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I Sometimes Feel Like a Homicidal Maniac

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    I Like to Think I'm Pretty Understanding...

    ... so it takes a special quality to put me in this "mood" but it happens with certain people.  Some people never cease to amaze me.
    MissLily MissLily 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2008

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    Lets D It

    lets just lose control and do it we gave this world to many chances and it still drives us mad lets show it how insane we can be
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Nov 24, 2013

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    One Day....

    I have come to accepted the idea that one day i will snap and lose my mind completely.On this day i will somehow get my hands on a shotgun and casually walk down the street killing every man i see. It won't matter if it's someone i know or a complete stranger. I will shoot a hole...
    ArtPro ArtPro 26-30, F 2 Responses May 30, 2011

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    It's My Alter Ego.

    It took me a while to realize that i had a ******* problem. In the past i've had random moments of anger where i went from chasing my friends around my house as a child with a softball bat yelling "im gonna kill you" because they would tease me, from me threatening...
    TheBlakkSheep TheBlakkSheep 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 1, 2009

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    One Step Closer to the Edge and About to Break!

    OMG!!!!! Today has been one of those days that I can totally relate to a homicidal maniac. Though here lately these days are getting more and more frequent. The stress and pressure has built so much around here you feel like your heads going to explode if you don't get some...
    UndeniablyConfused UndeniablyConfused 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2009

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    Sometimes it feels like no one cares, my friends don't and whenever they ask I can't tell them because I don't feel comfortable talking to them so that's GREAT.
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Feb 18

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    I love myself, and my way of thinking. I feel like everything I do is correct, and I don't do anything before I think in it enough time. Although I guess these thoughts don't...
    AlThukairM AlThukairM 16-17, M Feb 20

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    Who else is tired of the women/girls in this society that revolve their life around attention, money, and sex appeal? I think women need to know the real meaning of class....women...
    deadheadhippy deadheadhippy 18-21, F Feb 21

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    sometimes people say something very odd to me or ask me odd questions and give me signs that imply people are watching me .. so yeah .. if you're watching me , don't think i'm such...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 3

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    My Journey in life has allowed me to really see people for who they are how hurtful people are and always will be yes I see you looking at me like I am some side show something...
    Vapes Vapes 31-35 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I mean, it is not because of rage or impulse of any kind. I stead it is the feeling of 'power'. If I can destroy the world, aren't I the most powerful and perhaps superior...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F Feb 15

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    My first relationship was 4 years ago, he was only infatuated with me an blind to the truth, all he would talk about is my amazing 'body' which was annoying, he was unattractive in...
    Tabithaaa Tabithaaa 16-17, F Feb 18

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    There was a time when I just wanted to be with you but you tried your best to pull yourself away. I understood. I embraced your choice...I created my own prison. From a distance...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 a week ago

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    This year will be our tenth wedding anniversary, fourteenth year together. My husband recently told me that he wants to see other people, that he's unhappy with his life, and that...
    Baralinel Baralinel 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    So just wanna share something's that I have been thinking about lately. At this point of my life, what I have figured out is that its not as difficult as I thought its gonna be to...
    apersonlikeme apersonlikeme 18-21, M Feb 15

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    I feel different sometimes like I'm not the real me. The real me loves life and going out and helping people. The real me loves running, boxing and lifting weights.the real me is...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    Perhaps this is the prefect title. I truly do feel like a bad person. The fact that my past is now my present.. Going nowhere fast. Stuck at a crossroad not knowing which way to...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Sometimes I just feel stupid and idiotic because of my disorders that I'm not proud of... I feel like some freak :'( I have Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Borderline...
    SkylerSkies SkylerSkies 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I feel lonely sometimes, and it feels like a desperate need for someone to be with you. I am not really that lonely for example my mom, dad, and sibling. But in other cases with...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    This is one of the main reasons I talk to myself and enjoy my solitude. My parents, siblings, "friends," coworkers etc never listen to what I have to say. I sometimes have to...
    theloveofmylife2 theloveofmylife2 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't know if anyone else can relate to this. I find I can allow myself to care about someome in the moment if I want to but I can just as easily switch that off and hurt them in...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F Feb 21

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    "Life is like a long rehearsal for a play that will never begin"-quote from the movie Amelie. It's a sad feeling when we do so much and anticipate that something great will happen...
    Lonelyastronaut Lonelyastronaut 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    I can't describe it. it just happens sometimes out of nowhere when I'm home or out or anywhere really. it happens when I over thinking about something. seeing people. hearing...
    Zineq Zineq 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    People I have known when they were single and then got a girlfriend/boyfriend they change. They stop wanting to talk to me or hang out with me. They ignore me and act like I'm not...
    dragonturtle dragonturtle 22-25, M Feb 12

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    I feel like a wolf.....i long to run and smell the fresh scent of nature...I hate humans sometimes because the way they treat the earth and year down nature to build stuff....I am...
    winterwolfNT winterwolfNT 13-15, F Feb 8

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    Today I feel like crying. Gonna do my best to stay positive and not. Nine years ago today I was diagnosed with stage II breast cancer.
    jgeorge68 jgeorge68 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 10

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    I feel like a trapped animal. I hate the city. It is like an artificial desert. They take away the water and the trees and grasses and shrubs and replace it with something that has...
    autismalanimal autismalanimal 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    I annoy people when I correct them. I know that much ,but I have this weird self esteem issue where I just feel like I'm annoying everyone constantly. They say it's not true ,but I...
    onecutebubbles0729 onecutebubbles0729 22-25, F Feb 15

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    Hoping to find friends who I can talk and vent to about issues I've been having. I'm not close with my family and the friends I do have are mostly just shallow stuck up types, I...
    Arlingtonbridge Arlingtonbridge 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    when I try and try and things don't be seeming to work out or go my way, I feel like quitting and giving up. but then I always think about my kids. I wouldn't want them to be a...
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F Feb 18

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    for him... Sometimes I feel like he deserves better.
    sadgurl2015 sadgurl2015 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    When I get stressed, I shut down. This semester has been rough, all of the classes have been difficult and unejoyable and I'm trying to help my mom design her restaurant. If I don...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F Feb 23

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    That's what everyone expects of me. And I'm usually happy and I know this one person I am talking to said no one is happy all the time but what do I do? All my teachers expect that...
    MysteriousRose MysteriousRose 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I feel like I have no one to talk to x if anyone feels like it too I'm here x even though i have no one you guys have me x
    chlosblogx chlosblogx 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself!
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    My mom is a great person, and I know she loves me and cares about me a lot, but sometimes she can be so unreasonable and I feel like she doesn't understand me. I study abroad, and...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I feel this allot, not only in school but at home as well. I've moved so many times, and at every new school I'll be the quiet person in the back. I'll make a small group of...
    quietgirl117 quietgirl117 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I am a 20 year old male and have always been single and a virgin and have been rejected by every single female I have ever approached. I feel like there is no hope of me getting a...
    malik91694 malik91694 18-21, M Feb 6

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    I legit feel like an intruder every time I go into a room because there are groups and I feel like they stop their conversations specifically because I am there. I feel like my...
    youngandinexperienced youngandinexperienced 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    I have Depersonalization disorder for almost a year now.It never stops I dont feel anything, my thoughts are racing In my had and I am lost all the time.It started when I was in a...
    Dusan1234 Dusan1234 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 8

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