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I Sometimes Feel Like Taking My Own Life

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    Losing Hope - I think the majority of the people who have either posted in this group or become a member of it - will most likely understand what I'm talking about. As painful bits...
    inhale123exhale inhale123exhale 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2012

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    Not Exactly, But Sort Of - I don't plan suicides or write notes or cry out for help, but not a day goes by when I don't find myself wishing I was dead. I'll die soon I hope, don't...
    Musical Musical 36-40, M 7 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    Trying - I have tried to do it more than once... Just a couple of days ago I tried... I slit my wrist.... I have shot myself in my cheast.. I have OD I have dont a lot... I just...
    Geinger Geinger 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 24, 2011

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    Consumed - There is not a day, minute, or second that goes by that somewhere deep ( or maybe not so deep) in my mind that a clever plan to end my own life is being hatched. It's...
    EmoDragonfly EmoDragonfly 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    End It All - I hate that I was born. I wish I could've just stayed where I was before being born into this sh!t hole we call earth. I don't trust people; I don't like many people...
    Mybodyisacage Mybodyisacage 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 16, 2013

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    Life Is It Worth Living??? - Why, Why,Why me??? My life is a mess I messed it up and trusting in God also screwed me up. My life from the beginning was not the best I was fat and...
    Cutestuff2 Cutestuff2 18-21, F 2 Responses May 9, 2013

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    Want To Give Up - I am tired of fighting. I no longer wish to live. I think about hurting myself everyday.
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 3, 2010

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    End My Life - I have always had the urge to just end my life and stop living this life and any life that follows this one!! I have gone as far as to hurt myself before...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 13 Responses Jan 23, 2009

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    Boom. . . - Pick up the gun, finger on the trigger, gun to my head Boom If only it were that easy, somebody always comes in to the room or something interrupts when you are...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 23, 2011

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    When I Got Nothing to Do - I am the type of person that needs a daily job. I need something to do, a purpose. Without it, I'm so ******* bored, lonely and depressed I do once in a...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 16, 2009

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    Title Doesn'T Matter! - I broke my neck just before my 20th birthday and the rest is history ! I won't Go into the details of the physical needs of a Quad to save you the...
    CyaNextLife CyaNextLife 51-55 1 Response May 31, 2013

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    I Have It All Figured Out - I figured out the perfect way to take myself out. My parents employ me as a contractor to take care of all the property that they own, and they just...
    BloodBane BloodBane 22-25 Aug 13, 2012

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    I Want To.... - Sometimes I really just want to do it and that's it. I don't want to live like this anymore. I know that killing myself is not the right answer to dealing with...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19, 2010

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    Alone - if i dont have time in my day to just sit and relax  i feel overwhemled. but being alone with my thoughts scares me. being alone with my thoughts is not something a...
    stasiamt stasiamt 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2010

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    Falling Dreams. - Sometimes depression places you into an apathetic daze and you can't really focus or contemplate on anything. You feel so out of touch, almost as if you're in a...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Remorse - its been about 5 years ive been alone in my mind after some things ive gone threw i realised no one ever really cares without some kind of reason even if its just being...
    anemptycup anemptycup 22-25 1 Response Nov 8, 2013

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    Overwhelmed - The year of 2012 was a rough one, and I don't see this year being any better. If anything its getting worse with each passing day. Sometimes its a small change, a...
    EmmyL EmmyL 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2013

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    System Error - The sound of brokenness is heard best As the razors slicing through thick flesh Carving an “X” upon my chest Over a vacant cavity where a heart once rest...
    darkreality68 darkreality68 41-45 1 Response Jul 21, 2011

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    Mindless Chatter - I’m such a failure with no success in life You can compare it to trimming off fat using a butter knife With a go nowhere job and no future hope I make excuses...
    darkreality68 darkreality68 41-45 Dec 4, 2011

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