Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 201 People

    All the time...looking

    for something that i know it's not here...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 15, 2015

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    my gun is loaded...im taking this tie to writ

    emu goodby letters ..ul say I'm selfish...i guarantee I'm better off dead then alive...if hell exists I'm about to join.
    Katvondim Katvondim 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    And it's only going to get worse. :-)
    wraithorn wraithorn 46-50, M 29 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    With everyone I'm losing, with everyone that's leaving, everyone who's dying. Dammit I'm already ******* practically gone, just take me and show others mercy.
    FreeXNow FreeXNow 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Does anyone live in vegas I would like to talk to someone who is going through the same experience of being followed.
    Allball55 Allball55 41-45, M 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Wow these stories are just like mine.I thought I might be crazy.Even my parents want me to see someone lol.Its like they wait for me to come outside and when I try and show someone...
    Allball55 Allball55 41-45, M 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The song, Because of you by Kelly Clarkson, could explain so much about my life than I ever could. Some people just see their pain or don't care to take notice about others...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life Statement Questions: If I made the right decisions in my life, then why am I so damn sad all the time?
    DesiredUserNameandStuff DesiredUserNameandStuff 31-35, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    sometimes I don't feel like a real person, I feel like a changing phase, every period with a mood, I don't have a constant need, I don't have a constant want, except for love...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I dont feel like i belong in the world. The universe has for me always been fascinating. I always look up at the stars in the help for guidance and understanding. I always feel at...
    Funrabbits Funrabbits 22-25 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    it kind of feels like everyone leaves me at some point, or they want to but they can't. Recent people i used to call my friends never speak to me anymore, even when I see them...
    tyrannosaurusmess tyrannosaurusmess 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Idek why but lately I've been having vivid dreams about wolves and being one...not saying that I am one I just find it very weird
    osnapitzama osnapitzama 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I kept having this feeling of being useless. I tried to be part of something. But the only thing happening is that it seems a lot of people also want to be part of those. So I was...
    Tazmanou Tazmanou 18-21, M 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    sometimes I just feel like I'm an alien to everyone. I feel like I'm a different creature, maybe not human enough.
    badazzbasicbich badazzbasicbich 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am an introvert and like being alone but miss the idea of being in a relationship. I've just never been successful with them and have for the last 5 years or so been single and...
    Anontymous30 Anontymous30 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Post update I'm pleased to say that I have finally successfully reached that point I have been working hard to reach
    Moonlighwolf Moonlighwolf 16-17, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It wasn't until a little while ago that I embraced this side of me. I've always been overly logical and I always put aside everything I couldn't find a logical explanation to...
    AlphaAiyana95 AlphaAiyana95 18-21, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    you ever think you met someone that cares and after a while you start to realise they don't...there's only one person in my life that hasn't done that to me...my saving grace even...
    vamp1r3 vamp1r3 13-15, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Unfortunately I'm what you call a cunnnnt...oops my bad. guess I should support things I find ******* revolting. In the end everyone thinks their opinion is right, so why the f...
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i feel like i m outsider this ****** mind is killing me this black thougt are slaying me
    SEDDIKMBM SEDDIKMBM 16-17, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i don't know its weird man, recently I've just always been sad. like, I've slowly fallen into this pit of sadness. maybe its because i'm slowly detaching from my friends, maybe its...
    spulunky spulunky 13-15, M Feb 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i always felt like i was a wolf from my tender childhood and i would like to speak abiut it with peoples like me
    Kurojaki Kurojaki 18-21, T Feb 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    And it hurts that I cant be what everyone wants, or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I cant be what I want or what I need because Im not enough and I wont be enough and I'll...
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So very, sadly, true. I realize I am a part of society, like we all are, unless we are secluded in a cabin in the woods (maybe in the deep northern woods of Canada?). I am just a...
    PixieParty PixieParty 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    do you ever feel like you cant do anything right? That what I feel like everyday of my life. I go to college and I feel like I'm letting my family down because I suck at college...
    IcedOverHeart IcedOverHeart 18-21, F Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    hi I have been single for 35 years I feel like I'm not good enough to I just want someone in my life
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i feel like i don't belong in this world. i feel like i don't belong in the family I'm in. i struggle with alot of different things...i have ever since i was a teenager..and i...
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been in this for years now, and still feel like an outsider. I've been with my boyfriend for three years living with him but still feel like I'm not part of his life. When I...
    LossOFcontrol LossOFcontrol 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just can't help but feel like I mean nothing to everyone... can't help but feel worthless and pathetic... I'm not sure yet wts destroying me, or what's making my depression worse...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I taught you said it was easy listening to your heart i taught you said i will be OK then why i am falling apart
    Desperate25 Desperate25 22-25, M Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You know how in the those Point&Click Adventure games, there's always that one puzzle to figure out, but its always near impossible and it takes too long the answer is so stupid...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel