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I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

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    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

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    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

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    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

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    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

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    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

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    It feels terrible and lonely. i do have friends. really But sometimes i feel so left out. nobody notices me. even if i speak out i was often pushed aside. nobody kind to of...
    hazedmemories hazedmemories 13-15, F Jan 13

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    Every ****** g day. Today (now technically yesterday) is my birthday and I feel like a giant POS. My wife made me feel like **** because she said she would cook dinner when I got...
    snake215 snake215 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    most days bring new challenging experiences in to my life. it is a struggle to face the world everyday feeling like a failure. it is even harder when folks look up to you are a...
    tsnuggles tsnuggles 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    It's not pretty but me, myself and I are in a relationship with each other, the killer is we don't see eye to eye. I basically feel that all the goodness in me is being held back...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    All my friends are getting engaged and I'm still single :|. Feels a little odd.
    thearamo thearamo 22-25, M a week ago

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    This group name made me laugh a bit when I saw it. Not because people's stories and everything. But because it's true. Since the day we were born we started dying. So yes, everyday...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been feeling this more and more recently, I've become quiet, distant... I cover it well which I guess is what I do, but I can't do it no more. I just don't feel good enough...
    codenamekidnextdoor codenamekidnextdoor 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    How does, we stopped 2 hours ago for a beer, and left you alone to deal with the kids (who were asking for you all day) equal "we're staying out of your way so we don't get in...
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    I feel like my best friend wants nothing to do with me any more. what did i do to push her away.
    bw32 bw32 31-35, M Jan 21

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    hi I'm new ? Just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Luna, I'm a 19 year old wolf therian. I have been aware of my wolf since I was 8 years old and I'm also married to another...
    LunaMariee LunaMariee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I have spent a long time thinking, years really, and I have made a decision. The simple truth is that I am essentially useless as I am now. I have no useful skills to speak of, can...
    mrweerd mrweerd 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    soon, this will all be over, a distant memory... a sad nightmare... not like anyone cares though.... everyone is worried about themselves, while the ones smart enough to die...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I do. it's true. no one feels worse than you. you think. you're dead. I'm alive only in my head. I sink. sink deep. silently as I think. alone. my throne. my blood turns a light...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I... Am looking for a pack in Canada, Alberta... I am new and only started noticing things 2 years ago. I have always been different, I'm hoping someone can sniff me out... to tell...
    howlingeclipse howlingeclipse 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Does anyone even post on this anymore? Lol. I want information from someone mature and serious about their wolf past, not someone who claims to be physically shifting into sea wolf...
    Bradioactive Bradioactive 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 8

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    >MMLKASDJlikwjadlkajdflja >.< URGRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! MEEEEHHH!!!!! IDK I JUST FEEL URGHH HORRIBLE right now >.< LKJALSKDJ:J:Ljsda >.< *sigh* >.<. meh.... Q.Q
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M Jan 8

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    I hate being alone and wish to meet people like me as I thought I was nutts for such a long time
    stevejf stevejf 26-30, M Jan 10

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    I feeling so good here. It is like a dream. You are living a country. Nobody judge you here. Everybody is helping to you every bad situtation. Thank all of you for every beautiful...
    injizzy injizzy 18-21, M Jan 10

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    is there anyone in the UK that would like to meet up and let go
    stevejf stevejf 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    I was laid off in March, found a job in June making half as much. Now this new job has me working an F'd up schedule, I'll never see my wife, we need a new car. Not feeling to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 14

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    I don't know why.. but I do feel that way.. especially talking to my friends (real life + EP friends) after a week..
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    So glad i found this site! I have a question have any of you had an anti-harrassment order on you or a restrainting order against you?
    vinnie2223 vinnie2223 41-45, M 3 days ago

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    I really am not good enough thts why everyone ditches me thts why ppl I love betray me. I am seeking an angel of death to kill me
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    I just want you to stay put long enough so that I can talk to you, how can I say the things that need to be said when you won’t be stay home for more than a few hours? The kids...
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    I cant bear all this why am i the 1???the pple i loved @EP now turn their backs on me ...i give u my love and trust bt what happened??....
    Benshee Benshee 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Don't find SOMEONE to COMPLETE YOU! Find YOUR SELF to MAKE YOU COMPLETE...
    Chinito21 Chinito21 18-21, T Jan 19

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    Are there any good wolf/werewolf TV shows or movies out there that someone can suggest to me?
    Bradioactive Bradioactive 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well the name sorta explains it all
    idkanythinganymore idkanythinganymore 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm new to the group of friends I have right now and I can't help but feel left out sometimes. They're all great people, but sometimes I feel like I'm intruding, or like I'm not...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I feel like I'm not supposed to have a dad like I don't deserve one because I'm not good enough my real dad abused me almost all my life then pretty much abandon me then when ever...
    CookieMonsta16 CookieMonsta16 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21

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    My boy makes me feel like I'm 1) the only girl in the world 2) a princess 3) special. I have 18 days until I meet him for the first time. And I know, it'll be the BEST day of my...
    TheGhostofAGirl TheGhostofAGirl 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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