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I Sometimes Feel So Hopeless That I Cannot Even Hope For Hope

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    False.

    False as the fake nails, fake eyelashes, fake **** and *** padding on a ho. That's how fake and false the hope is, that some people throw at me. They're just shooting from the hip, they don't know me, my bad luck, the long odds... There is no hope for hope. Prove it, or lose it...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M Sep 17, 2013

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    Just once i bud up my hopes its like a wall i

    build it up so high but there is always something/someone who makes me feel worthless and thats where the point comes that i break down and my wall breaks.
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    Hope hasn't done a thing

    for me but make me look stupid. Hope shouldn't even exist because I don't think it's real anymore. God has been teasing me all my life. There's no hope for hope anymore. Why am I even here?
    rayray87 rayray87 26-30, F Sep 9, 2014

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