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I Sometimes Feel Like Shutting Out The World

We all do sometimes. 755 People

    Baer2113 Baer2113 31-35, F Jul 28, 2015

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    I Want To Close The Reality For A While.

    Today I feel like I want to erase every thing in my mind for a while... It is happening so fast, I can't even catch up. Every person that is close to me misunderstand every action that I do.. Where in fact I am just being myself. They always think bad about me even though I am...
    lemonsouffle lemonsouffle 18-21, F Feb 21, 2013

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    I Need A Friend

    i need someone to talk to. someone who understands being alone yet wanting to rise above it all
    Mark026 Mark026 26-30 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    Writing To A Ghost

    the world is to much. it is to loud and people talk about stupid things. its to much. life is overwhelming and me the world are always fighting, i always seem to lose. i just want to shut it. after a hard and long day... i sit down , put my music on, and type away writing to him...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F Aug 24, 2013

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    In My Own Little World

    On some days I just feel like shutting out the world and being alone. Some times life gets a little too much for me and I just need to be alone with my thoughts and a 12-pack of beer, and of course some good music to space out to when being alone. As I get older I see myself...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Mar 2, 2013

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    I Stay Confused

    Everyone has an opinion and usually my head is running in circles while feeling like its stuck in mud at the same time. I think it's easier to keep my emotions to myself rather than to burden anyone. Once in a while I will talk to someone about things but never really let them...
    floridascaredandcurious floridascaredandcurious 36-40, F Nov 2, 2013

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    The Last Night. The Last Day. This Moment Now....

    And when the door clicks shut and closes this time, everything will change forever. And when you walk away slowly, this realization hits you like a ton of bricks. And though you are not now on your knees, this is what may happen in the next few moment, minutes, hours, days...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    "Welcome To My Life...You Don'T Know What It'S Like"

    How many times do you go through a range of emotions, and end up with "whatever?" Some things get so old, so wearing on the nerves, so sigh worthy, that it's like a tornado of frustration spinning out of control taking every ounce of energy in its path. Further, expressing ones...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 2 Responses May 3, 2013

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    Shutting The World Out...or Have They Already Shut Me Out?

    Today I've felt a little numb. I've felt like shutting the world out. But I think it got there first, And has shut me out instead. My whole body feels numb, I have no emotion, Except a few tears. I want to shout from my balcony, Somethings I would never say. I want to...
    kes36 kes36 22-25, F Sep 25, 2012

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    When Everything Goes Wrong…

       when I need to sacrifice what I truly love to do because that cannot give me money to support myself..    when i need to let go of someone who meant the world to me..   when others dislike me because being smart or intelligent is not good enough.   when being truthful...
    papri papri 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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    Lately I've been shutting out everyone.

    My best friend moved away . And since then I shut out ever one else and am just staying home. I'm scared about what will happen when school comes.
    palesky palesky 16-17, F Jul 27, 2015

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    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2015

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    I have a very curious mind,

    with a need to understand how it all adds up and how all the pieces of the puzzles fit and unfortunately or otherwise it seems to roll over to online friendships. I guess the reason being that online friendships are solely based on words and almost fully invisible otherwise. I...
    Idolovemostofyourthoughts Idolovemostofyourthoughts 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 29, 2015

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    Alone

    Today I want to shut it all out, my kids, my partner, my work the whole bloody shabang!! I'd like to be in that place where nobody can reach me or hurt me, be alone with my thoughts and dreams. I want to be in that place where I can be alone because I choose to be, instead of...
    Hun1 Hun1 51-55, F 10 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Sometimes I need to disconnect from the people

    I am close with. Which often isn't many; I've got a mother and a stepfather for parents and while I could never claim to be close to them I visit quite often with the dog, going for a walk on the beach, or out to let them buy me food (lol, I almost never buy food myself and then...
    Fable Fable 22-25 Nov 3, 2015

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    Goodbye, My Mother, My Ghost.

    How can you say goodbye to a ghost? A mere whisper of a woman who is my mother. A woman who has been lost for years now. A woman who spends nearly all time searching for her home while in here home. A woman who used to be as strong as a man physically. A woman who raised seven...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 5 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    My Escape

    it is hard for my family to understand, especially my husband, that i need to be alone sometimes. i have always felt a need to shut myself off from everyone and everything. i will lock all the doors and windows. close all the blinds and curtains and escape to a safe place. it...
    Curiouscee Curiouscee 46-50, F Jun 6, 2013

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    Fragments Of 2011a.

    you with your needs are all fragmenting me you are tearing me to pieces bit by bit i am not well mostly currently when you need me i give willingly you take greedily and give no thought to me you drain my energy, you sap my strength it is not just you it is you and you and you...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 6 Responses Nov 1, 2012

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    “mom: hunny its 3 in the morning on a school

    night what are you doing. what i want to say: i’m sad mom, i’m empty, i need a conection to the world before i crawl up into myself and perish into a nonexistant world where everything seams to be better. i need to hold on mom. i’m scared mom…. i’m scared what i end...
    UnusualAngel UnusualAngel 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2014

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    kadijahAlexus kadijahAlexus 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    So very, sadly, true. I realize I am a part of society, like we all are, unless we are secluded in a cabin in the woods (maybe in the deep northern woods of Canada?). I am just a...
    PixieParty PixieParty 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Katvondim Katvondim 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    autism1011 autism1011 22-25, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    i feel like i don't belong in this world. i feel like i don't belong in the family I'm in. i struggle with alot of different things...i have ever since i was a teenager..and i...
    bloodRedd bloodRedd 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "Be yourself; everyone else is already taken" - Oscar Wilde "I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not" - Kurt Cobain
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    I've been in this for years now, and still feel like an outsider. I've been with my boyfriend for three years living with him but still feel like I'm not part of his life. When I...
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    helsingrise helsingrise 18-21, T Jan 29

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    I lost one best friend this week, and, like the title says, I feel like part of me is missing. I might be losing another friend due to some mistakes that were made and I feel like...
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    advantage7 advantage7 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm not depressed. I was once a few years ago but I'm not right now even though I'm still not a very happy person. It's just that I have this strange belief that I'm honestly not...
    FancyTardis FancyTardis 13-15, F Jan 27

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    I'm generally able to talk, but sometimes I feel like I don't have the will to muster up the effort to try engaging in conversation. It's like having all your limbs going numb and...
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