I Sometimes Feel Like I Wasn't Supposed To Exist

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    I know that the only reason I was born was

    because my mom was angry at her dad at the time and got pregnant to get back at him. I guess I was born out of anger. I don't know if I should have existed in the first place.
    nbigelow nbigelow
    18-21, M
    Mar 5, 2016

    The way people act and live makes me feel like

    I don't have a place anywhere, like I'm not supposed to be. Yet I am
    IkeClimbers IkeClimbers
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 6, 2016

    my mother was in a strained relationship with

    her husband. they already had a toddler and life was hard. I was conceived on her 30th birthday. my father was not happy about the news and the marriage fell apart in the following months. they never reconciled. I never knew him. so my mother spent her thirties alone with two...
    ZenaMarie ZenaMarie
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 6, 2016

    I know he/they all have talked to me online

    before about my 'issues' but it seems to go nowhere. I just need to find more things to do otherwise I'm an empty shell.
    Yleng Yleng
    26-30, F
    Jul 20, 2014
    avengerthesoulmyhate avengerthesoulmyhate
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2016

    ive had a couple brushes with death.

    not going into detail it was health wise, ive come to face the term that i might live much longer. afraid if death no, afriad of what will happen to ny kids when im gone..YES!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 5, 2016

    Sometimes I wish the world,

    people, and life around me would just freeze. I would walk outside and see all this life frozen in action and I would feel so calm. As if the weight of this world was finally off my shoulders. I would begin to float from. Then rockets would appear on my feet a carry me into...
    Lacrimosadies Lacrimosadies
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2016
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