot of feelings I hide away inside... I feel you don't put in enough time to get to know me and brother.. You give us money and phones and tablets but it's like you are trying...
ezistylez 0 Nov 30
I lie, a lot. But not the annoying attention kind of lying. It's the kind of lying that takes all the attention off of you. But when I do, I don't feel bad about it, I don't really even feel about it. Lying is like a no brain-er to me. Most if not all of my lies consist of my...
TheUglyBelle 2 Responses 0 Dec 4
Sometimes I Like Being Alone - I usually like to have time alone when I'm upset or I feel like I want to cry. I also like being alone after a long day of being hovered over or being in big crowds. Its beneficial if I just need time to think or if I'm trying to do homework...
Smileeboo 2 Responses 3 Nov 29