I Sometimes Feel Like Taking My Own Life

Pick up the gun, finger on the trigger, gun to my head

Boom

If only it were that easy, somebody always comes in to the room or something interrupts when you are seconds away from blowing out your brains! Even trying to bleed to death...

There is not a day, minute, or second that goes by that somewhere deep ( or maybe not so deep) in my mind that a clever plan to end my own life is being hatched. It's become so second nature that I only stop to toy with the ideas as a...

I’m such a failure with no success in life
You can compare it to trimming off fat using a butter knife
With a go nowhere job and no future hope
I make excuses delaying my suicide
I’m such a stupid fucken joke

As a father I failed...

I am tired of fighting. I no longer wish to live. I think about hurting myself everyday.

I don't plan suicides or write notes or cry out for help, but not a day goes by when I don't find myself wishing I was dead. I'll die soon I hope, don't know how, just hope it's not much longer.

I am the type of person that needs a daily job. I need something to do, a purpose. Without it, I'm so fucking bored, lonely and depressed I do once in a while on a dark cold night consider taking my own life. Luckily I haven't done...

if i dont have time in my day to just sit and relax  i feel overwhemled. but being alone with my thoughts scares me. being alone with my thoughts is not something a recovery cutter should be aloud to do. will anyting stop me from...

The year of 2012 was a rough one, and I don't see this year being any better. If anything its getting worse with each passing day. Sometimes its a small change, a vague decrease in self worth and self preservation. Other days there's a...

I have tried to do it more than once... Just a couple of days ago I tried... I slit my wrist.... I have shot myself in my cheast.. I have OD I have dont a lot... I just dont seem to beable to die... I want to to die now... but I dont...

Sometimes depression places you into an apathetic daze and you can't really focus or contemplate on anything. You feel so out of touch, almost as if you're in a strange lucid dream. Ever have one of those dreams where you don't realise...

Sometimes I really just want to do it and that's it. I don't want to live like this anymore. I know that killing myself is not the right answer to dealing with things.. but sometimes.. I just don't care. I just don't have the guts to.

I think the majority of the people who have either posted in this group or become a member of it - will most likely understand what I'm talking about.
As painful bits & pieces of our own personal lives begin to crumble, and still so...

I hate that I was born. I wish I could've just stayed where I was before being born into this sh!t hole we call earth. I don't trust people; I don't like many people, so I don't see a point to me continuing to live because I know I don...

Why, Why,Why me??? My life is a mess I messed it up and trusting in God also screwed me up. My life from the beginning was not the best I was fat and tall and made fun of, then in my teenage years I got even fatter due to some hormonal...

I figured out the perfect way to take myself out.

My parents employ me as a contractor to take care of all the property that they own, and they just got a new property that has asbestos insulation that is exposed.

I'm going to spend a...

I have always had the urge to just end my life and stop living this life and any life that follows this one!! I have gone as far as to hurt myself before but never to the extent of permant damage to myself!
 
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