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    Nocturnal Network - My mind gets quite transfixed.My thoughts are like a tangled tree. There is an initiating idea or scene that is planted. The latter leads to another thought...
    DustToAshes DustToAshes 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Lately I've been watching myself staring into space and its hard to hear anyone when I'm drifting. I just go dead faced and I'm gone. Maybe it's just cause I don't want to BE here...
    Spilled Spilled 18-21, F Dec 23, 2013

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    My Story - Hi there..my name is shiksha.. And simply i want to die..because it will be good for everyone as i think.. No one is happy with me..everybody blames me for the things i...
    shiksha07 shiksha07 18-21, F Jul 5, 2013

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    All the damn time! People think I do not care to listen to them. I do! But something they say reminds me of another thing reminds me of another... Then I am lost.
    lena319 lena319 22-25, F Jan 11

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    Sometimes - Sometimes,I mentally wonder off,Who can blame me,The way things are,I need a break!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 28, 2012

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    Too Often - It's like my mind just gets loose and runs off in another direction from where I am.  I'm not sure why but too often here lately it's like "OK Off ot La La...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 1 Response Jan 30, 2010

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    How Do You Know When You Are "Lost"? - As the name of the group would suggest, it has occured to me, over the past few years, that I have the bad tendincy of, "checking out...
    DaddyFlynn DaddyFlynn 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

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    Yeah - describes me perfectly! one moment ill think im completly focused on something and then i
    bblahb bblahb 22-25, M Dec 20, 2012

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    Easter - A few years ago, my wife and I were on our way to Lost Wages. We had a long lay-over in St Louis. She decided that she would attend an Easter service at the airport...
    DingDao DingDao 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 10, 2010

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    Slowly but surely, you'll get there. Trust the process.
    Jeggo Jeggo 31-35, F Apr 3

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    Daily Awareness Project. Don't forget to stop and smell them too!
    Jeggo Jeggo 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Some users just go on adding everyone on the planet into their circle and go on bragging about their so called problems and when someone tries to help, they never even respond and...
    thestranger89 thestranger89 22-25, M Mar 31

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    I sometimes find ************ more stimulating than having sex. I love how private it is and that you can do it to anything you want
    twentysometh1ng twentysometh1ng 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I sometimes find it easier to speak to strangers than friends. about everything. And i have found someone. through another site believe it or not! Who listens.
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I can't help it...I laugh when I'm not supposed to, and sometimes find inappropriately when I shouldn't, Lol :)
    CharlieSchreiber CharlieSchreiber 16-17, M Mar 17

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    I WILL NOT SELF HARM. I am fed up of hurting myself, I am fed up of hurting and I am worth recovery. So are you. I decided to put up a list of things to do instead of cutting...
    writercookies writercookies 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I believe that without selfishness world can become a better place. That includes the corruption and stuffs like that. Don't act like you own things that you really don't. Don't...
    yuichie yuichie 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I will be sitting in my desk at school and drift off into thoughts only to realise where I am when the bell goes for break. I miss so much of school but I have amazing...
    wg45678 wg45678 13-15, M 2 Responses 28 mins ago

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    I guess to understand the full depth of my story, it's best to start at the very beginning It all started when I turned 7. Up until that age, I has a great family. My mom and dad...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    That night I was scrolling through tumblr. I recently searched up the words skinny, thigh gap, anorexia, collar bones, death, self harm,....etc. I decided I would film what goes...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I really do, especially in the woods or the mountains...the silence there is special...
    SweetNancy SweetNancy 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    What is the journey of self discovery? How do you know when you've reached it? I don't believe you do know when you've reached it. The journey of self discovery is life. We get so...
    LaughLoveLiveHope LaughLoveLiveHope 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Hey guys... I figured out how to feel better about myself, and be happier and I'd like to share it with you all. (I am aware this might all sound very hippie like...but I'm just...
    xxersabooxx xxersabooxx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    A bloody nightmare awakens locked memories of torment of pain. Days old emotions of bitterness and hate. Spit in my face, grab my throat, slap me repeatedly...the mere recollection...
    blackxrosexyuuki blackxrosexyuuki 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    April 7. Those Old Time Feelings. "I still have bad days. But that's okay. I used to have bad years." —Anonymous Sometimes, the old feelings creep back in. We may feel fearful...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 7

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    April 7. Those Old Time Feelings. "I still have bad days. But that's okay. I used to have bad years." —Anonymous Sometimes, the old feelings creep back in. We may feel fearful...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Apr 7

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    based On A Dream - Many of my supernatural storylines are based on my dreams. For example my 'Walken' storyline and the 'Walken' creature itself are both based on my various...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 28

