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I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

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    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

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    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

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    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

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    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

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    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

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    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    All the time...looking

    for something that i know it's not here...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Mar 15

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    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

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    *sighs* I'm getting there. I'm not perfect but I'm also not a piece of trash.
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