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I Sometimes Feel Like Life Is Laughing At Me

I know attitude is 90% of everything...but sometimes I put my heartinto it, work hard....and just end up feeling like life is having a good laugh at my expense lol 45 People

    Here's A Small Poem I Wrote How Things Change.

    "what am i suppose 2 do."   sitting by a local park, with my friends i was young,small, and always came up with the master plan i discuss with my friends, and i asked them "will we be friends in the end?" well at first we'd laugh, it became a joke...
    joe0ner joe0ner 18-21, M Dec 12, 2009

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    i was in last year of high school

    when i met that guy. he was smart, cool and very attractive. soon we became friends. we used to have casual fights regarding where we will sit but we never realized when he started falling for me. to be frank i already had a crush on him. time passed and from friends we had...
    smarteye smarteye 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    Because It Is

    I don't just think it. The key is knowing when to have the last laugh and when it's not worth stressing over.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 8, 2011

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