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    I self harm. Ill admit it. No I wasn't raped (that is sad though. If that has happened to you I'm sorry) No I'm not bullied or abused. I'm not writing this to get sympathy. I just...
    blackbird96 blackbird96 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    In the past year I have pulled away from all of the friends that I ever had, even the few that I made attending college. My communication skills are terrible, I have have really...
    whatwasthatpromisethatyoumade whatwasthatpromisethatyoumade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I have a 7 year old son who is moderately intellectually disabled. It has been a very tough journey with him. I love him so much and want to do what is best for him. He has an IEP...
    jb2985 jb2985 26-30, F 20 hrs ago

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    Hello. Are you listening to me? Are you talking to me? Are you trying to give me a lesson? Just give me a sign.. I feel silly talking to myself in my head, and crazy when I hear...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Sometimes I just don't know what I'm looking for I don't know what I want I feel like wandering around the woods by myself and just going in one direction till I discover something...
    emphire emphire 31-35, M Mar 29

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    All my life felt pointless because I never had any real reason to keep living... I finally find that one purpose for continuing with life, something to make life worth living. That...
    HeyItsJay HeyItsJay 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Too many times I find myself letting anxieties and fears control my thought patterns and actions. Into my 20s I had many factors that led me to believe that life was nothing but...
    simulatedexistence simulatedexistence 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hello :) if you're reading this, then you're probably feeling pretty crappy right now, and probably a little confused and angry. Maybe you feel alone, like I once did. Or maybe you...
    xMina97x xMina97x 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Where do I begin. This whole story being my life is quite a long loopy one, and if anybody has the energy to read this and respond, I thank you - in return I will just cut to the...
    spiderchris spiderchris 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So I just dropped my college course. I'm devastated and feel like a failure but I couldn't go on any longer with the way I feel mentally. I was missing too much time and studying...
    Yummylicious4ev Yummylicious4ev 18-21 2 Responses Mar 24

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    For you (many, girls), who cut yourselves. Please remember that some of us love you, care about you. ----- Food for thought (an article from Psychology Today) ----- Sax on Sex...
    Karll Karll 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I love it when my boyfriend comes up to me and holds me close right up next to him. He will kiss my neck on the side lightly as his hands will slowly wander up the back of my shirt...
    4hispleasure 4hispleasure 18-21, M Apr 2

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    New Zealand is a continent country that offers fantastic career opportunities, great job options for skilled workers in numerous specialized industries along with a very family...
    ImmigrationNewZealand ImmigrationNewZealand 31-35 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I just cut. Right now. It wouldn't be the first time. I'm finding it gets easier. I don't know what others would think about this but I do know that they might now even care...
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    who is Jayda Lyric Byrd ? Jayda is a very sweet girl who is trying to find herself because she has been through so much in life living only for eighteen years. Who is Jayda Lyric...
    lyricbutterfly2013 lyricbutterfly2013 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Life is cruel sometimes but you have to push through- you'll be all right :) People have bullied me and hurt me before- and it still greatly impacts my self-esteem today. But you...
    calmingmelody calmingmelody 13-15, F Mar 27

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    Ah, there's nothing quite like waking up to the muffled sounds of your own sobbing... I sometimes wake up crying, though it happens less frequently of late. It is not every night...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F Apr 7

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    i am just a lil' bird or a little caterpillar moving around aimlessly... don't know when i'll find my way n moreover there's no courage in me...
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I am here to tell you about me, my vision and my reality. I'm looking for three women and two men to join me in leaving society. Leaving it all behind and building a community of...
    leaving6622 leaving6622 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I get so down and it just happens. One or two. Maybe more and I'm calm. But now. Idk. I jus do it. I'm better for now. I'm gonna try something. That ill stand up for my friends...
    SelfBattle SelfBattle 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Life can be tough sometimes. However, I also think we all have a tendency to take life too seriously and obsess about things that, in the larger scheme of things, might not be all...
    AnonymousEP77 AnonymousEP77 41-45, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    U dont understand tho. And u never will. Idk what parents I'm coming home to? Jesus freaks that care about what I'm doing every second? Awesome parents? Or maybe the parents...
    sleepingolipiercedthebronx sleepingolipiercedthebronx 13-15, F Mar 28

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    I went through a mentally and emotionally abusive and controlling relationship for a year and a half and finally got out of it and it opened my eyes to the world, how it works, and...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I wake up every morning feeling useless and pointless and irrelevant. The only reason I haven't off'd myself yet is because I wouldn't want to make my parents feel like they...
    eMojave eMojave 16-17, M Mar 31

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    I want to start out saying that I love and care about my husband, but he has been driving me crazy with what I consider selfishness lately. We have been together for 7 years and...
    cmsjay cmsjay 26-30, F 1 Response