I Sometimes Feel Disposable

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    I seem to mean a lot to people

    for a short burst of time. I take time out for myself but I always go the extra mile to put time, effort and money into a person. And then they leave and forget about me, move on with their lives with such ease. Nobody seems to have had difficulty moving on from me. I feel so...
    claud21 claud21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2014

    I Feel Defined By My Usefulness

    My whole life, people turned to me when they needed to talk.  The useful feeling I get from that doesn’t last very long because as soon as the problem is resolved, they don’t need me anymore.  It seems that I am desired by only my usefulness and I am...
    Ghillieman Ghillieman
    1 Response Dec 13, 2008

    Unhappy With A Man Who Once Took On The Whole World To Marry Me

    We were very young when my husband told me he loved me and couldn't be with me, Couldn't imagine life with me me. It was all beautiful and romantic. We stayed engaged fore years before we married and then all of it changed. Now more than three years of marriage, I'm nothing but...
    wishtobeindifferent wishtobeindifferent
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2012


    I often feel like there are so many times that I feel disposable. Its a feeling that I can't always shake. I wish I could, but sometimes, the feeling just drags me down, and I feel like this feeling will always be stuck with me...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 30, 2013

    Biodegradeable Waste

    Would you mind holding the baggie open while I crawl in? Thanks! I'm so very tired of pretty promises without substance, committments unkept, promises easier made than realized. I'm so very tired and disillusioned. Tomorrow is trash day and out I go again.  
    zillaron zillaron
    51-55, M
    5 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    Feel Disposable....

    I just feel so disposable. It is crazy I know... But it is the way I feel... and the more I go on in life the more disposable I feel. I feel like my love and friendship is no precious, or something to be treasured. Is there something wrong with me...
    deleted deleted
    19 Responses May 2, 2009

    Dis - Posable

    Everything in our society these days seems to come in a disposable version. Razors, cups, diapers, gloves, contact lenses, plates, and even income have become disposable in our society.  But what about relationships?  I feel like there are certain people in my life that...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    6 Responses May 2, 2009

    Sometimes Im So Empty I Might Aswell Go In The Uckin Bin!

    When I'm empty I'm really empty, i get emotionally drained every now and then because I'm one of them that says Yes when want to say No and No when i mean Yes so in the long run of my emotionally challenging life i shoot myself in the foot daily by liking to keep all around me...
    Petal25 Petal25
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2009

    Oh Yeah

    I know I have done it to myself with the way I relate to people but so much of my human interaction is based on physicality. Sniffle.... don't feel very like I make very much impact on the world most days - positive OR negative, so what is the point again?
    Pulska Pulska
    26-30, F
    Oct 27, 2009

    Like A Styrofoam Cup

    you take a sip of my juice, but when its gone you'll just throw me away bcuz im just a styrofoam cupĀ 
    MeAgainstDaWorld MeAgainstDaWorld
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2011

    not here

    'Did you ever go to a party and think "would anyone really notice if i weren't here?"' Yeah, that's me. It could be my party, wouldnt make a difference. Im disposable when not needed, the friend who's surplus to requirement. I've forgotten whats its like to walk in a...
    cannotconcentrate cannotconcentrate
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 11, 2009

    Disposable Everything Even People ?

    oh yes in this land of disposable razors contacts diapers you name it  people are now starting to feel disposable as well with the economy the way it is and the world the way it is career advisers employment counselors are forever telling potential workers there is always...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2008

    I Always Feel Like That

    Living the kind of life I lived, when human life doesn't worth anything, every human being seems disposable.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    8 Responses May 2, 2009
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