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I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

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    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

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    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

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    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

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    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

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    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

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    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

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    All the time...looking

    for something that i know it's not here...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Mar 15

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    it sucks when I or others feel like this and I know I speak for all when I say this but..........GODDAMMIT
    PurpleWindTheWolf PurpleWindTheWolf 13-15 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    It's like I'm feeling sad everyday and i to make people happy 'coz i know what it feels like and how worse it could get.
    Keepyourcool Keepyourcool 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    I do, most often than not nothing comes through and I'm forced to endure till the next time my emotions overflow
    Azureal Azureal 26-30, M 18 hrs ago

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    I try so hard and get so far and in the end it doesn't even matter...
    lonefirefox lonefirefox 13-15, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    To my family I know I'm not good enough.
    FuckJen FuckJen 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    okay so this ones a biggie . in fact its the whole reason I found ep in the first place , but I've shied away from posting til my thoughts were a lil more concrete ..... so here...
    dannybyanymeans dannybyanymeans 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Even though we are married and he says he love me, he puts his work ahead of me All the time then through it my face that he pays the rent. He just pays the rent and car...
    loner2009 loner2009 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I'll always feel like I am not good enough. No matter what I do, it is wrong...
    Loquesoy Loquesoy 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate having to ask this. I feel like I'm from another planet And I don't belong on this earth. I'm completely different than everyone I know. I live in California. Concepts like...
    suicidallol suicidallol 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I do too and let my wolf come out and run sometimes. You are not alone.
    Drgnmrph Drgnmrph 31-35, T 6 days ago

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    The thing is that i feel like i have a wolf inside of me..its like it wants to run away from home, i believe in werewolves since 5 or 6 and its scaring me, please tell me there's...
    SomethingIFeel SomethingIFeel 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I can't live my life like the way I do anymore. I don't have energy for it. I'm weak and I'm tired. Including I'm discouraged and scared. I'm worried I'll never please anyone or...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M a week ago

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    I love my boyfriend more than anything in this whole universe, but I feel like he payed more attention to me when I was suicidal and at my worst, and now as i'm recovering he...
    vetikke vetikke 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Every time that I'm with someone I'm just feel like they don't want me there and I sometimes think I'm better alone
    winterblood winterblood 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My mind seems to be racing through millions of thoughts tonight, and I can honestly say that sleep feels so far away at this moment. I often wonder about life, and about my purpose...
    theatreeyes theatreeyes 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 27

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    Lately I've been shutting out everyone. My best friend moved away . And since then I shut out ever one else and am just staying home. I'm scared about what will happen when school...
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    To me, the worst feeling in the world is the feeling of being trapped. I have felt this way for as long as I can remember. However, in one sense, I must accept that everyone is...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I feel like I bother my family, as they're constantly saying I'm moody, depressive and sad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 26

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    My energy is just....gone. I'm finding it harder and harder to feel emotion, and more often than not I get lost in my own little world, thinking about the emotionless, heartless...
    marshababy33 marshababy33 13-15, F Jul 26

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    I think I may have heat stroke I'm super hot. I'm dizzy and I feel like I'm going to throw up and have a mild head ache right now I spent 9 or more hours working in the sun I did...
    Smurfette1 Smurfette1 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 25

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    Imma be 20 yikes all ready.
    LetyElizabethSanchez LetyElizabethSanchez 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    Teulu Ar Gyfer Cyfan is Welsh for family for all we are a new Therian Family for more information check are website out teuluargyfercyfan.jimdo.com hope to see you soon :)
    therianteulu therianteulu 22-25, T Jul 24

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    I've become impatient, irritable, and so many things I'm not in the last half a year. I know it's a mixture of a lot of people, not my boyfriend's fault. But my family situation...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 23

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    So We are a new Therian Family do you see how I say Family not Pack this is because I believe in a less formal approach also of course we are open to all Thearian's not just Wolf's...
    therianteulu therianteulu 22-25, T Jul 23

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    It depends on how I'm feeling at that particular moment in time. Sometimes I actively try to fit in, go along with conversations, and laugh at jokes that I don't really find funny...
    cairah cairah 22-25, F Jul 23

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    One time in like the 3rd grade, one of my classmates had me in a lock and I couldn't move my arms. I struggled against him bit tbh I've always been of a small frame. After I became...
    WolfQueen666 WolfQueen666 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    No matter how hard I try to be worthy, its never enough. I am always abandoned and left swimming alone through a sea of terrible pain and sadness. No one truly cares about me. Not...
    Tstanley86 Tstanley86 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    my mom doesn't really accept the fact I'm a therian. I'm scared to tell her what I am. she thinks it's just a bunch of confused kids
    bubbathebirdy bubbathebirdy 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 22

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