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I Sometimes Feel Like a Homicidal Maniac

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    One Day....

    I have come to accepted the idea that one day i will snap and lose my mind completely.On this day i will somehow get my hands on a shotgun and casually walk down the street killing every man i see. It won't matter if it's someone i know or a complete stranger. I will shoot a hole...
    ArtPro ArtPro 26-30, F 2 Responses May 30, 2011

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    It's My Alter Ego.

    It took me a while to realize that i had a ******* problem. In the past i've had random moments of anger where i went from chasing my friends around my house as a child with a softball bat yelling "im gonna kill you" because they would tease me, from me threatening...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 1, 2009

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    I Like to Think I'm Pretty Understanding...

    ... so it takes a special quality to put me in this "mood" but it happens with certain people.  Some people never cease to amaze me.
    MissLily MissLily 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2008

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    One Step Closer to the Edge and About to Break!

    OMG!!!!! Today has been one of those days that I can totally relate to a homicidal maniac. Though here lately these days are getting more and more frequent. The stress and pressure has built so much around here you feel like your heads going to explode if you don't get some...
    UndeniablyConfused UndeniablyConfused 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Lets D It

    lets just lose control and do it we gave this world to many chances and it still drives us mad lets show it how insane we can be
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Nov 24, 2013

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    This is true I feel like the world is a agents me and every one hates me and that people don't want to know me
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    Yesterday once again so much anger and rage grew inside me that I cannot explain felt like destroying everything in my path felt like moving into a cave !!
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    I keep to myself a lot now. Sucks because I usually just end up crying at night
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    I'm ready, I'm doing it . Im not looking back . Don't worry it won't be for long , hopefully god guides me through this.
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    Sometimes??? More like all the time!!! Lol
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