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I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

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    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

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    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

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    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

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    All the time...looking

    for something that i know it's not here...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Mar 15

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    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

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    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

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    Somedontgetit Somedontgetit 31-35, M Mar 14

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    Sometimes I feel like I could be a decent person but then I talk myself out of it and realize that any normal person would see how awful I am. Sorry for so many depressing posts. I...
    Playlist98 Playlist98 16-17, F a week ago

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    Well, this all started a couple weeks ago . My friend (lets call her Lily) and I were starting to become really close, even know I met her this year, we hung out all the time! We...
    Stargazes101 Stargazes101 16-17, F Mar 23

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    At times, I feel like I live in this world by myself. So why can't this world be mind?
    NaomiSoulJourney NaomiSoulJourney 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    And I don't know what to do! Nor do I have resources or the money to do anything. I feel lost, out of my mind, like I'm losing myself..... I need to get away, to be me, on my own...
    mhLILRED mhLILRED 22-25, F Mar 5

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    I feel like I've made part of something, with information missing--and no one willing to tell me something in a respectful direct way. I'm a really aware person--I know when...
    okay62 okay62 70+, F Mar 23

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    I'm going to try to sleep without drinking tonight. Bull ****. I'm honestly afraid that it is not possible for me to sleep without booze and pills. It's **** but true. It scares...
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T 39 mins ago

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    I really do not understand this duality of human society. Men, throughout history, have always acted compulsorily in search of conquests, valuing possessions, money, industrial...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 5

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    Sometimes, life feels so overwhelming, I just feel like There is nothing I can do to change it. Don't want to die, just want to breathe.
    Lyri Lyri 31-35, F Mar 14

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    so, what happens when the one person you loved more than anything in the world leaves and you feel like you have nobody to turn to. You're friends are all living their lives, your...
    laumeow laumeow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    I don't feel like anythings real, it's like the world has been programmed, my boyfriends the only person that feels real and I'm scared even he is slipping away into the fake world...
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F Mar 16

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    My entire life feels like a one way ticket, and after coming out of this latest hard streak- I'm really surprised and impressed with my ability to cope and challenge myself to form...
    pleasedontkillme pleasedontkillme 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    My mom mostly makes me feel this way. I'm getting a lot of pressure to plan for the future; this is my first year as a college student and I'm very confused on what I want to do...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F Mar 3

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    I have a BA in Sociology and a MS in Library Science. For the past 3 years I've been looking for jobs in the field of my Master's and it's been no luck. They don't hire ppl without...
    ksybilannw ksybilannw 26-30, F Mar 5

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    I'm so freaking worthless.....
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F Mar 8

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    Hi! Me and my mate are looking to start a pack, and if you are interested in joining, please keep reading. The pack name is Moon Stone. Both me and my mate are 15 years old, I am...
    riversxmoonbeam riversxmoonbeam 13-15, F Mar 9

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    One thing that always really troubles me is where I feel people are following me from site to site as if I'm some kind of authority or spiritual leader, checking out all my posts...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F Mar 14

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    I've had a similar experience. Two years ago I was looking out my bedroom window and noticed a very bright "star" to the west above the cornfield by my house. I had never seen it...
    Whatif005 Whatif005 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I stayed home today because I was sick. I'm aunt (she takes care of me) was in the kitchen making food. I tried making Conversation which is hard because she is a *****. Anyway in...
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F Mar 3

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    I went half my life thinking I was a good person but with all that's going on in my life made me realize maybe I'm not a good person but a heartless person not just in love but in...
    gemini61289 gemini61289 22-25, F Mar 4

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    I'm always going to be 2nd best to something or someone. theres nothing that's just me, nothing I'm really good at. and there's no one that just wants me, no one wants me...
    Kmarcum99 Kmarcum99 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Bad luck and struggles are constantly part of my life. When things are going well, I take notice because it won't be long before life is a struggle again. Why do some of us have...
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Been a while but hey, todays been a retty difficult day in terms of keeping my mouth shut. Earlier today my otherhalf told me he lied to his colleges about me working part time and...
    PixieeDustt PixieeDustt 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    My boyfriend is older than me and I know a lot of girls have asked him out and such. So my friend and I decided to play the Trust Game on him. I borrowed my friend's phone and...
    SenpaizKohai SenpaizKohai 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I don't understand why my parents expect straight A's from me, when I still push the pull doors..
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 14

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    im not part wolf im legit a wolf
    jjazmyn1223 jjazmyn1223 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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