I Sometimes Feel Like Shutting Out The World

you with your needs are all fragmenting me
you are tearing me to pieces bit by bit
i am not well mostly currently
when you need me i give willingly
you take greedily and give no thought to me
you drain my energy, you sap my strength
it...

And when the door clicks shut and closes this time, everything will change forever. And when you walk away slowly, this realization hits you like a ton of bricks. And though you are not now on your knees, this is what may happen in the...

How many times do you go through a range of emotions, and end up with "whatever?" Some things get so old, so wearing on the nerves, so sigh worthy, that it's like a tornado of frustration spinning out of control taking every ounce of...

i need someone to talk to. someone who understands being alone yet wanting to rise above it all

   when I need to sacrifice what I truly love to do because that cannot give me money to support myself..    when i need to let go of someone who meant the world to me..   when others dislike me because being smart or intelligent...

On some days I just feel like shutting out the world and being alone. Some times life gets a little too much for me and I just need to be alone with my thoughts and a 12-pack of beer, and of course some good music to space out to when...

How can you say goodbye to a ghost? A mere whisper of a woman who is my mother. A woman who has been lost for years now. A woman who spends nearly all time searching for her home while in here home. A woman who used to be as strong as a...

Today I want to shut it all out, my kids, my partner, my work the whole bloody shabang!! I'd like to be in that place where nobody can reach me or hurt me, be alone with my thoughts and dreams.
I want to be in that place where I can...

Today I've felt a little numb.
I've felt like shutting the world out.

But I think it got there first,
And has shut me out instead.

My whole body feels numb,
I have no emotion,
Except a few tears.

I want to shout from my balcony...

it is hard for my family to understand, especially my husband, that i need to be alone sometimes. i have always felt a need to shut myself off from everyone and everything. i will lock all the doors and windows. close all the blinds...

Today I feel like I want to erase every thing in my mind for a while... It is happening so fast, I can't even catch up. Every person that is close to me misunderstand every action that I do.. Where in fact I am just being myself. They...