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I Sometimes Feel Like I'm Just Killing Time

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    When I Do Nothin' At All ...

    I know that time is precious .. but sometimes Im just too lazy to do anything but lie in bed and enjoy EP .. lol ..
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 10, 2010

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    Feels Like This Alot

    sometimes i am too cynical and it seems that life is just painting by numbers and that everything i do is prescripted or entirely irrelevant and deeply unsatisfying, this is fleeting thankfully i always look for avenues to distract me from this way of thinking
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Sep 12, 2008

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    It Happens Sometimes, Even ...

    It happens sometimes, even if I must admit that honestly, I'm very busy most of the time!
    PurpleQueen PurpleQueen 36-40, F Mar 20, 2009

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    All the time...looking

    for something that i know it's not here...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M Mar 15

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    Killing Time Until What?

    That is what I cannot figure out. I catch myself killing time, but why, what am I waiting for? Why do I have so much time to kill anyway, will I regret this when I am 85? Ok, now I am making myself feel bad...
    Ozzygrl Ozzygrl 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2008

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    Killing Time

    No fancy words this time, I dont wanna kill time i wanna rule time, make time my own, be its boss. For most days pass way to slow, as if im waiting for something to happen, but what! Time creeps up on me and before i know im old and its over, that i dont want either, so which...
    Gaspar1111 Gaspar1111 31-35, M Mar 28, 2010

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    Late, Uh Uh

    Im already in my 20s but I haven't reached my goals yet.
    MissDiss MissDiss 22-25 Oct 29, 2011

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    I Fell Like That a Lot.&nbs...

    I fell like that a lot.  The last few months, I'm really making it a goal to change that.  I'm getting more involved with my passions,, Music, Animals, ect, and trying to make more use of time, as it is a precious thing that shouldn't be taken for granted.
    justANNIE justANNIE 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2009

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    Always

    Because I don't feel happy with my life, instead of trying to change my life for better, I kill time till life is over! I am so lazy.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 3 Responses May 3, 2009

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    Just to Smile

    Part of me knows this is true, but another part of me questions that. What comes after death, nobody knows. But hopefully all I've done here hasn't been a waste of time. But I know I do waste a lot of time doing things i shouldn't but somehow it gives me comfort, and gives me a...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2008

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    Things do change as the time goes on. People change. Especially in a relationship. You would then think that, he used to talk to you like nobody else is around. But then time comes...
    Asereht Asereht 31-35, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Is that why nobody talks to me? Why nobody cares about me? Why I feel like a ghost?
    Fernblaze101 Fernblaze101 13-15 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I dont feel like I deserve to be cared about and I dont think I deserve to live.
    Sanjana3612 Sanjana3612 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hate it when someone ignores my presence.
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My friends recently started liking anime and to be honest, I'm not a big fan of anime. I tried watching their favorite show but I'm not into it. When I try to mention doing...
    KindSpirit78 KindSpirit78 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I guess that explains why we don't talk, anymore....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 day ago

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    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    Hello :) I am a polytherian of 3 animals. I am the alpha female of the wondering skies pack. We are still fairly new and looking for new members. Its held on skype. A very peaceful...
    bubbathebirdy bubbathebirdy 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My thoughts torment me relentlessly. Day and night. Even in my sleep. I have nightmares frequently. I can't push my thoughts aside. It's a losing battle. I've tried so ******* hard...
    Noregrets5 Noregrets5 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hi, I'm starting to feel like I'm something else. I have the theory of safety in numbers down to a T. Not sure what's going on my senses have heightened
    lupuslupus87 lupuslupus87 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Hey! If anyone is in the Northeast England then message me! (I'm in County Durham) I'd love to meet new Therians ~? I'm Lukas, a 16 year old Transguy :)
    LukasMeoww LukasMeoww 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    everyone keeps pushing me away, I try and try and try, but can never cone from the door mat. I'll never be the one who's walking on the door mat. I try and try to often, but never...
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I am tired with my family not accepting me as a gamer, an atheist and a feminist. They keep criticizing me for not living in the real world, say games are for kids and teenagers...
    EV97 EV97 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I actually stop talking to people because I feel like I'm bothering them I won't awnser a few people because I feel like they are to good for me and I would only annoy them
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 26 Responses a week ago

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    I am done with this place. I am not here for convenience. I am sick of feeling like I am being tossed to the side or being second best. It only makes me feel like I'm never going...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I've been told to no lose no more weight because of my height and I carry my weight better than smaller women. I so hate being a big female. It's embarrassing, especially being...
    MizzChocolate99 MizzChocolate99 22-25, F Aug 23

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    The feeling of not being loved and respected the way I should be is what I really want.That's all I ask. Is it really that hard to do? I am a decent person; I am not perfect, as I...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Aug 23

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    Oh my gosh, just started a pack! Wondering Skies Wolf/Therian Pack... Over Skype! Add me: wolf.therian.luke Online pack! Very active I spend most of my time into therian stuff and...
    WolfTherianLuke WolfTherianLuke 13-15, M Aug 22

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    if anyone had a pack can I join? please. I'm really depressed, no one wants me. no one cares. I just need a form of security. even if its small please message me. thanks. I'm a...
    bubbathebirdy bubbathebirdy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Or maybe just just whole human society, I feel like I am a spectator, I feel like I'm studying the human race without belonging to it, not implying that I am above it, just...
    aPossibleFriend aPossibleFriend 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    I AM .
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 22

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    Apex Pack in Sacramento and Roseville CA. areas, not online, recruiting mostly humans. message me if your interested, do not comment, please and thank you
    JesseThorns JesseThorns 18-21 Aug 22

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    Sometimes I feel like I don't exist.or I'm a ghost. Il be somewhere and people will ignore me
    lonelyandyb lonelyandyb 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm always left alone or treated difrently. I feel depressed all the time, and I only have one friend who does not care a whole lot. But I kind of like her...
    Abbyi25 Abbyi25 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    always felt out of place as a child, dreamed of becoming a wolf and running through the forest just to get away from it all. never felt comfortable in my own skin, didn't find out...
    Kolisnjor Kolisnjor 26-30, F Aug 18

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    mehear mehear 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Cannot seem to find my way up. Causing me to wonder if I'm actually dead. This is not logical, but life is not logical. I keep seeing the word UNINSPIRED everywhere I look. I...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    They say that time heals all wounds. But some wounds are too deep for time to repair.
    U1049927 U1049927 18-21, M Aug 17

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    That's how I feel all the time. That's why I never really want to talk about what's bothering me, cause it's always a constant struggle. I try to stay positive, but that doesn't...
    xGNFx xGNFx 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I just feel like I'm not good enough for some people or I'm not good at anything like I'm not worth anything like i cant sing i cant dance I'm not that smart i don't have any cool...
    macylynnm14 macylynnm14 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    I'm never good enough! Can't wait to fall for someone who cares and is not just after one thing!! :/
    chantellexox chantellexox 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 15

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    while my family is outside on this sunny weekend day enjoying themselves. I'm here in my room, just contemplating my life. how did things go wrong? I let everyone decide for me, I...
    megabear64 megabear64 22-25, M Aug 15