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I Sometimes Feel Drained By Living Everyday Life

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    Tired Of Battling Stilllllllllllllllll

    In the dark moments I shudder and weep in the cold entombed in blackness I feel blind, the eternal silence whispers I am all alone… life only a routine.. I feel like am the lonely passenger travelling forever on a cursed track with each platform passing every compartment...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Feb 25, 2013

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    Drained Everyday

    I feel emotionally and physically drained / exhausted.Been bullied.Living with constant pain.  Sometimes, I cannot sleep cause of the pains or cause of something else.I am burnt / bushed...I need to sleep for a few days straight and even at that, I don't even know if it will...
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 1, 2012

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